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I M Never Anyones Number 1

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 519 People

    I Am The Last Resort

    Everyone always has someone else they would rather be with at any given time.  I can tell because they are usually being rude and texting someone or thinking about abandoning me.  They always abandon me for someone else.  Apparently I do not matter to...
    BBUDS BBUDS 18-21, F Mar 29, 2010

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    Number 49 Is More Like It

    After reading a bunch of the stories here, I suppose I have a similar tale to tell. I'm a smart woman. I'm educated and I feel I have a pretty good head on my shoulders. I understand people. I, get how people think and how certain people will react. Due to those skills I somehow...
    Miyo Miyo 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 18, 2011

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    Too True

    But that's okay, I don't need to be.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    People All Around And Still Alone

    I have always been the one to take care of things for everyone.Im tired and want someone to want me for a change.everyone seems to be all about them, i guess i will never be anyones number one either. Sucks huh!!!
    mullinsdo1 mullinsdo1 36-40, M Oct 12, 2011

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    Sigh

    Married over 12 years; his job, our kids, his mother.....I feel like I don't even rank in the top 10
    Lily01 Lily01 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2012

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    Omg

    oh my god it sucks being single and alone i was sooo tired of puting soo much care and time in a relationship that it eould end so horribly by sum1 that i thought actuly cared to the piont i just never loved and its bin like 3 years sens and its just bin horrible and just soo...
    khalaggarr khalaggarr 18-21, M Jan 28, 2012

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    Just Once....

    I'd Love to be someone's number one....someone's most important thing in their life, Just once....I don;'t believe that is a Lot to ask for....
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    I Am Seen As The Last On The List The Boring Old Spud

    I hate being the last on the list and men who make out they care and then dump you for better. I don't know how to improve myself other than to continue education and relax time to import my body mind and spirit I think men who play the field and cheat are not good fathers or...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 7, 2011

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    Number One

    I'm never anyone number 1 and I don't really care.  This isn't important to me, what is, is that I'm important and number 1 for my hubby which I am.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 2 Responses May 15, 2011

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    Who needs to be #1 when you could be # 560,

    843,001 on everybody's list!!!! Don't you just love people. * note sarcasm
    OnlyOneNotTaken OnlyOneNotTaken 16-17, F May 7, 2014

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    Ya They All Thought That I'm No.1 In Each Of Their Life, I Believed Too...

    U know if u know culture of one, then u can predict his/her perception. I'm lower class Bengali in India. I loved 3 girls & proposed by another 2 girls till date. Each 3 times my dream had broken. I do know my fault was there, so ... Hard was time when our 9 years of relationship...
    LifeisRisk LifeisRisk 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 13, 2011

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    3 Guys, Always Second

    So I have been in 3 serious relationships in my life. And when I first start dating these guys they are crazy about me. But then after that it all goes downhill. I have been left 3 times for ex girlfriends. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong
    ked14797 ked14797 22-25, F Apr 5, 2012

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    I Hate It When It's Not Me

    wanna know my story? here it is. I love him and he loves me.. The problem? he got a girlfriend. they've been together for 2 years already... Let me clarify how he "loves" me.. He told me he love me, but not how he loves his girlfriend...Always the second never the first..
    Amongstars Amongstars 13-15 1 Response Mar 17, 2011

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    I So Wish I Was A Girlfriends No 1

    I hate being alone. I hate being single, although it is nice sometimes. I'll go to bed tonight alone, with no one but my pillow. I want to be on a girl's thoughts...and not just in a teasing, flirting way, but in a serious way, loving, romantic way. Sigh :(
    Stahl Stahl 31-35, M 4 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    Not Even In The Top 10

      I try to put everyone I love before myself, so I can even say I don't put myself as number one. It's hard for me to give myself that kind of permission. I realized that I had to though, about 6 months ago when I started to have a small breakdown. I didn't tell anyone, I...
    Simplyliving Simplyliving 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 28, 2010

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    "supplanter"

    To the innocent 15 year old me, you meant everything.To you, who claimed to love me. I became a simple object.You used me to fill your heart and then tossed me aside.Without caring for my feelings at all.I accepted without a thought.I believed you were never in the wrong.And...
    SeaOfSecrets SeaOfSecrets 18-21, F Aug 31, 2011

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    Aw Crap

    I'm never a number one..sometimes a number2.  ( ick)   Then I drop down to no number available, at this time..  I'm still alive & it means something.  Everyone must have a bit of hope & personal value.   Oh wait..I'm number one to my...
    wiseowl wiseowl 61-65, F 5 Responses Mar 27, 2010

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    I've Been A Number 2

    I was someone's number 2 and for a while I thought I was going to be upgraded to number 1 because I am this amazing and wonderful guy *rolls eyes* but when her boyfriend starting acting better I didn't. Even when she split from him I never became number 1.
    shadow1013 shadow1013 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 22, 2010

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    I Feel Too Much...

    I want to be the last person he see's and thinks about before we go to bed and I want to be the first person he thinks about when he wakes up. I want him to be thoughtful and buy me little things just because he was thinking of me at the time. I want to know that when we are not...
    PrincessLulu PrincessLulu 26-30, F Jun 15, 2010

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    No Matter What I Do....

    I am never anyones top priority it seems. Even when I had friends, I always used to feel that I was just there and not really a proper close friend. Almost like if someone better came along then I could be easily replaced and would be kind of thing. Turns out I was right on that...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2011

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    Never Have, And Never Will Be...

    I have never been someone's 1st choice, and I don't think I ever will be, I just come around, when someone is bored with someone esle, and they want something interesting for a while, and than when someone else comes around, i'm tosses away again, without even a second...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 14, 2010

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    :(

    I don't want to be everyone's number one but i do want to be his.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 15, 2010

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    I honestly don't know what else I can do and say to get the same attention that everybody else gets when they text or call or anything at all. I try to do what I can and I try to...
    jdavid1979 jdavid1979 31-35, M 1 hr ago

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    Age that is. I think age is just a number. It is now after midnight on the 8th of March in Australia, and what is officially known as my birthday. My 21st birthday and it has been...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 7

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    It's the number of my short story. It's the number of the biblical beast. It's the number six theescore and six. Which coincidentally is the 666 number in chronological order of...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I see angel numbers meaning numbers on a clock like 111, 1111, 333, 444 , 555, 1221. 1212. I am not looking on purpose it just happens. Even while looking for street addresses...
    minuet1965 minuet1965 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I fell in love at first sight 8 years ago and every year after that until now has been affected by that. We met in college as he was preparing to graduate in a year and I was just...
    wanderer89 wanderer89 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Any number over 19 is a number worth thinking about.Once out of those teens if they can go to war.They surely deserve a chance to be loved.Free will and the opportunity to be a...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Mar 1

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    A "Freak Number" is a number that is given to show how what sexual acts that you do or want to do. You can give it to yourself or someone else can give it to you. One would be...
    RationalCutie RationalCutie 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 9

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    Seems I was given a gift ... to remember this value ... by my best buddy ... a 14 lb duck. His last defense must have been horrendous. He was trapped. Cut off from the safety of...
    WhoIsThatMaskedMan2 WhoIsThatMaskedMan2 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    I hate the stereotype that just because you are young doesnt mean you are not as 'mature' as others sure they have had more experiences and have been alive longer but that isnt...
    Pedroman75 Pedroman75 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    Hope For Humanity. I know in the current day and age things aren't quite the way it should be or how we would imagine but that doesn't mean we can't make a difference. We are the...
    Lugelogistics93 Lugelogistics93 18-21, M Mar 5

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    age really is just a number im 16 boy and i like both older and younger any takers? lol
    philipabc philipabc 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    Smoking is the most vilest dirty habit. I can't stand being around anyone who is smoking, i even have to cross the road if i'm walking behind some idiot smoking. I'll tell you what...
    Robson11 Robson11 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    Most of you know i like lots of music Pink floyd, The pixies. Talking heads, Oasis,Ocean Colour Scene, The Stone Roses, The Beatles, Queen, and many others. Being a bowie fan since...
    pfloyd121 pfloyd121 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    I know this sounds weird, but I've been seeing the number 4 EVERYWHERE since I was little, up to now.
    illuminatisweaters illuminatisweaters 13-15, M Mar 20

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    Why can't I be number one, instead of being second choice? If guys want me so badly, why don't they come to me instead of me coming to them? Seriously, I'm a sexy, intelligent...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 18 Responses Mar 20

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    Honestly ok my opinion age is truly just a number I don't believe love has an age limit and if I wanna **** someone 4 and plus my age I am ...oops
    zzb7 zzb7 18-21, F 12 Responses a week ago

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    Age is just a number. It's totally irrelevant unless, of course, you happen to be a bottle of wine. Joan Collins
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Here you need to change the level depending on what gives you more coins. When making the changes you need to consider a number buy fifa 15 ios coins of factors such as the...
    fastfifa15coins fastfifa15coins 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I would love to join your number of crossdressers
    eile eile 61-65, M 1 day ago

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    I never knew that I can love someone so much. I never knew that someone can become my daily habit and then can become my life. I never knew that someone can become as important to...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F Mar 17

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    I'll never be one of those chicks that's a size 0 I'll always be plus size. I'll never be one of those preppy girls guys seem to love so much. I'll never be submissive to anyone im...
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you
    OneWithTheSkies OneWithTheSkies 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 7

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