I Love Xanax

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 339 People

    A story of hope.

    I started using xanax in high school, just for fun. Never did I EVER think I'd end up becoming addicted and struggling with life. I've had seizures while trying to stop using this drug. I wrecked two cars while on this drug. I went to jail and I'm now facing a DUI while on this...
    keeptruckinon keeptruckinon
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2012

    Summer Fling

    I was against anti anxiety or depression medication for two main reasons one was I wasn't ready to accept I needed that much help second was I knew I am the addictive type. But when I had my third panic attack I was at work, my body was twitching for several days, I was anxious...
    theoutcaster theoutcaster
    26-30, F
    Aug 14, 2013

    So Pretty

    I love xanax. it is my friend. if I could take it all day everyday I would.  It makes my breathing and heart rate so slow my heart will stop.  but I love the feeling it gives me.  like i'm floating even though i'm barely walking around.  I...
    sacredvision sacredvision
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Feb 28, 2009


    I have been diagnosed with bi-polar and severe anxiety issues at the age of 14. It caused me alot of problems in school and later at my jobs, I been in treatment for so long I honestly think that all the mental hospitals and other treatment programs have in some ways made me feel...
    bugsy64 bugsy64
    46-50, M
    2 Responses May 21, 2012

    I was robbed at gunpoint a year ago,

    it was very violent. My boyfriend was killed. This Med seems to be the only thing that helped. Just moved back to s fl area and can't seem to find here.
    funinfl13 funinfl13
    41-45, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    anyone got let me know.

    I moved to a new town and am 27 nd have panic attacks. and just need something
    lindsaynunez lindsaynunez
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2015

    Xanax Is My Serenity

    I was never one to take medicine. If I had a headache, I would just deal with it. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when I was 16 years old and never did I follow the doctors recommendations for my medicine. Then my father died. My best friend in the whole world passed away...
    xanax18249 xanax18249
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Feb 5, 2009

    Love taking this stuff

    while at work. Makes me do a better job. Only thing is I have to watch what I say because I tend to speak my mind and not give a flying **** about anyone while taking this.
    dank714 dank714
    22-25, M
    Jun 11, 2014

    I Just Love Them1

    pleasedontleavemeineedyouzany pleasedontleavemeineedyouzany
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 19, 2009

    Tried It For Jet Lag

    Was in Thailand on vacation, and popped into the pharmacy to see if they had something to help me sleep on the over 20 hour flight home.First thing the pharmacist offers me is something called "alprazolam".  1 mg.  6 of them.  I asked what they were, she just said.... you'll...
    libertyblue libertyblue
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2011

    looking fo online sites where i can get 2mg generic alprazolam

    So i love xanax it helps my anxiety so much my doc had me on 2mg clonazepam for three months and i told him lets try this alprozolam. i told him i reserched it and its half life is shorter and acts faster and thats what i suffer from. Panic attacks, i cant even be around alot...
    lane89 lane89
    9 Responses Mar 25, 2012

    I Have It If You Want It :d

    Send me a pm. I ship. and very discreet even can do free samples. :]
    MidwestExxpress MidwestExxpress
    26-30, M
    10 Responses Dec 14, 2012

    Love It...even Though It Almost Killed Me

    Xanax is a great drug if you can handle it. The problem for me is, when I take it it makes me feel so good I take more...and more. About 10 years ago it put me in a coma for 3 days. I was out drinking with a buddy and took too much. I know, I know, thats the worst thing you can...
    berrypicker berrypicker
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jun 4, 2009


    the first day i ever took a xanax i was 15, and i remember that night like it was yesterday. as stupid as it sounds, because by all accounts i shouldn't remember anything. but i remember everything. i was with all of my old friends from high school, most of them were already...
    maybemaybenot123 maybemaybenot123
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

    Styx Whats The Best

    I waanted to know If any one could recommend the best type of Xanax/alprazolam to buy? There are so many and so many colors to choose from. I live in NYC and am prescribed 2mg 120 a month. Also is there actually a legit place on line I can buy them with out being ripped off , it...
    Samuel7281 Samuel7281
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2012


    Someone gives it to me, sometimes.  I'll have it and take it regularly for several days, and then I'll run out and go a couple weeks without.  If I had access to it all the time, I know I would become addicted.  It makes things more manageable...it makes me...
    eromreven eromreven
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2008
    Reynastaxx Reynastaxx
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 6, 2014

    Have suffered acute general anxiety,

    since I was a kid. Learned about Xanax from a friend, and then went to the doctor, for a Rx. I take as prescribed, and I finally feel almost like a "normal" person. I will stay on Xanax, at least until I retire, as it allows me to function, without being a complete spaz. I find...
    SarahLearningToSmile SarahLearningToSmile
    Sep 9, 2014

    Never Giving Up My Xanax

    Hey new here but this is my story. I started xanis few years ago and before I found these I was messed up! I had unreal anxiety from bad past Expierences and was pretty sure was gonna have to go to a hospital. I finally broke down and asked my docc for somethin anything to stop...
    4barmaniac 4barmaniac
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jul 1, 2012

    My Happy Pill

    I take xanax for my panic attacks, and I have to say it works wonderful for me:) I am so happy that my doctor put me on it, I have not had a problem with it since I started taking it.
    DyinToBeLoved DyinToBeLoved
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 24, 2008

    Ok so I had just come out to my mom

    who Cried when I told her I was gay right? And righter after that i had my friends wedding and felt like I was gonna die the whole time (emotional ****) and without Xanax I would have ruined my friends entire wedding because my anxiety could have made me have a freaking seizure...
    asterwesley asterwesley
    18-21, M
    Apr 28, 2015

    Love It... But....?

    I need answer to this question. I just started Alprazolam (Xanax) almost 3 weeks ago for depression and anxiety. I was loving the way I was feeling: Confident No anxiety No depression I got this because of hashimoto's disease which has symptoms of depression and anxiety. So... I...
    NotFunAnymore NotFunAnymore
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

    I'm 2 months with no xanax

    and i used to take like 7 a day for a cool 2 years. i'm dying without one :(
    SativaDiva710 SativaDiva710
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 15, 2015

    A Prisoner Locked Up Behind Xanax Bars

    I first tried Xanax last month. I have to say, it was the most amazing high ever. My anxiety melted away, and I was so incredibly content and happy. Though it was my first time taking it, I was able to swallow a full bar without any problems, and probably could have handled...
    OblitusAuri OblitusAuri
    22-25, F
    9 Responses May 10, 2010


    im on my first trip of xanax. i took 40mg great stuffffffff!
    reynaa reynaa
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Jun 2, 2010

    Dont Know What To Do

    I live in a small town and Dr here wont give Xanax.I have anxiety I can't go out or around ppl I worry bout everything I just want a life again
    superdown31 superdown31
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2012

    I Am Addicted

    I was given Xanax after I came off meth and had a breakdown. That was 4 yrs ago. I can't function without it. I have a great job with the Govt that requires me to go to and facilitate meetings daily. Every month I go to my GP and she refills my script. I'm terrified of...
    Jaspa Jaspa
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 9, 2008

    Xanax - the only way I'll sleep today

    after that 12 hour shift from hell! Thanks a lot brain! And fudge you Gandhi
    jellyfishing jellyfishing
    70+, F
    Dec 31, 2013

    Xanax. It cured pretty much everything

    for me. Bad at school, problems at home, wanted to have some fun ? Xanax was the answer. As a matter of fact I'm craving one right now and it's 2:33 AM. The summer of 2014 was when I started using Xanax heavily, popping atleast 2 a day I would go to work barred out, and then...
    Jocy512 Jocy512
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    I used to take Xanax every day just

    because it made me feel so relaxed. I could write better and be able to participate better in class this was back in high school. It took all of the anxiety away, and I just loved it. The first time I tried it I was at six flags with my ex boyfriend, he gave me one 2mg pill...
    Blankgirl91 Blankgirl91
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014

    My Xanax Battle

    I was prescribed Xanax about a year ago an it was wry effective in treating my anxiety unfortunately like many others I became addicted to them and my tolorance grew very fast I was up to 15 mg a time before I went into rehab to get off them safely and im scared because now after...
    Karenctld119 Karenctld119
    1 Response Aug 4, 2012

    I love xanax. I have been on it

    for 20 years. Started out as a small dose to help sleep back in 1995.over the course of time it was helpful to manage stress.the dose kept growing. I became disabled in 2010,and my dose now is 3.5 2mg tablets. it is hard to wean down.
    Chelsea1973 Chelsea1973
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    Alprazolam,oxycodone,adderall in country!!

    FORMALLY RDMEDSUPPLY IS NOW BACK! We are incountry and have been around for 14 years. Don't deal with scammers we've been in the business too long... Just an honest company thats back in business! alprazolam 1 mg-$1.50 alprazolam 2 mg-$2.00 oxycodone 30 mg- WAITING ON RESTOCK...
    TheRealrxmedsupply TheRealrxmedsupply
    May 12, 2013

    Confusion About Meds

    Have been reading so many stories with great empathy and appreciation as Ive now decided to go off lovan and not start Lexapro as my psych recommended. Have been having problems since I was a child but only started taking Lovan 5yrs ago. Its a really good medication but...
    healinghouse healinghouse
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 11, 2010
    funinfl13 funinfl13
    41-45, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    Xanax In A 12-hour Flight

    I have an upcoming 12-hour flight (from Tokyo to Atlanta) and I suffer from mild-severe flight panic and I was wondering if anybody have had an experience with xanax on such a long flight. I have 4.5mg of xanax divided in 0.5 mg pills. I was wondering if I should take them all...
    JuanCo27th JuanCo27th
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2012

    Oxy Xanny All

    hello bad boys and girls, i have oc 80s a 20 ue, Xanny pfizer 1mg a 10eu a box (20pills). Also i have Adderall XR 25mg if u are interested, Contact me in tonyladura@virgilio.it
    tonyladura tonyladura
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2013

    Honestly. I hate that there are

    so many things in life that stress me out so much. Personally I believe that Marijuana should be absolutely legal, however Xanax is the next best thing, it's legal with my prescription, and I don't get hungover like from drinking. As long as I monitor my usage I don't feel like...
    rhodesiant rhodesiant
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 3, 2014


    Hi I bought Xanax from medsheaven.com and this medication helps me with anxiety so much and I highly recommend it. Very cheap and effective. I love xanax from medheven.
    ida1235 ida1235
    5 Responses Nov 7, 2012

    can't wait til tomorrow,

    so I can get 2 more bars 😍
    seroquuel seroquuel
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 1, 2014

    Panic Attacks

    Does one know if I can buy xanax online, and from a trusted site?
    ncombiths ncombiths
    5 Responses Nov 19, 2010

    A Love Affair

    I have a great love for Xanax. The first time I had it was when my parents gave me half of a peach when I was having an anxiety attack.... I instantly fell in love. It took away all of my anxiety. I went through a phase where I took xanax bars almost every day... 4 or 5 or 6 at a...
    loveismyweapon94 loveismyweapon94
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 24, 2013

    Long Term Use, Sorry I Was Ever On Xanax

    I started using Xanax ER for muscle spasms due to an accident. After 3 yrs, I didn't need it anymore. My doc weaned me off too fast and I went into withdrawal. I suffered for a month and used short acting Xanax for a rapid and pounding heart beat. It has been 5 months now...
    dawngri dawngri
    Sep 24, 2012

    Xanax - the Bar of Pure Delight...and Addiction

    A few years ago a beat a Xanax addiction using Valium in a tapering withdrawal over 6 months.  At the time I sought treatment I was taking 5 bars a day, that is 10mg. I went to treatment because by the time I got my usage up to 10mg per day I couldn't even...
    Morfius Morfius
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 21, 2008
    Wh1tegr1pr0blm3s Wh1tegr1pr0blm3s
    36-40, F
    Jan 31, 2014

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