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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 103 People

    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 16-17, F Sep 24, 2013

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 2 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 16-17, F Jun 26, 2013

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Come from a family of idiots who are currently trying to destroy each other, and am caught in the crossroads. The guy who stayed with me through it all cheated and left, and then...
    roza96 roza96 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I remember laughing at the girls in school. Crying and moping over ex-boyfriends, crushes, hot substitute teachers. I thought they were stupid. Why waste your tears on someone who...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    One of my friends is really good friends with this guy, which I really like. I started talking to him, and he told me he liked me and asked me out. I told him no, because I thought...
    dogsareCute16 dogsareCute16 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 1

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    I wanted him to stay in my life. Even though I’ve cried, felt like I was going to die, and drank alcohol a few times before over someone I was in love with not loving me, I’ve...
    Roshunn Roshunn 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    From the first time I ever saw Megan I was interested. I went over to my friend Laura's house and she was there and we hit it off laughing and talking... I only found out later...
    pecollins pecollins 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    I'm absolutely in love with somebody I met over my 2 month vacation. I went home after 8 years to a different country, and I met someone who I fell in love with instantly. He was...
    lifechangesallofus lifechangesallofus 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We were best friends from the beginning. He told me everything about himself. He even told me things he has never told anyone else. I fell in love with every part of him... But he...
    hopewojo hopewojo 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am desperately in love with someone I can NEVER have. I look up at the sky and think over and over again- why do I even exist in this selfish, cynical world? Tears of frustration...
    Mayuko Mayuko 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am in love with someone and I have been for a long time but I don't know if they even like me as a friend anymore because they rarely talk to me or see me now but I used to be...
    Jamesheller Jamesheller 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 25

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    Maybe, I’ll stop loving him tomorrow, But for today, I’ll fall in love with him… I was only four when I met him. He was eight. He (Yale) and his little sister (Eva) were my...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F Sep 29

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    Don't know what's worse, knowing someone doesn't want you or give a **** about you OR that the person actually kinda likes you but doesn't think you worth the effort... That they...
    theonesbeforeme theonesbeforeme 26-30 2 days ago

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    it's been 13 days since my last text to you and 20 days since your last painful text to me to be exact...i thought i can't do it, not contacting you but i hardly survive...i'm...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    hey baby,your not here but your song is.... "Empty Chairs" I feel the trembling tingle of a sleepless night Creep through my fingers and the moon is bright Beams of blue come...
    OldViking OldViking 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    You know… sometimes I wish I had the courage to just come to her and tell her how I really feel about her, just to get this out of my chest... It's sad that I'm basically venting...
    theonesbeforeme theonesbeforeme 26-30 3 Responses Sep 25

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    today i'm struggling between choosing to follow my mind or heart...i'm still dying inside...i wanted to text and call you...i miss your voice...i miss your smile..i miss...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 29

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    I can get the girl but my problem is myself. I don't have the time for all the drama and I don't know if she will reject me by embarrassing me.
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    every minute is cruel without you. I imagine one night you will grab my face and breath deep and kiss me forcefully. I won't fight you. dreaming about you is addicting. Do you...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 7

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    F*** my life!...Why the hell do I have to care so much about the people who don't care about me. This is killing me alive. I wish them happiness all of them honestly. Sorry for...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    She is the perfect person. But I can never have her because I feel she doesn't know I feel this way about her
    jg232723 jg232723 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 10

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    Have you ever been in love with your best friend? I am.. We became friends instantly at the start of the year when I started a new school, he was funny and understood me. We both...
    ttn159 ttn159 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I fell in love with a man I can never have. We met 5 years ago when he decided to take a job oversees. We emailed each other all of the time. Then he met "her". He was supposed...
    Nikita2008 Nikita2008 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 25

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    find myself physically attracted to a good friends daughter. Lets just say she is too young for me to be paying that type of attention to. Not perv young, but legally young. She...
    tiredgoodguy tiredgoodguy 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm in a relationship and although I can't find any "proof" of cheating. I don't trust her. Honestly, I feel like she's faithful. I'm 90% sure but my past has gotten me so paranoid...
    FriendlyPoet FriendlyPoet 18-21, F a week ago

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    ..i love you and i really can't move on...i am dying inside...i miss you
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Can't forget that super cute girl <3 While i was in school, in 10th grade, there was this cute and quite (like me) girl who i really liked but damn! i could'nt have her, she was...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    I met this girl on an online social networking website . We became freinds , and even got attracted towards each other In the course of time we got intimate too We love talking...
    1nfern0o 1nfern0o 18-21, M 3 Responses 34 mins ago

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    The first time I ever laid eyes on K.L.Y. was at work. She is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She has brown hair dyed blonde, beautiful green eyes, is very tall (5'9...
    hockeyfanm13 hockeyfanm13 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am enamored. I don't want to leave my spouse, I love my spouse. But this other man, who is married, is electrifying. He's an artist, I'm an artist. We are the best ones, love...
    ijustneedtoletitout ijustneedtoletitout 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I am in love with him but he's so much older and probably sees me as a daughter. We hang out even though he's my teacher. Maybe I'll have a chance after I graduate. Probably not...
    nerdicine nerdicine 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    Lyndsey and Michael: Age gap 41 yearsWE HAVE MORE SEX THAN COUPLES IN THEIR 30sLyndsey Armitage, 32, a community safety warden from Ash, Surrey, and her husband Michael, 73, a pub...
    killycc12 killycc12 26-30, F Oct 15

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    I think it's time I share this EP I met a girl, some 13 years ago. We met on an online forum about some artist. Our first meeting was kinda funny. Initially we kinda found each...
    pillars pillars 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    What is love? We search for definition, and meaning behind an emotion so highly regarded and used. Love, has such a variable meaning, and each has their own definition. I have...
    malicethedevil malicethedevil 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 1

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    i am in love with my best friend's mother one day she said that she developped feeling for me the next day she act like nothing happen we've talk about possibilities about...
    lokiboy1994 lokiboy1994 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 28

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    First off, I'm going to start this out by saying I had an abortion about 5 years ago, you was not there to experience why I had one, so don't judge me for my actions. I was almost...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Story of my life right now... Fallen in love with someone who lives on the other side of the world... Wish we were here, wish we were there.
    Nbellamyuk Nbellamyuk 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Tall and slender, crystal blue eyes and a smile that could kill framed by the cutest dimples. They way he touches my hair and tilts his head and raises his eyebrows as he teases me...
    Luce13579 Luce13579 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    It's like climbing a mountain, such a struggle trying to get her attention, so much anticipation, seems like forever the waiting to see if you have got it. then when you get it, at...
    flex69 flex69 51-55, M 4 Responses Sep 27

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