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I 'm Hurting

For people who are hurting over lost frienships, loves, relationships, partners...etc. This group is for you, please join us! 4,351 People

    https://youtu.be/lL2ZwXj1tXM It has been a very

    hard 42 years, bouncing from one abusive situation to another, abused by others, but worse abused by myself, by locking up my heart and soul from those that would love me. I allowed the voices of the past to keep me caged and afraid. In the past three years I have been on a road...
    AngeleyesUponU AngeleyesUponU 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 14

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    I met a man 2 years ago

    and we were getting to know each other. I became pregnant with twins 2 months after meeting him. When I told him the news he said he would be there for me and we would get through it but soon after he left to care for the 3 children he already had with another woman. He started...
    AGirlonherJourney AGirlonherJourney 22-25, F 9 Responses Mar 22

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    I feel like I don't know

    where to go from here. I've been dating my boyfriend for 3 years, & he's a wonderful person, but I don't know if it's meant to be. I know he's thinking of proposing soon, & thinking about it is making me start to panic a bit. I know he really wants kids, but I'm thinking I...
    robkat13 robkat13 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I Forgive You, Daddy.

    Four years old with my back to the door All I could hear was the family war Your selfish hands always expecting more Am I your child or just a charity ward You have a hollowed out heart But it's heavy in your chest I try so hard to fight it But it's hopeless Hopeless You're...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 6 Responses May 4, 2012

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    The past 2 months I've been hiding behind a

    fake smile I play it sooo well everyone failed too see how I am truly feeling I'm at the point in my like where I feel deeply hurt inside I'm the kind off person who will give advice act like everything will get better I pick people up went there down But why can't I do it...
    XDHyperGirlXD1 XDHyperGirlXD1 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    What is a smile except something to hold back

    the pain? How much more can I take of this game? I look in the mirror and I smile back at me but the person isn't me He looks like me, his smile is mine, his hair has the same shine but the eyes are his Who are you I ask him, he smiles and points down, I look and my wrists...
    MrMobos MrMobos 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 13

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    You can actually feel it.

    You can actually tell and feel when you’re starting to fade away from someone. The conversations get shorter, they get less meaningful, less exciting. You can feel the wall that’s coming up between you two. And then in the end, you’re back to being strangers.
    jazzME jazzME 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

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    Pen to paper but I have no mind to bleed ink

    onto a page nor do I have rhythmic value to my words. My thoughts are dulled my the friction between academic progression and sheets of unimaginable madness I keep in a mason jars to preserve insanity. I have no words to write about the sickness I behold of my self destruction...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    Sad...in pain...confused.

    ..since some days ago it's how I've been feeling, not understanding what makes me deserve such diminishing treatment...like not being worth while respect for my feelings or dignity...as if I wasn't worth the effort of just being nice and politely addressed...while I see there is...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 11 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    I just want to be loved.

    cared for. seen as me. safe. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. because right now I feel lost and alone and I really really want to be held and consoled. I want to feel wanted. Oh and apparently I wore my binder too long so my chest hurts...
    SyrkSefhir SyrkSefhir 22-25, M Jul 11

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    My father sent me a pic of his radiation

    machine It's finally becoming real My sadness is overwhelming Can U tell me about tomorrow Will there still be one
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses May 20

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    hurt had my emotions

    and feelings played with they hurt me and knew it and didn't care
    LilPrincessJoJo87 LilPrincessJoJo87 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Don't say one thing and do another.

    Spare me your bullshit!
    glassbonespaperskin glassbonespaperskin 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2014

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    I am curled up on the couch trying to figure out

    why things turned out like they did. Am I too nice? Not nice enough? Boring? Unattractive? Too needy? Too independent? Are my toes funny looking? My hair too short? My taste in clothes bad? Am I too bitchy? Not bitchy enough? Is my laugh too loud? My voice too...
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    i hate going through experiences like these

    because i feel so sh.tty but then i read posts about people having cancer and close family members dying and i just feel so small. bc my problems do not add up to having cancer or my mom/dad dying. i feel stupid for being sad. does that make sense.. like i should just be happy...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 23

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    I can't express myself on internet.

    I fear that people here would judge me or make fun of me because honestly speaking I don't have huge problems ... I'm insecure and I lack self confidence. I might have some family issues but it's not lagging me behind much though it never fails at making me depressed. I can't...
    ReemNoctis ReemNoctis 16-17, F 18 Responses Mar 16

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    SwizzleDragon SwizzleDragon 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 1

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    everythingispale everythingispale 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    why does everyone have to make me feel like the

    world would be better off without me? That everyone would be happier if i was dead?
    SwizzleDragon SwizzleDragon 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I realized that people just don't change.

    If it walks like a duck, and quacks like a duck. It's a duck. #IWASFOOLED
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 15

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    everythingispale everythingispale 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Her mom hired me. We met.

    Both showed interest. Mom won me first. But we stayed pals. Sent mom to better. And stayed her pal. Took her side. Believed her. Got helpful. And she helped back. Then suffered post partum. So me cared more. Built her up. And now a lie comes. After...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 19

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    I feel lost and out of myself at the moment.

    . I don't know whether that's due to hormones or because of my recent breakup.. Probably a mix of both but it's making me miserable and people are noticing :/
    Victoriaa95 Victoriaa95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    i dnt understand this world,

    everything is either too serious or running in a systematic order, i dnt want to growup, i want to watch cartoons, read story books, wants to play cricket, or play badminton with my friends, or hide n seek, i miss being a kid,right now i hate everthng around me. why cant every...
    furmal furmal 26-30 2 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    For thise who ae hurting in some way.

    ..I feel you. I am always here for you. Message me anytime. :( I don't want anyone to hurt alone. Remember that you are not alone. I'm here if you need me! And hang on there! Life is not all about the blacks. There are sunshines too! :(
    sylviaplath01 sylviaplath01 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    I don't get it with some people,

    they only love you when you're whole and when everything is perfect, but when you're broken they give up, they let go even though they're the one who broke you in the first place.
    QueenValbuena QueenValbuena 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    So To Further My Last Experience

    I did go to the hospital, for a nerve disorder I was told by my surgeon at John's Hopkins, that if it ever developed, do not pass go do not collect two hundred dollars and head to the nearest hospital. I would have about six hours for an intervention (possible surgery) before it...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    I'm not okay none of this is okay I can't trust

    anyone and it hurts. It all hurts.
    Wakingdemons Wakingdemons 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Sometimes I just sit

    and think...."when was I happy"???"Was I ever happy...was I ever Ok"???Then I realized... I've only been truly happy once in my life. Sometimes I'm speechless. I don't even know where to begin on...myself.Just a life of being talked about...being teased...being treated terribly...
    leadmenot leadmenot 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    So why did he get to be born attractive,

    and have more wealth than me ?
    wassup305 wassup305 16-17, F Jul 24

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    All ive ask (5x 2 months) is to let me know

    before u do something or anyone else know. I dont like feeling 2nd best.(100% she's not cheating) I only get 1st. When I bitc* for it then it stops again....I know she truly love's me. but I cant feel 2.... because then when she makes up for it... its her tryin to **** me and I...
    AJSandy AJSandy 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    The stomachache, the emptiness I feel

    where my heart should be. As many times as they have come and gone you'd think I be used to this pain by now.. Feels like a new wound every time.
    willowAnn2434 willowAnn2434 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    My heart drops every time I receive a text

    and it's not from him. The funny thing is I know he's not thinking about me. God I really need to move on with my life.
    Diamondlove5 Diamondlove5 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    I am an younger son in family.

    Nd i have one elder brother.both are married person. And still in my family they always talking about elder brother. I am younger brother i am working a lot ti make them happy. But at the end when they are talking about elder brother. I feel like just leave home with wife and...
    life4happy life4happy 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    We broke up as he couldnt handle my anxiety

    issues, but other than that said i was perfect. Has called me twice when drunk saying he misses me and has strong feelings. Second time he did it, he wanted me to come stay for a while etc and that we could have been great together as when we were together we were great. Next...
    jillamint86 jillamint86 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    mentally and emotionally.

    And it sucks because I am all alone and have no one to talk. it just me with all of these questions and just wanting to talk and let it out. it sucks and it makes me miss things that are no longer there
    TiredOfBeingHurt TiredOfBeingHurt 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 21

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    Wakingdemons Wakingdemons 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    The guy I liked, didn't like me

    as much as I liked him. It wasn't what I wanted so I broke it off. But it leaves me wondering what if I made a mistake. What if... I don't know. I just know I can't cry over it, over him. But for now, I'm hurting.
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 16-17, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    I wonder if there will ever be anyone

    who can see past my flaws; who will find and love the real me ... hidden behind the huge barriers I have put around myself.  When I'm hurting, I hide and withdraw.  Today I feel so alone.Photo credit to "When Snow White Drifted"
    SolitaireDiamond SolitaireDiamond 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 3

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    Yesterday, for the first time,

    my brother spoke to the guy I've been having an online relationship with. My brother asked me to leave the room, after which he asked him about our potential future. He said that it seemed unlikely as we live very far away but we'll always be friends. I agree with what he said...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 8 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Today marks the day I lost my best friend,

    I'm here on this mountain tonight where we raced our bikes down the steep twisty road as kids, the same road where we tested our driving endurance, the same road we conquered our fear of driving fast, and the last time i felt your life slowly taken away...... The night that...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    I'm under so much stress.

    My mother doesn't care about me, she treats me like Complete ****, and makes me feel like I'm nothing. I seriously want to kill myself, I'm not good with words tho, so this might not make sense. I'm just so done with her so I'm not talking to her rn
    arielisabelle arielisabelle 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Sorry if this bothers anyone

    but I really want to get this off of my chest. Okay so Im in a relationship and things were really nice and fun on the beginning but recently I?ve been very unhappy in our relationship and I?ve spoken to my mate about this but my mate things that he/she can fix this and I...
    shiveredwolf23 shiveredwolf23 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 3

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