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I M Afraid All the Time

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    Thought Everyone Felt Afraid All the Time.

    Hey guys, Im just looking for some people to my experiences and thoughts with, and hear some back. So I wont go into a long story. Im 25 years old, and I've always had a problem with anxiety. I think because I've always had it, I didnt realize that there was anything wrong. I...
    NJkid NJkid 22-25 2 Responses Jul 28, 2009

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    I feel like when I go to sleep I won't wake up,

    but half the time that is what I want. I am just afraid it will actually happen.
    reneeswims reneeswims 16-17, F Mar 24, 2014

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    How do you feel? When you are

    broken-hearted And you agree to what your against? How do you feel? When you are suffering Only to live decently? When you are always worried And lost in the world? When the fear of tomorrow becomes an illness And you see your doom? When agony lives in your heart And stays on...
    wishfullthoughts wishfullthoughts 18-21, F Mar 16, 2014

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    Lights Afar

    I stare up at the stars  tonight and pray tomorrow might  just be right I've place my faith towards lights afar , and wish , and pray upon a star A story of youth, I once heard told, all though I've grown, I'm not too old to Dream and hope and come...
    Randysdot Randysdot 51-55, M Oct 20, 2009

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