I Loved Someone Once, I Miss That Feeling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 180 People

    Love? In Love:

    I loved somone once, i sure do miss the feeling, All the "butter flies", in your tummy, the big goofy day dreams about them, The great ***!! The general "musshy feeling's" of being in Lurve!!! I miss the Cuddles, the companionship of a best mate to be...
    Feflower Feflower
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2007

    608

    I see this number everywhere. I see it on pricetags, phonenumbers, the time, dates, I see it everywhere. It shoots his image in my head instantly. I don't know what it means, neither did he. I asked him about it once, he just said he liked how it sounded. I think I know what it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 9, 2012

    I Dont Think Its Possible

     once i touch on my emotions  i cut people off ... i dont like anyone to know what they mean to me ..... its not something im good at ... i dont want to make myself vulnerable and i wish i could just for once trust someone enough to let go of this fear of vulnerability...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2007

    I Need To Find Someone.

    Seeing him in my dreams. He is holding me close. I turn to face him reaching out my hand to trace my fingertips down his sideburns toward his stubble. It is soft and prickly. My body is on fire just from the sensations I'm getting from this simple touch. Unable to look away from...
    misery22 misery22
    36-40, F
    May 18, 2012

    Two Men were out fishing

    when one decides to have a smoke He asks the other guy if he has a lighter He replies "Yes I do!" and hands the other a 10 inch long BIC lighter Surprised the guy asks "Where did you get this?" The guy replies "Oh I have a personal genie." The first man asks "Can I make a wish...
    amphigory1 amphigory1
    70+, M
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2015

    I still love him. Just not

    as deeply. After the hurt you put up a wall. Don't want that heart break again.🙁
    Cookie54 Cookie54
    61-65, F
    1 Response Jan 28

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