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I 'm Falling Apart

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    I've liked this guy since 8th grade,

    and we've had a thing on and off. He told me a couple days ago he wants to commit himself 101% to me, yet he hasn't texted/messaged me since Tuesday night. He was supposed to go to my parents beach house with us, and he didn't answer if he was ready to go. He's my brothers best...
    Alto2Soprano Alto2Soprano 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    Lost Soul: Left Hanging And Confused

    hi guys, im pretty new here and I would appreciate if youll help me solve this riddle within me. I would start by saying that, I am sure of myself before I got close with someone I just know by name, though we are of the same program in same university, I only knew her when I...
    riddledself riddledself 22-25, F Mar 10, 2013

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    Just Like All Of You

    I have read some of the stories and have many, many similarities in most. I am 51 years old and have endured so much. I am a person of understanding , a mother a daughter, a survivor who can relate to many of your stories. I have never done this before,  Every one needs to have...
    cre8kerry cre8kerry 46-50 1 Response Dec 20, 2010

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    Physically

    OMG I'm so SO very sick right now. I had this flu about two weeks ago and then felt better and now it's going on another week with it and just getting worse. I know I need to slow down the pace but I have to work and I have to go to class and I have to take care of...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 10 Responses Feb 15, 2009

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    I just have been feeling

    so empty lately. I've been so angry with myself too, and I just don't know why. I don't understand. "Crazy", or as everyone calls it, isn't contagious. You can hug me. You can talk to me. You can look at me. I'm not going to put some "curse" on you. It doesn't work like that...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 16-17, F 1 Response May 14, 2014

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    Tired

    If you were to see all the other groups tha i am in, you could get a general understanding of my issues. i am just depressed. i am not happy with myself. the lonliness is getting to me. the having no places to go, or people to talk to is making me numb. my life is Work-Home.there...
    toofargone toofargone 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    I Honestly Cant Find A True Reason Why Im Alive

    I don't want to be hereI'm not happy im not going anywhere I hate my life im miserable more then im happyand the only reason i tell myself "no, u cant kill yourself" is because " your family will be hurt" but y does it matter !! y should i be here if all im doing is costing...
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7, 2013

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    Because of Him.

    even though none of this is his fault. He doesn't deserve this at all. But neither do I. The emotions that I feel are overwhelming. And they aren't nice ones either. They are ones of helplessness,self blame and killing myself slowly for the arguments that we're having,due to...
    orangeblossom89 orangeblossom89 18-21, F Feb 15, 2009

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    Ive been falling apart

    for years..I fall,i get back up,I fall again..cycle continues.maybe that's life? It can really suck sometimes,life really punches u hard and it's hard to get back up fast.I hope i can get up more times than what I fall at least though..
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    Have Fallen All The Way Down, So Now Proceed To Fall Apart....

    Yes...I'm falling apart. All the songs about falling apart, apply to me....."every time I'm falling down, all alone I fall to pieces""I've fallen, I have sunk so low, I've messed up, better I should know,so don't come round here tell me  I told you so""I fear I'll find the...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2013

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    All the things I had together are falling apart.

    My fantasies are being torn by the seams. My life is being ripped away from me. I want a new start.. A new life.
    BlahhHead BlahhHead 13-15, F Jun 9, 2014

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    ....

    Wish I could have just one day to have an open conversation with you......
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 13, 2009

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    Recently my life has been crumbling apart.

    In december I found out that I am moving. Not down the street or to another city but I am moving out of state, 12 hours away. Half of the things in my room are packed up and in boxes now. My room isn't mine anymore. My room has been completely moved around to make it look better...
    LittleMsGreenEyes LittleMsGreenEyes 18-21, F Jan 26, 2014

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    And I'm The Only One Holding Myself Together

    If you see these pieces, that scatter around me,they are coming from everything I hold in my hands.I hold in my hands, everything that makes me, me.I cannot hold onto myself anymore.All of me has broken.These shards of myself are cutting me,slicing all the old wounds, and new...
    WiltingBlossom WiltingBlossom 18-21, F Jun 25, 2011

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    Conundrums91 Conundrums91 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2014

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    Cracking

    I seem to be comming to my witts end and falling apart I can feel myself cracking and am at a loss I think maybe Im just going through a dark time again and need to hang on till I feel better.....
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses Jun 30, 2009

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    Slowly..

    I can feel my mind popping at the seams... I think I'm going to be on my own this time.
    deletedd deletedd 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I Am No Longer Falling Apart.

    About a year ago i came back home, head hung low in shame with so much hate and anger in my heart there was nothing else to feel. lashing out at everyone that was close, family, friends and anyone else within my reach. there have been long episodes of sulking and self pity. A lot...
    desertscorpio desertscorpio 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11, 2012

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    Its As Simple As This I Cant Do This On My Own Any Longer

    I am 22 years old.I am also a single mother of four year old twins.Completly single meaning everything is on me the only assistance I recieve is food stamps & occassinal baby sitter for me to work.I work two jobs and struggle ever so much threw college. I was taken from an...
    LindLoveLaugh LindLoveLaugh 22-25 Jul 14, 2012

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    When I was a kid, we had a playhouse with a metal roof. Whenever it was raining, I would go out to the playhouse and just lay there are listen. Every since then, the sound of rain...
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    It's very soothing and peaceful, everything about winter is. . . I wish it were raining right now.
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    so my life right now seems hard. I work full time, school part time, and help care for my boyfriend's 90 year old Mother who has Damentia. Tonight, I miss my life. I have not had a...
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    So my one crush turned into 3. They're all sexy as hell and 2 were at the military ball tonight. One even ended up twerking on me.🤔 Questionable. I have no feelings for guys...
    Ilikeagirlnamedkaitlyn Ilikeagirlnamedkaitlyn 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I'm falling for my best friend's sister. I've known them all for over a decade, and I've always had a crush on her. But I never did anything about it because I'm very close to the...
    Robeta Robeta 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My husband sent me this text of him driving into work):
    JennyTom JennyTom 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love being home snuggled in my bed or on the couch when it's raining...watching a silly romantic comedy, alone is fine with me. No chatter when Channing is talking please....
    svalenz svalenz 41-45, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just want to shut everything down and start over. A new life. But I can't I just can't. I'm falling apart every day
    FallingApart33 FallingApart33 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    it's raining as i'm typing thinking about what my life will be like in 5 years time. will it get better? will i still be lonely? will i be able o find someone who appreciates me...
    lonley2015 lonley2015 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    you cant blame gravity for falling in love
    whateveryouwanttocallke whateveryouwanttocallke 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Most of life has been getting to know who I am in all this confusion in the world. In and out of hospitals and jails. Riding the roller coasters of deadly Russian roulette, of use...
    embarae5 embarae5 56-60 6 days ago

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    I hate Shoveling it, or dealing w/it once it is down. 6-10 inches called for today.
    ImAGreywlf ImAGreywlf 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Working while it's snowing. That's just wrong. I should be home by the fire.
    SweetSarahSawyer SweetSarahSawyer 46-50 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "I'm somewhere on a beach Sipping something strong, Got a new girl, she got it going on We drink all day, and party all night I'm way too gone to have you on my mind She got a body...
    johnng8230 johnng8230 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Okay, I liked you but I figured you were nothing more than someone to have fun when I was bored and then suddenly I'm laying in bed and thoughts of you wash over me like a tidal...
    OrangeCaramel OrangeCaramel 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    in a dark place,**** it.....spark a candle
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F Jan 29

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    And something I love even more than that is laying on the warm concrete while it rains over me in the summer heat. It's the best! Haven't done that since high school...
    SnowWhite87 SnowWhite87 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Burrrrrr It's raining. It's sooo cold. Cuddling would be so perfect right now. hmmm.....
    wershweezz wershweezz 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    ... Somewhere else ! ;-) January in So. Cal.
    S2dio54 S2dio54 51-55, M Jan 26

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    I have turned away from authentic love a couple times because of fear and thought my life would work out ok if I just kept myself safe and seeming confident.
    DoIknowmenow DoIknowmenow 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I've realized that I am, in fact, afraid. I used to try to convince myself that nothing could or should scare me: Spiders, heights, deep waters, even death. These things might be...
    TigerAtHeart TigerAtHeart 22-25, F Jan 25

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