I 'm Living But Not Alive

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    There were days that i feel

    so locked up.. too lazy to take a bath, brush my teeth, shut off my phone line... just googling all day stuffs about boredom, sadness, life... am i still alive???
    hollyhelly hollyhelly
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 8, 2014

    How could in be considered "alive"?

    I've spent the last 4 years in and out of hospitals with multiple surgical procedures. I can't remember the last time I did something fun. There are so many rules and regulations that come with only have one kidney that's in stage 3 failure. I'm going to die anyways so why can't...
    cartermurrows cartermurrows
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 2, 2014

    It's like I'm sitting in a room full of people

    screaming at the top of my lungs and nobody hears me I could be standing right in front of them and they look through me who wants to live like that I'm not invisible I am here!!!😠
    jinxxypoo134 jinxxypoo134
    16-17, F
    Apr 15, 2014

    As A Man

    but to not truly alive i have to transition into my female self and live as christine
    christinemelody christinemelody
    56-60, T
    Oct 19, 2013
    DarkSoul11 DarkSoul11
    18-21, F
    Apr 19, 2014

    Last week I overdosed on half a bottle of

    klonopin and passed out and was found 8 hours later. I woke up in the hospital and was told I couldn't be woken up and 911 brought me there. I wanted to die and I still feel depressed. I just want to know if I'll ever feel better because I kind of just want to die still.
    Viciouspistols Viciouspistols
    26-30, F
    Apr 20, 2014
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