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I 'm Falling Apart

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    It's official. Winter is finally really getting to me. My life is in many ways depressing, but Winter tends to make it much more difficult to deal with the loneliness and pain...
    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I Honestly Cant Find A True Reason Why Im Alive - I don't want to be hereI'm not happy im not going anywhere I hate my life im miserable more then im happyand the only reason i...
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Recently my life has been crumbling apart. In december I found out that I am moving. Not down the street or to another city but I am moving out of state, 12 hours away. Half of the...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Cracking - I seem to be comming to my witts end and falling apart I can feel myself cracking and am at a loss I think maybe Im just going through a dark time again and need to...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    Just Like All Of You - I have read some of the stories and have many, many similarities in most. I am 51 years old and have endured so much. I am a person of understanding , a...
    cre8kerry cre8kerry 46-50 1 Response Dec 20, 2010

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    Tired - If you were to see all the other groups tha i am in, you could get a general understanding of my issues. i am just depressed. i am not happy with myself. the lonliness is...
    toofargone toofargone 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Lost Soul: Left Hanging And Confused - hi guys, im pretty new here and I would appreciate if youll help me solve this riddle within me. I would start by saying that, I am sure of...
    riddledself riddledself 22-25, F Mar 10, 2013

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    And I'm The Only One Holding Myself Together - If you see these pieces, that scatter around me,they are coming from everything I hold in my hands.I hold in my hands, everything...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    Physically - OMG I'm so SO very sick right now. I had this flu about two weeks ago and then felt better and now it's going on another week with it and just getting worse...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 10 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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    Its As Simple As This I Cant Do This On My Own Any Longer - I am 22 years old.I am also a single mother of four year old twins.Completly single meaning everything is on me the only...
    LindLoveLaugh LindLoveLaugh 22-25 Jul 14, 2012

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    Have Fallen All The Way Down, So Now Proceed To Fall Apart.... - Yes...I'm falling apart. All the songs about falling apart, apply to me....."every time I'm falling down, all...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    Because of Him. - even though none of this is his fault. He doesn't deserve this at all. But neither do I. The emotions that I feel are overwhelming. And they aren't nice ones...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89 18-21, F Feb 15, 2009

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    .... - Wish I could have just one day to have an open conversation with you......
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    Slowly.. - I can feel my mind popping at the seams... I think I'm going to be on my own this time.
    deletedd deletedd 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I Am No Longer Falling Apart. - About a year ago i came back home, head hung low in shame with so much hate and anger in my heart there was nothing else to feel. lashing out at...
    desertscorpio desertscorpio 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    ever since we moved and ever since my mom died, we are all now physically alive but emotionally and in terms of living life-- we are dead. My sisters are across the universe...
    Shamandora Shamandora 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I am falling apart right now. Its partly my fault, I'm letting everyone walk all over me, and use me however they want, and I don't have the physical strength to stick up for...
    AlyAngel AlyAngel 22-25, F Mar 24

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    ever felt as thought everything in your life is just falling apart? right from your work life to your personal life? I know I am still young and have my entire life ahead of me...
    teddybarom teddybarom 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I wake up every morning with the intentions to be a better me and to have a good day but something always ruin those purposes. I'm falling apart and I have no one around to help...
    TheBlackVelma TheBlackVelma 22-25, F Apr 2

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    And I haven't in years. I'm described as emotionally empty, I don't really understand empathy or sympathy. When I try to fake it because it seems like that's what's needed in the...
    poisonandwine poisonandwine 26-30, F Mar 17

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    So this might be long. I do feel like a pretty lucky guy with a lot of blessings.. But I do have a lot of worries about my family which I will express here.. Ok so my family is...
    PhindingPhronesis PhindingPhronesis 16-17, M Mar 30

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    It's getting at that point where I have one person that I can call a friend. My now ex best friend has got the whole school turned against me....I can't go anywhere in the building...
    Justanobody17 Justanobody17 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    It's happening again, first it was in Texas. All the lies all the fighting, I witnessed it & it was taken out on me at the age of 14. Now it's happening again in Nevada.....I'm 21...
    DefineLines DefineLines 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    "Isn't it tiring to live like this, when nothing is real, when nothing is right, when nothing is true, when nothing made sense? Won't it be easier to just end it all and say...
    AlyssaTM AlyssaTM 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I feel so lost so alone and i wanna cry. i never felt so not my self. i feel like the outcast that nobody want to help but feel sorry for. i becoming so distance from every one...
    thuff01 thuff01 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    My mum kicked my brother out today. He nearly drink drove last night due to his girlfriend being terrible and he was plastered and we had to take his keys off him and hide them.
    AHelpfulLover AHelpfulLover 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Everything is in a tailspin. It seems like all of the decisions I made to better my life are backfiring right now, I just hope all these wires untangle themselves soon.
    Rayonkier Rayonkier 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I don't see how ill ever be able to move forward. I just wish i could go back in time so i could relive when we were together.
    BiO811HazarD BiO811HazarD 18-21, M Apr 2

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    I sometimes cry for no real reason except I just can't keep myself together any longer.
    TheWaySheFeels3 TheWaySheFeels3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Long story short, my boyfriend is in rehab and I think I'm falling in love with one of my roommates. I haven't seen my boyfriend in 3 months, and our relationship is falling apart...
    shesthebosss shesthebosss 13-15, F Mar 20

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    One of my best friends, one of the people I lean on, I am falling in love with... I didn't think he would ever want me. Today he told me that he is applying for a military college...
    curveycupcake curveycupcake 18-21, F Apr 8

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    I'm free falling and there's no one there to catch me. I looked off the cliff and just fell. I don't even know what happened. Maybe I'm not falling maybe its all in my head. Like a...
    silence13 silence13 13-15, F Mar 19

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    So my first love was a girl. She's the only person I've ever love. It's been three years and well we stopped talking and started talking again I feel like im falling in love with...
    Loovee1C Loovee1C 18-21, F Apr 7

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    I am falling in love all over again. I've been with her for over 5 straight years and I have always loved her. Now our love has hit another level. So yes I am falling in love again...
    Bwlane Bwlane 36-40 Apr 9

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    I absolutely love the sound of rain on my roof. I have a tin roof so the sound is especially pronounced and beautiful. I love falling asleep to it and I really love waking up to it...
    Antoinette1120 Antoinette1120 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 19

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    which is a sad story actually so, hi guys, you can call me Christopher, I'm from Indonesia i realized that i'm gay at 7 years old, at that time there is a hole inside my heart and...
    ChristopherLeardno ChristopherLeardno 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    So, I recently met a boy that I get all tingly and giggly about. Y'know, the good ol' teenage crush. I guess you can't say its falling in love, but still, it could happen. If you...
    fallingintowonderrland fallingintowonderrland 16-17, F Mar 22

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    I love falling asleep to the sound of rain, I think it's rhythmic and really soothing. It's colder when it rains too and that makes my bed feel 100 times more comfortable :)
    MINIONPOP MINIONPOP 16-17 1 Response Mar 23

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    I am falling for a crossdresser. I love him and who he is and I would never change him. I told my family, which consist of my mother and sister. Mom was accepting, my sister was...
    bbsw1963 bbsw1963 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I believe that I am falling in love with a guy who died less than 2 years ago. He would have been in his late 30s had he lived. I wondered what it will be like if he were alive...
    erykah123 erykah123 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Falling for someone really fast and it feels so good. I feel like its meant to be and its hard. Being so far but imma going to try my best to make it work
    OhAustin OhAustin 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I'm kind of scared of falling in love. I've been hurt in the past. I always seem to pick the wrong guys. People have shown their true colors. People have hurt me. That's why I put...
    laubrown1 laubrown1 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I am scared of falling in love I am ok with liking someone But if they like me back I freak out n avoid them Cause I am scared of getting hurt Or hurting them
    Weirdgirl218 Weirdgirl218 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Falling for someone online is a whole different experience for me. She lives in California; I live in Illinois. We haven't met, but I think that's what makes it all the better for...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Apr 8

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    A guy liked me for three months and asked me to be with him. I rejected him. But everyday in the past three months i was falling in love with him. When i realized it, it was too...
    missavayang missavayang 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    This guy has cheated on me the 2 past times we have dated, but I keep falling for him. He's a nice guy, it's just that I can't keep letting this happen, and my mom has basically...
    Done453 Done453 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I think I'm falling for someone. It's unfair that we can't talk enough because if time differences. I need them closer.
    thefallenstar thefallenstar 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate falling in love when i don't have money. If i have money, it would be okay if i get dumped again and again for another person. I'm that loving, understanding and generous...
    hollyhelly hollyhelly 46-50, F a week ago

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    I've been with my bf for almost six months now. I had so much fun with him even when we were not yet in a relationship but just after a month of being in a relationship he was...
    everpink everpink 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I think I'm falling in love with somebody on EP.... I feel my heart skip when I see that they're online and I get excited whenever I have a message.... Then disappointed if it's...
    Dan123123 Dan123123 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I think I'm falling in love with my best guy friend. We tell each other everything. We hangout a lot and go fun places together. We occasionally hookup, like 1/3 times we hangout...
    Destinyyyh7 Destinyyyh7 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    How is this possible I can feel my self falling for someone :(
    Nicby Nicby 31-35, F 6 Responses 23 hrs ago