I Loved Her More Than She Will Ever Know

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    She Basically Hates Me...

    Well...It's being bothering me lately that I did this so I need to get it out, I guess. I was in a relationship with this woman and I ended up falling for her rather quickly, I still love her but anyways...We broke up because of some issues that I guess she couldn't get over...
    sadgirlporvida sadgirlporvida
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 28, 2008

    Stop Looking. I'm Right Here. I Have Been Since The Start Of All This.

    My best friend, who I'm hopelessly in love with, is in a really rough stage right now. She's trying to find unconditional love and someone who wont use her. Im trying to explain how much I love her, but she only loves me platonically. I know you dont love me, but I love you. Im...
    DGSteele DGSteele
    22-25, M
    May 7, 2012

    I Never Told Her..

    When I was 16 I was deeply in love with my best friend. She was amazing in more ways then one. I loved being with her, she knew how to make me laugh and what to say when I was down. We were always together, I can't remember a time when we weren't. I never told her how I felt...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 8, 2012

    To My Lil Angel Jess

    How can I explain the love I have for my sister? How can I explain something which I begin can't comprehend? How can you try to explain something so vast it hurts to think about it? I just hope you understand Baby Girl. I hope you realise how much I do love you. How much...
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    Dec 6, 2009

    I love her and kept longing to be the one

    since I help her stood, join her in walks and yet she chose someone who makes fun of her. I can't help but to think where did I lack. I mean, I did it all I can do, and yet she chose a guy whose voice could be heard to two rooms. Is that where I lack? Do I lack on looks? On...
    shadowfrombehind shadowfrombehind
    18-21, M
    Mar 19, 2014

    Honey.......

    I have only been with u a few months but known u for so long. I hated having to have moved away from u it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I feel for u so fast and loved being around u and ur kid. I wish I got to express how I felt more not that anything would have...
    xHurley xHurley
    31-35, M
    Jun 17, 2013

    Nobody can ever understand what she meant

    for me. I don't pretend but I still love her from the bottom of my heart. I look at her secretly. I think about her all the time. But the hard things is that I can not be with her anymore. Can anybody tell me how to control these emotions towards anybody? It's only because of...
    chotajhakass chotajhakass
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 16, 2014

    Think That Fits

    even to this day i love her as much as the night her mother told me the truth and as much as the sunday morning when her mother found us kissing in bed be fore i even knew he was a she it never mattered i knew i loved that person to bad she was killed a little over age 19 after...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Sep 12, 2011

    Never Told Her. Now It's Too Late.

    Back in the high school days.. you might think I didn't know what love really is. But the first time I saw her she was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. The most delicate and caring  girl I've ever met. She had a weakness for falling for the players.. the cool kid...
    WiseGuy WiseGuy
    22-25
    9 Responses May 18, 2008

    I was in love with a girl

    who I loved so much and she loved me madly.. An orphan who lost her mom and brother, but I came to fill that emptiness inside her heart. Two years younger than me, an angle who's so kiddy, honest and pure. Our love was different, she's the kind of girls who obeys everything...
    MessyGlaze MessyGlaze
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8

    Love Her And Will Get Her

    she's someone who i got to know about in some recent months. and..........the mind has been stuck to her since then. time is near to make my first approach towards her. soooooooo................................................................ ........................ my advice to...
    URUUS URUUS
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2012

    You'll never know.

    My love... I still do, and I always will... Maybe you don't remember, it's been quite a while... And now everything you remember is how much of an idiot I am, but there were days... When I looked at you... Oh dear I would think about it days later and still I couldn't believe how...
    jafetgx jafetgx
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2011

    I Wonder If That Was My Greatest Love

    You came into my life like a gift from god, I remember how we stared into each others eyes and time froze, I remember falling asleep in your arms holding your hand, thank you for making me smile more than I ever have, you were the most precous love that I ever had, I'm sorry I...
    somedayandoneday somedayandoneday
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 13, 2012

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