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I 'm Not Only Jealous, I'm Very Jealous

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    The minute I become anything less than strictly necessary for someone is the minute I lose any value in their life. It has always been the same. I'm pretty dependable. I give...
    GoldingFlies GoldingFlies 18-21 1 Response Feb 15

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    I'm jealous of my sister. Everyone thinks she is so pretty. People come up to me asking me if she is my sister all the time and tell me how she looks like a model or something. I'm...
    classAteam classAteam 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    ^ That right there, that terrifies me. I have a friend who's Bi, and I don't know if she likes it... I don't think anyone would and that's why it scares me. Also coming out. I don...
    HiddenNumber4 HiddenNumber4 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Ok I'm freaking out right now cause I've never done this before. I'm not gonna put any labels on my self cause I'm not really sure. Here we go. .. When I was around 8 I realized I...
    lovagirl19 lovagirl19 18-21, F Feb 10

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    I change my mind so often that even I can't keep up with it. And i don't mean about simple things like clothing, or what I want for lunch. I go from wanting to be with my boyfriend...
    Dodgey4 Dodgey4 22-25, F Feb 2

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    Only when I'm sorry though. Otherwise there's not point to say it if you don't mean it.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I'm some kid that pretends he needs nobody else, and he knows everything about everything, and is super confident. He is always on top of life, and doesn't need the company of any...
    charkzilla20 charkzilla20 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    I am starting to give up on life. Each day I grow emotionally weaker and weaker. Every crush that I have ever has ended up in failure which makes me think that I'm a failure. I...
    elugo12345 elugo12345 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    it's not like i like being this way, as if i am being this cold and emotionless on purpose. apparently, my normal facial expression makes me look like an angry serial killer. or...
    Kihon Kihon 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    I wish I could say I am on EP because I want to be. But I'm here because I need to be. It is sometimes difficult for a man to admit weakness but this is the only place I can be...
    KevinAdams123 KevinAdams123 31-35, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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    I've learnt though that it's not the best thing to do. Not only is it exhausting but it can also hurt the people around you. About a month ago something happened that has just...
    Viviq66 Viviq66 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I cry all the time when I'm alone I feel like that's the only way of getting through life right now
    vanessa5290 vanessa5290 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I see everyone around me in some type of relationship or trying to get in one. It's to a point where I have asked out a total of 5 women in the past 3 months and only to be...
    SuperiorSamaa SuperiorSamaa 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm definitely not weak if I've survived all of this. But, my entire life has worn me down and I'm exhausted. I can only hope I can survive more.
    Ellytheoutcast Ellytheoutcast 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I hate it when I lose control when I drink too much. It's been a long time since I got really drunk. Last Friday was a little out of control, I finished more than 2 packs of smoke...
    grrrey grrrey 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Love music... From just about all eras and genres. Music makes me happy even when It makes me sad. I love to crank my stereo high when I'm driving... Maybe it makes me obnoxious...
    bluebird73 bluebird73 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 4

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    So life sucking!!! I can't win.. What are you doing to me? I see you and get shy, yet all I want to do is talk to you, wrap myself in your arms... But I can't... Anxiety controls...
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I'm the fattest I've ever been. I've gained a lot lately, according to my scales, and I couldn't be happier. As those numbers climb, so does my appetite, and my belly and other...
    jdoe1234567 jdoe1234567 18-21, M Feb 8

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    He makes me feel like lately I have No Opinion, what I say isn't ever important enough to merely give me a head nod. He used to think I was worth his time, 3 years later we're...
    haloJMK haloJMK 26-30, F Feb 8

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    The only thing I wear at home most of the time is a man size tee shirt. It belonged to an ex boyfriend, but there is nothing of him on it, you know smell or whatever, it's just...
    Rovigatti Rovigatti 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I met a guy. And the scary thing is, I liked him. I liked him way more that I ever did any girl. I've always had feelings for guys but I never acted upon it. So I told him. He...
    AlexTheAverage AlexTheAverage 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Soooo... I'm sixteen and I think I'm straight or bi-curious. I've never had a boyfriend but I've been kissed before... by a girl. A guy once made a move on me but it felt so wrong...
    hikarusan hikarusan 16-17 Feb 13

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    I hate violence and I hate the fact that I'm violent. I mostly hurt only myself, cut and rip my hair off, but that's because of my BDD (body dismorphic disorder), rough depression...
    HelenTheWolfy HelenTheWolfy 18-21, F Feb 19

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    alright. well yesterday was fine, but today is a complete ******* mess, i've been crying for the past hour for no damn reason and it's ******* annoying. i dont know what to think...
    angelgoinghome angelgoinghome 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I wake up every morning and I no longer have the mornings quiet, to myself. I have to start tending to my dad, and it's only when he's asleep that I can have time with me and my...
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm skinny, but recently I've been gaining weight due to eating unhealthy stuff and eating a lot due to stress. I recently visited my older sister and she slapped me on my thighs...
    laubrown1 laubrown1 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have such an incredible life at first glance; I'm educated, recently lost 30 kilos, stay healthy, I have a roof over my head, travel the world and have some extraordinary...
    hnmad hnmad 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could tell everyone I know that I'm really sad inside. That the girl with a plastered smile on her face and all jokes isn't always me. I want to scream to the...
    RememberCarpeDiem RememberCarpeDiem 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    He just turned 18 today and is getting his tattoo. I can't wait til I can get mine, so jealous of him right nowwwwww grre :o
    CheerleaderEm CheerleaderEm 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 15

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    I've always been interested in guys since before i can remember but when i was younger i was really into drama and was bullied for being gay, therefore i saw it as a bad thing and...
    Wacky1993 Wacky1993 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    You have to reverse it. If you're unable to meet others in person, go online. Don't get too involved or expect too much. It's baby steps. Human beings are naturally social, so your...
    DG2008 DG2008 31-35 2 Responses Feb 5

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    falling in love is pretty crazy. love songs become more of your style for a while and suddenly you relate to every lyric. it opens your eyes and it's as if you've started a new...
    mattff mattff 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    Giveing it up the bum. 😈 Well it's what the straights think we do all day and night. IF ONLY! 😒
    hgrhgrhgr hgrhgrhgr 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    The pictures above indicate what my fake Mother's boyfriend's Father did because of her lies. She told these "men", and their families that I was a product of an African American...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I completely hate holidays that "requires" me to buy a card for a husband that is only a roommate
    Wantfreedom67 Wantfreedom67 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 13

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    I dress in secret to all, but (thankfully) my wife. She's the only one who knows and accepts me.
    therealfunme42 therealfunme42 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 19

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    yup.. hate it for awhile then.. i think.. oh well no one knows you for who you are.. only you (and God).. so its okay if they dont believe.. important thing is you know you are...
    graciousindifference29 graciousindifference29 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    people think they know me as the girl who absolutely doesn`t care when she gets in trouble, or as the girl who doesn`t care that she is being bullied. well, i am not, and i say...
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 1 Response Feb 6

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    Although compliments are nice, I would rather connect with a few than be told how handsome or cute I am by many. Superficial praise doesn't do much for the soul, it only represses...
    ConradHelix ConradHelix 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I only do it after I shave I love to feel how smooth it is down there.
    EgyptianMermaid EgyptianMermaid 18-21, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    There is no affection and we are a brand new couple. Only been living together for a month. When we were just dating he would hold me at night and hold my hand and look at me with...
    goldylox919 goldylox919 22-25, F Feb 2

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    I like the idea of being a woman's everything and giving her what she wants. Its how it should be. How I want to be thanked for being a sugar daddy I can't say here but if you...
    mrharrypops mrharrypops 46-50, M Feb 14

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    For some reason I feel like I understand people on a complex level, even through quick interactions with strangers. I feel like I can see right through to their core. It doesn't...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    A caged bird in a land where birds fly free The length of it ~ I walk from wall to wall How do you measure freedom? How do you measure anything? In a universe so vast, vast...
    HarlequinRose HarlequinRose 26-30, T a week ago

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    Ah the pillow. I Hate this pillow. It's a king size pillow so not quite a body pillow but in terms of its role as the Berlin Wall of our bed it works just fine. The few times I...
    Alohaguy Alohaguy 36-40, M 1 day ago

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