im not significantly terrible in anyway,
i struggle but I help myself through.
i may fall into bad places but I get back up.
the carefree, fun loving weirdo people love.
i can love myself too,
for being there when no one else is,
not giving up on this lost cause...
My 'guide' is always telling me that I have to have pride in myself. That I need to look at myself through the eyes of my friends. So, that is what I've been doing. I have a long way to go, which kinda sucks because I'm really looking forward to my private party with said 'guide...
and I make mistakes...I can also admit to making them.
I've spoken with another member here...he showed me that some of my stories that were meant for an individual who hurt me...have also hurt others.
I want these people to know that wasn't my intent...but when a person is...
My problem there is more then just me in here I have to share it myself and I and then there is the baby the girl who won't stop crying in the corner of my brain. I think she hates it in here" I let her out years ago but then people started trying to kill me so she had to go back...
I am me. I am not you. So please stop trying to make me into the person you want me to be. I understand that you have dreams for me, but I have dreams for me, too. Please don't make me you when all I want to be, is me.