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I 'm Hurting

For people who are hurting over lost frienships, loves, relationships, partners...etc. This group is for you, please join us! 3,690 People

    You can actually feel it.

    You can actually tell and feel when you’re starting to fade away from someone. The conversations get shorter, they get less meaningful, less exciting. You can feel the wall that’s coming up between you two. And then in the end, you’re back to being strangers.
    jazzME jazzME 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Today marks the day I lost my best friend,

    I'm here on this mountain tonight where we raced our bikes down the steep twisty road as kids, the same road where we tested our driving endurance, the same road we conquered our fear of driving fast, and the last time i felt your life slowly taken away...... The night that...
    Arizv11 Arizv11 22-25, M 1 Response May 17

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    Even When I Try, I Just Can't Win

    I'm going to be gone for awhile come Monday, trying to fix something in my own life. Something that has been killing me slowly for the last twenty years. I am doing this for myself. And aside from people here, nobody gives a flying fuq. I have about forty eight hours until I...
    PrayersforRain PrayersforRain 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 13, 2013

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    And I knw that whatever I do,

    you'll always chose her than the numbered days we had together ):
    Sweetaugust Sweetaugust 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    So I'm going to be open about something.

    Something I'm usually not open about to very many people. I was raped. And being raped is difficult to deal with. Actually that's quite the understatement. It's more than difficult. It feels impossible. I'm not exactly sure which one is worse. The fact that I believe I will...
    everyonehasbeauty everyonehasbeauty 16-17, F 7 Responses Apr 19

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    I said something really stupid to someone

    and now its killing me inside. Idk what tk do.
    Austin10083 Austin10083 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    These past few days have been hard

    for me.. I really don't know why.. I have a loving, caring boyfriend, but I feel like I'm losing him.. I have been trying to keep myself under control, but today, I let myself go.. I told him how I felt, and how I felt like I was losing him.. I thought it would help me, but it...
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I Forgive You, Daddy.

    Four years old with my back to the door All I could hear was the family war Your selfish hands always expecting more Am I your child or just a charity ward You have a hollowed out heart But it's heavy in your chest I try so hard to fight it But it's hopeless Hopeless You're...
    BlackroseVsWhiterose BlackroseVsWhiterose 16-17, F 6 Responses May 4, 2012

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    August 5, 2010, my father committed suicide.

    .. Losing him was like getting run over by a freight train over, and over, and over again... It really killed me.. I was 10 at the time and that was the first day I ever took the shinny little razor, and slid it across my little wrist.. I kept doing it, over scars, anywhere I...
    PrettyUglyPeople PrettyUglyPeople 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    My boyfriend says he isn't ready to commit to me

    because he has had too many past failures. I have been patient and tried to understand his fears and support him. But I don't really know how he can say he wants to be with me BUT!!! It makes me feel used as if I am not really what he wants and when I try to talk to him he just...
    Shyviolet2 Shyviolet2 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    My mind got twisted in the hidden meanings of

    the words that you speak I could hear what your heart is saying as my own feels so weak. My eyes wonder as slowly I catch the sprinkles of your eyes. You deny this love، just look me in the eye. If you dare, look deep into these eyes of mine. Can you resist the tension that you...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F Dec 8

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    Right now people would call me crazy to say

    anything bad about my life because to them it might be perfect... I got one guy who's sweet funny and respectful and the guy I really really like... The only problem is the one I like is in one of those no strings attached moods which doesn't bother me; it's the fact that he...
    imalameo imalameo 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    please help me, i am 16

    and so is my bf. We have been together for a year and a half. Lately he has been saying that he is **** and he's ugly, i tell him he isnt. and all of a sudden he starts talking about how i hurt him?? honestly i dont think i ever hurt him like he hurt me. he says i hurt him...
    jenny646 jenny646 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    My heart hurts because I find love in the wrong

    places.I always end up with guys who just looking for some p**** or who just wanna see my goodies. I understand I'm a beautiful girl but I wish guys could look past a pretty face and see that I am beautiful on the inside too :/
    AJMClassof2014 AJMClassof2014 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    I won't cry. I've never felt

    so pushed out in my life. All of my family. On my mothers side. They have got together and told themselves lies about me. There is no way to stick up for myself because my mother is a narcissistic and she will do whatever it takes to taint my image. I have my aunt on Facebook...
    Unknownimus Unknownimus 18-21, F 2 Responses May 31

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    Sad...in pain...confused.

    ..since some days ago it's how I've been feeling, not understanding what makes me deserve such diminishing treatment...like not being worth while respect for my feelings or dignity...as if I wasn't worth the effort of just being nice and politely addressed...while I see there is...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 11 Responses a week ago

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    Isn't it hard when the only person

    that you love the most and in return they understand you so much like no other, tells you that one day they'll leave!.. Even after a few times they left and came back to your life as you get attached all over again thinking this time you'll have them forever but no, they prove...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I SWEAR LOVE HURT LIKE HELL ,

    I don't know in hell I keep letting him back n my life n he just keep walking all on me and hurting my feelings ugh it's so hard when you really love that person ... Song of today is Musiq soulchild LOVE
    Moneea Moneea 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Have you ever laid in your bed at night

    and cried because you just feel like your not good enough? Counted all your flaws and felt worse about your self?
    jaylawr jaylawr 16-17, F 8 Responses Apr 6

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    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 6 Responses Sep 9

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    I thought I'd be asleep by now,

    but it's beaten me again. Everyone's asleep. The house is quiet. It's peaceful. I don't like it at the moment. I don't think I can wait until Friday. I've found one of my favorite blades and it's just so tempting. I can cover it up. It's cold. She won't say anything about it...
    endofalldays endofalldays 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 26

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    Too much to say, enough tears to flow over this

    page. Can't stop this feeling of sadness that overwhelms me as a whole. Why must I hurt so? It feels near all my life have done nothing but shown respect and give my heart to too many that only ended up leaving me. Years later I am the one to watch them all move on and grow up...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    i dnt understand this world,

    everything is either too serious or running in a systematic order, i dnt want to growup, i want to watch cartoons, read story books, wants to play cricket, or play badminton with my friends, or hide n seek, i miss being a kid,right now i hate everthng around me. why cant every...
    furmal furmal 26-30 3 Responses Oct 29

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    ....I couldn't believe you did that,

    you gave a thing to your new love what I gave it to you when we were together. It's the only think between us, right now It's belongs to her. ....I'm giving up here, hurt and upset by something you’ve done. You knew you were ******* with my head my feeling n life's till you...
    FreakTurtle FreakTurtle 22-25, F Apr 19

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    I cannot take this hurt I feel.

    What is wrong with me. I pretend I am fine but this is killing me. He hurting me again with lies.
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    This pain in my heart is slowly killing me،

    never thought it'll be this hard to have a broken heart.. Its so hard to wipe those invisible tears، hard to cope when missing someone، my mind، soul، heart .. It all hurts، but I'm coping.. I hope.
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I broke up with my boyfriend

    because he was planning to make me pregnant so I would stay with him
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 28

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    Don't say one thing and do another.

    Spare me your bullshit!
    smeckledorfed smeckledorfed 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    Pen to paper but I have no mind to bleed ink

    onto a page nor do I have rhythmic value to my words. My thoughts are dulled my the friction between academic progression and sheets of unimaginable madness I keep in a mason jars to preserve insanity. I have no words to write about the sickness I behold of my self destruction...
    Xingouttheos Xingouttheos 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    You Can Kill Yourself Tomorrow.

    Best damn advice I have ever received. I wish this person was in my life to tell me this a hell of a lot earlier, before the damage was done. I try to live by those words. Pathetic as it may seem to most, I am tired. I am hurting physically, everyday, all day from an injury...
    Dantescircle Dantescircle 36-40, M 3 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    I'm a girl with standards

    and it ****** me off wen a guy with no manners comes in my way and then I start catching up feelings, why would you lead me on so later I could find out u have a girlfriend I'm guessing he was tht desperate for another girl then . Why do some guys gotta act like this. And...
    Jo951 Jo951 13-15, F 4 Responses May 24

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    Yesterday, for the first time,

    my brother spoke to the guy I've been having an online relationship with. My brother asked me to leave the room, after which he asked him about our potential future. He said that it seemed unlikely as we live very far away but we'll always be friends. I agree with what he said...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 4 Responses May 30

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    Does the hurt ever truly stop?

    At times it is not as intense but when the sound of silence creeps up at night the pain ignites. Why me? Why now? Is this the plan? How many tears can one cry? How many days of just being here? Will I ever be alive or am I on a downhill dive? Is this some sick dream? Is...
    kaigeshadowwalker kaigeshadowwalker 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    He played me just like every other guy except i

    trusted him. I loved him and i wasnt scared to fall. He played me
    Hope6800 Hope6800 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    It is very hard being rejected by your own

    mother and have her refuse to acknowledge your feelings. And to be repeatedly told how horrible you are. I just wish someone Ioved me unconditionally.
    jigglykangeroo jigglykangeroo 22-25, F 15 Responses Aug 25

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    Growing up I watched my mom

    and dad fight. Physically and mentally. They both did drugs and drank untill they were drunk. Even passed out. When my mom and dad divorced I became my dads target. He would leave a mark here or there but never enough to get me out of his care. I didn't feel loved by anyone I...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    I Feel Emotionally Homeless

    I broke up with my boyfriend of 4 yrs a couple months ago and I was fine with it at first. It was mutual. So me and my dog moved back to my parents so I'm a 31 yr old living at home again. Now me and my parents have a history be cuz about 2 yrs ago I was doing drugs and they...
    Ravenfairie Ravenfairie 31-35, F 7 Responses Oct 24, 2013

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    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    Why can't you understand

    that it's you I need!! 😔
    babygirlk26 babygirlk26 18-21, F Dec 4

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    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I sent this to my ex last night

    and I suppose I have no idea how he'll respond or if it's the right thing to do... But I feel the need to share it. I guess at this point you've decided to disregard me and so I literally can't move on with my life until I get this off of my chest, so I'll text you what I have...
    mdaybreak mdaybreak 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Walking Papers The good bye my koves''in the

    mornings Have turned into just another argument The waiting on his calls to hear the sound of his voice Has turned to dread because theres always another reason to fight The good rimes Have turned to rainy days The man I loved Has turned into a stranger in my bed The love...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Little Girl Dies

    A tear falls away ...lost forever slides down a cheek covered in bruises and burns they will be her scars to bear He looks down suddenly and for a second she is confused one of the monsters that will haunt her dreams...
    emery777 emery777 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 20, 2013

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    Lost It All

    In less than one month I lost my girlfriend, my job, my house, and 2 of my best friends.  and all the weight is bearing down on me, crushing me, I'm to the point where I just want to give up
    wasbroken2pieces wasbroken2pieces 26-30, M 9 Responses Aug 20, 2012

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    For thise who ae hurting in some way.

    ..I feel you. I am always here for you. Message me anytime. :( I don't want anyone to hurt alone. Remember that you are not alone. I'm here if you need me! And hang on there! Life is not all about the blacks. There are sunshines too! :(
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    He thinks he has done me a favour,

    as he paid a little attention in donkey yrs, he started his **** almost immediately after that few a moments... I guess I should thank him (sarcasm) he has no intention to ever change!
    081275fizz 081275fizz 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I wonder if there will ever be anyone

    who can see past my flaws; who will find and love the real me ... hidden behind the huge barriers I have put around myself.  When I'm hurting, I hide and withdraw.  Today I feel so alone.Photo credit to "When Snow White Drifted"
    SolitaireDiamond SolitaireDiamond 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 13

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    I learned how to stop crying.

    I learned how to hide inside of myself. I learned how to be somebody else. I learned how to be cold and numb.
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 2

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    juliarosee juliarosee 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 13

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