I 'm Just So Tired

Of hanging on, hoping for something better, living to just die anyway. It seems so pointless 458 People

    I wish I was killed before I was old enough to

    understand what betrayal is and for it to be done to me.
    Perfectpariah Perfectpariah
    22-25, F
    Feb 1, 2015

    My *** is dragging bad today.

    .4 1/2 hrs sleeps.... Been to the doctor with mom this morning... Going for xray tomorrow aft... I so much hope she hasn't got to have another operation... Don't think i could cope with that.... Spend every spare minutes there already... She will have me going round in circles...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    1 Response Jun 25, 2014

    I am so tired and I have a ******* headache,

    ugh!!! it was a long day stressful day and now all I want to do is sleep, but ****, I can't get comfortable.
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    26-30, F
    Jul 22, 2015

    I am weary of my lifestyle.

    I haven't slept well in a while because all my nights are sleepless and every day I feel like I have to fight to prove my worth.It can't carrying on like this the next 3 months because I am sure I will become crazy.
    Theice1 Theice1
    Mar 31, 2015

    I moved to another state almost a year ago.

    I miss my life and my friends. I miss being happy. I get to be happy one week every year now. I don't think that's enough.
    alon3 alon3
    18-21, F
    Aug 10, 2015

    Blah! Blah! Blah! Blah.

    ..... is it over yet?
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 27, 2014

    wouldnt be my life if i didnt get pushed down

    into a dark hole, the same dark hole i was in and fought, crawled out, bloody, tired, thirsty, craving freedom. Oh look, heres the blade i used to carve my days spent in that hole, and look i also see the grooves. All i want to do is live. I dont want a perfect life, i wouldnt...
    princessxk96 princessxk96
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2014
    deleted deleted
    Jan 25, 2016

    of all the b.s.

     people and all their excuses for being just plain old a**holes.it is so stupid.the world needs to wake up.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    1 Response Nov 11, 2009

    So I virtually dated a guy

    for 6 months. I had no choice since we were in different cities, far away from each other. We did meet face to face and spend the most amazing three days together. Now we broke up. I was falling, he wasn't. But he made hints he was. I know, I know. Don't bother telling me...
    bettyajz bettyajz
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015
    frankspencer frankspencer
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2009

    I am tired. Not just physically,

    but mentally. I have too much **** to do tomorrow, but I would rather much go get a pedicure, wear a face mask, and hide out in my room with complete silence. Maybe some music to keep my mind still. I haven't had still waters in a long time. Breathe just breathe. You will get...
    Forsakenbeauty33 Forsakenbeauty33
    22-25, F
    Feb 29, 2016

    I just wanna crawl in a hole

    and die. Somedays life is too much for me ;(
    Sewmuch2do Sewmuch2do
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2015

    Drained. It is so hard to get up in the morning

    and so easy to stay in bed for most of the day. I know life is passing me by and I am just here, laying in bed. My mind tells me otherwise, and than I go blank. I am exhausted, physically and emotionally. I want to feel alive, one day at a time.
    fgtorres fgtorres
    31-35, M
    Apr 20, 2015

    I am just so tired of pretending to be normal.

    To try to make the things that are supposed to matter a priority. I want to stop wasting my days and nights tormented and distracted by useless things. I am tired of being bored and seeking distractions. I am tired of just getting by and simply surviving. I am exhausted by the...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    Just want things to work out

    for me, I don't want to keep feeling like this.
    salecea salecea
    22-25, M
    Aug 7, 2015

    I've been going to bed early

    and I still can't go most of the day without A morning nap. I never used to nap, idk maybe I'm coming down with something. Omg cute megamind baby sleepy pic!
    CookE114 CookE114
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2014

    Four Hours Of Sleep~ More

    than what I get some nights. But I am exhausted today. I got to go shopping and don't even feel like it. Don't got much choice though. I would rather crawl in bed and catch a little more zzzzzzzzz. Maybe I will get lucky and catch a nap later this evening. I don't think my...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 1, 2014

    I don't really know why,

    but I'm just so tired of the same old routine. It's like everything just always goes in circles.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 26, 2015

    So much going on right now.

    . Been a horrid start to 2016 I actually ache everywhere Been such a long time since I have had a day off. Wanna sleep for a week
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    1 Response Mar 18, 2016

    Its been a long, long week.

    .. moms visited each day.... work most afternoons... and my evening job each night...no staff.. Been on my own most nights.... exploded at my manager the other night.... told him straight..i cant do this properly on my own.... Brand standards cant be kept up.... i only get...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2014

    Go ahead and play stupid.

    But I'm not playing with you.
    AlyssaDurham AlyssaDurham
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2014

    i feel numb Something is dying inside of me i

    probably need to be alone i probably need to feel free i probably need to feel safe But what i most want is to feel loved.
    JerryJerryA JerryJerryA
    31-35, F
    Feb 5, 2015

    I’m just so tired. Of waiting

    for you I’m just too tired To try I’m so tired Of faking that smile I don’t wanna fight. Every day I fake that face A smile and a laugh I’m loosing all my energy I just want to go away To a place all my own I’m just so tired Of waiting on you I’m too...
    nivanvc nivanvc
    41-45, M
    Jan 5, 2014
    butterflywings00001 butterflywings00001
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 18, 2014

    Just arrived at moms

    for a while....mrs MLC gone into town...do some retail therapy....hahah.... Work was really busy last night...with an even busier one planned for tonight.... There is a new casino opening in town...and to promote and let people know what's happening...they are taking over half...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie
    1 Response Aug 16, 2014

    my room: messy my thoughts: messy my hair:

    messy my life: messy consistency
    mstv1112 mstv1112
    22-25, F
    Dec 27, 2014

    My dad always told me

    that he doubts that I'll take care of him when he is older.. he thinks that I'll just throw him away.. and I'm here on most nights studying on how to take care of elders.. it hurts.. sigh
    Appledoe Appledoe
    13-15, M
    Jan 19, 2015

    My school just held an event.

    And I with my team really busy to do it. But finally! Its success 💪👏😊 But I miss my girl :( really really miss you my sweety..
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 10, 2014

    Tired, dancing back and forth with my SO.

    Tired of not making ends meet. Tired of having the feeling I do not control my life. Tired of feeling sorry for myself. Tired of wating for the right time to take a major decision. Tired of being tired of being tired. Scared that once the words are said, I can't ever take them...
    Blanche08 Blanche08
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2014

    Seen it all, had it all,

    and been through it all. Now am just tired of it all!.
    Bengin Bengin
    1 Response Jul 17, 2014

    Lately I've been sleeping.

    I've been sleeping a lot. I've just been too tired to do anything at all. I've even unintentionally missed eating/drinking/medication taking times & I've started to loose weight because of it, which is bad because I'm pretty thin to begin with. I really should try to go outside...
    KMargatroid KMargatroid
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2014

    I just don't know what to do anymore.

    .. Me and my groupmates have this project and I feel like my role is too heavy to carry alone. But our graduation is what's on stake so I have to do it. I want to graduate but I know that I'm not ready yet. I feel frustrated because I try and I try but I can't really get...
    LavenderHart009 LavenderHart009
    22-25, F
    Feb 18, 2015

    Ever had that one person in your life

    that you just can't give up on, the one person that can scew you over time after time, yet you always seem to give them another chance? And no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it's a lie because there's always just one more waiting for them. The...
    Jhayz Jhayz
    31-35, F
    Apr 26, 2015
    daggerthewolf daggerthewolf
    18-21, M
    Mar 20, 2014

    I think if I could have anything I want it

    would be to be Born again but remember all my mistakes then so I can live again but without making the same mistakes I'm so tired off all this ****
    Ma11hew Ma11hew
    18-21, M
    Feb 26, 2015

    beeing in carnival getting floats in to the

    lineup untill 3:30 am then 4 hour sleep then back out all day on same thing Home 2 hours then back out in a fue mins until lait then back out tomorrow reddy for carnival all day after party till lait then all day the day after more after carnival stuff :( I'm already nearly...
    Rossthayer Rossthayer
    22-25, M
    Nov 9, 2014

    You know sometimes you can try your hardest to

    leave a negative world. You can sit and cry to yourself and in your mind tell yourself "you know what its going to be okay, im doing my best, and im getting a lot done. I dont need to compare myself to others." You can stop those tears. Sit up and walk out into the beautiful...
    princessxk96 princessxk96
    18-21, F
    Jul 15, 2014
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