I 'm Dead Yet Alive

u feel dead emotionally, physically, spiritually and yet your still here existing among the living.so their must be hope! 116 People

    ever feel like you have no enthusiasm of

    looking forward to your life? just wanting to enter a vast of nothingness.
    Allfudgedup Allfudgedup
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 26, 2015

    What is Depression? I was asked today what

    depression is like to me... And it really took me by surprise, because usually, no one cares to ask, because no one cares. See, "depression" is this overused adjective that people use to describe temporary, situational sadness. But real depression? That is so much more...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    I exist........not live.

    I've lost any confidence I had in myself, any feeling of self-worth.............I am nothing and a nobody. And before you all scream "depression"............it's not, I've been there before and this is not the same. 2013, for the first time in 36 years, I felt great. I was...
    simplynickstill simplynickstill
    36-40, M
    Jan 13, 2014

    Ego Death (or Whatever Else You Would Like To Call It)

    sometime last year i had become spiritually enlightened, or experienced ego death. it was shortly after i had thought about dieing and came to my own great understanding. i came to believe that i was not superior, or inferior to anything or anyone. i was just something that was...
    DebraNiomie DebraNiomie
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 5, 2012

    Even though quite recently I've decided to live

    again. There's still a part in me that feels lost, the part that once kept me alive but it's dead now. I feel dead and alive, I've always thought of alive as a sad word because it's sad when it's over.
    deleted deleted
    Jun 16, 2015

    Sometimes I feel like I'm breathing

    but not living...if that makes any sense.
    IamaKhaleesi IamaKhaleesi
    22-25, F
    Apr 20, 2015

    It all started when i was in my college.

    i was good in studies and was a member of my band too. i was short in attendance always because i used to go out for events. I had a group of good friends. I was single but happy. it passed 2 years of my college life. then the day came, June 28, 2008, my friends who were in...
    champabhi champabhi
    26-30, M
    Jan 22

    I only exist and seek to live

    but I may be too far gone.
    deleted deleted
    Dec 9, 2014

    BON JOVI "Wanted Dead Or Alive" It's all

    the same, only the names will change Everyday it seems we're wasting away Another place where the faces are so cold I'd drive all night just to get back home [Chorus:] I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive Wanted dead or alive Sometimes I sleep...
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    May 16, 2015

    PART 1: Darkness I Can't Escape

    Well this is how I feel...... basically just venting out. When I think about myself as human being, being capable of doing whatever I set my mind to I laugh. I think its impossible. I know through Jesus Christ who strengths me I can do all things through him. I still laugh its...
    oaktree89 oaktree89
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Oct 7, 2008
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