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I 'm Falling Apart

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    I seem to be comming to my witts end and falling apart I can feel myself cracking and am at a loss I think maybe Im just going through a dark time again and need to hang on till I feel better.....
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    All the things I had together are falling apart.

    My fantasies are being torn by the seams. My life is being ripped away from me. I want a new start.. A new life.
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 9, 2014

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    Ive been falling apart

    for years..I fall,i get back up,I fall again..cycle continues.maybe that's life? It can really suck sometimes,life really punches u hard and it's hard to get back up fast.I hope i can get up more times than what I fall at least though..
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    Conundrums91 Conundrums91 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2014

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    Its As Simple As This I Cant Do This On My Own Any Longer

    I am 22 years old.I am also a single mother of four year old twins.Completly single meaning everything is on me the only assistance I recieve is food stamps & occassinal baby sitter for me to work.I work two jobs and struggle ever so much threw college. I was taken from an...
    LindLoveLaugh LindLoveLaugh 22-25 Jul 14, 2012

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    Because of Him.

    even though none of this is his fault. He doesn't deserve this at all. But neither do I. The emotions that I feel are overwhelming. And they aren't nice ones either. They are ones of helplessness,self blame and killing myself slowly for the arguments that we're having,due to...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89 18-21, F Feb 15, 2009

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    I Honestly Cant Find A True Reason Why Im Alive

    I don't want to be hereI'm not happy im not going anywhere I hate my life im miserable more then im happyand the only reason i tell myself "no, u cant kill yourself" is because " your family will be hurt" but y does it matter !! y should i be here if all im doing is costing...
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Tired

    If you were to see all the other groups tha i am in, you could get a general understanding of my issues. i am just depressed. i am not happy with myself. the lonliness is getting to me. the having no places to go, or people to talk to is making me numb. my life is Work-Home.there...
    toofargone toofargone 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Have Fallen All The Way Down, So Now Proceed To Fall Apart....

    Yes...I'm falling apart. All the songs about falling apart, apply to me....."every time I'm falling down, all alone I fall to pieces""I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I've messed up, better I should know,so don't come round here tell me  I told you so""I fear I'll find the...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    ....

    Wish I could have just one day to have an open conversation with you......
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    I Am No Longer Falling Apart.

    About a year ago i came back home, head hung low in shame with so much hate and anger in my heart there was nothing else to feel. lashing out at everyone that was close, family, friends and anyone else within my reach. there have been long episodes of sulking and self pity. A lot...
    desertscorpio desertscorpio 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    And I'm The Only One Holding Myself Together

    If you see these pieces, that scatter around me,they are coming from everything I hold in my hands.I hold in my hands, everything that makes me, me.I cannot hold onto myself anymore.All of me has broken.These shards of myself are cutting me,slicing all the old wounds, and new...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    Lost Soul: Left Hanging And Confused

    hi guys, im pretty new here and I would appreciate if youll help me solve this riddle within me. I would start by saying that, I am sure of myself before I got close with someone I just know by name, though we are of the same program in same university, I only knew her when I...
    riddledself riddledself 22-25, F Mar 10, 2013

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    I've liked this guy since 8th grade,

    and we've had a thing on and off. He told me a couple days ago he wants to commit himself 101% to me, yet he hasn't texted/messaged me since Tuesday night. He was supposed to go to my parents beach house with us, and he didn't answer if he was ready to go. He's my brothers best...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    Just Like All Of You

    I have read some of the stories and have many, many similarities in most. I am 51 years old and have endured so much. I am a person of understanding , a mother a daughter, a survivor who can relate to many of your stories. I have never done this before,  Every one needs to have...
    cre8kerry cre8kerry 46-50 1 Response Dec 20, 2010

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    Recently my life has been crumbling apart.

    In december I found out that I am moving. Not down the street or to another city but I am moving out of state, 12 hours away. Half of the things in my room are packed up and in boxes now. My room isn't mine anymore. My room has been completely moved around to make it look better...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 18-21, F Jan 26, 2014

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    Physically

    OMG I'm so SO very sick right now. I had this flu about two weeks ago and then felt better and now it's going on another week with it and just getting worse. I know I need to slow down the pace but I have to work and I have to go to class and I have to take care of...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 10 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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    I just have been feeling

    so empty lately. I've been so angry with myself too, and I just don't know why. I don't understand. "Crazy", or as everyone calls it, isn't contagious. You can hug me. You can talk to me. You can look at me. I'm not going to put some "curse" on you. It doesn't work like that...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 16-17, F 1 Response May 14, 2014

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    Slowly..

    I can feel my mind popping at the seams... I think I'm going to be on my own this time.
    deletedd deletedd 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I think I am falling for someone 2500 miles away!
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    I think about her constantly. She's pretty much everything I want from a relationship and I have no idea if she feels the same way. We sit and talk to eachother in every class we...
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    So there is this guy at my work. I had noticed him checking me out before, but both of us are shy and we had never spoken. Things all changed when I got a cute pixie cut. He...
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    This morning rain was falling softly on the metal roof as my alarm clock was going off. It was so easy to snuggle down into the warmth of the covers and listen to the sound of the...
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    There is nothing better than falling asleep listening to the sound of the rain. The sound of rain drops hitting your roof and window, and while it might be cold and windy outside...
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    More like my close friend... The whole I started talking to him was because I had a crush on him, and I never spoken t Anton my crushes before so it seemed like a good idea (to get...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 2 Responses Aug 18

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    i had already found someone who i thought was very special. never felt that way before. why does love drive you crazy. like you cant stop thinking of that person and when you have...
    loveknowsnobounds loveknowsnobounds 31-35 1 Response Aug 14

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    The title says it all. The rain drops tapping on my window sill, whilst the wind sifts through the trees; there's something about them that puts my mind at peace. It feels like...
    driftingalone driftingalone 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    It's more like I KNOW I FELL... Like a rock! For once... I feel like I'm making a change... For once, I feel like I'm holding another life in my hands. There's nothing more...
    WytW0lf WytW0lf 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    It's ironic considering I hate it when it rains
    ImanB613 ImanB613 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 13

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    I think I'm falling in love with a girl that I've been dating for a few months but we are getting more distant every day and I'm always texting and most nights calling, but she's...
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