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I Love The Thrill Of Holding A Knife

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        I don't feel good because of pain due to neuro. damage...however, I did get a new knife in mail today!  It's a Traditional Japanese Hunter by Japanese knife maker Takeshi Saji. It has a 6" blade made with11 layer Suminagashi. The 4-1/4" handle is...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 5 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    My Knife Was Taken Away

    I use to have a sharp knife until I cut my finger and my wife took it away from me...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    I'm Not Your Uncle So Get Lost!

    Not only I enjoy holding a knife, I love to hold a lot of things that could be used to hurt another being.It makes me feel powerful and safe. And even though I'm not a spiritual person, I still get that feeling that there's a spirit living in these things, a spirit with an...
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    I have a huge backyard going to waste here,

    so today after I got my hair done I stopped in the store next door where they sold knives... Not sure why, never owned one in my life, but now I'm the proud new owner of six awesome throwing knives... Random I know! They will sell you anything here... Obviously I had no idea...
    DarkHorse18 DarkHorse18 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24, 2014

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    Stab, Stabing, Stabed And Stab It!

    The feeling that I get... it's just so delightful. The wanting to stab someone or just cut 'em. But the close thing that I can do is cut myself or stab a teddy bear.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    I've Got An Urge

    OK, so I'm a Vegan, I still want to stab someone, not a lot, maybe just a couple of times to sorta get the feel. Who knows I might really get to like the sensation. Actually I'm always a nice person, heck ask any of the guys in the other cells...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 3 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    Only To Myself.....

    The thrill of holding a knife against my wrist or leg or throat and knowing one small mistake could end it all i question myself do i want to? and the answers always yes but i never have enough strength to do so... I wanna kill myself that much is clear i've attempted that many...
    Jacquelinejanelle Jacquelinejanelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    woodstock4 woodstock4 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 8

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    Steakknife Neckknife

    The first time I felt the power, I was unloading the dishwasher. My dad was being a **** to my mom who was sick. He was being childish as he usually was and only thinking of himself. He made her cry, I heard the fight in the kitchen. When my dad came out of their bedroom and was...
    araneidae araneidae 22-25, F Nov 8, 2011

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    Flip And Throw

    I get yelled at by my friends all the time because when I'm alone and thinking I flip one of my knives in the air. there's only been a few times I've dropped it and none of those I got hurt with. It helps me think and I have no idea why. But its such a mesmerizing...
    Nemesisfrank Nemesisfrank 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Is it weird I like a guy to scare me with a

    knife gently rubbing it across my body
    carolann92 carolann92 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    Well A Girl Needs A Hobby

    As the title entitles... I figure we all do because blades can be life threatening, yet so small and light. ~ Tactical knife combat and throwing knives just happened to be next on my list right beside embroidery and bellydance. There's just something so thrilling and badass about...
    Marowit Marowit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    I Love It!

    I Love the Thrill of Holding a Knife....I Love the excitememnt that it brings to me. I Love holding a knife. It always makes me feel more alive, especailly when I am holding it in my hand, and the blade is placed against the palm of my hand. I Just Love the thrill it gives me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    A Knife Poem!

    The knife in my hand takes me to a land where who was once bland is now stabbed red well. If all goes as planned my knife's blade will land one hundred thousand times in your head well.
    ThisIsNotForYou ThisIsNotForYou 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 13, 2011

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    Dagger Memories...

    I am not violent, I am a vegan...but I feel a strange power and sensuality coarse through me when I hold an ornate dagger. It's the ancient self, the Warrior Woman. I love that.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 14 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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