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I Love The Thrill Of Holding A Knife

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    Dagger Memories...

    I am not violent, I am a vegan...but I feel a strange power and sensuality coarse through me when I hold an ornate dagger. It's the ancient self, the Warrior Woman. I love that.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 16 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    My Knife Was Taken Away

    I use to have a sharp knife until I cut my finger and my wife took it away from me...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 25, 2012

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    Only To Myself.....

    The thrill of holding a knife against my wrist or leg or throat and knowing one small mistake could end it all i question myself do i want to? and the answers always yes but i never have enough strength to do so... I wanna kill myself that much is clear i've attempted that many...
    Jacquelinejanelle Jacquelinejanelle 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    Friend

    I don't know exactly how I feel when I hold a knife. I don't feel power, but I know I could do some damage. I try not to hold them because I get easily intriged by them. I can control them and make sure that they won't hurt me.I feel the need to to something with it, but I'm...
    BlakeArashi BlakeArashi 13-15 2 Responses Jun 9, 2011

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    I've Got An Urge

    OK, so I'm a Vegan, I still want to stab someone, not a lot, maybe just a couple of times to sorta get the feel. Who knows I might really get to like the sensation. Actually I'm always a nice person, heck ask any of the guys in the other cells...
    Yellowglen Yellowglen 66-70, M 3 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    I have a huge backyard going to waste here,

    so today after I got my hair done I stopped in the store next door where they sold knives... Not sure why, never owned one in my life, but now I'm the proud new owner of six awesome throwing knives... Random I know! They will sell you anything here... Obviously I had no idea...
    DarkHorse18 DarkHorse18 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    Stab, Stabing, Stabed And Stab It!

    The feeling that I get... it's just so delightful. The wanting to stab someone or just cut 'em. But the close thing that I can do is cut myself or stab a teddy bear.
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 29, 2009

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    I Love It!

    I Love the Thrill of Holding a Knife....I Love the excitememnt that it brings to me. I Love holding a knife. It always makes me feel more alive, especailly when I am holding it in my hand, and the blade is placed against the palm of my hand. I Just Love the thrill it gives me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 18, 2010

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    I'm Not Your Uncle So Get Lost!

    Not only I enjoy holding a knife, I love to hold a lot of things that could be used to hurt another being.It makes me feel powerful and safe. And even though I'm not a spiritual person, I stillĀ get thatĀ feeling that there's a spirit living in these things, a spirit with an...
    MukaiTheDifferent MukaiTheDifferent 22-25, M 4 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    My Old Friend

        I don't feel good because of pain due to neuro. damage...however, I did get a new knife in mail today!  It's a Traditional Japanese Hunter by Japanese knife maker Takeshi Saji. It has a 6" blade made with11 layer Suminagashi. The 4-1/4" handle is...
    Dewduster Dewduster 66-70, M 5 Responses Nov 23, 2009

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    Well A Girl Needs A Hobby

    As the title entitles... I figure we all do because blades can be life threatening, yet so small and light. ~ Tactical knife combat and throwing knives just happened to be next on my list right beside embroidery and bellydance. There's just something so thrilling and badass about...
    Marowit Marowit 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 11, 2011

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    A Knife Poem!

    The knife in my hand takes me to a land where who was once bland is now stabbed red well. If all goes as planned my knife's blade will land one hundred thousand times in your head well.
    ThisIsNotForYou ThisIsNotForYou 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 13, 2011

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    Steakknife Neckknife

    The first time I felt the power, I was unloading the dishwasher. My dad was being a **** to my mom who was sick. He was being childish as he usually was and only thinking of himself. He made her cry, I heard the fight in the kitchen. When my dad came out of their bedroom and was...
    araneidae araneidae 22-25, F Nov 8, 2011

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    Flip And Throw

    I get yelled at by my friends all the time because when I'm alone and thinking I flip one of my knives in the air. there's only been a few times I've dropped it and none of those I got hurt with. It helps me think and I have no idea why. But its such a mesmerizing...
    Nemesisfrank Nemesisfrank 18-21, M 11 Responses Dec 1, 2009

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    Primal

    It's a dangerous feeling I get whenever I have a knife in my hands. Animalistic, wild, tempting. But I manage to not hurt anyone, except for myself on some occasions
    ToxicRyu ToxicRyu 18-21, F Aug 3, 2012

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    I used to but our knifes are not strong enough. Anyway I went to the kitchen and grabbed a knife I kept moving it on my hand softly wanting to cut my self but I stopped and went...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 8

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    "After The Thrill Is Gone" Same dances in the same old shoes Some habits that you just can't lose There's no telling what a man might use, After the thrill is gone The flame...
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    Just about the most smart enhancements to any multitool is usually a separate knife to make use of as an alternative to the awkward pen-knife blade that's the typical multitool...
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    I love Michael Jackson. It all started when I was little. About 6 years old. This was 1998. I've heard a lot of Jackson 5 songs in different movies and on the radio and I always...
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    Richard Tiley Your arguments for both the Mora and with the Raven PK-one are succinctly and completely discussed. There was a certain number of my tongue firmly in my cheek...
    Andrew394j0xu4 Andrew394j0xu4 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    FATS DOMINO "Blueberry Hill" I found my thrill on Blueberry Hill On Blueberry Hill where I found you The moon stood still on Blueberry Hill And lingered till my dreams came true...
    sherrianna sherrianna 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    Dear Henry,“You destroy and you suffer… I often see how you sob over what you destroy, how you want to stop and just worship; and you do stop, and then a moment later...
    bijouxbroussard bijouxbroussard 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I can see you, but you can't see me I could touch you and you wouldn't even feel me Wait a second and you'll settle down I'm just waiting till you really let your guard down You...
    ambular1006 ambular1006 22-25, F Aug 12

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    Play Music "Chandelier" Party girls don't get hurt Can't feel anything, when will I learn? I push it down, push it down I'm the one "for a good time call" Phone's blowin...
    Anaaaaa345 Anaaaaa345 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    TOM JONES "Delilah" I saw the light on the night that I passed by her window I saw the flickering shadows of love on her blind She was my woman As she deceived me I watched and...
    sherrianna sherrianna 22-25, F Aug 2

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    I'm taking over my body, back in control, no more shotty, I bet a lot of me was lost, Ts uncrossed and Is undotted, I fought it a lot and it seems a lot like flesh is all I got...
    CallMeChelsea CallMeChelsea 16-17, F Aug 10

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    where to start.? first i have been abused by alot of boyfriends for not giving sex up or something stupid like that. i been cheated on for the same reason. or because they were an...
    BabyMane BabyMane 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So I recently found my knife that my mum hid from me last year in her draw I'm not sure if she's forgotten about it but I really want it back what do I do? Should I take it or...
    SassyTheBro SassyTheBro 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Hi, I'm Aaron. I found this website while wandering slowly across the internet, searching for random stuff. Then I joined, and found a bunch of supportive people who are also gay...
    Lemmebe Lemmebe 13-15, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    blink 182 LYRICS "All The Small Things" All the small things True care, truth brings I'll take one lift Your ride best trip Always I know You'll be at my show Watching...
    sherrianna sherrianna 22-25, F Aug 4

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    in the last few months my boss had become interested in dying my hair. he has teased me about it, asking me if i wanted to find out if blondes had more fun. he also started asking...
    hairwash59 hairwash59 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 5

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    "When I'm with you My whole world stands still. You're my one and only thrill." - "You're My One And Only Thrill" by Melody Gardot
    jessiretro jessiretro 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I haven`t yet worked out where to place this yet, but it will probably be under "I love my wife", or a site somewhere on these lines. IF you start to read this experience you MUST...
    0utlander 0utlander 56-60, M Aug 9

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    "Gotta Be Somebody" This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real...
    LittleConfessions LittleConfessions 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    WISH YOU WERE HERE BY FLEETWOOD MAC There's distance between us And you're on my mind As I lay here in the darkness I can find no peace inside I wish you were here holding me...
    Nataliefosterdoglover Nataliefosterdoglover 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    *written months ago* She walked up to him The mask of all is demons reflected back at him from her face Taunting him to come at her An elusive reflection of himself He held it all...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 31-35 6 days ago

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    We met at an event.. A year ago .. If a year ago you would've told me that today I would've been crazy in love with that man I would've laugh at you .. And on top of that, I...
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Black dahlia I loved you, you made me hate me. You gave me hate, see? It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, every time you tried to seal that. You...
    theghostswww theghostswww 13-15, M Jul 22

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    Lee Ann Womack - The Fool Lyrics You don't know me but I know who you are Mind if I sit down Do I look familiar if I don't well I should I'm sure you've seen me around I know...
    sherrianna sherrianna 22-25, F Jul 31

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    Alright so...since you all know I like girls. And yes done it with a chick. Only one and first chick ever. We all know College experiences in college. One time and you move on...
    peacejenni peacejenni 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    Oh mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head And as I climb into an empty bed Oh well, enough said I know it's over still I cling I don't know where else I can go, mother...
    MacabreCannibal MacabreCannibal 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    "Love Interruption" for the ones tortured by a bad marriageJack white"Love Interruption"I want love to: roll me over slowly,Stick a knife inside me, and twist it all around.I want...
    wiseprotector wiseprotector 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
    MartinIsInLove MartinIsInLove 16-17, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
    MartinIsInLove MartinIsInLove 16-17, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
    MartinIsInLove MartinIsInLove 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Suzies got your number Suzie ain't your friend Look who took you under With seven inches sin Blood is in the dance floor Blood is on her knife Suzies got your number And Suzie...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 1 Response