I Love Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 322 People

    New Discovery

    Up until about a year ago I lived in a constant fear of pain. Then I started fighting. Holy crap, it feels so good. I also started cutting myself, although it doesn't really match up to what I really want to feel. I started slamming doors on my limbs, taking a hammer to my hand...
    L96Arctic L96Arctic
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 28, 2012

    specially in my stomach

    and abdominal area . I ******* got addicted to what they call stomach pain and want more
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    To All of You

    To everyone who loves pain.  for a small nominal fee I will come to your house and hit you in the foot with a hammer.  Or if you wish I have a cattle prod I can use.  Just let me know.
    levin60kitty levin60kitty
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2008

    I love hurting my self physically

    and emotionally but I hate when other people try hurting me in any way
    xXHalfaliveXx xXHalfaliveXx
    13-15, F
    Apr 20, 2015

    i love beating the living **** out of my body.

    . im not the type of person tk cut anymore. so i just push my body to the limits. i used to box, i just have a sparring partner beat the living hell out of me.. or lift weights over my limits.. i love the pain. i love getting the **** kicked out of my and then getting back up and...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Jan 20, 2015

    So what I mean by pain is sexual pain!

    My names Mia and I love to chat but if ur gonna be nice don't bother sending me a message I like mean people ones that will punish me to do something and want me to toucher myself! I'm in bed right now all alone and need something fun to do any ideas? Oh and I can't get up I...
    boobandtits101 boobandtits101
    18-21, F
    Jul 16, 2015

    I dream of letting a woman do every painful

    thing she can think of to docto me, to test my pain limits.
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    26-30, M
    Nov 29, 2015


    I'm losing my smile with the season, a little part of me dies inside and I love that it's killing me. My heart deserves to be crushed and burned in your hand. Punch it, inject it with poisonous hatred. Pinch my skin as tight as your nails can take it and pluck my veins to a sad...
    federatepotato federatepotato
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 15, 2013

    The Beauty In These Monsters

    If you look into painful eyes, it is obvious how evil pain can be but some rebel against what humanity has become and forced and trapped people into becoming. They do this by enjoying the pain. Whether it is by forcing the blade into their own skin or another person's with a...
    akkikitsune akkikitsune
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 29, 2013
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    9 Responses Apr 26, 2015

    Wicked Endeavor

    For the longest time, I have had this fascination for pain. Burn, cuts, ect. I secretly indulge in this ancient delicacy. I don't like for people to see my scars(mainly because they ask "whats that from?") thus leading to a barriage of questions, to which, i usually don...
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Aug 21, 2007

    Always And Forever

    I have liked pain since I was a young girl.I would go out and roller-blade and if I happened to fall I would love it, the burning sensation, the bleeding and the pain were soooo great.  Today I am still very much into pain.  I love being whipped and bitten.I use rubber bands...
    cherrykiss cherrykiss
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 30, 2011

    To Those Out There That Have Commented And Or Thought Wrong Of What I Said In Here.

    hello all i just wish that you to know that i am speaking from me heart and that i am yes troubled that is why i have come here. i dont mean to sound rude but if you dont have anything nice to say then plz leave your comments to your self . i have to much to deal with the way it...
    poet79 poet79
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 22, 2009

    Love And Pain

    I love pain fiscal and mental pain Giving out pain or reciving it I love it
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    Sep 1, 2012
    saintmeaty saintmeaty
    36-40, F
    Dec 30, 2014


    I'm Looking for someone to come to my house, and cut my backwith razor blades. That would be the greatest ******* experince ever. Better than Sex. I know I'm ****** up, but Pain is ALMOST my drug of choice. ahhoooo curls my toes just thinking about it..... ya it's ****** up...
    hallucinate hallucinate
    4 Responses Oct 11, 2009
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday
    18-21, F
    Jan 15

    Burn It Away

    I had a babysitter who burned me with her cigarette. I didn't scream or cry like a normal five year old would. She kept hurting me, touching me (I'm female), and talking to invisible people. After I grew up, i burned, and didn't scream, didn't cry. It felt good, because she...
    junholaday junholaday
    13-15, F
    Aug 23, 2013

    The Fear of It

    the last story written here was a year ago so i thoght id add mine in since no one eles has. i noticed that in MA3OXNCT's story they said some people live in fear of pain, thats why they wouldnt/would have a hard time understanding masochism. well im into masochism and...
    netgurl netgurl
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Nov 12, 2008


    Why so much pain, why hurt so? To remember, that's all. To feel and to know what I was. Why feel shame for enjoying grief? Isn't grief just an others word for memory? Maybe I flesh my heart in pain, to feel the pleasure of it. -nerina
    fnordnerina fnordnerina
    22-25, F
    Jul 15, 2012

    Brakeing Bones With Out A Care

    i rip accross open moutains to get a thrill . crashing down brakeing manny bones with out a care. i rip out stichs and cut them back open awaiting a rush from the pain i feel i love to hurt me self so it seems with love emotion and brutel torment of me body. i dont mind tho i...
    poet79 poet79
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 21, 2009

    I do I love to push my body past its limits in

    so many ways! The more pain I feel all over the better!
    deleted deleted
    Nov 27, 2015


    I love pain Giving pain or getting in pain I think it fun ether Way I cant explain why but The people that love pain to They will understand :)
    deleted deleted
    Aug 22, 2012

    Luv Pain

    im a sissy slave and luv peeps watch me inflict pain on myself in pics n vids . 07908935812
    bonusballs bonusballs
    18-21, M
    Aug 26, 2012

    Pain In Birth Pain In Life

    I have been hurting myself for as long as I can remember. Pain was how I expressed almost every emotion. I admit it was unhealthy and I was a cutter before it was main stream and people were actually aware of it and able to speak about it. I was always heavy into blood lust and...
    drowningcat drowningcat
    1 Response May 29, 2011
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    26-30, M
    Mar 30

    Pulled a tooth with brute force better

    than any high or drunk feeling ever just makes the stress fly away
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117
    18-21, M
    Mar 22, 2015

    Inflicted Pain

    At a very young age I started cutting my thigh to see if I could still feel pain because after my rape I only felt numbness and coldness in my heart. I had to make myself feel again even if it meant hurting and scaring up my beautiful body that my uncle used to violate each and...
    poohlover26 poohlover26
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2011

    I do enjoy it but I enjoy the aftermath

    even more. The beating itself is hot but the bruises and dried blood left behind are even hotter.
    submissiveboyy submissiveboyy
    18-21, T
    Mar 17

    I can feel the pain in my chest everytime I

    breathe the pain is beautiful!!
    brownzugar brownzugar
    18-21, M
    Aug 4, 2014
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2015

    I want you to break me hit me I deserve it I

    want you to bite me I really want it cut me slash my arm open and make me feel that familiar pain babe please im not crazy
    bloodyscreams bloodyscreams
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 15, 2015

    I want to be in pain

    so bad right now
    Amandalol Amandalol
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 18, 2015
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