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I Love Someone, But I'm Not Allowed to

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 212 People

    Not Allowed

    Me and my boy friend Noah have been going out for 6 months the 26th June And it's a secret from our families because neither approve but we do and we love each other so much and I hope we never break up because this the longest relationship Ive ever been in
    Shelby1998 Shelby1998 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2013

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    Mouth says no words ,

    deep inside burns silent fires, on lips are callous smiles while cries relentlessly the soul of mine …I miss you ,I miss you I miss you………..
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Aug 5, 2014

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    Married, Love Another

    Im in love with a man I can't have and I'm soooooooo confused.
    lapointe5 lapointe5 51-55 Nov 28, 2012

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    : (

    im 15 and i no im kind of young for this but i love this boy. i knew him since primary school and we always used to play together. if my mum and dad found out that i loved him they would probably kill me. this boy loves me back but i am not allowed to go near him because i am now...
    jesswarren jesswarren 22-25 Dec 8, 2012

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    Sometimes

    yeah sometimes u can love someone but u just cant tell them because sometimes if she or he dosent love u back they can easily hurt ur fellings because they might say that it might hurt ur relationship with them
    cynthiaeliza cynthiaeliza 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 10, 2007

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    How Do You Tell Your Mind To Stop Loving Someone When Your Heart Still Does?

    Dear T, I'm going to miss you. I know you have no idea what I'm talking about but you'll figure it out. I'll start from the beginning. I met you with my friend on Halloween night. You were funny, kind, easy going, and outgoing. I found out you were a singer pretty quickly. You...
    Maddehhrae Maddehhrae 13-15, F Feb 15, 2013

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    Growing Up

    Im 19 years old and i was born and raised in New York i moved to Georgia my sophomore year in High school when i moved here everything was so different the biggest change was seeing that race still meant everything even in 2013 Im a very well read African american male who...
    buffalosoldier000 buffalosoldier000 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 7, 2013

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    An Ocean Away....

    I'm a 16 year old girl, born and raised in Florida. I'm half Japanese. I have just started my second year of high school and finally had the audacity to take an English Honors class. I have an Asian buddy in there and girl friend, one day our class was in the computer lab- and I...
    IAmNotHerezz IAmNotHerezz 70+ 2 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    Deeper Than Love, I Wanna Put My Life In The Hands Of The One I've Chosen To Trust

      I am very passionate and deeply intertwined with a man I cannot have. It is for society related reasons, age. I've been crying a lot because my heart chose to love a person that I cannot even tell how I feel even though I want an entire life with him. For years I've loved...
    monkeyzero monkeyzero 16-17 2 Responses Jan 10, 2012

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    Waiting For 15

    I have a HUGE crush on this one guy, he's my best friend, and I think he likes me too. The problem is my mom won't let me date until I'm 15, and probably not even then! I've been holding in my feelings for him for 2 years! I can't hold it in anymore! I bought a little plastic...
    lovaticforever13 lovaticforever13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2012

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    Yes.

    I am. She just so happens to be my therapist. She is very pretty and one of the only therapists I've ever gotten along with. She's pretty, smart and understands me, she's supportive and is always thinking of her patients first. The only problem is she's married :( and sadly...
    ThereIsNoName ThereIsNoName 31-35, F Jun 22, 2013

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    I HAVE FEELINGS FOR A MALE (GAY) FRIEND

    I am a 35 year old female and have feelings for a gay male friend. We adopted a kid together and the little angel stays on weekdays with me, and during the weekend with my friend whom she knows as her dad. During her infant years to now ( she is now 3 years old) I have started to...
    Trajik Trajik 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2012

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    The Player & The Athlete

    Once upon a time, there lived a player from a different game. I am in it to win it. He's in it to get it. We aren't that different, but they place us from separate worlds.They want to assure us that we will never be able to be together. We must wait until the next millenium. The...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F Sep 2, 2012

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    Waiting For It To Happen

    I guess everyone in the campus kind of likes you in a way. Maybe even your ex-wife likes you. How is it, working at the same place with someone who had been in your family for at least 13 years? Does it hurt when you think about her? Does it hurt when you see her wandering around...
    lmsbrqa lmsbrqa 16-17 Apr 28, 2013

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    I Love Him But Religion Doesn't Allow Me To Love Him.....

    he is hindu in religion and i am muslim, i can't love him. i am madly in love with him. i can't stop thinking about him. he is just so perfect for me. but even he is like he can't marry a muslim girl, and yes even he loves me. he also misses me everyday. i feel like dying because...
    heartbroken14 heartbroken14 16-17 2 Responses Dec 1, 2012

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    Love This Girl

      I go out with this girl that I love so much, but shes 17 and her parents are homophobes. We hang out as much as we can but her parents are startin to suspect something so they have grounded her off the phone. I am allowed at her house for the time being but i cant go...
    Juggalettemelly Juggalettemelly 18-21 Jul 22, 2010

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    Why?

    I am in love with a very special woman. We had been seeing each other for two and a half years and it was simply wonderful-- except My family seems to disapprove of our relationship. I am a Christian and she and I attend the same church. Because my sweetheart has yet to receive...
    horizondesignent horizondesignent 31-35 3 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    What Do I Do?

    I'm married. I think I love my husband but sometimes I think I'm with him only because he won't leave me. We really don't have anything in common except for food. I think we are going to eat our lives away. I think we do this b/c are both unhappy....but I'm just not sure. He is a...
    DNTO DNTO 31-35, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Many Unallowed Crushes

    I know i am boy crazy and love to flirt here is my story of my many unallowed crushes that i know i should not have. At this program that i attend the staff at this program is young, cute and hot. I know not allowed but i really love them there names are Tony, James and Cody...
    starlight88 starlight88 22-25, F Dec 19, 2012

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    Forbidden

    I like this girl when im not supposed to. You see im a girl myself and my dads a homophobe. I know my mom would support me because she has absolutely no prob with gays. but my dad does. I don't know what to do?
    NotTheRealMe99 NotTheRealMe99 13-15, F Jul 15, 2013

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    I Love To Love Him, But My Family Is Against It...

    I love this man that is older than me and is so perfect its hard to describe but every time I say something about him my parents don't approve. His family loves me and has been trying to get us together for the longest time, I love them dearly and can't wait to be able to call...
    purpleopal purpleopal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22, 2013

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    I Love You Even Though I Shouldn't

    I know I''m not allowed to love him, but I do, I can't seem to help it. What's worse is knowing he feels the same, but there's too many things stopping it and getting in the way. I can't love him. I can't. Can't. Can't, so what happens f I do? I'm meant to be hopelessly in love...
    blahblah4444 blahblah4444 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2012

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    I Love Someone, But I'm Not Allowed to

    When I'm out just hanging out with my friends  or just shopping with my sister, I sometimes notice couples just holding hands, showing PDA everywhere, publicly kissing each other and so on and so forth.  I know that sometimes these couples kind of get carried away and...
    London182 London182 16-18, F 4 Responses Sep 10, 2007

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    Seduce me into silence

    until I am completely empty and brimming with your essence
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Aug 2, 2014

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    Bestfriends Cousin..

    We'll call this girl E. I met E twice about 2 years ago, an she was cute. Now she's a freshman and I'm a sophomore. I got to talk to her more in the mornings and stuff. The more I look at her the more often time slows down as she just flips her hair, smiles, does just about...
    natsbored natsbored 16-17, F Sep 6, 2013

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    You Can't Tell Me Who To Love.

    I told them I broke up with her, I told them we fell out, I told them we now hated each other. I lied through my teeth. I did it to protect her. And then I ran away. It's not the only reason I ran but it was the last straw. It's my life and I'll love who I love, I'll be with who...
    elpatitofeo elpatitofeo 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2011

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    I Still Have Feelings For Her

    I've never been very good with women, i always find myself getting tongue tied and unable to articulate myself, ive had a few flings, but im not that experienced with girls, most of the time they've just pettered out and ended or ive been rejected and ended up having feelings for...
    orangecatinaboat orangecatinaboat 18-21, M Oct 29, 2012

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    Love Sucks.

    Have you ever loved someone and had no idea why? Like everything about them goes against everything you are, and everything you believe in. Their attitude, the things they do, their actions, their overall whole being. It swallows every rational thoughts and eats away the...
    LifeOfAGingerKid LifeOfAGingerKid 16-17, F Dec 11, 2012

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    I loved my ex boyfriend a lot.

    We were so perfect together. We were like two peas in a pod, he smiled, I smiled. When we would argue we would know exactly what the other was thinking or when he'd say something romantic he knew exactly how I was gonna act. It was the hardest to surprise each other because we...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2, 2014

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    Im Falling For Him...but I Know My Parents Will Disapprove

    I have been seeing this guy (Sam) for about a month and half..hes funny and makes me laugh and smile. We get along better then I have with anyone. When we first started to talk I got to know who he is now, and that his past is nothing more then just a bad nightmare. He was moved...
    Sydneysweetheart Sydneysweetheart 22-25, F 2 Responses May 7, 2012

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    Scared And Don't What To Do

    I met my girlfriend my senior year of high school. I am white and she is Hispanic and this is where my problem begins. My family is completely against interracial dating and I was unaware of this until after we started dating. My girlfriend and I are two peas in a pod and I love...
    Starcrossedlover0215 Starcrossedlover0215 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 2, 2013

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    He lives in NJ, and the first few years were perfect, but after we met the first time, things started spiraling. We were arguing more, he didn't talk to as much, but we figured...
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    I've always had weight issues and struggled with wanting to be thinner. In Mid October of 2014 I was 5'5 138 pounds. I was prescribed adderall for add, I began to see I didn't eat...
    mjglynn mjglynn 13-15, F Jan 6

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    I don't like people here who create a second profile and contact me.When I block someone,I have no reason to be in contact with them again.
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    People called me a nerd when they saw this poem I wrote: "Don't stare at that hideous hiding monster // Don't look into his eyes that are easy to adore // He's going to hell; hear...
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    rpoet55 rpoet55 18-21, M Jan 14

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    I guess this isn't really the title I was looking for. I DON'T WANT TO, but, if someone tried, would I let them? Would I have sex before them, if there was someone I really loved...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F Jan 2

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    Perhaps the path to inner peace truly is the absence of attachments. I love them all, but I will betray them in order to stick to the true me. Would you?
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    I'm in love with someone who thinks I'm a pysco. We had a long distance relationship and he was my first. Hes 12 years older than me. I am still hurting and I have tried my best to...
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    I looked through your photographs today and sighed in disbelief. The self portraits pressed out from the screen and latched onto my heart, jumping off my ribcage back and forth...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 4 Responses Jan 14

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    I know He does, somewhat clear for my career, but not clear for my more intimate relationships...does He want me to be with someone or was I meant to be without a special someone...
    easynuh easynuh 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    You Will Never Know Its Goodbye I think of how our late night talks will be. Our morning wake ups how it would it feel. The kisses that will makes my body shiver for you. When I...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I've been with my boyfriend for years... So much that the word boyfriend seems belittling to him. As irrational as it may seem I would risk everything I have for him... that's...
    xderailedfatalitiesx xderailedfatalitiesx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    We were both attached to other people (not married). It started out as a casual affair but ended up going on for 1.5years until he ended it with me for another girl. She demanded...
    mydarksidenow mydarksidenow 26-30 3 Responses Jan 7

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    For the longest time, I've wanted to wait until I was in love or in a relationship to have sex. But I went on a date last week, and now I may have changed my mind. I never thought...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Got bullied when I was young for it. Got weird looks at high school for it, for not playing the part of a copy cat. I always struggled at school. I've had a lot of hard times. No...
    THISarcane THISarcane 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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