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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 142 People

    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 6 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    I'm falling really hard

    for a much older man. I just wish I could forget him
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 24

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    I'm going out with her

    but her heart is away yesterday she said that even if she would never go out with him she love him while she feel I'm being intrusive in her life she described him as a god but her description sounded more like mine but were still together and even though she doesnt say "I love...
    Nasai Nasai 16-17, M Jul 17

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    amelcc11 amelcc11 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    I just went out on a date with a guy that shaves his armpits. That is a deal breaker. Am I weird?
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    I oddly have a crush on my boyfriends parents I am not sure why and it's so weird but both his dad and his mom stir something inside me.
    Loverk3u Loverk3u 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I have a boyfriend already lets just start with that. He is kind, caring, and would do anything in the world to make me happy. He loves me for who I am and how i look and loves all...
    lanaB96 lanaB96 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    I love her. I miss her. I thought I was with my other half till I found my heart
    Lifessoundtrack85 Lifessoundtrack85 26-30, M 22 hrs ago

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    20ShadesOfMe 20ShadesOfMe 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have a crush on my best friend... i cant tell her cause i know she doesnt feel the same way and it will be awkward.
    kayla2906 kayla2906 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I really showed my *** a few weeks ago to him... My immaturity was through the roof. I'm really surprised he forgave me. I just know things will never be the same.
    YouKnowWho15 YouKnowWho15 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It burns. She doesn't know that she is my everything. My only friend, my only interest, my only confidant, my only everything. She's sees me as a mentor, nothing more. And damn...
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    MissOreoX MissOreoX 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I went to his house, we talked. My goal was to make him 'happier'. As we talked he lit up a blunt. I dont know if he was faking, but It seemed like he got high infront of me. I...
    nemelabychtubyt nemelabychtubyt 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There is this girl at school who I met just before We started at secondary school about a month before. I met her at my football awards because her boyfriend played in my team…I...
    EdBecks EdBecks 18-21, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know there's a name Gotta be a name for this **** I just don't know what Don't know what to call it I hurt so much in the last month Live everyday like it's your last one Can't...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Every single day I contemplate how lucky I am to have the things that I do but I always strive for more. I despise myself for wanting more but I always do and I cannot stop. There...
    gdao19 gdao19 18-21, F Jul 26