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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 6 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    Why someone I shouldn't? I'm currently on a good relationship, stable as it can be, 4 months ago it was such a strong one and she is simply the easiest person to be with... It...
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    I have a crush on one of my friends... And I shouldn't, because it'll never work out :/ I've kissed her for dares before but she is straight and I doubt she'll ever see me as more...
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    I mean like you can't tell me she isn't hot.... But anyways she used to be a girly girl and we were best friends and then she changed but we were still friends until she dated my...
    FadingStarrr FadingStarrr 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I hate how much I like you... I know I probably shouldn't and that you don't reciprocate, but I can't help myself. Your annoyance is of great company to me.
    theperz217 theperz217 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    After 15 years of marriage and 2 kids, I recently fell in love again. Feeling "in love" again is exhilarating yet awful. My crush is a beautiful younger woman, married with 3 kids...
    Ishouldhavebeenahobo Ishouldhavebeenahobo 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have a boyfriend, and am in a wonderful relationship, but I have this crush that won't go away no matter how hard I try to suppress it. I want it to, though. I love my...
    lillyforever4 lillyforever4 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    How do we escape this labyrinth of suffering? This labyrinth being whatever inflicts suffering on you whether it’s this life in general or some other matter that never fails to...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F Mar 27

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    To my crush, I am in awe of you. You make me smile and laugh everyday, and even though we run different courses and follow different paths in life, I wish our paths would cross...
    Hiddenmaven Hiddenmaven 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 30

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    I miss him a little here and there. Idk why but the song "love me like you do" reminds me so much of him even though we are long gone before that song came out. Sigh....
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Life really isn't fair some times
    madtickler madtickler 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    i have a crush on someone who's an addicted to sex and doesn't want more thatn that. i haven't done anything with him and knowing. exactly how he is i still want him.
    MichelleKnight MichelleKnight 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I have a boyfriend, but have a crush on my coworker. Who also has a girlfriend who works with us as well.. I can't tell whether he has a crush on me too or whether he's just a...
    Madixi Madixi 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I have a crush on my ex's cousin. I liked him first but I didn't think he was interested in me and his cousin was more persistent. I don't plan on acting on it for obvious reasons...
    1Nanotherlife 1Nanotherlife 22-25, F Mar 31

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    Okay, so I have this friend... I realised it when she confessed me she was bi (but she doesn't want to be anymore!) I've always tought she was attractive, but in a general manner...
    TheLittleHummingBird TheLittleHummingBird 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I can't think of anything else but him. My days are ruined..
    lorki lorki 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    caraccaa caraccaa 26-30, F Apr 7

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    There is this guy. He's come over to our apartment everyday for the last 2 months. When he's around, I feel like I can let my guard down. He makes me feel safe. He has taken down...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    If you can't take care of kids, be involved in their lives, and be willing to make sacrifices for them, use birth control.
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I have a huge crush on someone who 'used' to have a huge crush on me. Like, I feel so stupid of rejecting him in the first place... I thought I would never like him because of his...
    ajdream ajdream 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Doesn't it suck when you're trying to be there for a friend who had a bad day, but they don't even appreciate it and push you away instead?.. Its funny, feeling sad because a...
    DiamondDust97 DiamondDust97 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    Trying to tell myself what I would tell a friend for comfort. Trying to answer the question how can love die. How can one be so cherished once then a just bit of history. Missing...
    stufy stufy 46-50 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I really wish my feelings had an off switch sometimes.
    Kitten2005 Kitten2005 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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