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I 'm Hurting

For people who are hurting over lost frienships, loves, relationships, partners...etc. This group is for you, please join us! 3,949 People

    Does the hurt ever truly stop?

    At times it is not as intense but when the sound of silence creeps up at night the pain ignites. Why me? Why now? Is this the plan? How many tears can one cry? How many days of just being here? Will I ever be alive or am I on a downhill dive? Is this some sick dream? Is...
    kaigeshadowwalker kaigeshadowwalker 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 13, 2014

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    Have you ever laid in your bed at night

    and cried because you just feel like your not good enough? Counted all your flaws and felt worse about your self?
    jaylawr jaylawr 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 6, 2014

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    missANONYMOUS13 missANONYMOUS13 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    You Can Kill Yourself Tomorrow.

    Best damn advice I have ever received. I wish this person was in my life to tell me this a hell of a lot earlier, before the damage was done. I try to live by those words. Pathetic as it may seem to most, I am tired. I am hurting physically, everyday, all day from an injury...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    For thise who ae hurting in some way.

    ..I feel you. I am always here for you. Message me anytime. :( I don't want anyone to hurt alone. Remember that you are not alone. I'm here if you need me! And hang on there! Life is not all about the blacks. There are sunshines too! :(
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2014

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    Pen to paper but I have no mind to bleed ink

    onto a page nor do I have rhythmic value to my words. My thoughts are dulled my the friction between academic progression and sheets of unimaginable madness I keep in a mason jars to preserve insanity. I have no words to write about the sickness I behold of my self destruction...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    I was I love once, it might seem lik I'm too

    young. but I know. it was real.even if he didn't. know it one day I found. out that he liked me then I started. liking him back. a lot of time passed. and things happened and when he found out I liked. him and acted like it never happened. then I moved away I can still remember...
    klyrics klyrics 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    BeauteFloue BeauteFloue 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 7

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    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Mar 21

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    I met a man 2 years ago

    and we were getting to know each other. I became pregnant with twins 2 months after meeting him. When I told him the news he said he would be there for me and we would get through it but soon after he left to care for the 3 children he already had with another woman. He started...
    AGirlonherJourney AGirlonherJourney 22-25, F 10 Responses Mar 22

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    Would be ******* great

    if I didn't cry, hyperventilate and panic everytime I get out of bed and then it be 20 times worse for college
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    The worst time is right

    now when I am left alone in bed with just my thoughts
    naturallyhappy naturallyhappy 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I Feel Emotionally Homeless

    I broke up with my boyfriend of 4 yrs a couple months ago and I was fine with it at first. It was mutual. So me and my dog moved back to my parents so I'm a 31 yr old living at home again. Now me and my parents have a history be cuz about 2 yrs ago I was doing drugs and they...
    Ravenfairie Ravenfairie 31-35, F 6 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    You know when you lose hope

    and all of a sudden find like light at the end of the tunnel. I thought that was me last night. I was surprised at first by see someone say they (love me). I said may be it is true as just talked with for a while . Then found out it was a scam and a catfish that some fake who...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    Don't be friends with Dude 9000,

    he's such a worthless piece of ****. He put me down because I didn't send him a sexual picture, he makes me feel sick and I wish I could post the screenshots on my phone, told me I'm failing math and english (Getting an A in it actually) what an idiot :D I hope he fails...
    blueworldsapart blueworldsapart 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm so tired of this feeling ,

    I can't keep doing this.
    Coldheartedgirl456 Coldheartedgirl456 16-17, F Mar 15

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    This girl is so hard to keep happy

    and I care about her but sometimes she doesn't seem to understand how much I care about her
    taliaharpaz taliaharpaz 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    I wonder if there will ever be anyone

    who can see past my flaws; who will find and love the real me ... hidden behind the huge barriers I have put around myself.  When I'm hurting, I hide and withdraw.  Today I feel so alone.Photo credit to "When Snow White Drifted"
    SolitaireDiamond SolitaireDiamond 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I Forgive You, Daddy.

    Four years old with my back to the door All I could hear was the family war Your selfish hands always expecting more Am I your child or just a charity ward You have a hollowed out heart But it's heavy in your chest I try so hard to fight it But it's hopeless Hopeless You're...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 6 Responses May 4, 2012

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    It's terrifying that no matter how many

    promises you've made, no matter how much long you've been together, someone can get up and walk out of your life without a second thought and you have to carry on living because the world doesn't stop for any of us...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    So To Further My Last Experience

    I did go to the hospital, for a nerve disorder I was told by my surgeon at John's Hopkins, that if it ever developed, do not pass go do not collect two hundred dollars and head to the nearest hospital. I would have about six hours for an intervention (possible surgery) before it...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 5 Responses Oct 14, 2013

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    Lost It All

    In less than one month I lost my girlfriend, my job, my house, and 2 of my best friends.  and all the weight is bearing down on me, crushing me, I'm to the point where I just want to give up
    wasbroken2pieces wasbroken2pieces 26-30, M 9 Responses Aug 20, 2012

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    may9614 may9614 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I won't cry. I've never felt

    so pushed out in my life. All of my family. On my mothers side. They have got together and told themselves lies about me. There is no way to stick up for myself because my mother is a narcissistic and she will do whatever it takes to taint my image. I have my aunt on Facebook...
    Unknownimus Unknownimus 18-21, F 2 Responses May 31, 2014

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    Yesterday, for the first time,

    my brother spoke to the guy I've been having an online relationship with. My brother asked me to leave the room, after which he asked him about our potential future. He said that it seemed unlikely as we live very far away but we'll always be friends. I agree with what he said...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 9 Responses May 30, 2014

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    Today marks the day I lost my best friend,

    I'm here on this mountain tonight where we raced our bikes down the steep twisty road as kids, the same road where we tested our driving endurance, the same road we conquered our fear of driving fast, and the last time i felt your life slowly taken away...... The night that...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M 1 Response May 17, 2014

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    The past 2 months I've been hiding behind a

    fake smile I play it sooo well everyone failed too see how I am truly feeling I'm at the point in my like where I feel deeply hurt inside I'm the kind off person who will give advice act like everything will get better I pick people up went there down But why can't I do it...
    XDHyperGirlXD1 XDHyperGirlXD1 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    Everyday i told myself i need to get over you,

    but every night i find myself thinking about how much i want you back...
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It is very hard being rejected by your own

    mother and have her refuse to acknowledge your feelings. And to be repeatedly told how horrible you are. I just wish someone Ioved me unconditionally.
    jigglykangeroo jigglykangeroo 22-25, F 14 Responses Aug 25, 2014

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    i dnt understand this world,

    everything is either too serious or running in a systematic order, i dnt want to growup, i want to watch cartoons, read story books, wants to play cricket, or play badminton with my friends, or hide n seek, i miss being a kid,right now i hate everthng around me. why cant every...
    furmal furmal 26-30 3 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    I'm scared but I don't want to tell him

    that I need to be strong just in case the news is bad
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I know that its stupid

    but every time I remember my mom I feel like only if I could have just stopped her from leaving maybe she wouldn't be in a wheelchair because of the earthquake in Haiti
    Black15Camdy Black15Camdy 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Sad...in pain...confused.

    ..since some days ago it's how I've been feeling, not understanding what makes me deserve such diminishing treatment...like not being worth while respect for my feelings or dignity...as if I wasn't worth the effort of just being nice and politely addressed...while I see there is...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 11 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    I love her but we fight over things I cant let

    go of.....I know nothing will be ok....I know things will happen that will just get worse....I know ill never find another girl like her if this relationship ends....I know ill never love anyone as much as her....I know that when it ends ill he up in the bathroom crying for...
    lostbrokeheart lostbrokeheart 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Hello...I'm here seeking advice in my situation.

    There are several problems I am dealing with in this relationship I'm in. I'm 23 years old and a single mom to a 5 year old. I work as a nurse at a hospital. Ive always been a busy person, always on the go. My love life was pretty much full of short dates and relationships that...
    Hmidk Hmidk 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    people at the train station keep looking at me

    for being in distraught. They do not realise it is my satanic parents who are at fault for all this nonsense. I want to escape and kill myself right now or i need a prayer to Jesus Christ.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 1

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    I'm a girl with standards

    and it ****** me off wen a guy with no manners comes in my way and then I start catching up feelings, why would you lead me on so later I could find out u have a girlfriend I'm guessing he was tht desperate for another girl then . Why do some guys gotta act like this. And...
    Jo951 Jo951 13-15, F 4 Responses May 24, 2014

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    Well today has been an awful day ha ,

    I just don't know who I am anymore. I'm no longer that happy person people used to know , the person would be all bright eyed. I've been hurt so much that I don't think I really want to be that way again , because whenever you are happy sown thing seems to mess that up. I can be...
    Coldheartedgirl456 Coldheartedgirl456 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I think The guy I'm still in love with lost the

    love he had for me and it's all my fault
    johnR01 johnR01 18-21, M Mar 29

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    You were my first for many things

    and you told me I'd be your last. You said if I fell for you, you would catch me but you let me fall. I was broken and you said you would never hurt me but you took the broken pieces and shattered them. You said I could trust you and you lied. You said you would always be there...
    may9614 may9614 18-21, F Apr 4

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    You can actually feel it.

    You can actually tell and feel when you’re starting to fade away from someone. The conversations get shorter, they get less meaningful, less exciting. You can feel the wall that’s coming up between you two. And then in the end, you’re back to being strangers.
    jazzME jazzME 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2014

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    I hate how everything is .

    I get cursed and there are some things i CANNOT share to u as commanded . For your good for your sake. I hate my life. I am ****
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Sometimes I just sit

    and think...."when was I happy"???"Was I ever happy...was I ever Ok"???Then I realized... I've only been truly happy once in my life. Sometimes I'm speechless. I don't even know where to begin on...myself.Just a life of being talked about...being teased...being treated terribly...
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I am curled up on the couch trying to figure out

    why things turned out like they did. Am I too nice? Not nice enough? Boring? Unattractive? Too needy? Too independent? Are my toes funny looking? My hair too short? My taste in clothes bad? Am I too bitchy? Not bitchy enough? Is my laugh too loud? My voice too...
    abrokenlittlegirl abrokenlittlegirl 46-50, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I just wanna hide under the cover

    and make it all go away
    irreelevance irreelevance 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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