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I Love My Manic Episodes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Love/hate Relationship

    When I am manic I am fun, clever, witty, funny, and energetic. On the down side I also tend to take stupid unnecessary risks and have super kinky thoughts and desires. I feel "on" when I'm manic. But when my poles shift to depressed I am the exact opposite. Neither are healthy...
    MommyGoneMad MommyGoneMad 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Psychology 101 In College Is When I Diagnosed Myself Manic.

    After being kicked out of high school and having to go to public school, I just thought I was a true rebel that was blessed to meet others like me. My state was Manic a majority of the time and if I ended up screwing up and coming down, I would put Run DMC on and self medicate...
    Knowshow Knowshow 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 25, 2012

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    Up, Up, And Away!!!

    Mania is so fun! I love how everything I do is better. Food taste better. Music sounds better. Jokes are funnier. I have enough energy to stay up for days. I feel as if I can hear and see 10 times better. I actually leave my room and socialize. I love the enthusiasm and optimism...
    Nihil4EVA Nihil4EVA 22-25, M Jun 22, 2013

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    Mania feels amazing right now.

    I can accomplish anything with this energy. I've had so much sex and so many ******* today. I know I need to try and control it, but I just can't fight the euphoria.
    thenymphomanic thenymphomanic 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 21, 2014

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    Fun But Dangerous

    I cant lie, my manic episodes are fun but it just sucks because when you think youre invincible you act as if youre invincible and therin lies the danger. Ive done all kids of stuff in my manic episodes. They first started when I was 18 in 2003 with my girl friend and her family...
    groundshaker groundshaker 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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    I've been in treatment for years and nothing seems to work. I go through my manic episodes so full of energy and wanting to try new things like learn to play piano or go back to...
    angelique422 angelique422 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    These episodes just keep getting better." It's all about survival now. At any cost. People out there are always looking for an angle. Looking to play on your weakness. They...
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    My Feelings for them.That beyond description.... They've taught me a lot of things which i've never learned at school or feckin sick mad criminal parents. They were only my savior...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Now this is what I want in a man. One who is strong enough to put up with my episodes, lashing out and me losing control! That even though it wears him out its all worth it! I'd...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My Mom used to love this tv show but since I didn't know the story and had no interest in the series, I used to whine every time she asked me to change the channel when it's on air...
    nichole2610 nichole2610 18-21, F Feb 2

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    Even before 2005 when it newly came out I was watching Videos of it and since being very young I was hooked, up to present date I love it and have witnessed every episode that hasn...
    thedimone thedimone 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have had epeliptic seizures since I was 11 (means flashing lights can trigger seizures) I am a 14 year old male Here are the causes for a seizure: flashing lights, stress, too...
    FlyHighFreeBird FlyHighFreeBird 13-15, M Feb 21

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    I have had epeliptic seizures since I was 11 (means flashing lights can trigger seizures) I am a 14 year old male Here are the causes for a seizure: flashing lights, stress, too...
    FlyHighFreeBird FlyHighFreeBird 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    So for a few years now I've been dealing with my manic-depression and it's gotten better and worse through time. I began taking mediciation to help when I was 12 though it didn't...
    13nanna 13nanna 18-21, F Feb 22

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    I was unpacking the rest of my stuff and I found this letter from my dead mum. I remember when she gave it to me. I was so mad at her and I thought she was stupid for thinking this...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I fell in love with a friend (we'll call him 'Zach') 6 years ago. We met through a mutual best friend (we'll call her 'Lily'). Shortly before finding out this other chick (call her...
    Bethstar Bethstar 26-30, F Feb 3

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    "I call it bad poetry # 2" manic rudimentary ramblings of a man child with poetic constipation and stuck in a quatrain rut. This feeling is nagging Is it a love song, or self...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M Feb 13

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    when i hear a joke or see something funny i love to laugh as much as i possibly can because when i get even just a slight oppurtunity to laugh, just a little bit of a fuel for me...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M Feb 13

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    I love Korean dramas;I love foreign movies and TV shows in general. .. I started out watching `Flower Boy Ramyun shop` and nearly smashed the computer when YouTube said the rest of...
    crazydoughnut123 crazydoughnut123 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    This is a message to all those who have seen themselves as the outsider. Trust me when I say this, I am a weirdo and I wouldn't trade it for the world. When all the girls swoon...
    poppycock90 poppycock90 22-25, F Feb 17

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    Please some one spoil 俺のも妹がこんなにかわいいわけがない season two,(ore no imouto ga kawaii wake ga nai, season 2) I have limited my self to two episodes a day...
    p5ych0k1d97 p5ych0k1d97 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Love this show. Can you guys give me Reid-centric episodes?
    Sugarstarlight Sugarstarlight 22-25, F Feb 16

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    No Regrets It started when Nicktoons brought the DBZ series back (DBZ Kai). Me and my lil bro, from the first episode straight to the Cell saga were hooked on it. I love...
    megamjfan megamjfan 16-17, F Feb 18

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    It is going on two months since we met on that sparkling day. I started several months ago when we thought it a good idea to meet and see if the feelings we have online for one...
    uncorkyoursoul uncorkyoursoul 56-60, M 15 Responses 5 days ago

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    Black Butler. I've read the first volume of the manga and watched the first three episodes of the anime. I can see why fangirls like me ship Ciel and Sebastian. That Sebastian...
    NaturalJoy NaturalJoy 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I received the mama's family box set for my birthday my husband actually bought it from allen kayser aka bubba Higgins from the show. He signed the box set and included a picture...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I cannot wait for the new episodes to come out today!! I've been a fan since season one and I honestly think that it's one of the best series ever! I even started playing the...
    JRod51 JRod51 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    Anyone recommend something to watch to pass the time? Too long to wait in between episodes.
    DHggmu DHggmu 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I am just wondering, in the last two episodes, why isn't anyone trying to find out how the hell did a camera film Hanna and Caleb inside Hanna's house? ._.
    Weebz143 Weebz143 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    "A Recollection" Why do you call me at three A.M.; so drunk you can't grab your own *** It's been years since I stopped howling at the moon over you. It's been years since I...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Does anybody remember 4kidsTV & slumber Party girls in the mornings on Fox and channel 3? It had all the best shows from my childhood they stopped airing, like horseland, carebears...
    Dreamscape98x Dreamscape98x 16-17, F Feb 17

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    Gotta watch da new season :3 I wuz told my juuzou baby waz amazing in da latest episodes
    kawaiiCC kawaiiCC 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 18

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    There's this old TV show I've been watching called Movin' On. It's about two truckers and the adventures they go on. All the episodes are available on Hulu if you're interested.
    nightpatroller78 nightpatroller78 26-30, M Feb 18

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    Just watch the first episodes of Assassination Classroom and Death Parade in English. So far the dubs are fine. Can't wait till Sunday for World Break dubbed.
    ObserverOfLife ObserverOfLife 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I just started watching this show today after putting it off for some time. I regret putting it off for so long! 5 episodes in and I don't even want to go sleep, just keep...
    Norsenadian Norsenadian 31-35, M Feb 20

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    I know the money in the drug industry is to high to take a different approach at new study's in a way, but the belief of mental illnesses being a chemical imbalance of certain...
    SsMcGavin SsMcGavin 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Before I had a Netflix subscription, there was only a couple of television shows that I watched. If I missed an episode, I waited for it to play it again, which was often at a time...
    GoodNightOwl GoodNightOwl 26-30, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Everyday, I strive to walk three miles or to get on the elliptical machine. Today was walking eight thousand steps. Yesterday, I was on the elliptical for one hundred minutes while...
    JacobJastrow JacobJastrow 61-65, M 1 day ago

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    Started playing Life is Strange...can't wait until the other episodes are released :)
    1Nanotherlife 1Nanotherlife 22-25, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaO-kgG7eCQ The Eagles- Best of My Love "The Best Of My Love" Every night I'm lyin' in bed Holdin' you close in my dreams Thinkin' about...
    notasmartman notasmartman 51-55, M 3 hrs ago

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    stupid bastard. I hate him bc I love him loved him thought I loved him. I hate him bc I felt he was trying to love me wanted to love me. if it would have been a postcard it was...
    jaxpdx jaxpdx 41-45, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    http://youtu.be/dtQM-tuEaFo the alchemy of love You come to us from another world From beyond the stars and void of space. Transcendent, Pure, of unimaginable beauty, Bringing...
    israa94 israa94 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    My favorite poem Smile - Elia Abu Madi Translated by: Mahmoud Abbas Masoud...
    israa94 israa94 18-21, F 50 mins ago

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    I absolutely love all of my six kids that my husband and I made together over the years. I love to raise them in a wholesome family environment. They seem to grow up so fast...
    britishfemaleinusa britishfemaleinusa 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    This is a poem about moving on.. (And all the a's in the random places are actually where I typed apostrophes, but EP messed it up) I know I'm not alone when you are here I can...
    Ladybugprincess Ladybugprincess 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    When you love someone... truly love them, friend or lover, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a...
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 1 Response 1 hr ago