when this feeling came
I got out of bed one morning
Shocked about this feeling
It's not right to love you, I know
But I can't force myself to forget you
You gave color to my life
Though I know the time is not right
I told myself to stay away from you
But I can't teach my heart...
Not even old enough to drink when I went to war. Nothing could have prepared us for what was to happen. You cheating on me while I was fighting for my life in the hospital with a "friend" of mine no less. Hurt worse than getting blown up. Hurt worse then losing my arm or having...
..even though I have made choices that are considered wrong...I think that until you walk in someone's shoes, you cannot know why or how they feel and why they do what they do. There is always a reason. Even if it is wrong. Something pushed them... Someone pushed me.