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I Love What Hurts the Most

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 26 People

    It's Almost Like a Deathwish.

    I tend to be self-sabotaging. I cause problems in my own life because When i fix them it makes me a stronger person, which i enjoy. I also tend to do stupid stuff that endagers my life a little just to get that feeling of invincibilty when I survive.
    EntrepGuy EntrepGuy 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 27, 2007

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    Well I Did

    Until that bottomfeeding ******* was singing it ..  GRRRRRR Now it makes me want to vomit ... he does have a nice voice though .
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 11, 2008

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    Too Mnay Vices

    I was just telling my boyfriend that it seems like everything bad for me is the things that I love. I seem to be attracted to a wild crazy lifestlye. I turn away from anything stable.
    jesipooh23 jesipooh23 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 21, 2007

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    And it made me never want to love someone like that ever again. I'd actually met this guy when we were both in first grade. He and I attended the same elementary school for a while...
    Curlatte3845 Curlatte3845 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Heavy steps in the hallway, bad day No words tell me everything when you get home I know that it's the best if I'm on my own for awhile You've got enough to think about, where do I...
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