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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

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    This biracial dancer with curly hair got to me.

    .. including her down there. Yes, she was a gogo dancer. New Year's Eve of 2013 was when I had my first crush. The only thing that backfired was the fact that I crushed on her way too late. This was because A, I was in a relationship and B, she knew this dancer and once had...
    Laez Laez 22-25, F May 22, 2015

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 18-21, F Sep 24, 2013

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    I'm lusting for him now

    and it makes me sad. He's my ex, we ended on bad terms and yes I hate him but god I want him soooo bad. I want to punch him in the face but I also want to rip his shirt off.... I've lusted for someone before but never as powerful as this. I'm actually looking at picture of...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    James Deen! He just knows what he is doing!

    Man I would kill to be any of the women he works with!
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F May 28, 2015

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    A former trainer, all I can think about is

    seeing him naked. But he has a girlfriend. But God I wanna **** him!
    janie94 janie94 18-21, F Jul 3, 2015

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    I have lusted after this lady at work

    for the longest time... I been love at first sight. I just wish se felt the same way.. or at least a little bit. I wish she would want to chat with me. but now that she has a boyfriend, she has stopped talking completely with me and it so sad..
    marriedguy67 marriedguy67 46-50, M Jan 13

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    How does one put it in God's hands? Somehow that's supposed to rid me of the anguish and the exorbitant amount of time I spend wishing and wanting things to happen a certain way...
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    So basically, i already have a bf, long story short i kinda like his friend more than him. But i cant find the courage to break up with him, my friends keeps saying im lucky to...
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    I'm ready to spit fire right now! So dear husband dropped off one of the girls I usually nanny for at preschool since I'm still confined to bed. Not ten minutes after dropping her...
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    Most days I’m ok. I mean sure, just like always you do cross my mind, but today I really miss you. I came so close to sending you a message telling you so, but I know it’ll...
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    I'm in love with this boy with the perfect smile in the beginning when we met he was so sweet and we hung out all the time Then the popular gorgeous girl started talking to him...
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    everyone's negative sometimes. it isn't like i'm going to dump a friend for having a bad day or anything. i am so sensitive to others' moods, though; i feel like when someone is...
    astrifer astrifer 22-25, F Jan 28

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    I may never know why I need you so, all I need to know is this feeling...
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    I can't sleep, I don't think I will tonight. I don't know what to do or how to filter my thoughts. I need someone to talk to but I don't want to seem weak to my friends or make...
    princessfenty princessfenty 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Having a weak time wanting so badly to contact him. Ask how he is doing. Hoping he'd share more but pretty sure he won't. I hate NC. He told me to be strong. I have to be strong...
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    I moved to Austin with a lot of excitement. New job, cool new city to explore and a whole new state I'd never really experienced. Now since I've lived here for 3 years, I can...
    princessadora princessadora 36-40, F Jan 24

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    I was just blamed for being raped, because I didn't report it at the time. I was called selfish because I never said anything, and for the fact that I didn't tell the guy raping me...
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