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    I Don't Want to Pretend.

    I'm not going to pretend or hold my tongue.  I don't feel very well, mentally and emotionally, right now.  I'm not going to bite the bullet so anyone can feel good about themselves.  Or whatever the ****, sorry.  I can't deal with people making little...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2009

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