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I Love Self Destruction

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    Perhaps self destruction is the truest form of

    existence. When I self destruct, I feel shards of nirvana piercing through my skin, and for a moment, I am.
    seekingexistence seekingexistence 22-25, M Dec 9, 2013

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    As far as taking selfies of myself, only my wife has seen the ones I've taken, which was when we first started dating 6 years ago (we've been married for 5 of those 6 years). As...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    honestly i think that song was a trubute to me lol its all i do..i love taking selfies.. and its a good way to find out whats the worse faces and best faces for u plus added bonus...
    Haileyx Haileyx 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 18

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    My face OMD!! Haha are selfie to day!
    tiashepherdx tiashepherdx 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i love reading books that helps me improve myself to become a better person. I read why men love ******* and why men marry *******, and it works sometimes jst dnt overdoo it...
    nickisteph nickisteph 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Just gonna leave this here
    DerekDolson DerekDolson 13-15, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have this horrible useless habit of falling in love with my roommates. Self-destruction at it's best 😂... Good thing I can laugh about it now, but really, it has been hell!!
    MEvelien MEvelien 22-25, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    Funny how when you give advice, you actually end up giving yourself advice. I've read some stories on EP and have sought after answersvto my own problems currently in the zone of...
    defconfigueroa defconfigueroa 22-25, M Jun 29

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    I have always thought my mother is selfish. I am 23 years old and I am still being treated like an eighth grader who is still fighting for his independence. Most of the times, I...
    wirrywoo wirrywoo 22-25, M Jul 4

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    I love selfies ........................
    kenziebear kenziebear 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Darkness surrounds the earth's surface, flowing with such grace, With such silence, that most souls never knew he was there. Though he was; stealing the young before their time...
    Bluetoxicity Bluetoxicity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    So yesterday as I was smoking a joint with a friend I came across a channel with some really bad actors. I asked ''these actors are really bad, what are we watching E! network...
    ifyouseekamyxxx ifyouseekamyxxx 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    Fedoras are life! (: SELFIE!
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    You inspired the deepest most profound poetry I never thought I had the ability to write. You inspired the deepest most profound feelings that led me into an obsession with you. As...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I have a serious question. I'm getting a surgery done in my (girl area). Anyways I have several (deep) self harm scars than weren't there the last time I was under the knife. (A...
    EvilSnowWhite EvilSnowWhite 18-21, F 5 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Here we go !! First drop turn the cam on and take a selfie!!
    billyaldo billyaldo 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    Hey guys! :) I just recently broke up with my boyfriend who was emotionally and physically abusive to me. He had abused every part of me....mentally, physically, sexually and...
    nixielizabeth nixielizabeth 18-21, F 7 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I gained self confidence through, myself by experimenting with what I felt was ok, or good. Try what works for you. Forget what people say, they are only acting because you decide...
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    Is it wrong to worry about your appearance so much? I just posted a question asking if anyone has ever had Jaw surgery to correct an asymmetrical face and I got the rudest answer...
    leahmusic96 leahmusic96 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    In the middle of late last night I was sittin' on a curb I didn't know what about but I was feeling quite disturbed A street sweeper came whistlin' by He was bouncin' every step It...
    thedude5600 thedude5600 36-40, M 7 hrs ago

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    July 29. Have Some Fun. Have some fun. Loosen up a bit. Enjoy life! We do not have to be so somber and serious. We do not have to be so reflective, so critical, so bound up...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I do not get out in the back country as much as I would like to , even though it is the perfect antidote to the modern life that I live , I am sure my story is not so different...
    ManitobaRain ManitobaRain 46-50, M 10 hrs ago

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    Note To Self --- From First To Last
    TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    Without chisel and hammer the self becomes a sacrifice.
    anhonestmouse anhonestmouse 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    The Beatles.......Revolution.......You Say You Want A Revolution. Well, You Know. We All Want To Change The World. You Tell Me That It's Evolution. Well, You Know. We All Want To...
    jon2403 jon2403 56-60, M Jun 29

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    Find inner peace. It will stop chaos and destruction.
    Susana1985 Susana1985 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Oh my my my I'm feeling high My moneys gone I'm all alone to much oooh The world is turnin' Oh what a day What a day what a day Peace and blessings manifest with every lesson...
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F Jul 19

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    One never knows what's going to happen in the next moment of life. It's within that moment of not knowing that something supernatural takes place; just when you least expect it...
    Alark1 Alark1 56-60, F 3 days ago

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    Rules of happiness.. i feel really good if i can make someone happy.. So these are the facts that i want to share.. Hope it will benefit at least someone out there.. On how to be...
    wondersoflife wondersoflife 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Life itself takes effort and wisdom; patience and self control. Some people have mastered self discipline while others are slaves to every desire even though they find themselves...
    Mirandaluvslife Mirandaluvslife 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    The Scar's Are Where I Have Been.. I first self harmed when i was about 11, i remember what i used too. I was alone and crying my eyes out i think it was the time my mum got rid of...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 29

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    I find things like this to show my story because when I do on other things people enjoy it. I started self harming three years ago, I was bullied since 4th grade & raped twice on...
    UmBaylie UmBaylie 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    My marriage has finally broke what little self esteem that I had. I have always been a sad person. I have moments of happiness. I always felt different within my family. I was the...
    ShineAndRise ShineAndRise 31-35 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I started cutting my freshman year of high school, in a crowded student center, unnoticed. At the time, my boyfriend had let me down. It was such a SMALL thing, but it got to me. I...
    thecellist thecellist 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I have no self confidence. I have always sucked at social relationships or any social encounter. I'm 5'4 always been shorter then everyone at school. People would make fun of me. I...
    furquijo101 furquijo101 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been self harming for 3 years.. It started out 11 year old me just trying to cope, and with little scratches... After a few months I had scars and I started using it as a form...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F Jul 10

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    July 14. We Are Lovable. "Even if the most important person in your world rejects you, you are still real, and you are still okay." —Codependent No More Do you ever find...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F Jul 14

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    TO EVERYONE WHO SELF HARMS, PLEASE READ THIS: I don't know what it is that caused you to self harm, and I am so sorry that it has to happen; I wish it was different. I know many...
    Phoenix259 Phoenix259 16-17, M Jun 30

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    So my bf Liam has been here in London for a while now and we've been going all over London and meeting his family and Liam meeting mine . My sons father has been ******* me off and...
    Loving1234 Loving1234 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    I can take selfies all day, I take like freaking 100 selfies but only choose like 2 out of them haha so half my gallery is filled with useless selfies.
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I have learned soo much about life,my life to the point am in love with my life. Everyday I look around,and memories of what I have gone through,comes flooding back. My struggles...
    code254 code254 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    There is one beauty about selfish. But is perhaps also the ugly part about it. Selfish dont ever need to explain, reason or justify anything. The only part maybe selfish...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Jul 5

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    I love my self but, i think no one will love me, i have a amazing personality but not a perfect body, I'm funny, but what is it for if there is no one who will laugh with my...
    justasmileaway1927 justasmileaway1927 18-21, F Jul 6

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    It's weird to complain about that. My mother was a psychologist and she worked hard on me since I was a child to make me confident and have great self steem... and she was...
    tuttyfrutty tuttyfrutty 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I love taking selfies😎 Hey girls wanna join in for a click ? Lol you all love to take selfies right??
    Ashley989 Ashley989 22-25, M Jul 12

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    I do not romanticize self harm, or believe it to be good. This is just my experience with it. I've never been a "hard-core" self harmer, but it's still an addiction that I...
    terribletaytor terribletaytor 18-21, F Jul 13

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    One of our most overlooked superpowers in life is the unbelievable power of our beliefs. A quick note: This is not for the faint of heart. It is going to go deeper than possibly...
    NeoJesusOfTheMatrix NeoJesusOfTheMatrix 70+ Jul 16

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