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I Love Somebody I Shouldn't

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    I Had Three

    My first was someone that I lived with but couldn't be legally married to him.  He needed something more than I could give him other than sex, meals and housecleaning. My second was someone that I found who had just lost a spouse.  We became close but knew that it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 1, 2008

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    A Titanic Moment Over & Over Again!

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! The way he looks at me reminds me of when Jack first set...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    Resisting Temptation

    I so badly wanted to e-mail or something today. To wish him to have a good day, and maybe even hear about some plans to see a girl or something. But i know it wouldn't have gone that way- all i would have gotten was bitterness for decisions that i wouldn't change and mistakes...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    Yes Indeed.

    But if I haven't already told you who it is, or you haven't already worked it out, then I'm afraid I won't be telling you about them :)
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M Nov 14, 2009

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    Dear Mv

    I'm tired of trying to figure out what the magic words are that will make you be nice to me when we do talk.  It's always a dice roll between the best friend i used to k now and t he angry bitter man you act like those other times. There's a chance I guess that you are...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Feb 4, 2009

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    Why Can't I Make This Feeling Go Away?

    I'm falling for a client.  He lives in a different state, is single, and would not be slightly interested in me...even though my marriage is essentially over.  I started feeling something when I saw him in April.  We email each other several times a day...just a...
    snugglebunny156 snugglebunny156 31-35, F 3 Responses May 14, 2008

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    No Longer...

    At least for one of my obsessions. In October of this year, a man i have loved since i was 15 years old broke the last straw. I've written about him many times, in fact i actually created this group to help my cope for the conflicting emotions i was dealing with. I cannot...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    A Tricky Thing

    It's not so much that i shouldn't love him as i should be very very careful about it.  I don't want to break his heart, and i don't want to be dishonorable.  You have to understand that i love my husband and i respect him very much.  I don't even hide this from...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Sep 13, 2008

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    I Wish He Would Understand

    Sometimes, when i talk to him everything is great, we talk about movies, and drinking and sometimes even philosophy. These times make it worth while to continue to talk to him, at least on-line like we do.... but other times- like last night for example- he gets depressed and...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Dec 19, 2007

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    I Loved The Wrong Person... Few Weeks He Will Be Married Guy :)

    a year a go i v met an older guy(man) hes 34 divorced has a 12 year old child. he acts like teen irresponsible, likes young girl, alcoholic, smoker, addicted to hash ,... and yet i felt crazy in love with him. he made me feel like i was his ticket to maturity, i was the savior of...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 5 Responses Jan 28, 2013

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    Irrationaly Bound... Forever?

    I talk about my Sadist a lot i know, some good some bad.... like i don't really know how to feel about him.  The problem is I love him in away that our time apart doesn't make me ache less but more. I can forget, for minutes, hours and even days sometimes but then when i...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 4, 2010

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    A Titanic Moment Over And Over Again.....

    THeres this guy who attends the same gym i attend and I have noticed when im there he is always looking at me and he makes it known so that i return his gaze. He looks at me in a way as if im the only female in the gym! I have now developed a huge crush on him as he gives me...
    Jaydedgirl Jaydedgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    He's Getting Married

    I only met him a couple of weeks ago and we clicked right from the beginning. A few days later I met his fiance. I did everything I could to put him out of my mind, told myself he was unavailable. Still I fell for him. I have never felt so connected to or fallen so hard or so...
    MisadventoursOfLove MisadventoursOfLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2010

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    Obsessing

    I so don't even know what is wrong with me today.  I miss him so bad today i ache... literally it feels like he's reached into my chest and is squeezing my heart for his own entertainment. It's sad and pathetic- first of i have no right to even want him anymore.  I...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2007

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    Some Kind of Closure

    I've poured a lot of myself into this particular group.  Many people would think that it is counter-productive the way i write about all these intense feelings i have for him.  That i will always have for him. But it has really helped me.  It's given me a place to...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 13, 2008

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    Dear Marine,

    I dreamed about you again last night.  It was chaotic, and unlike the other dreams we weren't the only 2 people in the world. There's a lot of things i wish i could say to you right now.  Like the fact that i will never stop missing my best friend.  About how...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2008

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    My Marine

    For some reason, today i just cant stop thinking about him.  especially his voice- talking to me on the phone pestering me until i laughed and I'd get that goofy *** grin on my face. Or his smell... goodness.. sometimes i could go days just wishing to smell his scent...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2007

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    O My Goodness

    I went out drinking the other night with a good friend of mine.  We've been close since High school, and for a brief period of College, we were "Something more" not really friends with benefits, or dating... we were lovers, but... idk in a unique less defined sort...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 21, 2009

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    I Love Somebody I Should

    Many will disagree, but we should be together. I was criminally charged, I went to jail, I lost my job, but I found the greatest friend and love I have ever had. I plan to beat the charges because they are untrue and I am fighting for my job, but regardless we have each other...
    BittenDog BittenDog 46-50, M Dec 28, 2010

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    I Miss Him.

    It doesn't make me bleed when i think of him anymore,  but it aches just the same.  I can close my eyes and see all my girlhood fantasies of him,  beckoning me to come home. Frequently i think  is shouldn't have crossed that line- from best friend to lover...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 Responses May 16, 2008

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    I have this crush on this girl with me at work. She's really pretty, but the problem is it would never work because from two very different backgrounds and our personalities are...
    elpsy elpsy 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    I feel in love with one of my best friends best friends and my my best friend pushed me into telling him how I felt about him so I did then he told me that he likes me too and now...
    MomijiSohma1999 MomijiSohma1999 13-15, F Sep 13

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    I love a dead person? It's bizarre, and frankly, terrifying. Shouldn't I be like all those normal people who love the living? I don't. Why???
    CathyEarnshaw CathyEarnshaw 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hi Guys..ok i really need your help.. It's a very long story but I will try to shorten it..i think that's why I'm in EP, I was trying to tell my story..because I needed advices...
    Wildyoungfree Wildyoungfree 22-25, F 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    It is never wrong to love someone, but it's the way we love that makes it "wrong".
    OliviaOcean OliviaOcean 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I love one of my best friends. We both have loved each other for years. I don't know what to do, we have never tried dating because we both have a bad track record. I would rather...
    dpool92 dpool92 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I'm falling for a married woman and I'm trying my best not to. First of all I'm a lesbian so I know the feeling won't ever be mutual and I really don't want it to be. Secondly she...
    YouDaOne23 YouDaOne23 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Another drive-by note - that's two days in a row now. It's not a real conversation - but better than nothing, I suppose. People probably think I'm crazy. But yanno - I don't care...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F Sep 6

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    my crush had got engaged with his schoolmates that is uglier than me and they only 18 years old. Their engagement was not official yet, but they called it is an engagement. I...
    sherlock183 sherlock183 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I remember one time telling him I love him in his turtleneck and the next day he wore it! When I asked if it is because I said that he denied it.. I knew the truth though!
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I like someone who is quite older than me, he's actually someone I pass in the halls at school everyday, and he's the 11th grade English teacher. (I'm only a freshman) He looks...
    SydGrazo SydGrazo 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    But I'm seriously thinking of dropping out of graduate school. This was such a bad idea. I don't belong in this program, what I wanted to be can be found in a different program and...
    Starkillera Starkillera 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 16

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    I have a crush on a guy in one of my classes. I noticed a couple weeks ago that he kept staring at me during class. It's been a very long time since a guy has stared at me like...
    geogirl28 geogirl28 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    oh my goodness.He is the most charming, sexy, smart , admirable man I have ever met. Like seriously I don't think I have ever met anyone as sweet and nice as him. Woah he makes me...
    Angelina1992 Angelina1992 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    If you have a bunch of children, you don't have any clue on how to raise them, then all you are accomplishing is creating future psychology patients. Anyone can have sex and...
    lifelifeishard lifelifeishard 46-50, M Sep 21

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    Hmmm... Yass I do, but shhh I can't say anything hahahah
    XXburnttoastXX XXburnttoastXX 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I got a quick drive-by note from him today. Not as good as a real conversation - but better than nothing.
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    He lives in my neighborhood hez internet dude and he has a girl friend !! :((
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I i'am falling four my step sister we where not a close when we where young now I see her###### she married to a vary old man.
    rockenronnie rockenronnie 66-70, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I use to be against abortions, BUT after seeing and hearing what some children go through, I'm all for it! I rather for a woman to have an abortion, then to let her child get...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    "Assumptions are dangerous things to make, and like all dangerous things to make -- bombs, for instance, or strawberry shortcake -- if you make even the tiniest mistake you can...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    she was my soul mate, or so i thought. just a different time and different place maybe. we both went back to our real life and live in the memory of what could have been
    trailsonrails trailsonrails 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I really just wish he would like me back :'( but at the same time, he deserves Better...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    I've got friends and family, but struggle with feeling disconnected from it all. I think I'm just having a pre-midlife crisis :). Sometimes I just want to run. Maybe, its just...
    bellieup bellieup 31-35, F Sep 22

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    My dad for instance should not have had kids. Even my aunt said "Jimmy should have never kids."
    breastsuckle breastsuckle 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    a woman from my work has feet like a princess
    tarjawhore tarjawhore 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So I'm married...but have a huge crush on my Professor ....ugh, the mind goes into these thoughts...like way too deep..my heart beats so hard around him that I sense he can see my...
    NotVibrant NotVibrant 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Ive been seeing an old friend to help her get over a breakup. I dont know if im doing this because i care or because i used to have a crush on her. Id like to think its the former...
    Jothic Jothic 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    I think I have too many beautiful friends that I lust after, most of which there are many good reasons for me to stay away from, but some of them are still very tempting sometimes
    DefianceUK DefianceUK 26-30, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago