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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 16-17, F Sep 24, 2013

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Why? Oh why? Why do I want things I can't have? There are things in front of me that I can easily get but why suffer wanting things I can't have.
    RedThatDescribesMe RedThatDescribesMe 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    it's not that I can't have him but just keep reading. there is this boy in my class who was dating a girl in my class. they were really close and then she started flirting with...
    gracestc gracestc 13-15, F Mar 11

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    okay. I have a hard time developing relationships with people and I've fallen in love with someone. who happens to be my straight best friend. I can't have him but he treats my...
    alex2485 alex2485 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    Hi, I'm Joanna. I'm 26 years old and I live in the USA. I can't have any pets. First of all, I wouldn't be that good of a pet owner. Owning a pet requires a lot of responsibility...
    joannaher123 joannaher123 26-30 Mar 1

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    If you can't have it maybe it's not good for you. You should try a see if there is a lesson to learn from it
    grgbyce978 grgbyce978 56-60, M 1 day ago

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    Starting at the beginningā€¦ First off, just letting you know, I am straight to everyone else on the planet, but I know that I am bisexual. This girl Jackie, she is actually...
    shancostello shancostello 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I know it'll never happen but I can't help it. He's so lovely and I have do much desire for him. I want to give into my lust and wrap my arms round his neck, kiss him and feel all...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I have been in love with a man for 4 years now..I truly believe it is the only time in my life that I have felt this strongly about a man..we are friends...he knows I love him, he...
    Omhippiesoul Omhippiesoul 51-55, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I look at her real hard while she's looking away...lost in her own thoughts... That moment is a metaphor of my life. I'm right in front of her, already hopelessly in love...
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Last year I was attracted to someone I couldn't have - he was in a relationship, and I am married. It was a professional relationship that had become close. It ended late last...
    gypsypearl gypsypearl 61-65, F 5 days ago

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    So here's this guy. He's my classmate in one of my classes. I think I am starting to fall for him and it is driving me crazy, because I can't seem to tell him how I really feel. I...
    wanderlustae wanderlustae 16-17, F Mar 10

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    Sometimes you let go of someone because you have to..not because you want to. ..damn i miss you.!
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I'm in love with this guy and it's tearing me apart. We were friends, than we added the "benefits" and then he found a girl...a girl he probably doesn't love, but she's his girl...
    Lor97 Lor97 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have been in love with this one girl for over a year now. We were and still are quite good friends but I always thought we could be more. She knows I like her this way and I know...
    mixtemotionz mixtemotionz 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have loved you for many years. Over a decade now and nobody knows except me and you. You made me a better person, you've made me feel so good about myself ,i even look more...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I miss someone who isn't mine to miss, I dream about someone who isn't mine to dream about, I love someone who isn't mine to love. All my love's flying in the sand..~ *rolls around...
    Ikimoem0 Ikimoem0 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    she is married but unhappily , i love her so much and she was loving me i guess, she just told me its the best to move on and get married the one who deserve your love, i am going...
    TRHL TRHL 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't see him every day, and he gave me that same smile while I look into his eyes and pretend I'm not in love with him šŸ˜”
    The2ndLaw The2ndLaw 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    So I hang out all evening with this girl that I really like. We have quite the history. Long story shorter; she is breaking up with her current and kicking him out. Woot excitement...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I'm waiting and hoping, and wishing for the time when we can be together again... I miss you so much.
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    He changed his mind again. I felt so close to having him back and he changed his mind last second. I don't know what to do without him. I think he's been avoiding me and that tears...
    lilylana lilylana 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Being left hurts like a b!tch. he couldn't handle my dad. he's black. Im white. my dad against interracial relationships. he refuses to even consider meeting him. so he left. he...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F Mar 8

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    so he is in year 11, I'm in year 9. and to make it worse, he has a girlfriend. she doesn't go to our school though. he would always look at me when we were near each other and he...
    gracestc gracestc 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I still think about her almost everyday and I still wonder if she thinks about me at all. But it doesn't hurt very much any more. I hope she is happy.
    dub000 dub000 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I have felt betrayel I have felt lonesome I have felt sandess I have felt happiness I have felt excitement I have felt awkwardness I have felt many things But love is the most...
    FoolishTroubleMaker FoolishTroubleMaker 13-15 Mar 1

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    So i knew our time would come when we'd finaly get to spend some time together and that time is coming pretty soon. You told me your coming to see me. And that you would really...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I have a severe crush with my brothers football coach and sixth grade basketball coach. Gosh hes just so amazing blue eyes and brown hair the total package. He is really sweet and...
    ilovemusic7 ilovemusic7 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It never fails. I've fallen for friends before, they are clueless except for 2 of them.. I hated it, the 2 friends whom I've said I liked them have liked me back but, couldn't do...
    dbelone11 dbelone11 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    I wonder what will happen When you wont be there... Even the thought of it makes me feel scared... Whom would I wait for? Whom would I love? Who will get all my kisses and hugs...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 4

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    missing him is killing me. I want to see him and feel his arms around me again. but I know it will never happen. I know that what we had was all a lie. I am still so in love with...
    carebearblue carebearblue 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    He's turning 50. He's having a birthday party. Without me... Yup, you guessed it. I'm not over him. He's free to do whatever with whomever. It's my fault for falling again...
    ExecutiveAsst ExecutiveAsst 46-50, F Mar 7

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