Too numb to feel emotions
Only thoughts that have no voice
Sound decisions only mixed emotions
And self-deception becomes my drug of choice
I feel like my heart would die if it knew what my mind was thinking
And I'm scared that if I leave I will see the holes you filled
A terrible image I had of you
But when face to face I'm all confused
And now I don't even know what's true
But looking to my default I numb out too
But I see the way that you yell at her
And I see the way that she shuts down
You expect her to draw near to you
But with little left...
One wrong move and I'll be dead
It's held in the hands of those I love
The people that I'll never be free of
Always watching what I do and say
Making me hide my true self away
I have to be the "perfect daughter"
Pretend I'm strong, don't let me falter
For if I ever do...
Omg, so I've had writer's block for about two months. Well, I was having a cup of coffee @ my sister's house a couple of days ago when I decided that I was gonna go upstairs and "Zone out". Well, right place right time I guess. She has a poster of a tiger made out of flames...
Both my parents are musicians But neither of them actually write music..I can't remeber when I started but when I say how I feel it just comes out that way.I've never shared any of my songs or poetry before but i may post some here
Hey everyone. Im katie, my big reason for being on this website is to meet new people, and also for the military groups. I am a military girlfriend. I have been writing music and poetry since i was about 10. I would just jot down my thoughts and they would turn into poems or...
Zach’s Channel 1 Suite Lyrics
Between work and school man there aint much else to do. Mental struggle for the time, can someone give me a clue. There never seem to be enough time, to please all of you. It’s hard to get it right, when you struggle doing...
Zach’s Lyrics Four Tet
My Angel Rocks Back and Forth
Hey Zach, are you okay?
Hey bud what’s going on?
Is everything alright?
Things are not okay
Everything is messed up
I just want this feeling to go
Please will you make it go?
When will this...
please, just go to bed
Can't you see your unwanted
Stop pushing your luck
Or you'll end up stuck
Nobody loves your lousy self
Except the blades which rest on the shelf
I have an idea for a reminder
A stress relief and thought unwinder
Take a blade through your skin
And let out...
As I stare dejected at the wall
The tears stream down my face
My childish dreams they shatter to the floor
Now lost in this place
This leaves me suspicious of myself
Who else is there to blame
I'm just an addict trying all the drugs
And now hope seems in vain
Now hope seems in...
I said I could love you
And I said you could trust me
But how could I promise
Something I don't believe
Cause now I'm the one that you need saving from
So don't blame yourself for these things that I've done
Cause IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII-IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII-IIIIIIIII don't know...
Screams ring through that air
And everything starts slowing down
And I cant remember where I was before
Cause I cant even believe that I am here
And all I can do is stare at the wall
And all I can do is hide
And when it gets to be too much
So I run, I run
'Til my legs...
---- (I) ----
When I cry .
I cry with I
I shelter I
I embrace I
I cradle I
And when I walk
I walk with I
My path is alone
My step is with I
When I need love
Someone to dream with
Someone to talk to
My phone is not ringing
No knock on my door...
No one knows I'm crying
No on ever cares
No on knows inside, I'm secretly dying
People only see the happy outside version of me
No one can see the broken me that hides inside
No one can tell the things I wonder endlessly
No one knows, because I lied
I need to feel the wind at my back
And see the lights of this town in my rear view mirror.
I'm tired of walking the streets
And trying to find reasons to live.
And the odds of this life
Are to high in this game that I'm playing.
It's time to slow down and find me my home