I 'm Depressed

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 440 People

    I feel like a miserable waste of my parent's

    time and money. I'm so antisocial and I hate almost everything about myself. I don't have anything to live for. I know if I was a different person I could have a beautiful life but I'm stuck as me. I'm only alive because I'd feel too guilty if I killed myself and I don't want to...
    pinkishdolphin pinkishdolphin
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 16, 2014

    I'm Done, With This Pain..

    I'm tired tired of being sad all the time tired of being haunted by negative thoughts tired of bitching behind my back tired of this pain tired of cutting tired of pretending I'm okay when all I wanna do is cry. tired of living... I'm just done with it. Every schoolday hurts, I...
    littlewolf1 littlewolf1
    4 Responses Oct 4, 2013

    Silence deafens me. (If

    that makes any sense to some of you).
    Xander1987 Xander1987
    26-30, M
    Jun 5, 2014

    but … what do you do

    when you’ve tried your best at everything you can and you still don’t do well enough? what do you do when you’ve always been there for everybody and you still lose them? what happens when you don’t have a happy place any more? how do i get out of this deep, dark hole...
    xAnonymousGirlx xAnonymousGirlx
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 19, 2014
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 8, 2014

    Depressed and Confused

    I've not been diagnosed as depressed, i dont want to go to the doctors claiming i am as i'm worried he wont believe me/think 'oh, another one' and i feel quite stupid for being this way. I have always been fairly happy considering, my Dad battled mental illness most of his life...
    mandy86 mandy86
    1 Response Jul 28, 2008

    its a bit of a problem.

    ..I wish I could just be happy:/
    thisisanna thisisanna
    18-21, F
    Mar 12, 2015

    On the outside I appear quite,

    but in the inside I'm screaming for people to hear me. Screaming in peoples faces for just the slightest recognition. I'm nothing but a shadow in everyone's peripheral vision. I'm alone.
    Xander1987 Xander1987
    26-30, M
    1 Response May 12, 2014

    I'm really really depressed.

    I've been at it for some time. I feel that no matter how hard I try, I can never really be good at anything. And now that I think about it. No one ever asks me to keep holding on anyway, so why do I? I'm really depressed. Won't anyone come talk to me? Can't we chat on WhatsApp...
    anlatifa anlatifa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2016

    Im afraid now, my girlfriend has started

    drinking... she got buzzed in the middle of school and she collapsed and hid in the locker room... Im scared for her... I told her that I will give up ecstacy and cutting for her... I don't know if I can believe her
    rainbowspaceunicornz rainbowspaceunicornz
    16-17, F
    Sep 8, 2015

    I can't do this anymore.

    .. Everything I've worked for is slipping away. Everyone is against me. My best friend for 10 years turned against me and told me it's sad that I didn't kill myself because I'm hopeless attention-*****.... She's right.
    patatooz patatooz
    16-17, F
    Mar 2, 2015

    I Don't Know Who I Am.

    I'm 16 and i'm lost, I'm bi polar and that makes everything worse....I feel deppressed at the moment cause i feel like I'm alone...I see everyone around knows who they are and who they want to be...I have friends but i don't want to bother them with my problems they've had enough...
    Bladelover Bladelover
    18-21, F
    May 31, 2012


    i feel so useless i feel so lost im depressed i need help y cant i just be normal
    lorelai108 lorelai108
    1 Response Aug 24, 2009

    Hey everyone. I want to just put this message

    out there. Many of us, including myself, have been helped by this site and some of the wonderful people who are a part of it. But there's still a lot of people who are still hurting. If you're like me, you want to help. The question is, how? Well, here's your answer...
    cyndercrys cyndercrys
    22-25, F
    Jul 26, 2014

    i want to tell my mom about my second molestor

    but i cant. i cut last night. i want him to leave me alone. im trying to be nice but the flashback hits me. i want to die right now or run away. he has this smile that creep me out
    19BiGirl 19BiGirl
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 6, 2014
    Roberte1 Roberte1
    61-65, M
    Dec 11, 2015
    TheRealFenix TheRealFenix
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2015

    Not really me.... But my friends!

    !! Is it to much to ask for a friend who is mentally sane??? I ******* love them but it's hard holding them up 24/7!
    deleted deleted
    May 19, 2015

    I'm fed up of everything,

    fed up of the lies, the narrow minded people, fed up broken promises. I don't feel like I belong, I feel alone, even though I have people around me, I just feel so disconnected from everything and everyone, I just cannot be f.ucked anymore! I've had enough, I hate this world...
    Mimi94x Mimi94x
    22-25, F
    Feb 9, 2014


    Right now.... I'm just exhausted and tired of crying. I was in this amazing mood a few hours ago, then things slowly triggered me to fall down and down and down and down and down. One my boyfriend,fell asleep again while texting, supposed to call, never happened. I'm...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Feb 4, 2013

    I'm sorry... I couldn't help it I know it's

    small But it's gonna devour my life
    MonkeyGirl0909 MonkeyGirl0909
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 28, 2015

    A Life-long Battle I Am Done Fighting

    I've battled depression for what seems like my entire life. Now, at 49, I am sinking into another deep depression. I am not well physically with a vast variety of health problems. I've been having symptoms of possible heart problems and, to put it simply, don't really care...
    littlestbell littlestbell
    51-55, F
    Oct 7, 2011

    Lately I've stopped caring about my health

    and hygiene a have felt too lazy to do even the smallest of things, I feel as if I am drifting into a terrible lifestyle .
    Oddfuturegolfwang Oddfuturegolfwang
    22-25, M
    Feb 18, 2015

    i always wanna cry, even now.

    i just wanna be happy, ya know? i had to fill out a "suicide packet" today at school, and i was rated "high-risk"... well that's just... bad
    eAngeliqueXX eAngeliqueXX
    16-17, F
    Oct 30, 2014

    Oh what to do when I'm feeling

    so down? Listen to music of course. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQfxOF0Fle0
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    And it's getting worse.

    I cry in my sleep, I cry in the morning, and other times I'm just exhausted. I need an out.
    Danlor9991 Danlor9991
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Mar 19, 2015


    i cant find a job, i graduated from college 2 yrs ago, some of my high school friends have stable jobs, i feel that im left out,, i feel uselesss.
    mkb87 mkb87
    22-25, F
    Sep 27, 2011

    So I'm kinda really done with this site.

    I can't seem to find the words to explain these experiences, and I'm not sure I even want to try. It has been made clear by many that I am not wanted here on this site, or on this earth in general.
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2014

    Few weeks back I got depressed,

    went to doctor and prescribed paxil antidepressants and buspar and klonolpin as well for anxiety. Starting to feel a bit better, but it takes time for meds to kick; but I have lost interest in a lot of things I use to do; and I'm laid off so I have time on my hands. In the day I...
    Roberte1 Roberte1
    61-65, M
    Feb 20, 2016

    I wanna give my self food poisoning.

    . Stupid. I know but it's just every bloody time I eat I feel guilty. I feel fat. And ugly. I wanna get skinnier and I feel that if I could puke everyone I ate it would be like eating.. And staying skinny at the same time
    gracelesslystylish101 gracelesslystylish101
    18-21, F
    Feb 7, 2015

    I have been married from past 5 months.

    ....every time my husband treats me badly....he himself think that he is very intelligent and smart...I am very beautiful women compare to my husband...but he has ego about his good qualification and job...I do job but earn less than him......in every situation he want to show me...
    depressedsoul1 depressedsoul1
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2015

    I'm sooo depressed. I almost hate

    when everything is going good because it's inevitable all that was going good will soon turn to ****!!!!! I feel like if I died tonight my life has not made one bit of difference :(
    bellaboo68 bellaboo68
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 21, 2014

    I use to feel empty. Like there was nothing

    there. Now its like i'm full. Sounds weird i know but it's like I'm full of it all. Life, Death, Pain, Guilt, Revenge. I don't wanna die but i don't wanna do this anymore. I'm not weak i know i strong but it's like there something that wants to burst out of me. But i don't know...
    xILoveYou143x xILoveYou143x
    22-25, F
    Jan 14, 2016

    The more depressed i get the more i

    procrastinate, the more i procrastinate the more depressed i get. It's a horrible cycle. It's such a horrible feeling not to accomplish the things you plan to, whether they are big or small. The more depressed i get the less energy i have to try to do anything. I need to break...
    thehelper76 thehelper76
    41-45, M
    Dec 10, 2015

    There are better days to come?

    That's a joke. I'm tired of hearing that lie.
    trayomis trayomis
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 20, 2015

    I'm Breaking Down

    I just thought I’m gonna write something personal because I feel that I need to say something. Otherwise I’m lost. I don’t want to bother my friends with my problems. Knowing them, I don’t think they will give me good advice. I’m really depressed , I have been in...
    withouthnothing withouthnothing
    18-21, F
    Nov 8, 2011

    I feel as if nothing else could go wrong

    anymore. I'm tired of being taken advantage of when I would give my shirt off my back to help anyone. I feel darkness filling me making me more angrier all the time. I walk this world feeling invisible and hopeless!
    Xander1987 Xander1987
    26-30, M
    May 25, 2014

    Awake Again...

    It's 4:30 am. I'm awake again. More dreams. Not dreams... memories, feelings, pain both physical and emotional... I am trying not to become numb, but I almost want it. I know better. Even if I do allow myself to sink into that abyss, the dreams will rudely prod me...
    Pidgie Pidgie
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2009

    I feel like sh*t. I am sh*t.

    I deserve nothing but pain. Numbness is not quite fitting either. Numbness is nonexistence, pain is enduring, pain is living. I do not know why I feel this, nor why I'm unsatisfied. Altered, sobbing, thrown in the floor in a fetal position. Crying. I can't stand it anymore. It...
    Sagata Sagata
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 15, 2015
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