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I 'm Falling Apart

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    I Am No Longer Falling Apart.

    About a year ago i came back home, head hung low in shame with so much hate and anger in my heart there was nothing else to feel. lashing out at everyone that was close, family, friends and anyone else within my reach. there have been long episodes of sulking and self pity. A lot...
    desertscorpio desertscorpio 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    Slowly..

    I can feel my mind popping at the seams... I think I'm going to be on my own this time.
    deletedd deletedd 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I Honestly Cant Find A True Reason Why Im Alive

    I don't want to be hereI'm not happy im not going anywhere I hate my life im miserable more then im happyand the only reason i tell myself "no, u cant kill yourself" is because " your family will be hurt" but y does it matter !! y should i be here if all im doing is costing...
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2013

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    Cracking

    I seem to be comming to my witts end and falling apart I can feel myself cracking and am at a loss I think maybe Im just going through a dark time again and need to hang on till I feel better.....
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    Have Fallen All The Way Down, So Now Proceed To Fall Apart....

    Yes...I'm falling apart. All the songs about falling apart, apply to me....."every time I'm falling down, all alone I fall to pieces""I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I've messed up, better I should know,so don't come round here tell me  I told you so""I fear I'll find the...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    And I'm The Only One Holding Myself Together

    If you see these pieces, that scatter around me,they are coming from everything I hold in my hands.I hold in my hands, everything that makes me, me.I cannot hold onto myself anymore.All of me has broken.These shards of myself are cutting me,slicing all the old wounds, and new...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    Ive been falling apart

    for years..I fall,i get back up,I fall again..cycle continues.maybe that's life? It can really suck sometimes,life really punches u hard and it's hard to get back up fast.I hope i can get up more times than what I fall at least though..
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F Jul 7

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    Tired

    If you were to see all the other groups tha i am in, you could get a general understanding of my issues. i am just depressed. i am not happy with myself. the lonliness is getting to me. the having no places to go, or people to talk to is making me numb. my life is Work-Home.there...
    toofargone toofargone 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    All the things I had together are falling apart.

    My fantasies are being torn by the seams. My life is being ripped away from me. I want a new start.. A new life.
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 9

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    Its As Simple As This I Cant Do This On My Own Any Longer

    I am 22 years old.I am also a single mother of four year old twins.Completly single meaning everything is on me the only assistance I recieve is food stamps & occassinal baby sitter for me to work.I work two jobs and struggle ever so much threw college. I was taken from an...
    LindLoveLaugh LindLoveLaugh 22-25 Jul 14, 2012

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    Because of Him.

    even though none of this is his fault. He doesn't deserve this at all. But neither do I. The emotions that I feel are overwhelming. And they aren't nice ones either. They are ones of helplessness,self blame and killing myself slowly for the arguments that we're having,due to...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89 18-21, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Physically

    OMG I'm so SO very sick right now. I had this flu about two weeks ago and then felt better and now it's going on another week with it and just getting worse. I know I need to slow down the pace but I have to work and I have to go to class and I have to take care of...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 10 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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    ....

    Wish I could have just one day to have an open conversation with you......
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    I just have been feeling

    so empty lately. I've been so angry with myself too, and I just don't know why. I don't understand. "Crazy", or as everyone calls it, isn't contagious. You can hug me. You can talk to me. You can look at me. I'm not going to put some "curse" on you. It doesn't work like that...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 13-15, F 1 Response May 14

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    Just Like All Of You

    I have read some of the stories and have many, many similarities in most. I am 51 years old and have endured so much. I am a person of understanding , a mother a daughter, a survivor who can relate to many of your stories. I have never done this before,  Every one needs to have...
    cre8kerry cre8kerry 46-50 1 Response Dec 20, 2010

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    I've liked this guy since 8th grade,

    and we've had a thing on and off. He told me a couple days ago he wants to commit himself 101% to me, yet he hasn't texted/messaged me since Tuesday night. He was supposed to go to my parents beach house with us, and he didn't answer if he was ready to go. He's my brothers best...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano 16-17, F Aug 14

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    Lost Soul: Left Hanging And Confused

    hi guys, im pretty new here and I would appreciate if youll help me solve this riddle within me. I would start by saying that, I am sure of myself before I got close with someone I just know by name, though we are of the same program in same university, I only knew her when I...
    riddledself riddledself 22-25, F Mar 10, 2013

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    Recently my life has been crumbling apart.

    In december I found out that I am moving. Not down the street or to another city but I am moving out of state, 12 hours away. Half of the things in my room are packed up and in boxes now. My room isn't mine anymore. My room has been completely moved around to make it look better...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    A few months ago my brother was arrested and is now on bail till the 8th December (1 day before his birthday). I am 14 years old and I feel like my family is falling apart as there...
    MimiChim MimiChim 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I really hate what's happened, I hate the fact I cant be with you everyday like we used to be, Im falling apart without you.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 27

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    I can't believe I was actually considering going out clubbing tonight, like me of all people, who hates socialising like that and who hates drinking, I'm so glad I decided not to...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I am so upset right now. My dad's leaving me again and I am not even there to see him off. I am just now letting myself cry. I have to deal with this friend who over exaggerates...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I've lost everyone I ever cared about. I blamed my actions on the damage that was done to me. I walk around hurting people before they can hurt me. The only two men I've ever...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Someone I love dearly told me once that they didn't understand my depression, and wouldn't pretend they did, but they would do anything they could to help me. That's probably the...
    ForBetterOrForWorse ForBetterOrForWorse 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Everything that goes wrong is my fault i know. No one hesitates to tell me either. All cuz I messed up once. I didn't know it's affect as many people as it did and I feel like...
    fl3shnbon3 fl3shnbon3 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    **** anxiety. **** feeling like a terrible person. I'm going to stop, I need to. :)
    spacedoutfish spacedoutfish 16-17, F Aug 30

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    The doctors now think my uncle may have suffered a stroke on top of everything else. I don't want to feel anything anymore.
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Aug 31

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    All the stress I think is now physically affecting me. Usually when I'm really depressed and anxious I start to feel sick and I'm feeling sick tonight. My whole body's in pain...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 1

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    My step mom just lost here job and she loves her job and I'm scared for her
    kitty465 kitty465 16-17, F Sep 1

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    My parents have been divorced since I was in 7th grade, I'm now a senior in high school. Recently though I've been feeling like everything is becoming worse. I'm realizing my...
    Bigj15 Bigj15 16-17, M Sep 6

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    I am beyond agitated and cannot stop moving around. My mind is wide awake speeding a million miles a minute and I'm about to cry. I've hit myself and the walls a few times and...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F Sep 6

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    I'm so depressed right now. I'm also angry and anxious and confused. I have no clue what to do. I could use some advice about something
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm an 18 year old kid that had an awesome childhood. My family was always tight knit, the kind that eats together ever night. During the past 4 years or so, my family has just...
    stonesfan367 stonesfan367 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Eh... he quit texting me this year, it's like he's avoiding me, but school he talks to me a tiny bit. what to do? he won't text. he's my ex but we were forced apart by my mother...
    dogsandwolves dogsandwolves 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    It is the first time I live all alone.. I rented an apartment in the city, and painted it gray. I thought it would be a fun experience; it's only been silent. I like it.
    Valensi Valensi 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Usually people who are afraid of falling in love are those who were left down by their boy/girlfriend. I'm this kind of persons who broke up in a relationship. I had 4 relationship...
    otoumie otoumie 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Falling for a much much younger man. I'm 31 and he's 21, it's crazy I know, even both of us know it. I met him on omegle, some nights I just cant sleep well and I discovered this...
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