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I Loved Someone Once, I Miss That Feeling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 90 People

    I Dont Think Its Possible

     once i touch on my emotions  i cut people off ... i dont like anyone to know what they mean to me ..... its not something im good at ... i dont want to make myself vulnerable and i wish i could just for once trust someone enough to let go of this fear of vulnerability...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2007

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    I see this number everywhere. I see it on pricetags, phonenumbers, the time, dates, I see it everywhere. It shoots his image in my head instantly. I don't know what it means, neither did he. I asked him about it once, he just said he liked how it sounded. I think I know what it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 9, 2012

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    I Need To Find Someone.

    Seeing him in my dreams. He is holding me close. I turn to face him reaching out my hand to trace my fingertips down his sideburns toward his stubble. It is soft and prickly. My body is on fire just from the sensations I'm getting from this simple touch. Unable to look away from...
    misery22 misery22 36-40, F May 18, 2012

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    Love? In Love:

    I loved somone once, i sure do miss the feeling, All the "butter flies", in your tummy, the big goofy day dreams about them, The great ***!! The general "musshy feeling's" of being in Lurve!!! I miss the Cuddles, the companionship of a best mate to be...
    Feflower Feflower 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2007

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    I looked through your photographs today and sighed in disbelief. The self portraits pressed out from the screen and latched onto my heart, jumping off my ribcage back and forth...
    amillionpeople amillionpeople 22-25 3 Responses Jan 14

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    I have a very long list, but let's talk about my latest mistake. I was in a relationship with this guy for seven months. We texted daily and I would see him two to three times a...
    ShyGirlie78 ShyGirlie78 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Want to have that person above it all and don't be allow bc you two belong to different "worlds".I used to think life was easier that everything I'd propose I'd be able to do it...
    TroubleMarker TroubleMarker 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    I miss my ex girlfriend. She was my first love and we haven't spoken in over a year. I find it pretty so heartbreaking that I'm so young and already feel that she is going to be...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 3

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    so well I'd just moved into a new house and my dog went missing, the neighbors had found her and he was standing outside my dog and his son who is 24. me and mum started talking...
    GeorgiaRhodes GeorgiaRhodes 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    I still think about her every once in awhile. How she completely destroyed my trust in women. Being led on and used wouldn't have been so bad if she wasn't everything that I...
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I miss you so much this kills me not being able to talk to you anymore..you were my best friend and I was in love with you, I miss how you made me feel more special then your other...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I went to the beach yesterday and twenty minutes after I sat down, he arrives with his new girlfriend. What are the chances?! :( such an unlucky start to the year to have to endure...
    missssyme missssyme 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 2

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    take back your love songs!!!! if you songs make you feel good or once did, listen to them again and picture the right man/woman in your life enjoying these with you!!! your...
    myvoyce2 myvoyce2 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I gave you my heart, I gave you my soul, I gave you my life, my love, you stole. I never poured my heart out to anyone as much as I did for you. I did things for you, I said things...
    LonelyAJ LonelyAJ 18-21, M 10 Responses Jan 11

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    he begged me to move in with him with my girls. swept me off my feet. when I started to see the light of a facade, he fixed everything by being amazing supportive ect...it was...
    myvoyce myvoyce 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 20

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    why do awful women get good guys and awful men get good girls??? I don't want to be an awful woman!!!!! """holding out for that glorious day when i realise the only thin i miss...
    myvoyce myvoyce 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Okay, well I was starting to know this guy and on New Years we spend it together and it was the first time I kissed him and we ended having sex. But before all of that happen I...
    ddanniiella ddanniiella 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 7

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    When every single person around you and even your brain has been telling you to move on from that one sided extremely-long-crush because the chances of him feeling the same way...
    chickenwrap chickenwrap 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I wish my face was good enough for you.... Pretty enough. I wish my body was good enough for you.... Perfect enough. I wish my personality was good enough for you...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F Jan 1

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    I have loved him for like 14 years. We're both single now and I'm afraid he doesn't love me back (i guess). All i did was to shut my feelings cause i don't want to ruin the...
    moonchildd moonchildd 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 4

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    When I was younger. I fell head first for this woman four or five years older than I. We met through a volunteer project. She was quite pretty. But it was the way she responded and...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 5

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    I can't believe this has happened to me... I didn't even think this is possible... How can I just realize now that I am madly in love with you after so many years? Or is it I just...
    MsDemeanorMe MsDemeanorMe 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I'm not in the mood for anything. I basically feel like **** right now. But a few weeks ago when I thought about him I felt nothing and everything was fine. Now all of a sudden I...
    Lolinondoda Lolinondoda 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I felt in love so hard, so so hard. I was 14 years old and I was in love for like a year. Now we're texting but I guess I didn't lose all my feelings for him. It's so strange.
    queeenbey queeenbey 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    And I still love her..it's tore me apart since I've realized how she felt, yet I just can't shake these feelings.
    SpiffyMcTaco SpiffyMcTaco 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 1

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    It drives me furious knowing that I came so close to finding her again. She was toxic to my life but the emotions I felt with her were incomparable. She made me feel purposeful. I...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    The saddest part about hoping is having the great chance that it is impossible to happened. Every little thing that happened to us, petty, puny things, I give great value to every...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 10

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    she used to be that kinda girl that everybody wanted .face so smooth that other girls hated seeing us close. she was clean and sober 24/7 she did no drugs no weed her mind...
    lamasia343 lamasia343 18-21, T Jan 12

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    Scattered pieces of a broken soul, How to recollect, need some reconstruction. I feel my life, so out of control. Does anyone have any advice, some form of instruction? How did he...
    zainshah1 zainshah1 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    When I was in school some twenty years ago I developed deep feelings for this girl. Over time I convinced myself that this was love, even though the girl barely knew I existed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 21

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    We met when we were eleven. His mother was my cousin's science teacher and after school they would tell me about how his mom said he had a crush on me. I wasn't all that interested...
    BuzzFanatic BuzzFanatic 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I can't remember the last time I felt like I matter to the ones I love.
    Nullfiend Nullfiend 31-35, M Jan 21

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    I wanna leave this dude. He makes me so unhappy. 2 yrs in 14 yrs older then me, supporting him & my two children,one by another & one by him. I feel played. Betrayed, hurt, alone...
    Anii123 Anii123 22-25, F Jan 21

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    I guess it's the only time i'm posting this way about my ex. That once in a life time kind of love, love of my teens. I loved him so much. I've been intimate with guys after him...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I miss the way being with a guy makes me feel. I miss feeling important and cared about. I miss the feeling of femininity that comes with it. Usually I don't feel very feminine...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    For a little over a year now I have had feelings for my friend, but now what I was afraid would happen is happening-I'm falling in love with her. I had a strong crush on her so I...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jan 8

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    Grrrr.. Ugh I just want to scream. Its like I can't eat or sleep now that he's out of my life. Nothing feels right. But it was his choice. I wish I could turn my heart off and...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I miss feeling anything. I miss living, laughing, loving. I am tired of being depressed. I wish I loved those who love me. I wish I did not bring pain to the ones I used to...
    Johnpumel Johnpumel 36-40, M Jan 21

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    Michael, there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and miss you. I wish I could just drink with you again or just have one last conversation about how the girl you...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Not sure how long for. I will pop in and check messages and if I'm feeling okay I will respond. Unfortunately turns out I'm human after all, and I'm dealing with the break up of my...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    My last boyfriend and I kissed a lot. More then I wanted to in the beginning but it became almost like a drug. Every time we were together I would kiss him at least 8 times. I...
    Annabeth11 Annabeth11 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    A Smile on My Face You make me feel Like everything will work Like life has hope And some meaning I look in the mirror And get quite perplexed There is a smile on my face All...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    Could be taking a chance by posting this but Idc at this point.... So I'm talking to this guy who is amazing in every way and has some faults but don't we all and I just don't know...
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F Jan 11

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    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis 22-25, F Jan 7

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    So my feelings sort of made me "burst" tonight...and I wish I could hit rewind. I was so exhausted and worn out by everyone and was feeling pretty depressed today. I received a...
    TiraVara TiraVara 22-25, F 2 days ago

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