I wish I had never met my husband. I didn't truly know pain and heartache until I was married. I would give anything to go back and change it. I want a divorce so badly but I keep hanging on hoping he'll go back to the kind, respectful person he once was, not the snarling monster...
Both of my parents were abusive, but I still loved them no matter what. I was always searching for there approval and love. They've let me down over and over again, but I continued to love them. Especially my single mother that would abandon me and my brother for her boyfriend...
I was always a very passionate lover. I always dreamed about having perfect relationships because I knew I would never be a jerk to the women I was with. The sad fact is that no matter how good you are to someone, they can betray you in an instant. I fell in love with a girl...
When I met you,
When I kissed you,
When we were together,
at the start,
you were as sweet as sugar.
But you turned sour.
the calling of mothers,
the darkness that lurked in your eyes,
I won't ever forget.
I cried so many nights,
After being in a relationship for 5yrs and finding out he had something going on w a co worker.... things were never the same. I had never felt so alone and betrayed.... but after a while he came back and tried to fix things.... to this day hes my best friend but he has no idea...