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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 6 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    hey there, i had as a child more than only one bad experience. My memories reach from abuse to really badly hurt. My Mother with a lot of time for men but only hate for her...
    sundina sundina 22-25, F 3 Responses May 15

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    I know I shouldn't, but I have a major crush on my boss. We talk all the time at work, and have started talking online till late most nights too. I know nothing will happen - he's...
    Toni47 Toni47 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    My best friend. :) He's so sweet and encouraging. He even likes me too. But there's a 4 1/2 years age difference... I shouldn't like someone so young...
    Opalite Opalite 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I'm engaged I shouldn't feel like this but he just makes me smile and always makes me feel accepted and wanted and beautiful I can't help it my brain says no but my heart says yes
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 3 Responses May 4

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    I have feelings for this guy and I shouldn't. What do I do ?
    BigAss101 BigAss101 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I like this boy at my school. His in the same grade as me and age. He's very smart. His not dating anyone and his in the football team and baseball. I have like him since 6th grade...
    atmtatum atmtatum 16-17, F May 7

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    I'm the kind of person who has a crush on anybody. Yes, I kept saying "I have a crush on him and him and also him and the other one and the other". Although I was kidding. Lol to...
    SaccharineRose SaccharineRose 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    My aunt has 3 (I think, maybe more) kids, yet she can't support herself. She doesn't have a full-time job nor does she have adequate living arrangements. She's going to court for...
    QuietSiren QuietSiren 18-21, F 2 Responses May 15

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    I have crush on my friend but I think it's love...and many of my friends said that he likes me back because of the way he treated me..and we always stare at each other...but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Apr 28

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    I have a instant crush on a boy in my class and we have been in the same class for three year . But , he seem like didn't notice me and I don't know if he likes me or not so I...
    Samnesiaa Samnesiaa 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 29

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    I've know this guy since we were 5. he used to like me but I didn't like him. then last summe we hung out and we were all flirty and cute but then summer ended and I had to stop...
    nellybear214 nellybear214 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Always they be married. Or monogamous. Or straight. Lol. Or needing a worker bee. Not a sloppy taz who loves many. Sigh.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 29

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    Listen you guys, I'm in love with this girl at my school. Everytime I see her it's like the whole world tilts on its axis. The only problem is that she's "straight", (or seems to...
    Catchacase Catchacase 16-17, F May 12

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    Children are a committed investment. They shape and enrich your life. These people who do not allow them this and instead let them run riot and fend for themselves, are disgraceful...
    PeterSp8 PeterSp8 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    I wouldn't say falling but I am infatuated with an older woman... But I don't know if she feels the same? Lol sometimes I get the feeling she might but other times I just feel that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 26

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    I'm engaged and I have a crush on someone in my class. I don't even know if she is gay. I am getting married in a year and I am crushing on a classmate and I am trying to find ways...
    smilemovie smilemovie 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    He is older, of a different race and a complete manwhore. Father would never approve. But I can't help it. I don't like anyone from my race. He is everything I can't have and I don...
    kikimyst kikimyst 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I used to be friends with this guy back in middle school and I got this vibe that he liked me or at least i think he did.Anyways we're in high school now and i have the hugest...
    shellbells69 shellbells69 18-21, F Apr 29

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    I know you're a problem but sometimes I can't help myself. Trouble is tempting.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Apr 30

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    There's no way that I could ever be with him. We never talk, we don't know each other, he has a boyfriend, and I don't believe that we are compatible. Yet I find myself attracted...
    PapaSun56 PapaSun56 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 30

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    She is one of my colleagues, she works at the reception of the company I'm working for.. She is a beauty, young with perfect 10 figure. Blue eyes, black hair, nice boobs, and even...
    Atko79 Atko79 31-35, M May 4

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    I see him twice a week. We've never actually spoken, but I find him looking at me often, without shame. Doesn't even look away when I've caught him. He's good looking, and I've...
    IAAS IAAS 18-21, F May 4

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    I don't think I'll make a good mother. I think this is my first time admitting such.
    LwrenSD LwrenSD 26-30, F 6 Responses May 10

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