while remembering my last lover
Blood dripping from my mouth..
His eyes wear beautiful and clear
Is personality was modest and kind
Why did he allow me to go with his bad friend? I shall not know that
His friend was harsh and forceful
He never let me decide on what I was...
everything starts to wind down and slow down. I like the cold short days and the even colder londer nights. The howling wind and blowing snow. I like to light the fireplace and stoves and enjoy the warmth of the fire.
It's cold and windy and the wind is cold and there's snow and rain, both or which are also very COOOOOLD. But at least it's dark, that's nice. I like nighttime. It makes it easier to work a day shift right now that it's winter so it's usually dark when i get off anyway, soemtimes...
And some day soon the sun will rise, just as I get up. And I can take a photo of it. Like I often do during winter/autumn. It's so nice, that I don't have to get up at like 3 AM in order to see the sunrise, getting up at 6 AM is alright, and I can see a nice sunrise.