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I Lusted After Someone I Can't Have

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    To Watch,share And Be There.....

    To watch, to care and be there.  to enjoy the view of someone who fills your heart, and makes you start to smile. even when you're alone in a crowded room and that silly tune of that song that wont get out of your head  starts playing again. To hear his voice is...
    Shuga Shuga 46-50, F Oct 20, 2009

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    Can't Have Him

    He was so handsome. Large brown eyes, enormous eyelashes, tall, so smart. I was 15. He was 17. I could not have him for a number of reasons, most notably because he wasn't interested in me. I still remember the desperate desire I felt for this boy, the pain of rejection, though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 30, 2010

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    Stop Dreaming

    My work spouse turned into an emotional affair.  I've contemplated taking the next step with him; but think now it will never happen. Now that I've opened myself up to the possibility of an affair I'm very uncomfortable with my husband. Time to get grounded and stop...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    Flooring Girl

    I work with her almost every day. She is one of those girls that is rarely seen without her smile. When she talks to me she reaches out and touches my arm or shoulder. When I come to work I go out of my way to pass by her dept. before going to mine. Once when I was using the...
    mjon64 mjon64 46-50, M Feb 17, 2013

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    I lust for someone so amazing

    and I cant have her. I am so attracted to her...she is so beautiful. Her body is perfect, every curve and every part so soft. I dream about her laying next to me with nothing on. I wake up and take in her beauty. I then run my fingers across every contour. I want to make love...
    cutie7710 cutie7710 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    1000 times. And some of them would have been

    the "right one"; good for me, kind, flexible, attractive on the inside AND outside, but certain that I couldn't be with them I sought or accepted the attention of those that would be with me and often that has been a disaster. So damned if you do, damned if you do the other way...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 1 Response Jul 25, 2014

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    Always dreaming of this on coworker

    that I known for years. She is recently married. Just can't stop thinking about doing her and giving her my kid. Had to get that off my chest.
    Stonecold1 Stonecold1 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 16, 2014

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    Love And Lust

    Ever since I fell in love with him,he's been in every single one of my dreams.Then I began to notice I started to desire him that much,and thought,and dreamed of him and me sexually.Every edge,every part of his body made me bight my lip.Although he's no model,and weighs about 230...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 16-17, F Jun 26, 2013

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    Brandon

    I never knew having you in my life Would cause me so much strife. Should've known what I was getting into All you ever cared about was you. I know I never told you how I felt But the worry of you not feeling the same made me feel as if i'd been strangled by a belt. You...
    StarkButcher StarkButcher 16-17, F Sep 24, 2013

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    My Step-Daughter

    I had a dream last night. my step daughter kissed me on the lips. I was shocked and deeply in love with her even more. HELP Me
    andrewmoran andrewmoran 56-60, M 1 Response Nov 17, 2013

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    My Uncles Girlfriend

    I am seriously lusting after my uncles girlfriend. I am 27. He 43. Compared to my father, who is a normal working class man, he has been fairly successful and earns quite a bit of money. He is a good looking guy for his age and always attracts younger and beautiful women. His...
    MintBerryCrunch MintBerryCrunch 26-30, M Sep 15, 2013

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    Over the past few months I've developed a friendship with a girl I see everyday working at a local coffee shop. I'd seen her working there for a year or so, but one day she said...
    musicman1975 musicman1975 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    It sucks doesn't it. Liking someone you can't have.. Seeing them everyday, but knowing that they'll never be yours.. It's the worst feeling, cause all you can do is dream about and...
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 14

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    I was just talking to a guy he played his music he sings I heard the most beautiful sound I ever heard them I realized I can't have him he's straight and I started crying listening...
    keyonte4853 keyonte4853 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    There's this guy, in fact the same guy that I'm always talking about on here, the older one, I feel like such a school girl whenever I talk about him or ask for advice. Yet I just...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F Jan 16

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    So I have a question that all of you may be able to help me with. I am 28 years old, actually turning 29 this weekend! Anyways, I have pre menopause which means I cannot have...
    curiousviolinist curiousviolinist 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Years ago I met this beautiful girl, who became a close friend of mine. We spent time together on a regular basis, I'd even watch as she would get flirtatious with other men and I...
    steampunkBeverage steampunkBeverage 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    No, I am not in love with someone. I have never experienced anything like this actually. I think it'd be cool to know this feeling of "falling in love" and be "in love" with...
    Lila2088 Lila2088 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 2

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    I am so hopelessly in love with this guy I met a little over a year ago. I met him through a friend and since then we have really bonded and gotten close. He tells me things he has...
    FlyAwayWithMe3 FlyAwayWithMe3 18-21, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    I think I'm falling hard for someone from my past who has caught up with me. We both came full circle but the worst part was the fact that we had so many opportunities before to...
    Dannie92 Dannie92 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    He doesn't want to date me because he lives in Germany and I live in Texas. We've been talking for four months now and I'm completely in love with him. I've never met anyone so...
    LilahWolf LilahWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm in love with someone that doesn't think about me. We had a thing once, but he ran away and never spoke to me again. While he's moving on and seeing other people, I can't stop...
    Flowerunderrain Flowerunderrain 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    She says she loved me once, but now there's someone else and I want so badly to be happy for her, but I can't, because I feel like it should be me making her happy. I should be...
    snitchwings snitchwings 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm so in love with a man. He loves me too. His friends tore us apart with lies about me. The love of my life now won't even talk to me and I can't do anything to get him to know...
    EmilyPouliot EmilyPouliot 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I am in love with a woman 30 years younger than myself and I know she likes me but I am just too old for her. I would never do anything to hurt her and value her friendship too...
    iwillbealone iwillbealone 56-60, M Dec 29, 2014

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    It's strange but I have a crush on one of my (3rd generation?) uncles which he is only a few years older than me. I tell myself that we can never be together because we really can...
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F Jan 11

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    My best friend is a girl and I am totally in love with her. I am sure a lot of people know the feeling. We still talk almost every day and see each other once a week. About a year...
    nathanvp nathanvp 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    I am in love with my high school sweetheart. I have been married for five years and last year had an affair with my high school sweetheart who I have always been in love with and I...
    yungnsexi yungnsexi 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    am so badly in love with a guy who already has a g.f :( its tearing me apart. i can't let him go... please help me out ??
    senlee senlee 22-25, F 8 Responses Jan 18

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    I'm in love with my best friend. We've been together too much I suppose. It's even more like twins. I start to notice that's its not working out really well anymore as I really...
    eliasstuedahl eliasstuedahl 16-17, M a week ago

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    experiencing that heartbreak every day has become part of my routine, yet I can't pull myself away
    djps djps 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can't even enjoy the somewhat of a relationship I'm in because of trust issues, and I can't even talk to the person I like about it. Time to go single again?
    MephXV MephXV 18-21, M Jan 7

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    I fell in love with my neighbour in my dorm, let's call her K. She was an exchange student for half a year, and I liked her from the first moment I saw her. Me and her + her...
    lassieboy lassieboy 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I've known him for two years. He always makes me smile and laugh when I'm upset, teases me, jokes around and worries about me when I have problems, spends time with me talking...
    sweetice007 sweetice007 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Sometimes you have to laugh. A few minutes ago the woman I wish I could be with just posted on her FB that she just watched a certain movie and I couldn't help but laugh. Because...
    Burai Burai 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I recently think I fell in love with my best friend. She's a lesbian and I am as well. Thing is, I know her for 8 years and we grew up together. She has a girlfriend now for 4...
    melliam melliam 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Do you ever feel like all your crushes are just accidents? I hate falling in love. I'll be sailing through my life all strong headed and confident and BAM! I go crazy over...
    blasphemy666 blasphemy666 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I have a crush, she very special and amazing. She likes someone else. However I'm happy for her and I hope it works out for her. I'm glad she found someone amazing and special to...
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    He text me to tell me he was buying a ring for his girlfriend. He text me when he was in the shop. It's been 18months and I still love him. I moved to Australia to stop him from...
    doryx doryx 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    So life is hard i know. but its harder when you love someone that he doesnt want you back. i have a friend. ive known him for 3 years now. from the forst day i noticed there is...
    lor334 lor334 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Do not fall for someone on ep the person know who it is
    leemc leemc 18-21, M Jan 3

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    It hurts to try and forget. I knew it won't ever happen, Yet I kept on playing scenarios in my head of him and I,hoping it becomes reality, when truthfully he has his eyes set on...
    ThunderManami ThunderManami 18-21, F Jan 5

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    I have fallen in love with someone I may never get to be with, she lives to far away and to be honest I don't know what she sees in me she is beyond perfect.
    Jessy1414 Jessy1414 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    my ex just came back into my life right when I just recently went on a date with a guy I was thinking about going out with. and I've been in love with my ex for a long time. I feel...
    ForeverStar0 ForeverStar0 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    im in love with my guy best friend . he is a bi . he likes a guy currently . and i help him a lot with his new relationship with the other guy . i want him to be happy always and i...
    nikhi1996 nikhi1996 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Ok I'm not in love but i really like her and the worst part is shes almost 17 and I'm turning 15 in March but she's funny and sweet and she's been with me through everything and...
    EpicBrotato EpicBrotato 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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