I Loved

I did Love at one point in my life, I Loved with everything I had in me, and you know what I got out of it....I broken heart, and it crushed my self image, and self esteem. I Loved my ex, with everything I had, I wanted nothing more...

This is such a long story that it will have to be shared in parts simply because I do not have the time to write it all at once.  It is a story that spans over 15 years.  "Alex" is a boy that I met when I first...

Now for the second chapter of "Alex."
This chapter brings us up to the later part of mine and Alex's junior year of high school and true to form we are in the same home room.  Thus we see each other every...

There can be no true meaning to love...its what we want it to be i guess. I loved him a lot.....
it was a great feeling. And theres a lesson for you in this story of mine...maybe a slight meaning for love.
In the start i changed for...

I type things- my thoughts, my emotions, my story- and hope for an answer. Something. God, anything to take the sting off. This suffocation that I feel constantly. But it's in vain. It's always in vain. There's nothing to be found in...

I loved. Loved? Love means so much to me. Its like love.. But what does love really means? There was once someone told me loved means and come from different form.. but seriously i dont know.  I cant seems to understand until last...

*Finally . . . getting back to my tale*
This part covers about two years and will lead into the final chapter
It just so happens that on Alex and my birthdays are 2 weeks apart and back when we used to hang out a lot we would do a...

This part of the story will cover about 7 years and will be more of a generalization than anything else.
At this point Alex and I have set out of paths so different that it's amazing that we still talk.  He is going all out...

I was never into him in the first place he was the one who couldn't leave me alone. eventually i gave him a chance and what does he do? he says one thing but does the other. he tells everybody how much he likes me and how much he wants...

my late husband really into the gifts ..roses cards diamonds you name it and at one time or another i got from him ...he loved date night
always taking me somewhere new and diffierent ...i really didn't care where we went as long as i...