I 'm Alone Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 160 People

    if you are alone and in the quest of looking

    for the meaning of life this short 30 seconds video shows you how https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxLFBkSSQN0
    Kyle178 Kyle178
    22-25, M
    Aug 24, 2015

    Here's an example of how screwed up my head

    and heart is. She drives a white SUV. Do you know how many white SUVs there are? They all look the same. The next time you're at the grocery store or the mall try and count them. Every time I see one I think of her. I hope its her car. I hope she sees me walking and she will...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 31, 2015
    rebelfreeman rebelfreeman
    18-21, M
    Aug 24, 2015
    audlooking audlooking
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    Why do I want to be with M

    so bad? Is it because I really love her? Or is it just because I want something back that's been lost? Is this sadness even about her, or is about being alone? If I meet someone new, will I be able to get past M? I think so...I hope so...I want to. So does that mean I'm not...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    I lost my best friend

    because he doesn't think he has emotions, but I told him he did and have him proof by talking about times he's shown then, and he got mad and stopped talking to me. He hasn't said a thing to me in six days.
    SafeHavens SafeHavens
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2015

    Quiet At Night

    Late at night, when all are sleeping, it's just me.  I don't know whether I am happy or sad - I feel incredibly sad that I can't make everything perfect in my life.  Logically - I know that two people either make or break a marriage, and the hope of...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    So something just happened.

    I didn't set out to do this. It just sort of happened. I went out for a walk. During my walk I decided I'd go into this crappy dive bar and get a beer. I very very rarely go into this place. Anyway, the bartender was very pretty. Hey, guess what, I've started noticing that...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    1 Response Aug 23, 2015

    Forever alone :( I can't seem to keep friends

    or boyfriends. I am shy and quiet and not a lot of people like that.
    ladylonewolf89 ladylonewolf89
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    I'm alone, not again,

    yet i'm alone forever.
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2015
    whengster24 whengster24
    26-30, F
    89 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    ...

    yes indeed Im alone again and here come emptiness crashing in its either love or hate I cant find in between Because Ive been witches and I have been with the Queen   It wouldnt have worked out anyway So now its just another lonely day Further along we just may But...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2008

    M, do you remember how you felt

    when I surprised you with flowers? I remember. I know how you felt because I could see it in your eyes. I know how you felt because I could feel it when you hugged me. You looked at me and you smiled. I want you to feel that way every day. Do you know how you made me feel...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    Aug 24, 2015

    Yeah.. -.-

    i'm so bored whenever i try to talk to someone they seem to completely ignore me, so i'm again here on EP typing, typing and typ..ing and i'm sleepy and SAD and lonely and confused and tired and just want things to be easy. easy. ATLEAST normal. not hard nor difficult, is that a...
    EverythingBreaks EverythingBreaks
    16-17, F
    Jun 17, 2009

    Again Indeed

    I often wondered if there's a severe difference between being alone and feeling alone. The effect must be quite the same. I'm not alone, and sometimes the presence of other people in my life comforts me at times when I feel alone. But when I truly feel like there's no one who...
    JojaRodenaLente JojaRodenaLente
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2009

    Am I just hanging on to this feeling of

    heartbreak and wallowing in it because I think its better then feeling alone? Am I cutting myself emotionally? Causing myself one type of emotional pain to mask a different pain? I can't tell. Its all tangled up inside me. Some dark, negative Gordian knot that won't unravel...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    Aug 23, 2015

    I fell in love. This relationship was never

    going to be longer then the summer. At lest the physical, being in the same place part of it. She's leaving in October. I knew that from the start. But I fell in love anyway. Lets call her M. She said she loved me first. She said she was my girlfriend. Things were great. We...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    Aug 23, 2015

    If I tell M how I feel about her,

    will it change anything? I tried that once, when she left me. It didn't change anything then, why would it now. She's out there somewhere, doing her own thing, living her life. She doesn't want me to be a part of it. She doesn't need me to be a part of it. If she did, she'd say...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    Aug 25, 2015

    How is this experience changing me?

    When I reach the other side of this dark chasm, who will I be? That person who could love so easily, will he be gone? Will my heart become harder, bitter, less trusting? Would that be a good thing, preventing me from being hurt again? Would it be bad, causing me to miss an...
    aaron8686 aaron8686
    36-40, M
    Aug 24, 2015
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