Darkness wraps it's arms around the light
Darkness casts it's shadow across my mind
Darkness readies for a fight
How much longer can I stand
Before I fall into the sand
im a murderer
in the high 3 degree
my acts I always take them further
I keel you if you agree
or not I won't care
I like to torture
you will just stand and stare
If there was a time I wanted you to burn
This is it the moments come now.
And yet the ache still twists and completely turns.
Even though I made a home I lost the fucken house...
darkness surrounds the fears of my past
Death lurks around every corner ..no boast
Could this be the very end
I just may think so my sweetest friend
Darkness takes over
Control or be controlled
Control or be controlled
I'll just swallow your soul
swallow that sweet soul
Bind you and tie you down
Gag you and bring you down
Don't worry my little...
Death has a sting that only lasts
Circling around a memory past
Death swoops in and takes a soul
Floods unravel.. if truth be told
Death is dark and grabs you quick
As i lay here halve dead
Wondering why my life is such a mess
As from my wrist drops something red
Why does life makes me feel so worthless
Seeing everyone happy...
this has been floating around in my head. been playing with it all day.
"I watch the blood pour out from my veins, the sharp razor blade, the feeling of knowing the desire has...
Streams of rain falling down my face
Keep my mouth shut .. Take my place
Something inside wants to snap
Is that the right way to react ?
My heart fell out again and...
Dec. 26, 2014
Please flee wicked brain
Driving me ..quite insane
Can't fathom anymore pain
Pulsing beats.. Down the drain
Crying is easy for the weak
Logical reasons don't keep...
I wake up with a big head ache
there is an itch in my head
so I scratch it till I am satisfied
but wait I feel my hand wet
so I look and it is all red
dripping blood on my carpet...
The next drop
I can only see
What I am not
I can't do it
It will go wrong
Living is hard
Just can't go on
I'm tired of this
Too much pain
I can't endure this
the thoughts keep pounding in my head, let us go let us out they cry and whimper, the knifed sharp blade silences them thus for who knows when the next round will begin
No name -16 feb. 2013
Had a chance to glide over my stream of solitude
Shattered pieces of my strength catch the wind briskly
No backbone left in my delicate heart
This mirror here holds no reflection
The image is there; it ceases connection
I ball up my fists.. As tight as can be
I shatter this mirror before I can see
My fists all bloody...