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I Love Someone, But I'm Not Allowed to

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    Waiting For 15

    I have a HUGE crush on this one guy, he's my best friend, and I think he likes me too. The problem is my mom won't let me date until I'm 15, and probably not even then! I've been holding in my feelings for him for 2 years! I can't hold it in anymore! I bought a little plastic...
    lovaticforever13 lovaticforever13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2012

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    Pachik, Sirumem... (Kisses, I Love You...)

    IT all happened so quickly. I saw you in the airport, with you killer blue-green eyes, spikey hair, and fur-hood puffer North Face. Your face was perfectly poised in a straight face that struck fear right to the core of my heart. It was the most perfect expression of utter...
    Loveisalive Loveisalive 18-21, F Apr 23, 2013

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    Love Sucks.

    Have you ever loved someone and had no idea why? Like everything about them goes against everything you are, and everything you believe in. Their attitude, the things they do, their actions, their overall whole being. It swallows every rational thoughts and eats away the...
    LifeOfAGingerKid LifeOfAGingerKid 16-17, F Dec 11, 2012

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    Many Unallowed Crushes

    I know i am boy crazy and love to flirt here is my story of my many unallowed crushes that i know i should not have. At this program that i attend the staff at this program is young, cute and hot. I know not allowed but i really love them there names are Tony, James and Cody...
    starlight88 starlight88 22-25, F Dec 19, 2012

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    The Best Man (woman?)

    The best man for my wedding is in fact a woman and I am in love with both her and my fiancé but neither of them know it if they did it would be the end of both my relationships with them, sadly I think she will only ever be my dear friend.
    MasterDsGirl MasterDsGirl 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2012

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    Sometimes

    yeah sometimes u can love someone but u just cant tell them because sometimes if she or he dosent love u back they can easily hurt ur fellings because they might say that it might hurt ur relationship with them
    cynthiaeliza cynthiaeliza 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 10, 2007

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    I Love You Even Though I Shouldn't

    I know I''m not allowed to love him, but I do, I can't seem to help it. What's worse is knowing he feels the same, but there's too many things stopping it and getting in the way. I can't love him. I can't. Can't. Can't, so what happens f I do? I'm meant to be hopelessly in love...
    blahblah4444 blahblah4444 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2012

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    You Can't Tell Me Who To Love.

    I told them I broke up with her, I told them we fell out, I told them we now hated each other. I lied through my teeth. I did it to protect her. And then I ran away. It's not the only reason I ran but it was the last straw. It's my life and I'll love who I love, I'll be with who...
    elpatitofeo elpatitofeo 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2011

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    Deeper Than Love, I Wanna Put My Life In The Hands Of The One I've Chosen To Trust

      I am very passionate and deeply intertwined with a man I cannot have. It is for society related reasons, age. I've been crying a lot because my heart chose to love a person that I cannot even tell how I feel even though I want an entire life with him. For years I've loved...
    monkeyzero monkeyzero 16-17 2 Responses Jan 10, 2012

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    I Love Him But Religion Doesn't Allow Me To Love Him.....

    he is hindu in religion and i am muslim, i can't love him. i am madly in love with him. i can't stop thinking about him. he is just so perfect for me. but even he is like he can't marry a muslim girl, and yes even he loves me. he also misses me everyday. i feel like dying because...
    heartbroken14 heartbroken14 16-17 2 Responses Dec 1, 2012

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    Scared And Don't What To Do

    I met my girlfriend my senior year of high school. I am white and she is Hispanic and this is where my problem begins. My family is completely against interracial dating and I was unaware of this until after we started dating. My girlfriend and I are two peas in a pod and I love...
    Starcrossedlover0215 Starcrossedlover0215 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 2, 2013

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    Waiting For It To Happen

    I guess everyone in the campus kind of likes you in a way. Maybe even your ex-wife likes you. How is it, working at the same place with someone who had been in your family for at least 13 years? Does it hurt when you think about her? Does it hurt when you see her wandering around...
    lmsbrqa lmsbrqa 16-17 Apr 28, 2013

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    An Ocean Away....

    I'm a 16 year old girl, born and raised in Florida. I'm half Japanese. I have just started my second year of high school and finally had the audacity to take an English Honors class. I have an Asian buddy in there and girl friend, one day our class was in the computer lab- and I...
    IAmNotHerezz IAmNotHerezz 70+ 2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    Growing Up

    Im 19 years old and i was born and raised in New York i moved to Georgia my sophomore year in High school when i moved here everything was so different the biggest change was seeing that race still meant everything even in 2013 Im a very well read African american male who...
    buffalosoldier000 buffalosoldier000 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 7, 2013

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    Bestfriends Cousin..

    We'll call this girl E. I met E twice about 2 years ago, an she was cute. Now she's a freshman and I'm a sophomore. I got to talk to her more in the mornings and stuff. The more I look at her the more often time slows down as she just flips her hair, smiles, does just about...
    natsbored natsbored 16-17, F Sep 6, 2013

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    I Still Have Feelings For Her

    I've never been very good with women, i always find myself getting tongue tied and unable to articulate myself, ive had a few flings, but im not that experienced with girls, most of the time they've just pettered out and ended or ive been rejected and ended up having feelings for...
    orangecatinaboat orangecatinaboat 18-21, M Oct 29, 2012

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    Love This Girl

      I go out with this girl that I love so much, but shes 17 and her parents are homophobes. We hang out as much as we can but her parents are startin to suspect something so they have grounded her off the phone. I am allowed at her house for the time being but i cant go...
    Juggalettemelly Juggalettemelly 18-21 Jul 22, 2010

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    : (

    im 15 and i no im kind of young for this but i love this boy. i knew him since primary school and we always used to play together. if my mum and dad found out that i loved him they would probably kill me. this boy loves me back but i am not allowed to go near him because i am now...
    jesswarren jesswarren 22-25 Dec 8, 2012

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    How Do You Tell Your Mind To Stop Loving Someone When Your Heart Still Does?

    Dear T, I'm going to miss you. I know you have no idea what I'm talking about but you'll figure it out. I'll start from the beginning. I met you with my friend on Halloween night. You were funny, kind, easy going, and outgoing. I found out you were a singer pretty quickly. You...
    Maddehhrae Maddehhrae 13-15, F Feb 15, 2013

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    Right Guy, Wrong Time

    I was single for about 11 months because i just never found the right guy, no one really ever caught my attention until this amazing guy came into my life (R) and he is the only guy who really ever proved himself to me and made time to see me and then after a while of talking and...
    1 Response Jan 18, 2013

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    Married, Love Another

    Im in love with a man I can't have and I'm soooooooo confused.
    lapointe5 lapointe5 51-55 Nov 28, 2012

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    I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A MALE (GAY) FRIEND

    I am a 35 year old female and have feelings for a gay male friend. We adopted a kid together and the little angel stays on weekdays with me, and during the weekend with my friend whom she knows as her dad. During her infant years to now ( she is now 3 years old) I have started to...
    Trajik Trajik 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2012

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    I Love Someone, But I'm Not Allowed to

    When I'm out just hanging out with my friends  or just shopping with my sister, I sometimes notice couples just holding hands, showing PDA everywhere, publicly kissing each other and so on and so forth.  I know that sometimes these couples kind of get carried away and...
    London182 London182 16-18, F 3 Responses Sep 10, 2007

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    Why?

    I am in love with a very special woman. We had been seeing each other for two and a half years and it was simply wonderful-- except My family seems to disapprove of our relationship. I am a Christian and she and I attend the same church. Because my sweetheart has yet to receive...
    horizondesignent horizondesignent 31-35 3 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Im Falling For Him...but I Know My Parents Will Disapprove

    I have been seeing this guy (Sam) for about a month and half..hes funny and makes me laugh and smile. We get along better then I have with anyone. When we first started to talk I got to know who he is now, and that his past is nothing more then just a bad nightmare. He was moved...
    Sydneysweetheart Sydneysweetheart 22-25, F 2 Responses May 7, 2012

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    I Love To Love Him, But My Family Is Against It...

    I love this man that is older than me and is so perfect its hard to describe but every time I say something about him my parents don't approve. His family loves me and has been trying to get us together for the longest time, I love them dearly and can't wait to be able to call...
    purpleopal purpleopal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    Not Allowed

    Me and my boy friend Noah have been going out for 6 months the 26th June And it's a secret from our families because neither approve but we do and we love each other so much and I hope we never break up because this the longest relationship Ive ever been in
    Shelby1998 Shelby1998 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2013

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    I'm In Love With My Cousin (our Family Would Be Angry If They Found Out!)

    I've loved my cousin (let's call him R) since I was 13. It's a great but sad love... I haven't told my family about it since they're publicly anti-****** and the adult men are anti-gay. My cousin is 18, and I'm 16. But I believe age doesn't matter, as long as we love each other...
    Jan 20, 2013

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    The Player & The Athlete

    Once upon a time, there lived a player from a different game. I am in it to win it. He's in it to get it. We aren't that different, but they place us from separate worlds.They want to assure us that we will never be able to be together. We must wait until the next millenium. The...
    FieldHockey57 FieldHockey57 13-15, F Sep 2, 2012

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    Forbidden

    I like this girl when im not supposed to. You see im a girl myself and my dads a homophobe. I know my mom would support me because she has absolutely no prob with gays. but my dad does. I don't know what to do?
    NotTheRealMe99 NotTheRealMe99 13-15, F Jul 15, 2013

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    I want to get over him. He was actually a horrible person and a totally hypocrite. He would act self righteous with his religion, but then wouldn't help me volunteer at the soup...
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    FeelsTooMuch FeelsTooMuch 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    TheConfusedOne321 TheConfusedOne321 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I've worked so hard for so long to be where I am. Now I have the first college degree in my family, I'm an engineer. It's been a long painful road motivated by a need to support...
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