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I Love Self Destruction

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    Perhaps self destruction is the truest form of

    existence. When I self destruct, I feel shards of nirvana piercing through my skin, and for a moment, I am.
    seekingexistence seekingexistence 22-25, M Dec 9, 2013

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    alicepulkin alicepulkin 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    When I say "please don't take my picture" it doesn't mean I'm being stubborn or bull headed, it means I don't want my picture taken, one more bad picture will lead to more self...
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    So my selfie game has gone up a level haha
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    A selfie to start out my day I think yes since my hair looks amazing today.
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    The most remarkable calamity of self-destruction. A being of such toxicity, that your world is filled with such unfriendliness and distasteful grace. A beauty so ugly that you...
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    Its hard to describe how real the darkness is. I feel like im in a daze of self destruction and self hate. I just dont see how it can get better, after almost two years of not...
    Pigmaginny Pigmaginny 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    Dear Self, I know you struggle sometimes but in case I don't tell you enough, you're beautiful. Thank you for being so strong and transparent, the world sees you even when you feel...
    mik02 mik02 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 2

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    Gotta love Selfiessss :) 😊😘
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 14

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    I used to be the one who hates cameras. The one who hates taking pictures with the rest of my family. The one with low self-esteem and high self-loathe. The one whom dislikes...
    InnocentShattered InnocentShattered 18-21 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    And this my dearies is a work selfie, pretty plain and makeup less...with a who the fudge gets up at 4a....and the men at work still ask me to marry them :) they are senile you...
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    Well I feel my sons love but no one else. When they say they love me I just look at them, like it doesn't register. My theory I have no self love so it's hard for me to receive or...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    This is something I have never had- self confidence. I have always measured it by the way people around react to my actions. I have always let people decide my worth and guess what...
    angelcares angelcares 22-25, F 12 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    So many default restrictions on who you can contact it's ridiculous. These members want to be contacted ... look at what they write. Unfortunate that they don't know how to change...
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    I'm a mother to almost three children, I'm due in February. I've nursed my daughters and certainly plan to nurse my son until he is two or at least until he weens himself. I was...
    Bluefox78 Bluefox78 36-40, F 1 Response 9 mins ago

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    I think I need to get serious with my life. I find myself falling into a state where I tell myself "man, I wish I had a girlfriend", or "man, I wish I had a more cut body instead...
    Okami890 Okami890 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    Reign of darkness by Thy Art is Murder Fear Me I am the destruction of innocence I am the violence embedded in flesh I am the pain in the bones of the mortal shell the dark heart...
    iveyj0425 iveyj0425 16-17, M Dec 2

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    Fear Me I am the destruction of innocence I am the violence embedded in flesh I am the pain in the bones of the mortal shell the dark heart of the earth I am hell Tear at the...
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    He'l never love me , not like he loves HER .. No matter how hard I try I will never be what he wants because I am just not that person. I can't be someone I'm not. I can't change...
    Purrkitty Purrkitty 31-35, F Nov 29

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    How could I even begin? I spent YEARS believing the lies of someone I loved very dearly. I sacrificed everything I had for him-money, career, family. Everything. I was the giving...
    scarlet54 scarlet54 36-40 Dec 3

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    Walt Whitman said it eloquently: "O something unprov'd! something in a trance! To escape utterly from others' anchors and holds! To drive free! to love free! to dash reckless and...
    breathingeasy breathingeasy 41-45, M 5 Responses Dec 9

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    I have finally found the greater meaning worthy living my life for - as always united we stand and divided we will always fall - those whose heart wants to rule ,it will only...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Dec 15

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    [Eminem] It's morning, you wake, a sun ray hits your face Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you're awfully sorry That you pushed...
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    I am accused of being a woman you see. The three words are now forbidden, unless I reclaim my childhood, my soldiers, my horses and my paper boats, unless the city and the Great...
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    Fire and Ice by Robert Frost Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice...
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