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I M Never Anyones Number 1

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    I Am Seen As The Last On The List The Boring Old Spud

    I hate being the last on the list and men who make out they care and then dump you for better. I don't know how to improve myself other than to continue education and relax time to import my body mind and spirit I think men who play the field and cheat are not good fathers or...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 7, 2011

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    Never Have, And Never Will Be...

    I have never been someone's 1st choice, and I don't think I ever will be, I just come around, when someone is bored with someone esle, and they want something interesting for a while, and than when someone else comes around, i'm tosses away again, without even a second...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    Just Once....

    I'd Love to be someone's number one....someone's most important thing in their life, Just once....I don;'t believe that is a Lot to ask for....
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    No Matter What I Do....

    I am never anyones top priority it seems. Even when I had friends, I always used to feel that I was just there and not really a proper close friend. Almost like if someone better came along then I could be easily replaced and would be kind of thing. Turns out I was right on that...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2011

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    Sigh

    Married over 12 years; his job, our kids, his mother.....I feel like I don't even rank in the top 10
    Lily01 Lily01 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2012

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    Omg

    oh my god it sucks being single and alone i was sooo tired of puting soo much care and time in a relationship that it eould end so horribly by sum1 that i thought actuly cared to the piont i just never loved and its bin like 3 years sens and its just bin horrible and just soo...
    khalaggarr khalaggarr 18-21, M Jan 28, 2012

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    3 Guys, Always Second

    So I have been in 3 serious relationships in my life. And when I first start dating these guys they are crazy about me. But then after that it all goes downhill. I have been left 3 times for ex girlfriends. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong
    ked14797 ked14797 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2012

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    Too True

    But that's okay, I don't need to be.
    Strikerfreeze Strikerfreeze 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    :(

    I don't want to be everyone's number one but i do want to be his.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Number 49 Is More Like It

    After reading a bunch of the stories here, I suppose I have a similar tale to tell. I'm a smart woman. I'm educated and I feel I have a pretty good head on my shoulders. I understand people. I, get how people think and how certain people will react. Due to those skills I somehow...
    Miyo Miyo 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2011

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    Not Even In The Top 10

      I try to put everyone I love before myself, so I can even say I don't put myself as number one. It's hard for me to give myself that kind of permission. I realized that I had to though, about 6 months ago when I started to have a small breakdown. I didn't tell anyone, I...
    Simplyliving Simplyliving 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2010

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    People All Around And Still Alone

    I have always been the one to take care of things for everyone.Im tired and want someone to want me for a change.everyone seems to be all about them, i guess i will never be anyones number one either. Sucks huh!!!
    mullinsdo1 mullinsdo1 36-40, M Oct 12, 2011

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    Number One

    I'm never anyone number 1 and I don't really care.  This isn't important to me, what is, is that I'm important and number 1 for my hubby which I am.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 15, 2011

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    I Feel Too Much...

    I want to be the last person he see's and thinks about before we go to bed and I want to be the first person he thinks about when he wakes up. I want him to be thoughtful and buy me little things just because he was thinking of me at the time. I want to know that when we are not...
    PrincessLulu PrincessLulu 26-30, F Jun 15, 2010

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    I Am The Last Resort

    Everyone always has someone else they would rather be with at any given time.  I can tell because they are usually being rude and texting someone or thinking about abandoning me.  They always abandon me for someone else.  Apparently I do not matter to...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Aw Crap

    I'm never a number one..sometimes a number2.  ( ick)   Then I drop down to no number available, at this time..  I'm still alive & it means something.  Everyone must have a bit of hope & personal value.   Oh wait..I'm number one to my...
    wiseowl wiseowl 61-65, F 6 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    I've Been A Number 2

    I was someone's number 2 and for a while I thought I was going to be upgraded to number 1 because I am this amazing and wonderful guy *rolls eyes* but when her boyfriend starting acting better I didn't. Even when she split from him I never became number 1.
    shadow1013 shadow1013 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 22, 2010

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    "supplanter"

    To the innocent 15 year old me, you meant everything.To you, who claimed to love me. I became a simple object.You used me to fill your heart and then tossed me aside.Without caring for my feelings at all.I accepted without a thought.I believed you were never in the wrong.And...
    SeaOfSecrets SeaOfSecrets 18-21, F Aug 31, 2011

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    Ya They All Thought That I'm No.1 In Each Of Their Life, I Believed Too...

    U know if u know culture of one, then u can predict his/her perception. I'm lower class Bengali in India. I loved 3 girls & proposed by another 2 girls till date. Each 3 times my dream had broken. I do know my fault was there, so ... Hard was time when our 9 years of relationship...
    LifeisRisk LifeisRisk 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2011

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    I So Wish I Was A Girlfriends No 1

    I hate being alone. I hate being single, although it is nice sometimes. I'll go to bed tonight alone, with no one but my pillow. I want to be on a girl's thoughts...and not just in a teasing, flirting way, but in a serious way, loving, romantic way. Sigh :(
    Stahl Stahl 31-35, M 5 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Okay everybody I'm going to give you guys my phone number so you won't have to message me for it! :) It's going to be hidden with the words so look VERY carefully. I hope you know...
    SammieSweetheart687 SammieSweetheart687 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Throughout the Bible we see that God loves numbers! He’s an architect and engineer; He made the universe! He loves to show off, show His glory, make us marvel! - For over a year...
    jackyb jackyb 70+, M 6 days ago

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    The little red metal number dispenser. The digital display of numbers on the wall. "26?" HERE!
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    My number is two. I was engaged to the first one, and I married the second one. Hopefully that number will go up, though, because I am unfortunately ending my marriage.
    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F Apr 1

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    I have been seeing this number for about two years now. I see the number 33 on my watch, alarm clock, etc, I even awake in the middle of the night and awaken at exactly 33 on the...
    Voloagnosco Voloagnosco 36-40, M Apr 4

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    It is said that most people, when given the choice of the above number sequence, will always pick a certain number. To see if this is a true fact, I am asking anyone who would like...
    IM5688 IM5688 56-60, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    To be honest I feel like I am not really worthy of such a thing. I have been too discouraged to even think of attempting love again. I have had a relationship of eight years...
    sirenofryking sirenofryking 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am new to this, so perhaps I am too anxious. I have been added to a number of people's circles but have never heard from them. I don't understand why they would want to follow me...
    Ailill Ailill 36-40, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    If you really love a person you didn't fall in love with them because if there number but because the person they are in and out
    4801792915M 4801792915M 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I believe age is only a number because I have fallen in love with numerous older guys who are about 10-15 years older than me. I fall in love with them for their personalities...
    Inlovewithtecher Inlovewithtecher 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I am relieved to see that there are so many others seeing 9:11. I too have had a couple of personal encounters with these numbers and was getting worried because they can both have...
    KarlieArrow5 KarlieArrow5 31-35 Apr 2

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    my hockey number <3
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Apr 4

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    TTC number 2 for nearly 2 years now. I had to try over a year for my 1st and we were about to be sent for tests and i got pregnant. We are getting sent for tests now again, but i...
    AlbieAngel AlbieAngel 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    16, want phone sex. So yeah give me your number for a ring, I like older men ;)
    ringme1231 ringme1231 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I am dad from UK with girls aged 13 and 15.our nieces aged 17 and 19 live with us as they at local university. Different rules apply to different ages but at end if day a rule is a...
    sherwin01 sherwin01 46-50, M 6 Responses Apr 4

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    I dread waking up every morning. The best I can hope for when I step out of bed is a "same ****, different day" kinda day, & that's hard enough to deal with. But then along come...
    Looneytoons Looneytoons 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Guys, Let's make it easier for you to understand. Girls are crazy, and they have this high and low state of mind. I'm just stating what I believe is a bit obvious when it comes to...
    wherethehealingbegins wherethehealingbegins 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    moments in time pass so slow when you drive the mind the time apart wrapped in sorrow when space comes between one together suppose to be but not on this day conversations...
    fwatson0506 fwatson0506 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I can't even watch commercials with proposals or wedding type shows or see pictures of people getting married or engagement photos without wanting to burst into tears. I have never...
    AshCatSilver AshCatSilver 31-35, F Apr 1

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    I started smoking late 2013, with my friend for no particular reason. Occasionally after school, we'd chill, buy a cigarette each, and go smoke behind the store we'd buy them from...
    funkybones funkybones 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I was adopted at 9 months old. I never really wanted to meet my birth parents. One of my adopted friends got a grant to go find her birth parents...but that never appealed to me. I...
    goldenwings17 goldenwings17 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Never. I never am. Whether it's being a good enough sibling, son, student, friend, or anything. I'm never good enough. No matter how hard I try I fail. Everyone else is better...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I have been thinking lately about never having been born and the comfort it may give me. I beleive in an afterlife and beleive we all come here from that plane of existence to...
    CTcitzen CTcitzen 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    we live together we've been together for a few years i think we are happy he says it is permanent, that our relationship is for the rest of our lives - so why not? i feel insecure...
    suesue1978 suesue1978 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i have never been to jail because im scared of going to jail,im scared not for me but for my parents because if i go to jail then who will look after my parents nobody will look...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M Mar 20

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    I'm easily one of the oldest people in this group: I'll be 37 in July. Never had a girlfriend, still a virgin, and only been kissed three times (every time, alcohol was involved...
    forestlaw77 forestlaw77 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    I've written so many letters that I can never send. I write letters when I'm sad, angry, lonely, or just need to let out emotions. I've written letters to my cousin, expressing my...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 16-17, F Mar 23

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    It's just seem too strenuous. I am a hopeless romantic chick flick person but in real life I probably won't even get a date. I would never want to put myself out there because let...
    dhanyal dhanyal 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Growing up my biologically was apart of my life. I would spend weekends with him and we would do things together that I don't really remember cause I was such a little girl. From...
    wishfulhopeful wishfulhopeful 18-21, F Mar 25

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    How naive to say 'never'. You don't know what you'll do in 5 or 10 or 20 years. Things are not always black and white. What if, on your honeymoon your husband suffers a serious...
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 26

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    I wish I did not exist at all. I am not suicidal but I also feel that I am done living. There is no point to getting up every morning to go about your day, make money, get an...
    Girlincrisis Girlincrisis 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26