I Loved Him

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    Since i met you, this is all i've wanted to say.

    The shine in your eyes dims out the dull and the grey. You are my sanity. My lover. My light. & When you let go, i'll become as dark as the night.
    Adaptationn Adaptationn
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 21, 2014

    We Had A Song

    Open your eyes, by Snow Patrol. He never knew this. It was the day I realised I was in love with him, and the day he found out he was going to be a dad. We were in a hotel in Chelsea, we'd paid extra to have an early check-in. He had his divorce papers in my bag, ready for them...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Dec 12, 2010

    And

    I think I always will.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2009

    It Is True

    A blind and consuming love. A love that made me forget the rest of world existed. A love that imprisoned my heart for a lifetime.
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    Nov 6, 2011

    I Did....and I Still Do

    Love is something that when had and truly felt it never goes away. It may change, it may fall away, it may get a bit dusty in the corners of our minds....but it remains, forever. I loved you Eric. So very much. I made a ton of mistakes, hurt you and did too much of certain...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Oct 19, 2009

    Yes I Loved Him

    Today I i know as yesterday, I LOVE HIM!!!! I will always love him. He left this world and me in it. I can't seem to wrap my heart around the fact that he will never come back home. and now i am lost trying to find home, but home for me is forever gone.... Oh God help me how do...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta
    51-55, F
    May 29, 2013

    .

    He made me feel that if I did all these things for him, it was the only way I could keep him a little longer.Then he turned round and told me it made me cheap.I am angry, still, at that. I wish I could have hurt him.
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Apr 10, 2011

    I loved him once, I guess in my heart I still

    do. But a hatred inches over it day by day, I picture his face and wish with all my heart I could smash it. I want to scream why he did this to me, why the lies, why did he leave but all I am met with is silence. That stony silence that makes the scars inside hurt even more. As...
    isodole isodole
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 1, 2014

    Love?

    I do not know if i can call it that since i did not knew what it meant then... more like lust and childish delusions.
    indigowitch indigowitch
    22-25, F
    May 31, 2013

    I Truly Did...

    He was my best friend. We have been for as long as I can remember. We made a promise when we were kids that nothing would come between us no matter what. I guess promises were really made to be broken ,huh? It happened 2 months ago, it was a rainy day and we were walking home...
    xoxoanonymous xoxoanonymous
    13-15, F
    Oct 19, 2013

    5000 Miles

    i hate that he lives so far away. He got a girlfriend closer to him and decided when i brought it up that our relations end now. I hate him so much sometimes and what he makes me feel. I loved him since the day i met him and i still love him, but he wont love me back. not now...
    messyfingers messyfingers
    18-21, F
    Jul 20, 2012

    I used to hate myself.

    I took blame for everyone else's pain and mistakes. I thought that I was scum of the Earth and how could anyone like me or care about me. And I often felt like those who said they cared were lying just to play with my emotions. Then I began to hate people as much as I hated...
    hazy6 hazy6
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2014

    I know it seems a lot like nate was this big

    villain according to someone who pointed it out in my posts, but that's only because I only came on here whenever we were having problems. I never talked much about how GREAT he was or happy we normally always were together. Like how much fun we had shopping together, even...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    18-21, F
    Mar 15, 2015

    I love my boyfriend so much we've been going

    out already for 3 years & 3 months
    lilflaka17 lilflaka17
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 18, 2014

    I Loved That Boy...

    He was my first love, my first real boyfriend. He made me feel amazing. We first met in 9th grade. I came into class late and my teacher at the time yelled at me. And that boy just kept talking and talking and he wouldn't shut his mouth. He annoyed me so much. But at the same...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2009

    I Loved Him Dearly

    Once I read a book where it says if you want to leave things behind it's good to talk about it. So here will be me exercising it. I loved him. I admired him. He was my first boyfriend that was more polished. He was interesting and like me, he didn't give importance to silly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2009

    I Wonder ...

    If men feel differently to women when in love.  I think they do. I've read a bunch of heart felt stories on here mostly written by women who have had their hearts broken. I got out of my first serious relationship a while ago and I've been through a  bumpy...
    MsHappy1 MsHappy1
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 21, 2009

    I fought for him and fought

    for him. I asked him once to fight for me and he didn't even try.
    thehopelessromanticgirl thehopelessromanticgirl
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    25.8.11

    The day I finally got closure.I am no longer emotionally tied to someone who did nothing but make me feel like I was lucky to be treated with such...Who cares, Im free!
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2011
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