which was never near
with those eyes so lonely and a soul full of fear
and showed those lanterns floating
in the sky with the stars waiting
for their long lost to sing once again
for their old soul to be young once again.
And when the rain came down crying loud
for the hell of it.
I haven't done that in a very long time.,
Let's each lay out our life and tell of it.
Let's make it surreal... sublime.
I'll bring some trust and some issues,
and you bring some trust of your own.
We can share our hopes, dreams and wishes,
and have keys to...
guide me through this endless night
And give me the strength to fight
Until morning's light
Will you watch me fail
And be the light in the dark
Can you stay strong when I am weak
Be my faith when I have none
Is yours the voice of courage
That whispers "Pick yourself up, carry...
The clown for once did turn his frown,
and before he realized a drop fell down,
saved his soul from the life it slurred
with all love and the music never heard..
( The Clown that Night Did Smile so Bright )
Even the friendly tears shone
with all fears now gone
THINGS WE DON,T SAY?
FEELINGS AND MEMORIES LOCKED DEEP INTO PRIVATE CORRIDORS,
UNLOCKED ONLY FOR OURSELVES TO VIEW IN MOMENTS OF UNGUARDED REFLECTION.
TRULY WE ARE OFTEN MORE THAN ONE PERSON, PROTECTING…DEFLECTING.
WHAT IS THE VALUE OF THOUGHT THAT CAN BE ONLY SEEN BY...
it's just stacked lines
sometimes it's banal and trite
I break the academic rules
and write songs to be sung by fools
Maybe I don't suffer enough
to write about tragedy and love
I call it bad poetry
maybe I'm out of touch
there is such a thing as too much subtlety
Two, three, four
I fell to the floor
I didn't see you leave
You didn't see my tears
I never had chance to settle
To let go
Never told me why?
You meant more to me
Than you will ever no
How low you could go
I now think I no
You pushed me away
Your life will...
once held anothers soul.
It was soft and warm and kind
I was his and he was mine.
We played and laughed and loved so much
We couldn't get enough of us.
Time stood still for years and years
Or maybe minutes was what I feared.
Till the day my tears did fall
They took my friend...
and said to me,
Good morning Sir what shall it be?
Riches, fortune; what say you?
Perhaps I will grant you this day too.
Look upon my shining face.
Hardship, hurt… I can erase.
A grievance thus I might repair?
Something that is only fair?
The morning sky then turned to black...
Hearing the angels sing in the windFeel them tugging at my heartstringsShowing me the way to feel alive and freeIs this the way to my destinyFollowing the sounds of their melodyI will gladly give them my wanton heartThey soar so high holding it tightCovering me with love as they...
have been a place of sanctuary and respite. A warm quilted floral bedspread adorned the bed, and atop were several pillows to adjust just right before falling into sultry dreamy slumber. The usual keepsakes and mementos of days long since passed were here and there save one...
There are thousands of members on EP
And we all have a CIRCLE of Friends
If I include you and you include me
We all form a Circle without any ends !
In a sense all our Circles are one
my Circle your Circle some big and some small
They all interlock and it goes on and on
which to retreat.
Thank you for the sacrilege
that makes me incomplete.
Make way for peace and better days;
find solace in the fact
that you can't ever change your ways;
or the judgement that you lacked.
Your chemical imbalance wreaks
havoc on your life's desire.
colors of the rainbow? Most eyes see a vibrant world painted by the full color spectrum soaking up the light prisms as they cast wavelengths of different variations and shades to create primary and secondary colors. The chapters of my life story are colorblind. My world consists...
This one i wrote in my high school days
JUST A KISS........
The gift from a mother to her new born child,
when she comes near the face of the soft n the mild.
If you name it,
Its just a kiss.
The present from a father, keeping his lips emotionally,
On the forehead of his daughter...
slightly better effect.
'Could i have you attention. if you do not mind. i want to hear your views on what you think of this here rhyme.
i find it rather clever do you not think so too. i only spent an hour trying to type this up for you.
I hold it not against you. that you...
lord to endure
To protect my child so sweet and so pure
Free from harm I wish him to keep
And pleasant dreams each night as he sleeps.
To love and lead as good parents do
To never forget to say "i love you"
To give and receive throughout daily life
To handle with honor all...
but a dream
What the world calls real
For the soul knows
That beauty is ageless
That there is no time
There are only words
It is too real
Among those who forgot
The music in their souls
Who drowned it out
And refuse to hear
The laughter or the tears...
Dragging my soul downwards
Making me doubt my worth
Making me accept the unacceptable
Pitiful, time wasted
So much joy, lost
Pain came in like a flood
Tears arrived to cleanse my soul
Relief soon followed restoring truth
the colored canvas's in my mind;
the sun the sea the land beneath,
every thing upon which you've shined
your revealing light becomes belief.
Touch, the silent message born of love;
another gift from life to life;
to know the softness of the skin;
to know the sharpness of the...
Reliving the hell we brought on ourselves
Chained by past deeds too awful to tell
Trapped here and denied eternal peace
We roam these halls most days alone
With eyes that stare but cannot see the light
And wail out our misery in silence
We can no longer touch the...
Through my fingers,
Like water draining
Down the sink drain,
Like sand through my gloves
Live slips slowly away
I can feel it,
Like dust through my hands
Losing it all,
Feeling it melt
All is going,
All is gone
Life is drifting,
When you are feeling weak
The voice of courage
And the quiet calm
That wraps around you like a balm
You are more than you think
You're the light in my dark
My walk in the park
You give me that spark
To carry on when all is lost
No matter what the cost
TOTAL LOOK - BOOTS ~ MINI ~ HAIR ~ JACKET ~ BAG
I love wearing sexy boots
in Autumn, Winter, Spring
Especially with my minis
it makes my hormones sing
SHORT BOOTS WITH PATTERNED TIGHTS ~ SEXY !
Short boots accentuate the calf
and make the legs look super
Be careful boys you...
when my mind is flying with thoughts of you
nay...these are the times a pencil just won't do
nor a Bic, nor a laptop, nor glittery glue.
Only the Calligraphy pen will suffice
It makes things look thrice as nice
slick and shiny like black ice
It's loops and swirls
Was I right?Was I wrong?Was I weak?Was I strong?Do I know?Do I have?Am I lack?My thoughts, my life,my feelings, my strife..Your thoughts, your masks,your likes, your tasksWhat is IN these, what is there?They are not me, they are not you..I am you, and you are me,there is NO other...
Love can hurt, love can kill, love can change the way you feel. Love can grow and turn to be strong. Love can last very long.
Love can bring you amazing things, like marriage plans and wedding rings. Love can be described in many ways, and my love for you, always...
I love her; how much she'll never know
She stands on a rainbow in the sky
I touch her softly just with my eye
But kiss her soul and say goodbye.
Until sun and rain do meet again
My heart will wait to fly.
We never know what lies ahead,
We will not know what’s in store.
We can’t predict our healthy days,
Or when we’re at death’s door.
But together we have faced the test,
And the struggles that came our way.
Although some of those times were rough,
tierd thats pretty clear
Ive held on tight for quite too long
But letting go makes me more strong
A love thats wasnt meant to be
It left me crying on my knees
It left me gasping for some air
Thats how it felt when you wernt there
It made my life feel like its over
its Like an...
that nothing is free
But, I disagree
The gifts we are given
We often overlook
Missing out on the wonder
The beauty all around
For the night sky
The moon and the stars
Are all ours to look at
I think, sometimes
Ungrateful for these wonders
We make ourselves lonely
We despair of...
Or show her that you cared?
Would you take away the pain?
Somewhere in there,
There's a woman hidden
Her life's just a midden
She needs some care
She's had quite a scare
The scars run deep
And trust doesn't run cheap
Doesn't take much for her to fall in a heap
And she can't...
BLUE DIRECTOIRE KNICKERS
TWEED PERFUME (I'M MUCH TOO YOUNG !)
SLIPPERS (SAVE THEM 'TILL I'M 90 !)
SET OF PANS (I'M A MICROWAVE QUEEN)
ELECTRIC BLANKET (I'VE GOT MY FRIENDS TO KEEP ME WARM)
MONEY (IT SHOWS YOU HAVE NO IMAGINATION)
A BOOB JOB (YOU CAN'T IMPROVE ON PERFECTION)A...
Chambers still void to me,
The script I write is yet more talk,
Blinding my walk with thee.
Surprise it me… to know yet thus,
The plans laid years before,
My carefully crafted beam and truss,
Behind an old locked door.
Alas, the hinges rusty still,
Began to creak once more...
Sweet words that meant nothing
Only words typed on a screen
Your silence became deafening
You left me hungry
Waiting on you
You had no real investment
Plenty of fools to choose from
You will simply find another
Naive and hungry person
Never feeling sorry
For the heartache...
She will hold dear his earthly desires
A woman in love wants her man to be fulfilled,
She honors him and bestows joy in his life every day
When a woman loves a man,
In her loving arms, he finds sanctuary.
He and she celebrate their passion
They are one in mind and...
MATURE LADIES are always well groomed
They always look and scent beautiful
They love to be kissed and pleasured
They really appreciate the attention of a nubile Girl
They are never in a hurry making love
They are very experienced with YIN & YANG
They have lovely boudoirs & never...
and I, and coffee flavored love.
The silence between the words was heavy
with an undertone of doubt.
Something she was hesitant to say
was fighting it's way from mind to mouth.
lovely lips parted to a broken sound
that became words- that became a eulogy
"I do not want a man who...
how we were meant to be
I saw your hurt, I felt your pain
I wanted nothing but to see you
Left me broken & hollow
How could anyone be that shallow!
Through your lies I read your fears
They cut you deep
Like sharpened spares
I have most often wondered.
Why can't I let me be?
The past is past,
Why can't I bury the past?
Years gone by they haunt me still.
I push them away,
I've had my fill.
Yesterdays will not release me from their covens pot of brewing...
My torment fleeting but never leaving
Damaged heart slowly fading into the depth of empty years
The stillness echoes in my ears deafening and turning my thoughts into madness.
As I sit waiting for the moment of my passing, my tears fall as rain.
Rain of regrets showers down my...
my love, if you ever do appear
Not be afraid to boldly kiss your mouth
To take you in my arms
To let you know how much
I want you
I would, my love, if you ever do appear
Abandon all I know
For this one chance at love
I would run into your embrace
I would, my love, if...
Of the mind, in fractions.
Birth of insanity
Yet this mind
seldom does realize,
When metal pierces
The body cracks in remorse's.
When no vanity exists
Then only will love persist
We're weak, fragile we are
only love will carry us far.
Rest is all a...
swifts thoughts turned to words in a venomous raid.
Provoke not my wit, intelligence and wisdom,
for mentally annihilating is infamous in my kingdom.
My arm may be weak, but fear it you should,
for its extension of steel, cuts through any shield of wood.
with the power of...
For a marriage
That died a long time ago
We kept the corpse
Would not let go
Afraid of a misery we did not know
The air was stifling
As it rotted
We tried are best
To carry on
As if the corpse
Just kept on
Covering it with flowers
The time came
nice cool grass,
Soaked in chill dew
The morning spring dew
Like new rain from above
Slightly wets the grass blades
And each cool plant sliver,
each cool blade of green
Are part of a larger lawn
Shining in cool sunlight
Prior to the midday heat
And standing tall and thin
now named, ''An Enigmas War''
I stand there, glancing across the plain,
I see just across no man's land,
My dark side, my hatred, and pain,
I draw my sword with a bellowing cry,
''Courage! Valour! Justice! Today our foes die!''
So I lead the charge, and both sides clash,
Thought we had finished the danced
But out of the blue
When the tune started to flew
A prolonged silence so mute
oh so slowly it unraveled the truth
That we.. We loved but then would split
That I.. I discovered as realization hit
You took me but shook me off of your...
I rose to face the blue,
20 summers come and gone,
The best years that I knew.
A dusty vault sealed long ago,
Creaks open as light floods in.
Memories of crushing bitterness,
Of dreams I did not win.
Snapshots of carefree summer days,
Of years we've spent apart,
GOD was in a dilemma about ADAM
He had created him in his own likeness
a sort of DEMI-GOD ! Upright - strong
single minded - handsome - hairy - quite
intelligent - bossy - adventuresome but not
quite self sufficient - something missing !
GOD had to some extent modelled ADAM...
can't always be what we want
Our hearts are bound to be broken
We are bound to be lost
We are bound to be confused
Lies are a cloud of smoke
before you fall off the cliff
It is the illusion of safety
before you burn
Because you will burn
And it will scar
Once my light was full to the brim
But now it is black and looms
I feel it's presence rising
Making itself known to all
I feel my body writhing
Too painful to stand and to angry to fall
My wounds of sadness throb
I feel them beating
Like the heart whose light got robbed...
My mind slips away as I lose my identity. Wrapped in a universe of pain knowing I must wake and face my fears. Passion pulled from the moment of inception leaving a void of uncertainty. How do I wake, how do I face my morning. My heart crushed by the desire of your tender...