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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 18-21, F Jun 26, 2013

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 16-17, F Sep 24, 2013

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    This biracial dancer with curly hair got to me.

    .. including her down there. Yes, she was a gogo dancer. New Year's Eve of 2013 was when I had my first crush. The only thing that backfired was the fact that I crushed on her way too late. This was because A, I was in a relationship and B, she knew this dancer and once had...
    Laez Laez 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    Their's just something about people i can't have that make them hott lol. A teacher? Idk about someones husband..they are all mostly ugly lol. uhh someone elses gf/bf. yes but i...
    Muffin19 Muffin19 18-21, F 3 Responses May 6

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    I'm in love with my ex n I know I can't have him anymore that hurts I feel useless because I couldn't help him I wish that he would come and there could be a us again but I...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    Tv ****** me off with their interpretations of love stories. I try every chance I can to see the guy I love. Just to see him, maybe say hello. But it never works out right. Tv...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F 1 Response May 10

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    I met her. I liked her. I wanted her. I love her. I can't have her. She met me. She liked me. She didn't want me. She doesn't love me. She can have me. Its stupid i know. It's...
    classykitty classykitty 16-17, F 1 Response May 11

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    She lives just in front of my house. She is young as me but married having 2 Small kids. I love her since last 2 Years or so its a form of deep crush that makes me smile Holds my...
    neeraj8king neeraj8king 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 25

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    As always i am thinking about you and wonder if your thinking of me too. I often think about that day i had with you.That was the first time we spent a day together since the first...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    I spoke to her for the first time in a year and a half on the weekend. it was only for 20 minutes. It was a milestone Birthday and I wasn't going to let go by without...
    jackflash3300 jackflash3300 31-35, M 3 Responses May 6

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    Oh yes I did. It can't be devastating at times I guess. Especially when you build a quick, deep, intense, pure connection with someone then the reality hits you in the face and you...
    Kman4You Kman4You 36-40, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm in love with someone I know I can never have. We used to be super close then he just stopped acting like he wanted to talk to me. I'd give just about anything to hold him again...
    CassidyRose4905 CassidyRose4905 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I want him. I have the feelings that I just want to hold him and hold him. I have no idea why. I have to keep telling myself I mustn't even look in his direction. I keep telling...
    hopeandsoul hopeandsoul 16-17, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I've known my best friend since we were 7 years old, now we're 18 and we have spent most of our life together. I had my girlfriends and he had his, but recently I've been having...
    LipieCastro LipieCastro 18-21, M 1 Response May 2

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    I met you in 8th grade, you were new and very quiet. For some reason I just couldn't keep my eyes off of you, I was drawn to you, I was attracted to you. I would try talking to you...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M May 9

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    I've had crushes before but they're usually superficial and short-lived and they've never been reciprocated. He's different, he's tangible, but he says a relationship between the...
    SirenAlone SirenAlone 16-17, F 2 Responses May 10

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    So uhh I really like this guy and ik I shouldn't because well he's my teacher but like I can't help it.... I desperately need advice about what to do..
    xxtoxiccupcakexx xxtoxiccupcakexx 16-17, F 2 Responses May 10

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    Had to stop talking to him all together. Erased his number from my phone. Just can't deal with not being able to have him. Maybe someday he will see what he couldn't see now.
    Msjess Msjess 31-35, F 1 Response May 12

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    So there's this guy, let's call him... Joe (because his name is Joe) and I am in love with him. Maybe its not even love. Maybe I'm just infatuated. But I can't stop thinking about...
    ShesSimplyKenny ShesSimplyKenny 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13

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    Today I had an amicable lunch with my soon to be ex. She looked incredible and I really wanted to tell her and talk to her but I am uncomfortable around her now because of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 14

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    it would be easier on everyone involved if I could just walk away. but how do you break an attraction when you're attached like this?. when their part of your everyday life. when...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 2

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    I first met you when I enter SAE.i met you at the cafe.at that time u look so innocent and i like ur lips and ur nose.besides when i see u for the first time, i suddenly remeber my...
    ShyGirlbutStraightForward ShyGirlbutStraightForward 22-25, F May 9

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    A few weeks ago, i met the most amazing girl... i've been seeing her around at school for a while, but never really bothered to talk to her. Then, one night, by total chance, we...
    BMWMP0WER BMWMP0WER 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    He is older than me. He is the first thing on my mind in the morning and the last as I slip into sleep. The way he holds me makes me want to cry. We have been secretly seeing each...
    goddessstorm goddessstorm 22-25, F 1 Response May 15

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    from time to time when i no longer can control my heart i write here at ep each time i hope she will read it some day after each time i write i wonder why my words cant win her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 1

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    Meet a friend for coffee sometimes and still have a crush on her after 30 years of knowing her.
    CillaCybin CillaCybin 46-50, M May 10

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    So I've been working part time and I met a guy. He is not the most handsome guy I've seen but something about him appeals to me. A month after I left, I went back to visit my old...
    Dottyz Dottyz 22-25, F May 10

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    Don't u guys think Breakup is just like having the worst nightmare after the best dream.
    Kunal27 Kunal27 18-21, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I HATE IT SO MUCH. Maybe I just haven't found someone better than her.
    Gingurrx14 Gingurrx14 18-21, M May 10

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    The only point where you can say that you're ready for love is at the same point where you can say you're ready to get hurt.
    Adonisalala Adonisalala 18-21, M May 8

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    I think I've fallen hard this time.. And I hate it cause I'm not sure I can figure him out.. And I don't want to get my heart broken again again 😔
    XTheSkinImAmInX XTheSkinImAmInX 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Turns out someone I like has a boyfriend. why me?
    MiserysChild MiserysChild 22-25 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm still in a relationship with this person...but I know I'm not the one. I know I'll be alone soon. I've done all I can to save us...but nothing works. I just hope when it's over...
    MerelyMe9 MerelyMe9 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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