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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 16-17, F Sep 24, 2013

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    I don't know when this feeling began, exactly, but I do know that it hasn't let up once ever since. Not even a little. We've spoken every single day for the past six months. Every...
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    Before I go to bed This is very true He thinks of me as a friend only and last year he said if I broke up with my one bf that he would date me 6 weeks later but i rejected him bc...
    BiXwolfsXbears BiXwolfsXbears 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't see him every day, and he gave me that same smile while I look into his eyes and pretend I'm not in love with him 😔
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    I met her on Instagram....she's 14, im 19 shes from Spain and I'm from America. I had no idea how old she was I just visited her though cause I was bored in Europe traveling by...
    MrHypothetical MrHypothetical 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 14

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    This lady is much, much younger than I am. Although I'm sure there are couples with this age difference, I don't see it happening in our case. So, after some long consideration...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well friends how are you all. I did it to myself I fell real hard as you all should know by now , I met someone on EP 4months ago we have been talking on the phone and well texting...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I met someone at my job. Perfect complexion, perfect personality, perfect height, and a great person to all those around him. Of course he's married! Next!
    easynuh easynuh 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Well meh.... *sigh*.... It is impossible for it all to work.... I dont even know whether she is looking at me or someone else... Well it doesnt matter.... Ik it wouldnt work...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M Feb 9

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    I think I have changed. But I am still in love with him. I am not sure if it was a good or bad change in me. But I feel like I might lose you if you knew. I've always been cursed...
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    He's a really great friend but years younger. I wish I didn't feel the way I do about him. Everything was so much simpler before.
    OneEyeOnTheEventHorizon OneEyeOnTheEventHorizon 46-50, F 4 Responses Feb 13

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    Because he really doesn't exists, it's more of a figment of my overactive imagination. Hats off to you imagination you are the bees knees!
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    le sigh.....it was awesome while it was....until it wasnt anymore....if i could just know if missed me too....but then again...if he did...wouldn't he find a way to tell me?
    ocifersanchez ocifersanchez 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Or doesn't want me. I swear.
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    I feel this connection with an actor I don't personally know. It feels weird but my intuition is telling me I will be with him. The same exact thing happened with my ex. He's a...
    TheBossAng TheBossAng 16-17 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I love him alot more than i should. But i don't see a way out of this ..other than just loving him from a far. This is for you my love , my sweet bjorn.
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today in English class. The girl I sit next to is always talkative. :P. But thats what I like about her. Though she has a boyfriend. My friend who is good friends with her was...
    xxxfakerhaterxxx xxxfakerhaterxxx 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    TT__TT meh. Cant wait feeling to pass... Hurts to know i cant have her...meh...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago