I 'm Not Sure If I'm Awake Or Dreaming

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    Looking in her eyes as she says I love you I

    see a calm that cannot be explained, I see the truth in them. I feel the warmth from the fire burning inside her. I see the passion from the tremble on her lips, such beautiful lips. Her hair seems to be moving by its own intent, as if she is emitting her own static...
    goodmooddude goodmooddude
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 14, 2014

    My dreams are so real,

    that when I wake up it is hard to distinguish between my dream and when I'm awake.
    cantuski cantuski
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jun 22, 2014

    I can't believe that

    after all this time that "nightmare" still hunts me 😐
    notgranted42 notgranted42
    18-21, F
    Feb 24, 2015

    To Love

    ...............You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly, but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile. I love you because you bring out the best in me, and holding on to that thought, I sincerely believe that just by being with you...
    Mags40 Mags40
    41-45, F
    Nov 19, 2013

    This isn't an everyday occurrence,

    but sometimes I'm not always 100% sure that what I'm seeing/hearing is actually happening. The lines between reality and fantasy become blurred so much sometimes that when I believe something happens in a dream I brush it off, but then it makes itself know in reality (or what I...
    Holmesdown Holmesdown
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2015

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