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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 100 People

    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 16-17, F Sep 24, 2013

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 16-17, F Jun 26, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    This is my second post today in less than 30 mins because I have a lot to get off my chest. :) My biggest issue I believe is that I want what I can't have. It's not because I can...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    Two people now... I can't have either... One does not want to know I exist, the other treats me as a child... I know I shouldn't be thinking of either of them- I have a boyfriend...
    Cheta34 Cheta34 18-21 Dec 5

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    Let me start with I have a problem. I'm only 19 and I have always been drawn to older women that have a strong personality. I went to job corps and Miss Maria was my 3rd shift...
    patriotslover21 patriotslover21 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    ..distance will never separate me from loving the same man i can't have...i refused to let go and move on..i still want him to be part of my life and in everything i do..a wish of...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I have really liked this one guy for over a year, but can't have him because he's already in a relationship.
    rapidreader101 rapidreader101 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I like people that I can't have, I don't know why. I just feel like I'm not good enough for them. Even when attractive people show interest in me, I just shut down because it's...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M Dec 2

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    I kind of always knew since I was a teen I would have a hard time having a child. I don't have a normal cycle and I have tried everything under the sun to at least go back to...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Alright, I guess this is part 4. Part 4 of me and Jessica. So after the night me and Jessica had danced together while on the phone miles apart, I really felt a connection. I...
    ReplacedAxe ReplacedAxe 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 28

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    Somehow I rarely feel any romantic attraction to someone close to me or even in the same country, but people on the other side of the world can get me thinking of them all day...
    Gentle153 Gentle153 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Almost everyday I think of him. Wanting him. Even dreaming of him. He's a YouTuber and I met him personally on an emceeing job a few months back. At first I was starstruck and...
    thehardesttruth thehardesttruth 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well, I appreciated all the responses from others in the same situation. It helped a bit and there was some good advice. I wish I could say I was cured on my unrequited love, but...
    Tryingtobefriends Tryingtobefriends 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    The strange thing about this is that it's requited. It's sentimental rather than sexual and I missed the feeling of being close to someone without having a constant urge to have...
    MarimbaJake MarimbaJake 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 15

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    Being sixteen and in love is inconvenient. Add in the factors that I am gay and she is not. She is 18 and leaving school and I am not, and finally the fact that we aren't close (so...
    Kayceyy Kayceyy 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 13

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    I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. We're struggling to even have time to even be friends at the moment. The odd text, the promise of coffee. Too busy, too complicated. I miss...
    Littlemissshy7 Littlemissshy7 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    It's a hard feeling to know that it won't happen yet knowing that loving them means you'll be there for them no matter what. I can't figure out how to shut off the pain.
    ProphetaMessias ProphetaMessias 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 5

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    I met a guy recently..words can't explain how I feel when i am receiving a text from him .. Those freaking butterflies in my stomach... The feeling of my heart going to blow off...
    tommy21v tommy21v 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 16

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    Ugh. This is the story of my life! I only want what I can not have. I suppose it's because I love a challenge. I've never been a fan of taking the easy option. I always do get what...
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 2 days ago

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    I just texted my crush for the first time, and it couldn't have gone worse :( it was the simplest, shortest, and most one-sides convo I've ever had. D:
    bayman028 bayman028 13-15, M 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I feel like everyone has this ideal person that they would fall in love with, the perfect combination of good looks, intelligence, and humor. That person is physically attractive...
    loverofthelight95 loverofthelight95 18-21, F Dec 14

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    My first crush was when I'm 13 years old it become stronger I was love him so much after knowing that he love my best friend I didn't tell him about my feelings and I just throw...
    alexorn alexorn 22-25 Dec 9

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    it's very important to me I t meet these women I want to know how you found out before you comfirmed it.
    Sagey47 Sagey47 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    Let me begin with well I have a problem I like 2 girls at my school. And they are both friends and everyone is telling me to ask out of the the girls that I hang out with. But how...
    madison57 madison57 13-15, M Nov 26

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    I have been in love twice in my life. Years ago there was a girl I loved. But I had to love her from afar and never told her. We never dated because religion was separating us and...
    ManinNY ManinNY 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Tonight was confusing... Talked to someone I never thought I'd really talk to again. I looked a mess, I was tired cold, and just overly exhausted. I was texting as I saw him walk...
    nottheaveragegirl nottheaveragegirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    A new survey has revealed that one 25% of women prefer to be with men 10+ years older than they are, while one third of men prefer to be with women 10+ years younger than them.The...
    Juliecc11 Juliecc11 26-30, F Dec 1

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F Nov 26

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    She played with my feelings, probably to see how far she can go - now I'm in Love.... It hurts badly.
    meximum meximum 36-40, M Nov 28

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    I'm depressed. It's been over six years, I think, since I've fallen in love with her. It will never happen, but something inside just refuses to let her go and the memory is...
    or19937 or19937 18-21, M Dec 3

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    I saw what you did... and I see the real you now. Your true self. I trusted you so much and I was led to believe all was special. Is this the real you all this time? I have been...
    valkilmer valkilmer 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    It's been months since I've seen him, feels like years. Every single day I wake up and remind myself that he's not here, and it kills me. I might see him late next January, but...
    Nightingale73 Nightingale73 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    The most beautiful girl in the world. I do not possess the words to describe her. I can barely think about her without being reduced to psychological stuttering. I am not good...
    JoeSorrows JoeSorrows 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    The pain of the constant heart ache i go through because i cant me with you. Am so depressed, i cry my self to sleep every night. And during the day i cant drag my self out of bed...
    anonymousandlost anonymousandlost 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    She is a youtuber and she lives in Japan. I've been following her 5 months since she started making videos, which is around April 2011. It hurts so much, I want to touch her, kiss...
    Machipa Machipa 18-21, F a week ago

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    We all want that fairytale romance....even when we realize it doesn't exist!! There is no Prince Charming...there is no perfect man....only the one we create in our heads.
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 6 Responses Nov 28

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    He had the same feelings for me… Then he moved away… It's like he doesn't even care about me anymore. As much as I'm upset, distance is helping me get over him.
    AutumnLeeWindstar AutumnLeeWindstar 16-17, F Dec 6

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