I 'm Falling Apart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 300 People

    I've liked this guy since 8th grade,

    and we've had a thing on and off. He told me a couple days ago he wants to commit himself 101% to me, yet he hasn't texted/messaged me since Tuesday night. He was supposed to go to my parents beach house with us, and he didn't answer if he was ready to go. He's my brothers best...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano
    18-21, F
    Aug 14, 2014

    Because of Him.

    even though none of this is his fault. He doesn't deserve this at all. But neither do I. The emotions that I feel are overwhelming. And they aren't nice ones either. They are ones of helplessness,self blame and killing myself slowly for the arguments that we're having,due to...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89
    18-21, F
    Feb 15, 2009

    ....

    Wish I could have just one day to have an open conversation with you......
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 13, 2009

    I Honestly Cant Find A True Reason Why Im Alive

    I don't want to be hereI'm not happy im not going anywhere I hate my life im miserable more then im happyand the only reason i tell myself "no, u cant kill yourself" is because " your family will be hurt" but y does it matter !! y should i be here if all im doing is costing...
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2013

    Have Fallen All The Way Down, So Now Proceed To Fall Apart....

    Yes...I'm falling apart. All the songs about falling apart, apply to me....."every time I'm falling down, all alone I fall to pieces""I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I've messed up, better I should know,so don't come round here tell me  I told you so""I fear I'll find the...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2013

    Cracking

    I seem to be comming to my witts end and falling apart I can feel myself cracking and am at a loss I think maybe Im just going through a dark time again and need to hang on till I feel better.....
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    36-40
    3 Responses Jun 30, 2009

    I Am No Longer Falling Apart.

    About a year ago i came back home, head hung low in shame with so much hate and anger in my heart there was nothing else to feel. lashing out at everyone that was close, family, friends and anyone else within my reach. there have been long episodes of sulking and self pity. A lot...
    desertscorpio desertscorpio
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2012

    Its As Simple As This I Cant Do This On My Own Any Longer

    I am 22 years old.I am also a single mother of four year old twins.Completly single meaning everything is on me the only assistance I recieve is food stamps & occassinal baby sitter for me to work.I work two jobs and struggle ever so much threw college. I was taken from an...
    LindLoveLaugh LindLoveLaugh
    22-25
    Jul 14, 2012

    Physically

    OMG I'm so SO very sick right now. I had this flu about two weeks ago and then felt better and now it's going on another week with it and just getting worse. I know I need to slow down the pace but I have to work and I have to go to class and I have to take care of...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    10 Responses Feb 15, 2009

    And I'm The Only One Holding Myself Together

    If you see these pieces, that scatter around me,they are coming from everything I hold in my hands.I hold in my hands, everything that makes me, me.I cannot hold onto myself anymore.All of me has broken.These shards of myself are cutting me,slicing all the old wounds, and new...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom
    18-21, F
    Jun 25, 2011

    Just Like All Of You

    I have read some of the stories and have many, many similarities in most. I am 51 years old and have endured so much. I am a person of understanding , a mother a daughter, a survivor who can relate to many of your stories. I have never done this before,  Every one needs to have...
    cre8kerry cre8kerry
    46-50
    1 Response Dec 20, 2010

    Recently my life has been crumbling apart.

    In december I found out that I am moving. Not down the street or to another city but I am moving out of state, 12 hours away. Half of the things in my room are packed up and in boxes now. My room isn't mine anymore. My room has been completely moved around to make it look better...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes
    18-21, F
    Jan 26, 2014
    Conundrums91 Conundrums91
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2014

    Slowly..

    I can feel my mind popping at the seams... I think I'm going to be on my own this time.
    deletedd deletedd
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

    Tired

    If you were to see all the other groups tha i am in, you could get a general understanding of my issues. i am just depressed. i am not happy with myself. the lonliness is getting to me. the having no places to go, or people to talk to is making me numb. my life is Work-Home.there...
    toofargone toofargone
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

    All the things I had together are falling apart.

    My fantasies are being torn by the seams. My life is being ripped away from me. I want a new start.. A new life.
    BlahhHead BlahhHead
    13-15, F
    Jun 9, 2014

    Lost Soul: Left Hanging And Confused

    hi guys, im pretty new here and I would appreciate if youll help me solve this riddle within me. I would start by saying that, I am sure of myself before I got close with someone I just know by name, though we are of the same program in same university, I only knew her when I...
    riddledself riddledself
    22-25, F
    Mar 10, 2013

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