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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 6 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    It's never happened to me before, but talking to a friend here on EP has made me realise that in fact, it is happening to me. I have a crush on someone I never should have feelings...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 4

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    That person was my married female cousin. :/ I know i shouldn't be in love with her but i can't help it.I just love the way she made me laugh when i was feeling down in the dump...
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So there is this guy who is a roommate in the house I'm in. We'll call him Jordan, he's 22 and when I first met him, I thought he was dreamily handsome and exactly my ideal type of...
    caligula2015 caligula2015 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    I feel like a dirt bag. I have been talking to this girl for a few months now. She is really attracted to me but has a boyfriend. She flirts alot and loves chatting with me. We get...
    Derfthequantumpotato Derfthequantumpotato 18-21, M Jan 19

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    I know I shouldn't for several reasons. However you can't control how you like. I really do like her though.
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    I'm really getting interested in one of my coworkers lately. Apparently I want to tell the world about it. I think it's purely physical, so I shouldn't be able to get in too much...
    Starrkya Starrkya 18-21, F Jan 20

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    Yea I miss you but, I know I shouldn't. I know you damn well don't miss me or care that I'm breathing. So I'll continue to hold my head high and move forward. Cause there's no...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    It's strange. There are far too many ways that we get on each other's nerves. He's crazy. I'm serious. He's worried about being "cool"....I couldn't care less. I've been pretty...
    MercedesK MercedesK 22-25, F Jan 2

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    I like you. There's no reason to tell you this but I have to because if I don't, it's going build up until I explode. You tilt your head when you think as if you're inviting all...
    PieceOfSummer PieceOfSummer 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I'm head over heels in love with a man who lives with another woman. We've been seeing each other secretly for just over 6 months and the connection between us is crazy intense! I...
    hdlace79 hdlace79 31-35, F Jan 18

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    That person being my brother in law's brother ( meaning my sister's husband's brother) We've always got along, and we spend alot of time together when I go and stay with my sister...
    Karmicjoy Karmicjoy 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So I'm a blunt person so i will just say it. I fell in love with my sister and now my heart just can't let go..
    ZachCrip ZachCrip 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a crush on my cousin. The weirdness doesn't stop there; she's only 13 too. I'm not really regretting liking her because honestly, in my situation it's not that odd. We've...
    lordbuttfucker lordbuttfucker 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    oh oh how sexy he is! how gooood he is...but **** he is married with two daughters..**** **** **** i just can't stop imagining me & him together in a sensual theme..even how dirty...
    yasmineyousef yasmineyousef 22-25, F Jan 5

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    I'm sorry. I want to be straight if I don't want someone. Not to hurt him, but feels more right that way. No feeling like you have to play around on either side.
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 12

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    When your crush has a girlfriend and everyone but him sees that y'all are perfect for each other.I guess it just isn't meant to be.
    Alisha39 Alisha39 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I really liked one of my best friends for a while, but she moved on (she liked me too). We're still really good friends, but it's hard for me. How do I move on? I feel like I want...
    Caleb54 Caleb54 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 13

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    So I'm in this weight loss program so I can get gastric bypass surgery and one of the trainers is around my age and he's probably one of the most attractive and the most genuine...
    asherbug32 asherbug32 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Okay, so there is this guy who lives 4 houses down from my house. He and his wife moved there about 2 years ago. I don't really know how old he is, so I'm guessing 30 something...
    jerseyjade jerseyjade 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 14

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    It was fun, but wrong. I don't want to talk about that stuff. Yeah, I'd never do it, that's why its Taboo. But, I don't want to be in trouble for giving people the idea that I...
    coleslayer coleslayer 26-30 Jan 19

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    I currently have a crush on my best friend's sister. She is three years younger, but she acts older than her age. She makes me smile and laugh like I haven't in quite some time. It...
    blink3Times blink3Times 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    So I have a crush on, more like admire, this classmate from one of my classes. He's new here and absolutely good-looking. Let's call him Jay here. Jay always sits next to me or...
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I like this girl who is a friend of a friend, and she used to like me back. But then I did some **** that I'm not proud of and she found out through the grapevine. I didn't have...
    rssooch rssooch 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I've tried so hard to just be friends with you, but it seems like you're just not interested...It's strange, the mixed signals we've given each other over the years... You know my...
    Chimera1019 Chimera1019 26-30, F Jan 9

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    I was at camp and this attractive guy around my age left his underwear out and if I got a chance I'd sniff it and get so turned on.
    thatjacobguy thatjacobguy 18-21, M Jan 6

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    Liking other dudes because idk if I'm bi or gay just yet .....
    thatjacobguy thatjacobguy 18-21, M Jan 6

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