I 'm Complicated To The Point Of Being Easily Misunderstood

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    Why is it that the most forbidden things are

    what turns us on the most? I feel like I've ran my course with main stream **** and it just doesn't do it for me anymore.
    Fishfearme33 Fishfearme33
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    Have been listening to this song a lot

    lately…Have been short with people recently… I know I can be mean sometimes…Not everyone will understand or believe me when I say that I am really not, well, whoever doesn’t want to believe it they should just not! ….and I can’t blame them...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    26-30, F
    Apr 17, 2014

    it's honestly ridiculous at how people can take

    things the wrong way. I've got a mixed personality, and it's a lot to understand but it's just ignorant people don't have the patience to unravel it.
    GreyColors GreyColors
    16-17, F
    Sep 8, 2014
    MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    complicated. absurd. quirky.

    not my best qualities but people seem to pick it up quite so well that makes me feel awkward every time. even my own boyfriend has difficulty understanding me and i'm not so sure now if he still wants to anymore. :'(
    Qtrelle Qtrelle
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2015

    I am just too messed up.

    For 10 minutes I tried to put my thoughts into words but they did not line up into anything understandable. So only way I can define myself is 'Messed Up'
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    Jan 10, 2016
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    Dec 28, 2015

    ` Sometimes I pretend to be happy.

    . talking a lot and laughing out loud.. So that nobody would know what's really inside. But at the end of the day, I find myself alone in my room, encountering the crucial truth, that I'm broken inside and not even a million laughter can take it away.. `
    JuanaChange JuanaChange
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 3, 2016
    Twinkletoejam Twinkletoejam
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Jul 30, 2015
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity
    1 Response May 28, 2014

    I absolutely hate when I simply want to feel a

    certain way and others are absolutely sure that I'm wrong...Its like when did you decide to be my conscious...I don't tell you your personal feelings are wrong or right. I am one of those people that considers my feelings to be realistic while others are like "OH YOUR NEGATIVE...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 1, 2016

    If you send me money,

    I will have physical contact of an arousing nature! I'm pretty cheap, so don't worry! I even take IOUs!
    ladylikelow ladylikelow
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014

    I don't even like to explain myself

    when something is wrong. The reason why I am coming off like I'm sad, angry, or tired.. is because my subconscious is being triggered throughout the day making me feel like **** even when I am having a good day. Then someone will ask why that happens, and I have to tell them I...
    enigmaticflower enigmaticflower
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 19, 2015

    It doesn't help when I confuse myself,

    though. Just sometimes it would be nice not to tie myself up in knots.
    mizzen123 mizzen123
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2014

    "Like a bird on the wire Like a drunk in a

    midnight choir I have tried in my way to be free" I don't normally post introspective, personal stuff on here because it's boring to other but here it is. I'm a walking oxymoron. A narcissistic self hater, obsessive but detached, friendly but I push most people away. My mood...
    ThunderWaffles ThunderWaffles
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Jul 29, 2015

    It's True, Deal With It

    I am not hard to get along with, as long as you show me respect (until I have proven that I don't deserve it), be polite, and don't try to shove your opinions down my throat. I am moody sometimes, and can have bad days like everyone, but I'm me, and if you want to experience my...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    Feb 18, 2011

    Easily Understood

    sometimes even a good deed you do can be viewed from lenses thth wants to interpret it negative
    rajendraganthan rajendraganthan
    51-55, M
    Oct 13, 2013

    never knew such an experience

    that perfectly matches the situation exists
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    1 Response Sep 8, 2014

    I think this is what makes the barrier

    for me trying to make connections with others. Recently, I just met someone who I believe is a beautiful soul. On my way to first meet him at the park I had major anxiety like always, then the closer I got to him the more I felt this sense of calmness that I only feel when I'm...
    enigmaticflower enigmaticflower
    18-21, F
    Jul 29, 2015

    Ohhhhh, definitely this is me.

    Two sides to every story? Two sides to every coin? Yeah... this is me, and even I get confused about things about me. Whoa.
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jun 4, 2014

    Im just being realistic not pessimistic

    but for some reason people find it as pessimism , And I'm not planning to change their minds anymore .
    StillVentilate StillVentilate
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 29, 2015
    RuefulSmile RuefulSmile
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2015

    Thats why I don't get along with people around

    me in school. I'm thinking that maybe they haven't been into the things I've been to and thats why they make ridicule out of who I am, but thats okay. I'm a warrior fighting everyday and its awesome how my life's like an adventure story :)
    Seaspiritaria Seaspiritaria
    18-21, F
    Jan 9, 2015

    I hate when I can't go to sleep & just lay here

    thinking of all the things I've f*cked up in my life.
    TicToxic TicToxic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2015

    I suppose when all logic

    and reason escape me, I escape myself. And so, in failing to comprehend myself, I'm left vulnerable to misunderstanding and perceptive disarray. I, of all people, have no idea what I'm saying most of the time. We're one, but not the same. We get to carry each other. Amuse each...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Jul 31, 2014
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