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I 'm Falling Apart

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    Lost Soul: Left Hanging And Confused

    hi guys, im pretty new here and I would appreciate if youll help me solve this riddle within me. I would start by saying that, I am sure of myself before I got close with someone I just know by name, though we are of the same program in same university, I only knew her when I...
    riddledself riddledself 22-25, F Mar 10, 2013

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    Just Like All Of You

    I have read some of the stories and have many, many similarities in most. I am 51 years old and have endured so much. I am a person of understanding , a mother a daughter, a survivor who can relate to many of your stories. I have never done this before,  Every one needs to have...
    cre8kerry cre8kerry 46-50 1 Response Dec 20, 2010

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    All the things I had together are falling apart.

    My fantasies are being torn by the seams. My life is being ripped away from me. I want a new start.. A new life.
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 9

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    I Honestly Cant Find A True Reason Why Im Alive

    I don't want to be hereI'm not happy im not going anywhere I hate my life im miserable more then im happyand the only reason i tell myself "no, u cant kill yourself" is because " your family will be hurt" but y does it matter !! y should i be here if all im doing is costing...
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Ive been falling apart

    for years..I fall,i get back up,I fall again..cycle continues.maybe that's life? It can really suck sometimes,life really punches u hard and it's hard to get back up fast.I hope i can get up more times than what I fall at least though..
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Jul 7

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    Slowly..

    I can feel my mind popping at the seams... I think I'm going to be on my own this time.
    deletedd deletedd 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Its As Simple As This I Cant Do This On My Own Any Longer

    I am 22 years old.I am also a single mother of four year old twins.Completly single meaning everything is on me the only assistance I recieve is food stamps & occassinal baby sitter for me to work.I work two jobs and struggle ever so much threw college. I was taken from an...
    LindLoveLaugh LindLoveLaugh 22-25 Jul 14, 2012

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    I've liked this guy since 8th grade,

    and we've had a thing on and off. He told me a couple days ago he wants to commit himself 101% to me, yet he hasn't texted/messaged me since Tuesday night. He was supposed to go to my parents beach house with us, and he didn't answer if he was ready to go. He's my brothers best...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I just have been feeling

    so empty lately. I've been so angry with myself too, and I just don't know why. I don't understand. "Crazy", or as everyone calls it, isn't contagious. You can hug me. You can talk to me. You can look at me. I'm not going to put some "curse" on you. It doesn't work like that...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    And I'm The Only One Holding Myself Together

    If you see these pieces, that scatter around me,they are coming from everything I hold in my hands.I hold in my hands, everything that makes me, me.I cannot hold onto myself anymore.All of me has broken.These shards of myself are cutting me,slicing all the old wounds, and new...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    Cracking

    I seem to be comming to my witts end and falling apart I can feel myself cracking and am at a loss I think maybe Im just going through a dark time again and need to hang on till I feel better.....
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    Physically

    OMG I'm so SO very sick right now. I had this flu about two weeks ago and then felt better and now it's going on another week with it and just getting worse. I know I need to slow down the pace but I have to work and I have to go to class and I have to take care of...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 10 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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    ....

    Wish I could have just one day to have an open conversation with you......
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    Because of Him.

    even though none of this is his fault. He doesn't deserve this at all. But neither do I. The emotions that I feel are overwhelming. And they aren't nice ones either. They are ones of helplessness,self blame and killing myself slowly for the arguments that we're having,due to...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89 18-21, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Have Fallen All The Way Down, So Now Proceed To Fall Apart....

    Yes...I'm falling apart. All the songs about falling apart, apply to me....."every time I'm falling down, all alone I fall to pieces""I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I've messed up, better I should know,so don't come round here tell me  I told you so""I fear I'll find the...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Tired

    If you were to see all the other groups tha i am in, you could get a general understanding of my issues. i am just depressed. i am not happy with myself. the lonliness is getting to me. the having no places to go, or people to talk to is making me numb. my life is Work-Home.there...
    toofargone toofargone 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    I Am No Longer Falling Apart.

    About a year ago i came back home, head hung low in shame with so much hate and anger in my heart there was nothing else to feel. lashing out at everyone that was close, family, friends and anyone else within my reach. there have been long episodes of sulking and self pity. A lot...
    desertscorpio desertscorpio 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    Recently my life has been crumbling apart.

    In december I found out that I am moving. Not down the street or to another city but I am moving out of state, 12 hours away. Half of the things in my room are packed up and in boxes now. My room isn't mine anymore. My room has been completely moved around to make it look better...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I hate this feeling. Everything is crumbling down around me. People upset with me at work. The person I am closest to is upset with me. Air Condition unit is out in the house... In...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    it feels like no one notices how i'm falling. nobody sees when i want it all to end and no one's there when i'm bleeding on the floor from the cuts. do you know what it's like to...
    BenjaminChapman BenjaminChapman 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My parents have been separated since I was 5. My brother and I both just finished high school and he is leaving the house soon. My family has never been a close family and there...
    maee96 maee96 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    Today has just been one bad thing after another... I can't take it anymore
    AmberFranks AmberFranks 18-21, F Jul 24

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    But no one knows. I put on a happy face and everyone thinks I'm fine. I'm not fine. Right now.. I would rather be dead then alive.
    blossomingMe blossomingMe 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I really don't know what to do with myself. I don't know why but people say I'm annoying and they hate me. I have 3 close friends left. I really don't know what to do. I need...
    King1King King1King 13-15, M Jul 24

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    I burned for the first time in 5 months last week and life hurts so much that most of the time I can't breathe. Laughing feels like a chore to satisfy the ones I love and if I have...
    alottbutsolittle alottbutsolittle 13-15, F Aug 6

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    school started a few days ago and ever since then everything has gone downhill. I've lost so many friends, and my boyfriend. i started this school year off all alone, I'm not...
    dirtydina dirtydina 18-21, F a week ago

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    We are on the topic of "Divorce!" I'm told how stupid I am every day. How ****** my family is! That I'm a useless idiot, that you can't teach me a thing. I get called a dumb...
    misstiff08 misstiff08 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    People have many ways of expressing their selfs to make themselves feel better. No matter what it is like mine is music. I shouldn't say I'm alone. Because I have music. Maybe you...
    zxmnwendy zxmnwendy 13-15, F a week ago

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    I love my husband, but the spark doesn't seem to be there anymore...
    Heather218 Heather218 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    While gone for a work trip I ended up getting close to an instructor an we shared a few hot an passionate nights together. We both felt alive and the happiest in a long time. We...
    tdymedic tdymedic 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    So my sister just had her 21st a few days ago, it was awesome heaps of great food with great people and music but I have a problem one of my sister's friends who attended the party...
    FabulousYetiMan FabulousYetiMan 18-21, M Jul 26

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    I've been having a very bad case of butterflies in my stomach. It feels like I'm going to give a big oral presentation and despite that I want to get it over and done with I am...
    betweenlustandlove betweenlustandlove 22-25, F Aug 9

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    I have a bf of about a little over a month but to be honest I am falling for my friend. We have been there for each other and even talked about how'd we work out. One problem is I...
    CountryByChance CountryByChance 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I dream about falling in love all the time.. but the question is if I fall in love and get hurt, will I be able to get up again??
    strawberry38 strawberry38 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    My first time falling asleep naked was when I was in 4th grade. I had a group of friend over cause it was my birthday weekend so I asked some friend to sleep over and okay games. I...
    thetheonly thetheonly 18-21, M Jul 22

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    They make a "nature sounds" atmosphere enhancement that plays sounds. But I prefer the real thing...and don't even mind getting a little wet! I love the atmosphere that storms...
    maggiemaggamuff maggiemaggamuff 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    We don't call our selfs best friends, but I believe we are the best friend of each other. He is really the only person I can be smart with, and actually hates me when I play dumb...
    Notwhatyouthinkiam Notwhatyouthinkiam 16-17, F Jul 27

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    I love falling asleep to rain. It is so calming and relaxing and I just love it.
    BitchYouGaveMeTheFuckingClap BitchYouGaveMeTheFuckingClap 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    Jazz added to the mixture of falling asleep to the rain is, heaven IMO
    kamachulu kamachulu 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 29

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    I met someone on Experience 7 months ago and I'm falling for them. There are down falls to this so called relationship ( we aren't even dating. He calls it "we're almost boyfriend...
    PeaceBatman PeaceBatman 22-25, F Jul 31

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    When iv been in my bed in a deep sleep at night and have woken up with the feeling of falling off a cliff it feels so realistic anyone ever felt this scary
    kirstyc80 kirstyc80 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    No matter where I am 😬 Whenever it rains I instantly feel myself falling asleep 😆 It's so relaxing to hear and it just makes me so sleepy...it's raining now actually haha...
    LeoLove0803 LeoLove0803 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I think I'm falling in love. He's the first guy I dream about spending my whole life with. I really like him and I think there's a chance he likes me too. But I'm not sure. But I...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I absolutely love the sound of rain as I'm falling asleep, I just love the vibe and atmosphere especially when cuddled up to someone, it's a nice feeling :)
    SarahBBZ SarahBBZ 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 4

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    The rain is soo soothing to me I love listening to it especially when I'm falling asleep.
    beenabug1 beenabug1 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 5

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    I will never give up on my dreams, never let myself give up on the slightest chance that life will turn toward the path I crave to create. Nothing will cease my determination to...
    EyeOfLight EyeOfLight 18-21 1 Response Aug 6

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    Years ago, we worked together, no super hands on or anything, but we ran across each other. Then there was about 4 years of minimal contact... Well, now he is my direct...
    BlueMoonLuck BlueMoonLuck 22-25, F Aug 8

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    Ive been friends with this guy at school for more than 6 months now. I was dating someone else when we met but I've been single for 4 months now. We talk almost everyday and I can...
    Moelyn95 Moelyn95 18-21, F Aug 11

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    Who doesn't? The sound and the smell accompanied by it put me right out. But then I wake up as my mind twists the pure image of chibi sprites doing their share of the chores, into...