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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    James Deen! He just knows what he is doing!

    Man I would kill to be any of the women he works with!
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F May 28

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    This biracial dancer with curly hair got to me.

    .. including her down there. Yes, she was a gogo dancer. New Year's Eve of 2013 was when I had my first crush. The only thing that backfired was the fact that I crushed on her way too late. This was because A, I was in a relationship and B, she knew this dancer and once had...
    Laez Laez 22-25, F May 22

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 18-21, F Sep 24, 2013

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    A former trainer, all I can think about is

    seeing him naked. But he has a girlfriend. But God I wanna **** him!
    janie94 janie94 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    it's kind of ridiculous actually...since I've never met him in person, I've never physically spoken to him, all conversations have happened here. it's been 2 months now, the...
    hollywoodgypsy hollywoodgypsy 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    I can't sleep. I am always stuck thinking about the same things over and over again. The things I have messed up, frustration over my inability to speak my mind, and my will to...
    TheHonorableOutcast TheHonorableOutcast 13-15, M 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    The person is my professor. Who is married with children. Who is 18 years older than me. Before I sound like a terrible person, here is why I'm writing the post: I wish more than...
    letterpress13 letterpress13 22-25, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    She is my social worker who i see on and off now.We don't get to see each-other very often because she is busy. :( I haven't see her since the 18 of June. And i miss her so much...
    Iloveowl Iloveowl 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Or rather wanting someone I can't have. It requires too much energy and takes up too much brain space.
    harliieq harliieq 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Many years ago now I went to an event and met someone there who I felt was pretty interesting. He was a poet and artist so we exchanged info and have kept in touch sort of through...
    LaGentilleDame LaGentilleDame 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I am 15 and I fell in love with a 28 year old from Chicago and I don't know what to to??? Can anyone help me
    TristinandAtlantis TristinandAtlantis 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sorry for my broken english So I've had a long-term relationship like 4 years.. i don't know if you could call it long-term but for me this is the longest relationship i've ever...
    Escc Escc 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    well i do actually have her but i cant have her 24/7 yet !!!!! Patience is a virtue so they say ...........................................
    chris7369 chris7369 41-45, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Why is it that when I perceive someone to be attractive, I'm immediately intimidated? And instinctively feel immensely inferior?
    midnightT31 midnightT31 31-35, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I saw his profile online. I never realized his hair was so dark before.. Just musing here because if I try talking to him he'll just ignore me as usual. No point trying.
    midnightT31 midnightT31 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Hello, I'm posting here because I really don't know what else to do. So me and this girl have been friends for about 4/5 months now. We met through drama school. I'm 22, she's 19...
    EdgeOfSanity EdgeOfSanity 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Sure, I can make an Ep friend. But it's impossible for me to make life ones. No I can't try harder or follow some guide. I can't talk to people, I'm terrified at making small talk...
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    Every day is just the same broken record. Get up, see my mum off to work, and spend the day at home alone. I try to keep myself busy by gardening, getting some decorating done or...
    blvckhvart blvckhvart 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I hate just waiting i love her but i can guarantee she will reject me like before but i truly love her and im just lost can anyone help me?
    Pedroman75 Pedroman75 16-17, M Jun 26

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    I'm in love with someone I'll never have... It's the saddest thing in the world to me...
    boggbinny boggbinny 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 26

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    Once I had thought that I'm special. I'm someone lovable. I'm normal... But I'm not. I am nothing. I'm unlovable in a romantic way. I'm a weirdo. He was my savior as well as my...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    We used to be friends during middle school. My freshman year I told her how I felt about her. She said that she wanted to remain friends but after freshman year I never heard from...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    We were once close friends...now? I don't even know if he sees me as a classmate anymore, whether he sees me as nothing... With my emotions died away, I can't feel the hurt, the...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    This guy I've liked for over a year, apparently has liked me back for the same amount of time. Let's just call him Bob for anonymous sakes. I genuinely like and care about...
    mollzjanine mollzjanine 18-21 1 Response Jun 24

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    I don't have any idea what he wants from me. Circumstances mean we can never be together. Ever. Add distance (different countries) to that mix, there is no way this can ever have...
    ally124 ally124 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    It hurts when you have someone in your heart, but you can't have them in your arms.
    SweetHeartxxo SweetHeartxxo 18-21, F Jun 23

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    argh, my friend is completely smitten with this girl but she doesn't like him. He is always talking to and I hardly ever do. but I have these feelings deep in my stomach about her...
    Akitten1 Akitten1 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I fell in love with a girl who left me and ignored me. Today she texted me and made me even more depressed. It hurts too much
    hgaood hgaood 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    It's so wrong to like him but I can't help it. He's perfectly perfect. Words aren't enough to explain how thankful I am that I met him.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F Jun 23

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    i have a crush on this upperclassman one year older than me, he's too idealistic and only dates perfect, beautiful girls and that broke me....
    polidays polidays 16-17, F Jun 22

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    Physically he belongs to another, but in every other aspect he is mine. We have been in love with each other for 4 months now. He is everything I have ever wanted in another person...
    lovelychickadee lovelychickadee 36-40, F 7 Responses Jun 22

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    I'm always in love with someone I can't have
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 2 Responses Jun 21

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