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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 6 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I think most people shouldn't have kids. Just about all of the people I know have kids now and not a single one of them are what I would call a good parent. Some of the worst...
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    My boyfriend is in prison at the moment. Not for much longer though, he currently has four months left to serve. Whilst he has been away, I've been spending alot of time with...
    MsVioletta MsVioletta 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    kissmebabe15 kissmebabe15 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I used to live in Texas and the only person I trusted was my math teacher. When I fell out with my parents I would often find myself at my teachers house sleeping on his couch. I...
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F Feb 22

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    Craving the intensity of what making love to you feels like....Craving your soft touch....Craving your soft lips...Your immeasurable full....
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    shannondemi shannondemi 13-15, F Feb 21

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    I have it so bad for my room mate. He is my ex's best friend and my ex actually still lives here. I feel so bad but I can't help it. His voice, his smile, and his kindness. I am...
    imashroo imashroo 18-21, F Feb 6

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    I have this huge crush on my friends boyfriend. But he flirts with me a lot and tells me he doesn't like her. But he refuses to break up with her :/ what should i do?
    3moPanda 3moPanda 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I was in a bad accident last week. I was driving to Tops to send a friend some cash and ended up getting t-boned! I was in hospital for almost 5 days but am feeling better now!
    Serfyboy Serfyboy 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 7

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    So there's this guy in school who is a year above me and since the summer I've really liked him! I liked him so much that when I was on holiday in Turkey and he was in Morocco, I...
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