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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 130 People

    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    I'm falling really hard

    for a much older man. I just wish I could forget him
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 24

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 6 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    He's trying to contact me again. Something gives me the feeling that I have to keep away and that feeling is usually never wrong. Doesn't mean it doesn't hurt so bad. It's hard...
    ExoticNightmare ExoticNightmare 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    damned if i do ya, damned if i dont.... im in a long term straight relationship but recently started feeling some strong stuff towards a girl friend... i told my bf and it made...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Okay, I am madly in love with my best friend's brother. I've had a crush on him for five years. My best friend knows i love him ,but she loathes the idea of me and him together. I...
    PanicattheDicso PanicattheDicso 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I've never realized what love is and how it feel until I met this girl... whose my manager.. and is out of my league... and is in her mid 20s, while im 17. I can't get her out of...
    lostandlonelyforever lostandlonelyforever 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    i have a crush on my best friend ex.... and she loves him but he doesnt love her anymore.... should i feel bad that i like him when she does too . .would be betraying her ?
    Rosmery003613 Rosmery003613 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    Dianecc11 Dianecc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    So my best friend has had a crush on a friend for 3 years now. He hasn't tries to take any action And the sad thing is, I really like this girl too. I find it absolutely wrong to...
    Anthonnyy Anthonnyy 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's not really accurate to say I love my husband's best friend. I don't know him well enough, and being "in love" is really just infatuation anyway. Well, whatever you call it, I...
    jennytressler jennytressler 41-45 5 days ago

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    silly me,what is wrong with us girls? we love so hard
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have a crush on my manager.. but she's way out of my league.. and even if she doesn't.. if she found out what type of relationship I'm into, I fear it would cause her to leave...
    lostandlonelyforever lostandlonelyforever 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I know its wrong for someone under 18 to like someone over 18, but I do (otherwise there wouldn't be The Crush movie poster) but there is this guy that I have a crush on and he's...
    gorgeusgirlSky3 gorgeusgirlSky3 13-15 1 Response a week ago

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    That says it all..... I'm married
    soutahguy soutahguy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I don't want to get attached to anyone anymore, it only destroys me in the end.
    ImJustANobody ImJustANobody 26-30, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    He tells me his feelings for me weren't real after bugging me for a year. That's nice. :/
    bgirl24 bgirl24 22-25, F Jun 27

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    I'm gay n my best friend is hot a jock n just amazing n everytime he's with me I go all funny n nervous I've got a crush on my friend but can never love him
    gay13uk gay13uk 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 27

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    She was hardly a girlfriend to me, only dated for a day. Things just never worked out and we ended up not talking. I guess I don't miss her, but the idea of her. the idea of having...
    Avidnerd Avidnerd 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I'm afraid to sleep, that she'll leave me. I'm afraid when she closes her eyes, she won't wake up again. i'm just so terrified of losing her.
    caelmulryan caelmulryan 31-35, M Jun 27

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    I would prefer to say "believe" rather than "think" because I feel so strongly about this. There are people who simply have no right to bring children into the world. You know this...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    I'm stubborn. I can't talk to my friends anymore. Because my friends were what seemed to be the problem. I love and care about them to much. But it's getting out of hand. We're...
    UnknownBeautyQueen UnknownBeautyQueen 22-25, F Jun 26

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    Why is it I can't seem to control my hormones when the father of one of my sons friends comes to our house? Tonight sitting around our kitchen table during dinner, I couldn't stay...
    BadlyBent BadlyBent 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I think of you in all that I do and it's not fair because I know I don't ever cross your mind. I miss your voice mostly and how you always held my hand when we saw each other.
    fevertotell fevertotell 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I'm married with 2 children and I've developed a crush on a good friend of mine. I've recently come to terms with my sexuality and she's been there to talk to me about it. She has...
    mel1229 mel1229 36-40, F 3 Responses Jun 24

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