I Love My Manic Episodes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 21 People

    Psychology 101 In College Is When I Diagnosed Myself Manic.

    After being kicked out of high school and having to go to public school, I just thought I was a true rebel that was blessed to meet others like me. My state was Manic a majority of the time and if I ended up screwing up and coming down, I would put Run DMC on and self medicate...
    Knowshow Knowshow
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2012

    Mania feels amazing right now.

    I can accomplish anything with this energy. I've had so much sex and so many ******* today. I know I need to try and control it, but I just can't fight the euphoria.
    thenymphomanic thenymphomanic
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Feb 21, 2014

    Love/hate Relationship

    When I am manic I am fun, clever, witty, funny, and energetic. On the down side I also tend to take stupid unnecessary risks and have super kinky thoughts and desires. I feel "on" when I'm manic. But when my poles shift to depressed I am the exact opposite. Neither are healthy...
    MommyGoneMad MommyGoneMad
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2011

    Up, Up, And Away!!!

    Mania is so fun! I love how everything I do is better. Food taste better. Music sounds better. Jokes are funnier. I have enough energy to stay up for days. I feel as if I can hear and see 10 times better. I actually leave my room and socialize. I love the enthusiasm and optimism...
    Nihil4EVA Nihil4EVA
    22-25, M
    Jun 22, 2013

    Fun But Dangerous

    I cant lie, my manic episodes are fun but it just sucks because when you think youre invincible you act as if youre invincible and therin lies the danger. Ive done all kids of stuff in my manic episodes. They first started when I was 18 in 2003 with my girl friend and her family...
    groundshaker groundshaker
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 3, 2012

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