that I feel the need, to stop myself trying and never succeed. I don't fit in and never will, not with therapy or magic pills. It feels so wrong to do as I'm told, I wanna be warm in a world full of cold. My head hurts for the world and all of its sadness, am I the sane one in a...
Clouds that gather form shadows in the deep desert of life. Bright and brilliant flashes of light pierce the sky and divide the heavenly atmosphere in half as angels sing with majestic song of praise, hope and dreams. Never will there be a destructive thunderstorm again. It is...
and soul of a person! They express our feelings, experiences, thoughts, actions and everything about us in the most beautiful way. They reveal the greatest and least of us, the best and worse, the simple and complex...
if I were perfect
I’d still be imperfect
Imperfect to me
So because I’m imperfect
Why strive for perfection
If my perfect imperfections
Are all I can see?
I may try to be perfect
To say the right thing
But it is so unrealistic
To be perfect in things
So why search for...
scars on my wrist,
No one understands me,
My life is at risk
Waiting everyday for the worst
With a razor blade in my hand.
I can't wait until my life ends
At school I hang my head low,
Always feeling ashamed.
Always making actions of slicing their wrists,
The only reason is,
An attraction so transcendent,
And truly rare?
Our souls together
Will give us no choice.
Time will stand still,
When I hear your voice.
If fate has its way
Your eyes will meet mine,
Lost in forever
We will travel past time.
Then, long awaited
Our hands will touch...
if you don't, I don't mind. You don't have to be me and self love seems so hard to find.
Every single day I used to look in the mirror, a stranger staring back at me.
Confusion, a delusion, who I was isn't what I'm gonna be.
People search for love in all the wrong places, a...
that leads to overthinking and sadness.
A delusion preoccupies, push aside the reality, believing lies.
Confusion develops, confusing others.. A dirty mind, longing to embrace another.
A beautiful face to honour the name, petite, polite, simply put a delight.
A girl worth a...
Leaving me with sweet memories that I couldn't help but miss.
Your silhouette is forever etched into my thoughts
dancing, twisting, making me blush.
As I walk the busy streets, thoughts of you flood my mind
and fill my stomach with butterflies. Why do I smile when...
back to you,
back to us, and all the good times we had…together.
When nothing felt better than being in your arms,
when you were the brightest light in my sky.
I try my best to move on, but these memories paralyse me.
I am a prisoner of my mind; held hostage by what I...
are not all the same
Some walk with pride, some walk with shame
There are so many, that are all about hate
For no rhyme or reason, they discriminate
People will judge those, that aren't like the rest
I hope that Karma, give's them it's best
Those that judge others, those...
Who would I have to be
To slip into your arms; for you to make sweet love to me.
Must I climb the highest cliff; swim along the ocean floor
Crawl over broken glass - would you demand that I do more?
Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws
Pull me to your chest...
this is something i wrote about a recent break up of mine. please enjoy and give me tips.
I wonder if it’s possible to die from broken heart. The tears and the sleepless nights all wasted on you and wondering what I did wrong. What did I do wrong? I tried to be...
first you don't succeed, try and try again
Quitters never win and winners never quit
We learn to move forward in shadows of our defeat
I live in the agony of reality
Stuck in the mold of my mind
I wish to bloom, to grow, to escape
Freedom lies beyond the pearly gates
but I am constantly comparing myself to other writers. Recently I met a girl who I dated for a few weeks and she is such a phenomenal writer that it made me insecure. I wish I could just be confident in my writing.
Most can't see this cause their too busy being entertain. Comprehension is not needed as it use to be. Many wonder why there's a division & lost of unity. Imagination is rare cause everybody brain running wild. Thinking on your own is going out of style. Not that many are waking...
Rushed back into my head,
As I lie back down,
Getting ready to go to bed,
Flashbacks of my life,
Fears of my past,
Returning back to me,
As time seems to move so fast,
Hours are as moments,
My life just flies right by,
Afraid of my future,
Tears within my eyes,
Not only recording, but forging the books,
A Loremancers work is never done,
Pouring soul into the tomes within.
I travel far and wide, across this land,
Seeking stories of others, and writing them when I can,
Many friends and foes, have crossed my path,
Telling of great deeds...
will it go down like lost lovers suspended in a sea of gravity?
I'M NOT ALONE, I DON'T NEED WINGS, I DON'T WANT YOUR COMPANY!
All these things I wish I could believe,
but not even the laziest man can lie forever.
My heart beats lonelier than vacant basements,
Ya hear tires screeching & some steep speakers bumpin
You've just been hit in a drive bye
So much blood coming out you thinking for sure you going to die
Them the same cats you had a beef with a week ago & now they finally gotcha
All because you wouldn't roll...
man with his own invention
When we're together it's like fire and ice
Leaving traces behind even though we never fight
I know escaping with a mad man is a risk
But isn't that what life is?
He never tells me where we're going, never tells me why
Just says I only know...
You're smile when you talk
The way your lips hold my name and every wish I could ever make
Every wish granted with the touch of your kis.
Oh how I remember your palm against mine
Our fingers intertwined
The secrets we continue to share
A love that is all mine...
Like prisms thrown off the sidewalk
Worthless, vanishing off the track
That is the way most spirits lack.
Clutching the letter in your hands
Reading the last remnants of my rants
Dissipating with a sweet 'Yours Truly'
I dissolve in a path considered unruly.
But here I will tell you as best I can.
Every starring part in every smash hit play
Every flake of snow that falls on Christmas Day.
Every ray of sun; Every drop of rain
Every Lover's heart; Every goal that wins the game.
Every mother's son; Every Father's...
assault me....it's never pleasant.
Blitzkieg of my conscience, Panzers fueled by Hell-fire, bring forth a deadly front to a pincer closing around steel residents.
Trying to escape the claw is nigh impossible, as I writhe in my sleep.
Commanders of this blight speak in...
Would you blush and agree or simply run away?
I'm scared to end up all alone, but not so much that I cannot see
That being alone is better than the inability to feel free.
I value truth to silence although both are sometimes required.
However my thoughts are restless...
and your mind just freezes
I am in the middle of writing a song and I got one bar dow and I've been sitting here for the last three hours figuring out how to start the second bar.
So i figure it out two lines in to that bar and my mind is like freeze again
Damn Damn Dan...
will you remember when we first kissed.... What makes me laugh...
I remember you watching me put on my make up and i will never forget the way you used to look at me, I remember when you smell me, how you kissed and held me in your arms, I felt protected, loved.
Now that those...
filled with an earthly high. I realize that the stars are amazing just has to be the reason why l can't stop gazing. Not too many raw humans "living" but too many "people" just existing. I'm listening, listening to the nature sounds, crickets, owls & the wolf just hound. It's...
It's about self harm.
It calls me closer, its calls me near
"Just once and it'll be over"
Death whispers in my ear
Irresistible is its sweet entice
Staring down, which one to slice,
I observe my previous tries
My unseen hurt and earlier cries
No peace in my...
(at least the ones that have actually been published) have all been written when I was in a treatment center in Utah. During the 2 years I was there, I wrote over 100 poems, and was able to get 7 published. I have been writing poetry since the 7th grade, but I quit for a long...
as the sweet tune of swirling madness shines through the night air. The beaten, broken, damned, and lost are guided by it, to an empty ashen square. There the roaring fire burns, their like moths they live and breath, the flickering flames not quite touching them as they do...
shouldn't feel this way nor should it confused
A caring heart was attack by infidelity
No song can cure this heart not even a melody
The heart is aching & beating fast
The feeling doesn't stop & your wondering how much longer will this last
Tears falling uncontrollably down...
keep the love in ur heart
As that mask it grows heavier each day
Shackled to the past on a ship with no mast, flotsam n jetsam
On the HMS bed as thoughts race through my head, the mattress getting thinner each day, that's just a metaphor, **** you know the real score...
live a life make believe, in the end we will all turn to dust.
So be caring and giving, cos life is for living as we age and our bones start to rust.
If you don't take that dive, that one risk to survive, you'll regret it when you're old and grey
So just jump in head first, and...
puppy; tender yet guarded in your excitement. I felt your lips upon mine, the kiss I had waited a lifetime to receive. The memory lingers like a tingling torture. Oh my heart sings such joy each time my mind wanders to you; can you hear my heart singing the sweetest love songs...
Another broken life
But it's too late
For the angel is made of stone
Flesh and bone cold
Pulse no longer beating
The angel will stand
In a forest of stone
I want to see your sorrow and heartbreak and you at your worst.
To show you that even in darkness there is a light
I want to see all the bad about you.
But before all that can happen
So that you can and will come out stronger
I want to help you
If I were to help you...
My face has two halves,
One covered by a mask.
And they've seen what's behind that mask.
It scares them and has hurt them.
I've trusted and relaxed myself,
Just to see myself hurt them.
I always know what happens before it does,
But I don't/can't stop it.
And I always feel...
someone you look at for long,
I am not what people may consider pleasing to the eye
But someone that receives glances and thoughts wondering what went wrong.
I refuse to give in to the masses
Following the footsteps of others is not me,
But creating a path that none other...
Break this red and,
When did thee goth,
For salvation I had,
Red will be the flame,
I will be thee road,
I will be thee mountain,
I will be thee hand and,
I will be thee blossom,
I will be thee patient,
For when did this blued...
steady breaking cause our love is so fake
You lied & cheated on me constantly
Your trust went out the door along with your honesty
How much more pain can l endure
When i'm constantly pondering if I'm loved or not when your actions are unsure
Smile during the day even when I...
as the days go by him and I are becoming closer,
It seems right now that we are as one like a team
And as that nights fly by we are even closer.
He takes my hand and I except
Fifteen pills before I sleep is to insure that I don't wake up,
Fifteen pills I take to get rid of...
To embrace with yours in a tender kiss,
You're the ultimate distraction,
There's an undeniable attraction.
There's a longing upon my skin,
To be touched by your gentle fingetips,
I want the satisfaction,
Of this undeniable attraction.
There's a sin upon my mind,
To be touched in...
that you didn't break isn't an easy task. When a heart is flawed, it's hard to let anyone get close to you, for fear they may cause further damage. I helped him put the pieces back together and in return, he stole my heart. Stole maybe isn't the right word...he had my heart for...
Let the stars fall into the sunset like you told me you’d always be there.
From the day that I met you until that final tear was cried, I always knew that you were mine.
I let the world decide for my heart; decisions I let no longer be my own.
You were the light for me in this...