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I Love The Thrill Of Holding A Knife

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    Flip And Throw

    I get yelled at by my friends all the time because when I'm alone and thinking I flip one of my knives in the air. there's only been a few times I've dropped it and none of those I got hurt with. It helps me think and I have no idea why. But its such a mesmerizing...
    Nemesisfrank Nemesisfrank 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Dagger Memories...

    I am not violent, I am a vegan...but I feel a strange power and sensuality coarse through me when I hold an ornate dagger. It's the ancient self, the Warrior Woman. I love that.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 14 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I have a huge backyard going to waste here,

    so today after I got my hair done I stopped in the store next door where they sold knives... Not sure why, never owned one in my life, but now I'm the proud new owner of six awesome throwing knives... Random I know! They will sell you anything here... Obviously I had no idea...
    DarkHorse18 DarkHorse18 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    My Knife Was Taken Away

    I use to have a sharp knife until I cut my finger and my wife took it away from me...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    I've Got An Urge

    OK, so I'm a Vegan, I still want to stab someone, not a lot, maybe just a couple of times to sorta get the feel. Who knows I might really get to like the sensation. Actually I'm always a nice person, heck ask any of the guys in the other cells...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 3 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    Is it weird I like a guy to scare me with a

    knife gently rubbing it across my body
    carolann92 carolann92 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    I Love It!

    I Love the Thrill of Holding a Knife....I Love the excitememnt that it brings to me. I Love holding a knife. It always makes me feel more alive, especailly when I am holding it in my hand, and the blade is placed against the palm of my hand. I Just Love the thrill it gives me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    A Knife Poem!

    The knife in my hand takes me to a land where who was once bland is now stabbed red well. If all goes as planned my knife's blade will land one hundred thousand times in your head well.
    ThisIsNotForYou ThisIsNotForYou 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 13, 2011

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    Stab, Stabing, Stabed And Stab It!

    The feeling that I get... it's just so delightful. The wanting to stab someone or just cut 'em. But the close thing that I can do is cut myself or stab a teddy bear.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Only To Myself.....

    The thrill of holding a knife against my wrist or leg or throat and knowing one small mistake could end it all i question myself do i want to? and the answers always yes but i never have enough strength to do so... I wanna kill myself that much is clear i've attempted that many...
    Jacquelinejanelle Jacquelinejanelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    Well A Girl Needs A Hobby

    As the title entitles... I figure we all do because blades can be life threatening, yet so small and light. ~ Tactical knife combat and throwing knives just happened to be next on my list right beside embroidery and bellydance. There's just something so thrilling and badass about...
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    Steakknife Neckknife

    The first time I felt the power, I was unloading the dishwasher. My dad was being a **** to my mom who was sick. He was being childish as he usually was and only thinking of himself. He made her cry, I heard the fight in the kitchen. When my dad came out of their bedroom and was...
    araneidae araneidae 22-25, F Nov 8, 2011

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    My Old Friend

        I don't feel good because of pain due to neuro. damage...however, I did get a new knife in mail today!  It's a Traditional Japanese Hunter by Japanese knife maker Takeshi Saji. It has a 6" blade made with11 layer Suminagashi. The 4-1/4" handle is...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 5 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    woodstock4 woodstock4 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 8

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    I'm Not Your Uncle So Get Lost!

    Not only I enjoy holding a knife, I love to hold a lot of things that could be used to hurt another being.It makes me feel powerful and safe. And even though I'm not a spiritual person, I still get that feeling that there's a spirit living in these things, a spirit with an...
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    Looking to someones eyes whom u love is d best thing in world. Kissing her hand. Wat an awesome thing one can do.fragnance of her skin. Pleasant touch .a small sleep on her lap...
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    My brother really seem to enjoy the pain from his long 27 hour hold yesterday. His poor bladder was rock hard huge and so swollen he would not let me touch it! I could see how...
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    is it weird when i get angry i throw knifes to calm me down??
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    Wen u love someone v dont see dere negativies. Each and evrything will b amazing. Each moment is unforgettable. Sitting besides d sand shore with ur loved one. Holding her hands...
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    You have to love life. It's always bringing great things in but at the same time sticking a knife in your heart so deep. I've been falling for this girl a lot she talks to me...
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    Damn. Why does this woman get meh going the way she does? Way to old for meh but oh so addicting to sneak away with. She's strong and independent. More of a man at heart but that...
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    One time I was crying when I was like 3 So she held a knife to me lmao Love her
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    I love watching you writhe under the touch of my stiletto, the fear in your eyes when I graze your skin with a knife. The knowledge that, if I wanted to end your pathetic little...
    Jsthkc Jsthkc 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Yeah holding hands makes me feel real close to the person I'm holding hands with. I love holding hands. :)
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My brother let me do this to him and it was the hottest thing we've ever done! I could not believe how hard and tight his bladder for holding as long as he did! I loved watching...
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    holding the hand of someone I love is the best feeling in my life
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 29

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    I met him while in training. My mind was set on finishing training and not finding love. I made that clear to him.... I actually told him I had a significant other back at home and...
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    Call me Sapphire. Thats my name ,hon.i love to get dirty and will take on any one in the mud. Ever since I was old enough to wear blue jeans, I have enjoyed rolling in the mud with...
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