I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 110 People

    James Deen! He just knows what he is doing!

    Man I would kill to be any of the women he works with!
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners
    18-21, F
    May 28, 2015

    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2009

    I'm lusting for him now

    and it makes me sad. He's my ex, we ended on bad terms and yes I hate him but god I want him soooo bad. I want to punch him in the face but I also want to rip his shirt off.... I've lusted for someone before but never as powerful as this. I'm actually looking at picture of...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 13

    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 30, 2010

    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1
    41-45
    1 Response Jul 25, 2014

    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64
    46-50, M
    Feb 17, 2013

    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch
    26-30, M
    Sep 15, 2013

    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower
    18-21, F
    Jun 26, 2013

    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher
    18-21, F
    Sep 24, 2013

    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga
    46-50, F
    Oct 20, 2009

    A former trainer, all I can think about is

    seeing him naked. But he has a girlfriend. But God I wanna **** him!
    janie94 janie94
    22-25, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran
    56-60, M
    1 Response Nov 17, 2013

    This biracial dancer with curly hair got to me.

    .. including her down there. Yes, she was a gogo dancer. New Year's Eve of 2013 was when I had my first crush. The only thing that backfired was the fact that I crushed on her way too late. This was because A, I was in a relationship and B, she knew this dancer and once had...
    Laez Laez
    22-25, F
    May 22, 2015

    I have lusted after this lady at work

    for the longest time... I been love at first sight. I just wish se felt the same way.. or at least a little bit. I wish she would want to chat with me. but now that she has a boyfriend, she has stopped talking completely with me and it so sad..
    marriedguy67 marriedguy67
    46-50, M
    Jan 13

    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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