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I Love The Thrill Of Holding A Knife

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    My Knife Was Taken Away

    I use to have a sharp knife until I cut my finger and my wife took it away from me...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    I'm Not Your Uncle So Get Lost!

    Not only I enjoy holding a knife, I love to hold a lot of things that could be used to hurt another being.It makes me feel powerful and safe. And even though I'm not a spiritual person, I still get that feeling that there's a spirit living in these things, a spirit with an...
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    Stab, Stabing, Stabed And Stab It!

    The feeling that I get... it's just so delightful. The wanting to stab someone or just cut 'em. But the close thing that I can do is cut myself or stab a teddy bear.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Flip And Throw

    I get yelled at by my friends all the time because when I'm alone and thinking I flip one of my knives in the air. there's only been a few times I've dropped it and none of those I got hurt with. It helps me think and I have no idea why. But its such a mesmerizing...
    Nemesisfrank Nemesisfrank 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Steakknife Neckknife

    The first time I felt the power, I was unloading the dishwasher. My dad was being a **** to my mom who was sick. He was being childish as he usually was and only thinking of himself. He made her cry, I heard the fight in the kitchen. When my dad came out of their bedroom and was...
    araneidae araneidae 22-25, F Nov 8, 2011

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    Dagger Memories...

    I am not violent, I am a vegan...but I feel a strange power and sensuality coarse through me when I hold an ornate dagger. It's the ancient self, the Warrior Woman. I love that.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 14 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Is it weird I like a guy to scare me with a

    knife gently rubbing it across my body
    carolann92 carolann92 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    I Love It!

    I Love the Thrill of Holding a Knife....I Love the excitememnt that it brings to me. I Love holding a knife. It always makes me feel more alive, especailly when I am holding it in my hand, and the blade is placed against the palm of my hand. I Just Love the thrill it gives me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    Well A Girl Needs A Hobby

    As the title entitles... I figure we all do because blades can be life threatening, yet so small and light. ~ Tactical knife combat and throwing knives just happened to be next on my list right beside embroidery and bellydance. There's just something so thrilling and badass about...
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    woodstock4 woodstock4 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 8, 2015

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    My Old Friend

        I don't feel good because of pain due to neuro. damage...however, I did get a new knife in mail today!  It's a Traditional Japanese Hunter by Japanese knife maker Takeshi Saji. It has a 6" blade made with11 layer Suminagashi. The 4-1/4" handle is...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 5 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    I'm starting a business hand crafting knives.

    I exclusively make full tang knives for the best strength and durability. Hunting, survival, crafting, and custom orders too! If you're interested, leave a comment, or email ironwoodknifecompany@gmail.com.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 30, 2015

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    Only To Myself.....

    The thrill of holding a knife against my wrist or leg or throat and knowing one small mistake could end it all i question myself do i want to? and the answers always yes but i never have enough strength to do so... I wanna kill myself that much is clear i've attempted that many...
    Jacquelinejanelle Jacquelinejanelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    I've Got An Urge

    OK, so I'm a Vegan, I still want to stab someone, not a lot, maybe just a couple of times to sorta get the feel. Who knows I might really get to like the sensation. Actually I'm always a nice person, heck ask any of the guys in the other cells...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 3 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    I have a huge backyard going to waste here,

    so today after I got my hair done I stopped in the store next door where they sold knives... Not sure why, never owned one in my life, but now I'm the proud new owner of six awesome throwing knives... Random I know! They will sell you anything here... Obviously I had no idea...
    DarkHorse18 DarkHorse18 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    A Knife Poem!

    The knife in my hand takes me to a land where who was once bland is now stabbed red well. If all goes as planned my knife's blade will land one hundred thousand times in your head well.
    ThisIsNotForYou ThisIsNotForYou 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 13, 2011

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    Stay with me forever I wanted to whisper Your lips quivered to say something holding your hand i uttered stay with me for sometime more..you looked into my eyes helpless ,your...
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    Some mornings I wake and think how beautiful life is, then I remember what my family have been through and what they are going through and I feel guilty for my happiness. Life has...
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    I loved my children when they were babies (and still do) but the bonding I did with them is totally different from how I have bonded with my twin grandchildren (boy & girl). God...
    debbienc debbienc 61-65, T 1 day ago

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    I wanna do this..but like..what do I do.? I'm new here and this is my first time with this pee holding stuff..I'm bad at holding my pee tbh..
    AnonGirl77777777 AnonGirl77777777 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I am a left center back. I get bloody knees and bloody arms all the time! I can barely ever go to any events because of my sport. I go to paractise 3 nights a week for 2 and 1/2...
    FlamingXArrow FlamingXArrow 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Just like this group's name , words are like knife.The thing is I have hurt too many people with my words. My mom , friends who no longer exist and many more.. I have always been...
    charley00 charley00 16-17, F a week ago

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    Just uploaded 19 new photo's of my wife in her two newest thong bikini's. I get completely thrilled if I see those photo's. Such a terrific bikini babe and she's living under my...
    AdBlue AdBlue 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 30

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    e.e. cummings: "i like my body" i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite a new thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like...
    LilMissNiteOwl LilMissNiteOwl 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Got my boyfriend this turbo keychain and badass knife awhile back. 💙He absolutely loves the turbo.. You can actually blow into it and it makes the whine sound. 😍🙌🏼
    SouthernQueen SouthernQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Every so often, I test out the thrill of going barefoot in public places. Once, I went to a bank without wearing shoes and socks. While I was waiting in line, the manager noticed...
    PhillyAutismGuy PhillyAutismGuy 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    still holding! my sweet baby is sick with a fevor right now. I can't put her down or she will scream. I've been up all night holding and rocking her! I gotta stay strong and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 28

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    My Mom and Dad both were 2+ppd smokers as well as my Aunts, Uncles, Grandfather. When I was 4, I asked my Mom if I could try it--I loved watching her smoke. She thought it was cute...
    MentholSmoker MentholSmoker 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    My Mom and Dad both were 2+ppd smokers as well as my Aunts, Uncles, Grandfather. When I was 4, I asked my Mom if I could try it--I loved watching her smoke. She thought it was cute...
    MentholSmoker MentholSmoker 46-50, M Jan 27

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    Was my second boyfriend. We'd dated for over six months before I finally had to get my needs taken care of. We were at a park and I ask how he'd feel about doing it with me. He...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Jan 27

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    I loved you. I have tried not to…but even if that was what my heart really wanted…I’d be incapable of feeling anything less. I am still very much in love with you. Right...
    OakleysWorld OakleysWorld 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    "The moment that's where I killed the conversation, wrap this up, with a knife that loves to feel. How do you know how deep to go before it's real?"
    PierceTheVeiI PierceTheVeiI 13-15, F Jan 25

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    "Down In A Hole" Bury me softly in this womb I give this part of me for you Sand rains down and here I sit Holding rare flowers In a tomb... in bloom Down in a hole and I don't...
    beautifullybroken29 beautifullybroken29 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I am a quiet and easy to be bullied-girl type. Thats why its rare for people to care abt me. Then one day, i found a boy who really care about me, he know when i feel sad even if i...
    osh0412 osh0412 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I don't watch Hitchcock that much, but each time is significant. Couple years or so ago I was in the habit of watching films on a portable dvd player, and his Rear Window was...
    Deafning Deafning 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    I am absolutely obsessed with roller coasters. I know they're not everyone's cup of tea, but man, the thrill of a roller coaster is unbeatable. There's a Six Flags park about ten...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Maybe it's been a little too longHolding it in, trying to be strongFunny the things we bottle upCome streaming out when you feel enoughThere is a trust the cautious will lackNow...
    NyxInvictus NyxInvictus 41-45 Jan 24

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    Ki's Blood-Rest of Chapter 5 (It didn't post) she moaned, and she started crying. "Oh, no Cara, don't say that," Rion said, rubbing her cheek. "I can take away your pain...
    angelafireheart angelafireheart 26-30, F Jan 23

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    Ki's Blood-Chapter 5 Chapter 5: Coercion Rion could be what some women might call dangerous. He had a vampiric gift that was known as coercion. Using eye contact alone, he could...
    angelafireheart angelafireheart 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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