I Love The Thrill Of Holding A Knife

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    I Love It!

    I Love the Thrill of Holding a Knife....I Love the excitememnt that it brings to me. I Love holding a knife. It always makes me feel more alive, especailly when I am holding it in my hand, and the blade is placed against the palm of my hand. I Just Love the thrill it gives me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2010

    My Old Friend

        I don't feel good because of pain due to neuro. damage...however, I did get a new knife in mail today!  It's a Traditional Japanese Hunter by Japanese knife maker Takeshi Saji. It has a 6" blade made with11 layer Suminagashi. The 4-1/4" handle is...
    Dewduster Dewduster
    66-70, M
    5 Responses Nov 23, 2009

    Only To Myself.....

    The thrill of holding a knife against my wrist or leg or throat and knowing one small mistake could end it all i question myself do i want to? and the answers always yes but i never have enough strength to do so... I wanna kill myself that much is clear i've attempted that many...
    Jacquelinejanelle Jacquelinejanelle
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

    Stab, Stabing, Stabed And Stab It!

    The feeling that I get... it's just so delightful. The wanting to stab someone or just cut 'em. But the close thing that I can do is cut myself or stab a teddy bear.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection
    16-17, F
    16 Responses Oct 29, 2009

    My Knife Was Taken Away

    I use to have a sharp knife until I cut my finger and my wife took it away from me...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen
    66-70, M
    1 Response Mar 25, 2012

    Is it weird I like a guy to scare me with a

    knife gently rubbing it across my body
    carolann92 carolann92
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

    Well A Girl Needs A Hobby

    As the title entitles... I figure we all do because blades can be life threatening, yet so small and light. ~ Tactical knife combat and throwing knives just happened to be next on my list right beside embroidery and bellydance. There's just something so thrilling and badass about...
    Marowit Marowit
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

    I'm Not Your Uncle So Get Lost!

    Not only I enjoy holding a knife, I love to hold a lot of things that could be used to hurt another being.It makes me feel powerful and safe. And even though I'm not a spiritual person, I stillĀ get thatĀ feeling that there's a spirit living in these things, a spirit with an...
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Feb 7, 2011

    Steakknife Neckknife

    The first time I felt the power, I was unloading the dishwasher. My dad was being a **** to my mom who was sick. He was being childish as he usually was and only thinking of himself. He made her cry, I heard the fight in the kitchen. When my dad came out of their bedroom and was...
    araneidae araneidae
    22-25, F
    Nov 8, 2011

    I've Got An Urge

    OK, so I'm a Vegan, I still want to stab someone, not a lot, maybe just a couple of times to sorta get the feel. Who knows I might really get to like the sensation. Actually I'm always a nice person, heck ask any of the guys in the other cells...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen
    66-70, M
    3 Responses Mar 25, 2012

    Dagger Memories...

    I am not violent, I am a vegan...but I feel a strange power and sensuality coarse through me when I hold an ornate dagger. It's the ancient self, the Warrior Woman. I love that.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    14 Responses Nov 30, 2009

    I'm starting a business hand crafting knives.

    I exclusively make full tang knives for the best strength and durability. Hunting, survival, crafting, and custom orders too! If you're interested, leave a comment, or email ironwoodknifecompany@gmail.com.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 30, 2015

    A Knife Poem!

    The knife in my hand takes me to a land where who was once bland is now stabbed red well. If all goes as planned my knife's blade will land one hundred thousand times in your head well.
    ThisIsNotForYou ThisIsNotForYou
    13-15, M
    3 Responses Jan 13, 2011

    I have a huge backyard going to waste here,

    so today after I got my hair done I stopped in the store next door where they sold knives... Not sure why, never owned one in my life, but now I'm the proud new owner of six awesome throwing knives... Random I know! They will sell you anything here... Obviously I had no idea...
    DarkHorse18 DarkHorse18
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 24, 2014
    woodstock4 woodstock4
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 8, 2015

    Flip And Throw

    I get yelled at by my friends all the time because when I'm alone and thinking I flip one of my knives in the air. there's only been a few times I've dropped it and none of those I got hurt with. It helps me think and I have no idea why. But its such a mesmerizing...
    Nemesisfrank Nemesisfrank
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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