I 'm Going To Ignore Those Feelings

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    I don't even know who I am anymore.

    when you lose yourself in someone and they leave, you lose yourself.. My heart hurts so much right now.. all I want is to sleep and wake up from this nightmare. wake up and not feel like such a bother.
    meetmeinmontauuk meetmeinmontauuk
    22-25, F
    Dec 29, 2014

    I will never love someone.

    It's out of question.Love is just a waste of time and this stupid feeling never made happy.I will keep my heart healthy so that I don't give the opportunity for some bad people to break my heart.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014

    I wish I could shut off my feelings.

    Whenever I like someone, I always end up getting hurt. When I meet some one new, a little voice in my head says "What if he's different?" and that voice takes over my brain and leads me to heartbreak. How do I get rid of that voice for good? Help me
    beekachu222 beekachu222
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    I'm going to try to a least

    because I know you don't feel the same way
    christy0909 christy0909
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    I've always been a very open,

    honest, and straightforward person. But I'm starting to realize that that actually creeps guys out, even though they SAY they like honest chicks who don't play games. I guess I have to learn to play, to hide my feelings.
    AntiveninKiss AntiveninKiss
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Sep 21, 2014

    Feelings, to me, seem like a bowl of fish

    hooks-pick one up and they all come out in one big clusterfuck...
    surlywench surlywench
    41-45, F
    Aug 18, 2015

    When I was 8, I got this really bad sickness

    and I lost like 13 pounds or something in like a week and a half, and then that same year I started taking pills for ADHD and they made me lose my appetite and show "Anorexic behavior" one of the doctors put it. we didn't know this, all we did know was that I was dangerously...
    ThatMarshmallow ThatMarshmallow
    13-15, F
    Dec 28, 2015

    *smack*

    psh!! yeah take that bad feelings Heartache, hurt and hate... *smack* I don't want you around Only love light and laughter Allowed in my little town I'll ignore you, avoid you and act like you don't exist Till time does it's job and heals this pain Because you're not...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine
    31-35, F
    50 Responses Feb 18, 2011

    one second my life is going perfect

    and then I get into my bed and realize all my problems will be waiting for me when I close my eyes
    ThatMarshmallow ThatMarshmallow
    13-15, F
    Dec 28, 2015

    During my first job as an au pair in Amsterdam

    I got too close to the husband.I didn't stay there as long as I was contracted to do. I got a cheque severance.It's also when I got my referral to come here to England.
    Gasquetas Gasquetas
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 26, 2015

    Wanting To Run

    I am going to ignore the feelings of wanting to run away from you because of how it makes me feel inside. My head and my heart fight and i switch between the two and it drives me totally mad. My head says run for the hills i shouldn't be second best to anyone ... let alone...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 18, 2013

    I have a feeling it'll end.

    And I don't wanna trust it.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 13

    Once again I'm falling

    for a woman I know I have no business falling for. She isn't married or in a relationship. However, she sees me as just a friend. We lost contact with each other for a few months and have recently connected here on EP again. Yet she had no idea how special she is to me and in...
    Anything4You Anything4You
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Mar 5

    How do I stop thinking about someone,

    stop wanting to be with them 24/7 and talking to them all day long, how do I stop being paranoid and feeling like they don't want to talk to me, just how do I get rid of this horrible feeling
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 7, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    Yes. I will. I ignore feelings such

    as anger, jealousy, hate, pride, and love. Love is one that I will always ignore. Why would I want to burden someone with those feelings? No one wants a broken little girl for the rest of their lives. Not even my parents want to deal with me, why would a man?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 24, 2015

    It really forever sucks.

    Deep inside I really do love you as in love with you, but I know we are meant to be just friends as you are already involved with someone so I am going to ignore these feelings and squash them before they try to take flight and I lose your friendship.
    A112C A112C
    46-50
    1 Response Aug 28, 2015

    But I can't. I don't want to think of him.

    I don't want to speak to him. I don't want to think of US. I can't. Whether it is our Memoir or my Fantasy with him.. Whether I talk to GOD about him or I talk to my Cat about him. I can't ignore the feelings for him. I miss him everyday.
    blackjackmike blackjackmike
    61-65, M
    Dec 21, 2014

    So I think it's time I do that,

    ignoring those feelings. Just going to try and have some fun until we figure out what it is we're doing. I grew up so fast, an independent living adult by the age of 16 because I was safer out there in a corrupt and crazy world than my own home. Had my first son soon after my...
    TristeMuneca87 TristeMuneca87
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2015

    to be honest..I don't feel anything.

    . I mean barely.. my emotions are pretty fake these days lol
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    Adita97 Adita97
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 12, 2015

    I gotta believe we'll all make it.

    that things will work out like they're meant to.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    Apr 20

    I'm Going To Ignore Those Feelings...

    And I'll pretend to be happy. I'll put on a beautiful smile an be the prettiest girl. I'll act as if you didn't even exist. And you'll never know that when you went away i wanted to die. That you make me feel ugly with one look. That you made me go down. That...
    naverp naverp
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2010

    I'm just going to ignore them all.

    ..hurt, jealousy, confusion, loneliness, anger. It's just not worth opening myself up any more...
    secretsnvrtobetold secretsnvrtobetold
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 30, 2014

    I prefer the weekdays over the actual weekends.

    So many people love to relax, completely work-free, but it's the absolute boredom, the ability for my mind to roam everywhere but where I want it to go that I loathe. At school, it's all routine. Think about what you're doing, what you're going to be doing, focus on your...
    evie421 evie421
    13-15, F
    Feb 21

    Again. Subconsciously,

    in the back of my mind, I would still think of you whenever. But I always try not to do that because I know you don't even think of me. However, you would always appear in my dreams no matter what situations. Damn my subconscious mind who yearns for you. I can't, no, I am...
    Eosaurora Eosaurora
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 8

    So basically I'm in love with my teacher aid.

    He is like 22 and I'm under 18. I just love him... The way he walks, his voice, and how smart he is. Not only am I crazily in love with him, I am very sexually attracted to him. He's young and he is super handsome and he has an 8 pack, yet he's not to buff, he's perfect. I have...
    Nevaeh15 Nevaeh15
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 1, 2015

    I hate to say this, get these feelings,

    and go to take care and have something to symphatize right here, it's been so long since I was here so I'm ok with this. my feelings could be described by songs Otherside and Break Stuff, I'm no suicidal but this all is too much to even be ashamed about. I hate this morning...
    redhauntedhood redhauntedhood
    16-17, F
    Aug 19, 2015

    I'm not yours- is what I need to tell myself I

    do not see you often. I hardly ever see you. Even though we have a great time on those days we are together I have to set myself free from you. I have to accept that we are different and will never be on the same level. I cannot have you. I need to find someone else. Someone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 24, 2015

    Those days when you have had a good day

    and by the end of the night, even though you have your family so close... you feel lonely. No one close to chat with. even the blasting music in my headphones seems to fade away. I'd just sleep it off... but even my sleepyness is nowhere to be found.
    STFUnSMILE STFUnSMILE
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 26

    feelings come and go one minute your happy next

    your sad? sometimes you have to ignore feelings if it's for the best or its to protect someone else. I keep my feelings under wraps most of the time but it certainly does not make them go away
    annemarieduffx annemarieduffx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2015

    Every time I see your name pop up Immediately,

    I mentally step back to avoid getting too excited But who am I to be blame? You are the only man who makes me feel I deserve to dream Every problem I came across Every pain I tried to hide It is you who pick me up And make me face it like a boss But,hey,even if it is you who...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 27, 2015

    hola ! ask me for my k(i)k handle !

    if i like you i will give it to you. if not i will mock you mercilessly. then give it to you anyway.
    sludgefeast sludgefeast
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 21

    Why is that, now I am graduating soon,

    I am starting to have little crush on this guy? I just can't. I need to stop myself before I hurt myself. By ignoring my feelings. I thought it was just mere crush. However, it seems that I am starting to like you more and more after seeing your face on social media. I...
    Eosaurora Eosaurora
    18-21, F
    Feb 15

    Ignorance was Bliss..

    .. or was it? All those years spent living in ignorance....ignoring the obvious....ignoring my instincts. I pushed reality aside and opted for fantasy instead. I ignored my pain. I made excuses. I told myself lies.....his lies. I told myself that he loved me....that I was...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2014

    Often here and there,

    I would always look for your name no matter what. It's as if my eyed would automatically look for your name. To check whether you're online or not. To check whether you have seen my snapchat. If your name pops up in Story, I would sometimes immediately click your name to see...
    Eosaurora Eosaurora
    18-21, F
    Jan 3

    Or at least I am trying to ignore them,

    though sometimes yeah ugh.... FML *Sighs* "Girl Crush" Little Big Town I got a girl crush, hate to admit it but I got a heart rush, ain't slowin down I got it real bad, want everything she has That smile and the midnight laugh she's givin you now I wanna taste her lips, yeah...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    Those feelings of mine I have

    for someone I can't love.
    JadedTruth JadedTruth
    16-17, F
    Jan 29, 2015

    How do you handle it

    when you have such strong feelings for someone who will never be able to be with you and you both know it but avoid the subject for years and years?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20

    Basically my crush for 3 years hooked up with

    my friends who has, now 3 guys wrapped around her finger
    Heyoitsme Heyoitsme
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 20

    I never speak out loud about what I'm feeling.

    it really annoys me, but I just can't help it. who cares if I'm hurting inside?
    xnikkkix xnikkkix
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2015

    the feeling you get when your better half is

    talking to another woman. ugh!
    MiBelleAmie MiBelleAmie
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Mar 25, 2015

    You clearly like her.

    You don't feel that way about me. I'm glad I got to take a step back and access this without any bias feelings for you. I accept your feelings for her, just don't do the same things to me, as you do for her. You always smile when you're around her. It's obvious. Just ask her...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 26, 2015

    There's this guy I can't get over.

    I don't want to like him. He broke my heart, but that's a different story. Even though he hurt me, I can't help but smile when he is around. We both hang out, since it's been years, but every now and thing, I get this feeling in my stomach. I just wish it would go away. Any tips...
    PanNotPan PanNotPan
    16-17, T
    1 Response Jun 20, 2015

    Thinking that I am a bad person

    and deserve the worst...well, I can't do that any longer. Just need to focus on my happiness and improving my lot in life.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Nov 28, 2015

    I don't really care about anything!

    !!! anything!!!!!! I'm sick of this life... nothing goes right..... I'm even losing my belief in god.... nothing is left for me....
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 3, 2015

    My mother, who I haven't seen

    for four years as a result, has a friend who she introduced to my brother and I as our new Dad, even though she hadn't divorced our real Dad. She left us for this friend, after they were found out. Her friend is manipulative (my Dad's word) and when I was thirteen he showed...
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 29

    Feelings like I want to physically punish myself

    for being less than I want to be. Feelings like I want to hurt myself. Damn it. Feelings like I hate myself. Feelings like I want to jump off a building. Today started out so well. What the hell? I took my medication this morning. Damn it.
    YourBFF YourBFF
    26-30, M
    Nov 22, 2015
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