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    I Don't Want to Pretend.

    I'm not going to pretend or hold my tongue.  I don't feel very well, mentally and emotionally, right now.  I'm not going to bite the bullet so anyone can feel good about themselves.  Or whatever the ****, sorry.  I can't deal with people making little...
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 10, 2009

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    I know this dude at work...he always wears black with black makeup on..he is goth...and he always talking about killing people..and recently he said he bought a gun..and I told my...
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    I have been on here for seven and a half years now, hard to believe I have been here that long! but I am not a big fan of the changes I have seen in the last while to EP....I was...
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    I am 56 years old. I have been married twice. The first time was so long ago, its hard to remember. It lasted just three years. In fact, far less than that. But tonight, I came...
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    I decided last year that I didn't like the direction my life was going so I made the choice to change it completely. I started back at university to retrain in a different field...
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    One day i woke up entered into the washroom and spit into the sink what i saw was the blood it keeps happening to me for three days. I went for scaling doctor advised ; " You...
    CrushedBrainLovesMarmalade CrushedBrainLovesMarmalade 22-25, M Apr 11

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    I don't really have moral support on this subject coming from a Catholic family its quite different... I didn't understand or just agree with what I was being taught back in...
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    My husband and I have separated and it has been a little over a month. While I am enjoying several aspects of my new life, there is a lot of loneliness. I am a stay at home...
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    I've been thinking where I'll be in 5 yrs or if I'll even be able to work not sure what my future holds for me right now just taking it one day at a time
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    My wife of 25 years recently passed away. She was in pain and discomfort for over 10 years. Her health starting deteriorating at an accelerated pace for the last two years. I was...
    rocinante2112 rocinante2112 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 21

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    I heard about his passing later on. I was listening to the radio---in 2010! I was starting to listen to music again, after recovering from a breakdown. Well, Leader of the Band...
    DF79 DF79 46-50 Apr 24

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    Two weeks ago, my basset hound was going blood, so I took her to the vet. They recommended I take her to the Emergency vet, and they thought she had pancreatitis. While treating...
    Ladd620 Ladd620 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    I've been finding out lots of things about myself recently, and they explain a lot. I only wish I had known them a long time ago. Better late than never, I guess.
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    A lot of people love me because my fun cheerful personality but lots of people say I'm to childish and I act to much like a kid but they like my personality I just don't get it...
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    I had been trying to be "zen" about still being unemployed - but honestly, I am just angry at the whole ordeal. It's not that I "deserve" a job after graduating college, but isn't...
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    Demosteen Demosteen 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Been here going four years now but I do not visit my account everyday for many disappointing reasons. Aside from the layouts, what is really frustrating is the people-- the...
    FreeyourSoul FreeyourSoul 70+ 4 hrs ago

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    I have found myself, at the ripe age of 45, basically homeless with my 9 year old daughter. We are living with my brother while my husband (together 13 years, married for 3) tries...
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