I Love My Dark Side

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    It´s The Only Reason I Can Go On

    I would have died long ago if it wasn´t for it....... it´s the part of me that killed to save my life, the one who killed to protect the people I love, who I look for desperately when I feel like I´m about to break down.......and lately he´s the only...
    Blesseddarkness Blesseddarkness
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2010

    Have Accepted It

    I've learned to embrace and enjoy it.  We all have one and the sooner we accept it and ourselves the better off we are.  It's taken me many years but I'm glad I finally came to terms with myself.
    IamGone IamGone
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Sep 27, 2009

    I watched **** at an incredibly young young

    young age , and not just once but at least 500 videos a day for a few years until I was about 12 I stopped and then repeated the addiction again ...mind you I am a girl . Not only until now did I realize that was a horrible mistake . Being exposed to that a such a drastically...
    Rs668009 Rs668009
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    True Love, indeed Is Very Rare Lackadaisical

    In my ways I saunter upon my path, constantly I am reminded of a life, you,...and inside of it, the lessons to be learned. Only though, to fruition when resurrected from my ashes. As black as my minds rain and heavy, I am again dark and alone in that from whence I came, and so...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    Oct 27, 2015
    HolidaySpice HolidaySpice
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2014


    The darkness in you is a part of us all,to the point where i can be on my computer,perfectly fine,then just get so infuriated out of nowhere so the point where i rip and tear at things,preferably my bed,seeing as there is no way i could break it. I love my dark side,forcing me...
    maxwellh maxwellh
    31-35, M
    Aug 9, 2013

    How could I not love him?

    He completes the other half of me.
    deleted deleted
    Jan 14, 2015

    My Dark Side...

       I for one have been and still am a little bit afraid of my dark side yet I love it as well. the part of that i am afraid is when I used to hurt myself. that being said, I love my dark side as much as it scares me,I am on the outside(and inside)a very nice person. I...
    BelleRaven BelleRaven
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 21, 2009
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack
    31-35, M
    Sep 25, 2014

    I know myself to somewhat of a sadist,

    but I can't really stop myself. I'll suppress my urges as much as I can in public, but in my mind there are many dangerous thoughts lingering. Only my friends know me in this way since in school I've begun to show it a bit more than normal. I don't know if I show it as a defense...
    StrikerXVE StrikerXVE
    18-21, M
    May 26, 2015

    I do have a dark side.

    I love it because it always comes out whenever I need it to. Like whenever I need to tell someone off
    supremepanda supremepanda
    22-25, F
    May 8, 2014

    My Darkside My Friend

    41-45, F
    Aug 29, 2010

    My Dark Side Balances Me Out

    I am a survivor of many things including violence, but the darker side of me comes from the inner most core of my soul. I am strong there, clever, quick thinking, and mischievious. I work hard from the strength I draw from my dark side. I love with all my being, and would give my...
    dvsurvivor dvsurvivor
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2010

    Woo! I have a complete Light

    and Dark side. Angel and demon. Living inside me. I can change my mood pretty quick. And I sort of fight or want to when I am angry. If you know my family, they would tell you that they are afraid to let me have a weapon. I know a few people also are afraid of me having a weapon...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris
    18-21, F
    May 8, 2014

    Hi this I can really relate to I had

    and have a dark side I can get really dark sometimes there are limits and but I like that in me I like things like Skeletons and other things I like Halloween and remember once I wanted to live in an haunted house and I'm not always dark but I can be
    lor44 lor44
    18-21, F
    Oct 12, 2015

    Everybody/everything Has All the Sides

    Not just white/black, simply anything. The best is if you love all your sides. And from any perspective.
    Thought1 Thought1
    4 Responses Jun 19, 2009

    It Helps Many

    my dark side is that i have a very vocal spirit i could win a war with my mouth. When people have needed a mouthpiece they think of me. At school i was known as the class lawyer as i would stand up against the teachers and defend the indefensible. I later became a shop steward...
    thehippy thehippy
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Aug 10, 2009

    It's Like Black Velvet Pumping Through My Heart

    As much as I sometimes despised this side of me...a side I at one stage felt ruined me from a very young age...(hand in hand with my mind..)...I love it too. I do not know how to explain it...but when something happens that is in that perfect resonance with my dark side, it's...
    ShinimiM1ka ShinimiM1ka
    26-30, F
    Dec 3, 2013

    Skinny Puppy, Death in June

    and the Devils Rejects. These are a few of my favorite things. Lol.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 16, 2015

    My Dark Side

    Evil and darkness has always intrigued me. Sometimes I fantasize about being insane and all... how it must feel like to torture and being tortured. But too bad, i have this good girl mask I have to wear all the time. Friendly and sweet me! I couldn't care less about friendships...
    DarkJadex DarkJadex
    Jan 1, 2013

    Only in the darkness can one truly see.

    There are no visual preconceptions. Just feelings, thoughts, desires. Fingers lightly trailing silky curves. The brush of hair on your cheek, soft lips, like a butterflies kiss. I want to see you in the dark, with all that I am. Feel the essence of you, as we mingle...
    Ceraia Ceraia
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jun 3, 2015

    The Tug Of War Between Good And Evil In My Mind

    ive always felt different and its hard to explain but you and me we aint the same....I always felt like im special and i too have special gifts, dont be thinking i got a big ego because i dont and dont like those who think too much of themselves i am aware of myself and dont let...
    naughteebynature naughteebynature
    36-40, M
    1 Response Nov 9, 2012

    My Safe Zone

    its part of me, who i am, what i feel, where i hide, its MY DARK SIDE.
    haloless haloless
    41-45, F
    Aug 11, 2012

    Tripping On 'outer Edge'

    I decided to right this story because of my rather bad trip on a new drug I found at a smoke shop. So the shop I went to is located in State College, PA and goes by the name of "Jamaican Junction". Originally I had planned on asking the guy if he could point me in the right...
    mccaslin mccaslin
    18-21, M
    Nov 24, 2011

    It's Killer

    Like everyone, I have a dark side. Sometimes, it's worse than others. I get so horrible, and ****** up, I scare myself. When I do it, it feels like it's not even me thinking it... Sorta like someone else is thinking in my mind. Using me to plot revenge and do horrible things...
    EmberWolf EmberWolf
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2012

    The Dark Side Of My World

    I live in the dark world. I have almost no social life. The voices tells me what to do and there's no way to back down from it. I get nightmares about my abusive foster parents often. I forget to take my meds everyday. I smoke marijuana to cope with my troubles. I know very...
    noaht43 noaht43
    46-50, T
    1 Response Oct 24, 2013

    People Like My Shadow More Than Me.

    I just want to be my moon. My temptations, my inhibitions...lose it all and just do what I want to do. Peruse every romantic temptation, blow off everyone I want to. Everyone wants me to. I don't know why people seem to like what I’m tempted to do more than me.
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    31-35, M
    Aug 22, 2010
    incufreak213 incufreak213
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jan 14, 2014

    I Take It All In!

    Saying i "love" my dark side is me accepting the good, bad and ugly within me. It's a balance. I do fear my dark side due to it being so hard to control. But it serves me, ....  It alerts my light that . . . . Oh No!..... It helps me, so i'm not taken down...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2010

    Can't Live With It, Can't Love Without It

    To explain the title, and the only time I became aware I had dark side; One time I had this one ex, I was insanely protective of her even after she had broke up with me, in November she and her little brother were assaulted by three people, two guys one girl, on a school bus, and...
    IamBrokenGlass IamBrokenGlass
    18-21, M
    Oct 31, 2012


     the truth is that my dark side is the side I always draw the most strength from when my life gets scary! It just kind of kicks in automatically. It gets me moving and doing what I need to do. The "lighter" side of me just doesn't push me forward like that. 
    Opalina Opalina
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

    There Is a Kind of Truth

    My dark side, my enemy and my friend. He is anger he is destruction he is threatening, but by the same token he is my passion my drive to create and my desire to fight what I believe is right yep I love my dark side
    jadecrow jadecrow
    51-55, M
    1 Response Jun 20, 2009

    Light And Dark

    i've always had a darkness within me. i hide it away, because i'm afraid it will scare the others away. sometimes it scares me too. but it's apart of me and i love it. the others believe i am a not so quiet introvert. well i am, i love painting and reading and all things artsy...
    ruean ruean
    36-40, F
    Jun 14, 2012

    Demon In Side Me

    I am a nice guy most of the time but i have a dark side ...... he is a monster Out for blood .. all pain you feel no pain put its like pain in your soul. You feel like u r burning up then nothing all black no sound no feeling.all i know is someone is going to get hurt or die...
    emo6 emo6
    18-21, M
    Aug 2, 2012


    Yes, but just so damn good at it !
    Freakonaleash Freakonaleash
    36-40, M
    Sep 28, 2009

    I can't control it, but I love it.

    It's kind of like a constant battle...on the outside, I'm an outspoken, nerdy girl who can be a bit odd. On the inside, I'm sadistic, I'm dark, I have strong urges to kill all the time. Sometimes, it's literally a physical pain in my gut as the two sides battle. One day I hope...
    SnarklingForever SnarklingForever
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    Some Don't, But I Do!

    Some people don't like my dark side at all. It can get REALLY dark, and really scary, and I Love that. I Love when my dark side gets too dark, and it scares me, it gives me reassurance, that I am not going to try and do anything, and that the fear will stop me from doing much of...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 28, 2010

    My Dark Side

    My dark side is filled with anger and the constant need to seek revenge. Without my dark side, I wouldn't be the person I am today.
    girlanonymous girlanonymous
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2011

    She Scares Me

    Somtimes she comes out when I least expect it. Sometimes she does things or says things that hurt me. Sometimes she does things or says things that hurt other people. She's dangerious around certain people. But she's beautiful, a vixen, a minx.  She also helps me when I...
    Maqi Maqi
    26-30, F
    May 13, 2009

    "Love don't come easy

    for a lonely soul like me I find myself in trouble on the road to misery I try to do the right thin but I'm easily misled I'm drawn to the dark side, and the devil in my head"
    Freakintheflesh Freakintheflesh
    18-21, F
    Feb 17, 2014

    The Darkness.

    I guess the darkness and the good of you are like Ying yang,you can never be complete without both of them. The darkness in me is evil....constantly creating gruesome scenarios,that rage we hold back,constantly grows,slowly taking over my mind....it thirsts for the blood of the...
    maxwellh maxwellh
    31-35, M
    Aug 9, 2013

    Is Not For Everyone

    My dark side will suck you in and spit you out like a B***H!!!!! I keep it out of site cause once you have a taste your eyes will roll to the back of your head..Your gonna feel like you been on the purest extasy you'v ever had. Then there's my Dark side thats sneeky,cunning...
    nancy13eli nancy13eli
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 22, 2011
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