It's what I do with places like this and eventually I will probably do what I always do and leave.
I want to make a difference but when things go bad and everyone begins to question your integrity and makes people feel like **** for the things they have done right in their life...
even know when you became so important to me. It’s like watching a snowstorm. You see the flakes falling, but you don’t realize how they’re adding up. Then suddenly, your whole lawn is covered. All these little things have added up, and you’re my snowstorm.
I did not write this, these are lyrics by a group called Alesana and the song is congratulations I hate youNo one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should beso knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprisebut don't expect me to be...
so much that it hurts. Sometimes I feel like he's the only person I'll ever need in life, but other times I wish he would have never walked into my life. It confuses me. How is it possible to love someone so much that you hate them? Is it real love? Or is it just hate?
. Just one big fat mind ****. Why? What? Who? I don't know. & I cannot be bothered anymore but I need you but.. Torn between the two..
Ugh. = MOOD - 1%
Just needed to write it down. Sorry for all the confusion. I'm having a moment ha. Lol