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I Love The Thrill Of Holding A Knife

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 142 People

    I've Got An Urge

    OK, so I'm a Vegan, I still want to stab someone, not a lot, maybe just a couple of times to sorta get the feel. Who knows I might really get to like the sensation. Actually I'm always a nice person, heck ask any of the guys in the other cells...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 3 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    My Old Friend

        I don't feel good because of pain due to neuro. damage...however, I did get a new knife in mail today!  It's a Traditional Japanese Hunter by Japanese knife maker Takeshi Saji. It has a 6" blade made with11 layer Suminagashi. The 4-1/4" handle is...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 5 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    My Knife Was Taken Away

    I use to have a sharp knife until I cut my finger and my wife took it away from me...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    I Love It!

    I Love the Thrill of Holding a Knife....I Love the excitememnt that it brings to me. I Love holding a knife. It always makes me feel more alive, especailly when I am holding it in my hand, and the blade is placed against the palm of my hand. I Just Love the thrill it gives me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    I have a huge backyard going to waste here,

    so today after I got my hair done I stopped in the store next door where they sold knives... Not sure why, never owned one in my life, but now I'm the proud new owner of six awesome throwing knives... Random I know! They will sell you anything here... Obviously I had no idea...
    DarkHorse18 DarkHorse18 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    Well A Girl Needs A Hobby

    As the title entitles... I figure we all do because blades can be life threatening, yet so small and light. ~ Tactical knife combat and throwing knives just happened to be next on my list right beside embroidery and bellydance. There's just something so thrilling and badass about...
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    Stab, Stabing, Stabed And Stab It!

    The feeling that I get... it's just so delightful. The wanting to stab someone or just cut 'em. But the close thing that I can do is cut myself or stab a teddy bear.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    Is it weird I like a guy to scare me with a

    knife gently rubbing it across my body
    carolann92 carolann92 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    Only To Myself.....

    The thrill of holding a knife against my wrist or leg or throat and knowing one small mistake could end it all i question myself do i want to? and the answers always yes but i never have enough strength to do so... I wanna kill myself that much is clear i've attempted that many...
    Jacquelinejanelle Jacquelinejanelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    Dagger Memories...

    I am not violent, I am a vegan...but I feel a strange power and sensuality coarse through me when I hold an ornate dagger. It's the ancient self, the Warrior Woman. I love that.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 14 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    Flip And Throw

    I get yelled at by my friends all the time because when I'm alone and thinking I flip one of my knives in the air. there's only been a few times I've dropped it and none of those I got hurt with. It helps me think and I have no idea why. But its such a mesmerizing...
    Nemesisfrank Nemesisfrank 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    A Knife Poem!

    The knife in my hand takes me to a land where who was once bland is now stabbed red well. If all goes as planned my knife's blade will land one hundred thousand times in your head well.
    ThisIsNotForYou ThisIsNotForYou 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 13, 2011

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    Steakknife Neckknife

    The first time I felt the power, I was unloading the dishwasher. My dad was being a **** to my mom who was sick. He was being childish as he usually was and only thinking of himself. He made her cry, I heard the fight in the kitchen. When my dad came out of their bedroom and was...
    araneidae araneidae 22-25, F Nov 8, 2011

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    I'm Not Your Uncle So Get Lost!

    Not only I enjoy holding a knife, I love to hold a lot of things that could be used to hurt another being.It makes me feel powerful and safe. And even though I'm not a spiritual person, I still get that feeling that there's a spirit living in these things, a spirit with an...
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    Mom happy birthday!! There is so much I want to say too you and don't know how to say it. Thank you for being there for me when I was lonely, thank you for holding me and telling...
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    Here's a few of my favourites: Well I’m sick of this town, this blind man’s forage, they take your dreams down and stick them in storage, you can have them back son when you...
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    You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Mar 20

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    Wake up to the morning light Wipe away the lonely night Let a brand new day wash over you Wanna see you smile again Show some love to your crazy friends Wipe your tears away...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F Mar 17

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    Today I must speak on experiences, choices, and paths that lead closer or farther away from our created destiny. I imagine my destiny as like a train I must catch. Sometimes when...
    liveurbestlifenow liveurbestlifenow 31-35, F Mar 22

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    I might lay on a knife and fall asleep with it in me tonight tell me if I should do it or not
    katielovespeeingherpants katielovespeeingherpants 18-21, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    I keep hearing this song on Sirius, it's going on my running playlist. It gets me going... I love Mary. I'd love to see her live in concert. Right Now Mary J. Blige You take...
    SweetFangs SweetFangs 46-50, F Mar 18

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    I've been running through rain That I thought would never end Trying to make it on faith In a struggle against the wind I've seen the dark and the broken places But I know in my...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I know we just met, but it feels like ive known you forever. I go to sleep thinking about you and wake up wishing you were next to me. Everyday I think about the day we will meet...
    Becca7799 Becca7799 13-15, F Mar 5

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    Hey little girl, is your daddy home Did he go and leave you all alone I got a bad desire Uuh uuh, I'm on fire Tell me little babe, is he good to you, Can do to you the things that...
    daddyslittlerascal000 daddyslittlerascal000 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    :3 it's great! I love the characters, the creepy music, the knife.
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I've decided to make a list of the most influential songs past the year 2000. This won't include jokey songs like the Hamster Dance, parodies like any of Weird Al Yancovic, chants...
    TightyWhitiesAtomicWedgie TightyWhitiesAtomicWedgie 46-50, M Mar 8

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    Alone at last we can sin and fight. And I've lost all faith in this blurring light, (Stay right here we can change our plight. Storming through this despite what's right.) One...
    Evansoccer97 Evansoccer97 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    My lovers got humor. She's the giggle at a funeral. Knows everybody's disapproval. I should've worshipped her sooner. If the heavens ever did speak. She's the last tee mouthpiece...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    just spent th greater part of today with her (it was greater because I was with her :P) anyway, she was all broody and annoyed and all that at first because she wasn't feeling too...
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 16-17, M Mar 20

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    "I'll tell you my sins, so you can sharpen your knife" Love this song
    Euphoricbunnymaster Euphoricbunnymaster 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Falling by The Civil Wars Haven't you seen me sleep walking? 'Cause I've been holding your hand Haven't you noticed me drifting? Oh, let me tell you, I am Tell me it's nothing...
    CheerfulPessimist CheerfulPessimist 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    "Collide"James BayI know I'll do it againI know we're gonna collideI know we'll call it the endBut it's always always a lieYou wear your heart on your sleeveI wear my blood on my...
    BexAddiction BexAddiction 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I believe love does exist but it is so overrated. people are so deceived by all these Hollywood happily ever after movies that they have lost touch with the reality. In reality...
    Endureandconquer Endureandconquer 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ''Trust me'' Is the skyline sliced up into pieces and broken steel and mesh Or is the progress of process that's a natural people quest Metal and the workings, dark and lurking in...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    get off the ledge and drop the knife not a victim of a victims life were belivers we belive tonight
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I remember this couple.. I was watching the sunrise and they walked by.. to break some morning sweats I guess.. the 2nd time they walked pass me, they were holding hands.. I said...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses Mar 6

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    So to start off I've known this guy for about 2 years, and he's 7 years older then me. I met him at a fraternity he is apart of a group of guys who are still many of my good...
    Asianitalianchik Asianitalianchik 18-21 Mar 9

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    The Real Work There is one thing in this world that you must never forget to do. If you forget everything else and not this, there's nothing to worry about; but if you...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M Mar 9

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    So sad they broke up. Listen to them all the time, same with Purity Ring, The Knife, The XX, etc.
    ashleythis ashleythis 31-35, F Mar 9

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    Take me to church I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies I'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife Offer me that deathless death Good God, let me give you my...
    DraculasGirlfriend DraculasGirlfriend 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Holding the hand that holds me down I forgive you, forget you, the end Holding the hand that holds me down I forgive you, forget you, the end
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M Mar 11

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    When you're young and just discovering your sexuality it's mostly about the thrill. As you mature you fall in love, but your first love is often not your best or even truly a...
    Jonny1959 Jonny1959 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 12

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