Post

I 'm Not Sure If I'm Awake Or Dreaming

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    Looking in her eyes as she says I love you I

    see a calm that cannot be explained, I see the truth in them. I feel the warmth from the fire burning inside her. I see the passion from the tremble on her lips, such beautiful lips. Her hair seems to be moving by its own intent, as if she is emitting her own static...
    goodmooddude goodmooddude 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    To Love

    ...............You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly, but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile. I love you because you bring out the best in me, and holding on to that thought, I sincerely believe that just by being with you...
    Mags40 Mags40 41-45, F Nov 19, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I was six feet tall, what day I was at the park and I met a boy name Everett Hazelwood who had blonde hair and blue eyes. his height is 4 feet and 11 inches. he's 9 years old and...
    boy8 boy8 13-15 Mar 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had a few strong feelings toward men, but only on the internet. I don't really find many men in real life attractive.
    ExplorerJoe ExplorerJoe 16-17, M Apr 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I just wanna say that I know I am bisexual. And for all those questioning it I hope to be able to help you fully confirm your feelings. If you are male. Ask yourself Could you...
    Jaimedee Jaimedee 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I know that sounds a bit shady but I guess what I mean is that when I'm out and about I don't put on a frown for people to have to ask me what's wrong cause I'm not that type of...
    onlytrusthim onlytrusthim 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I get upset, I feel like this tightening on my chest, like I can't breathe, and depending on how upset I am I usually have a panic attack. Either that or I cry so much I pass...
    xMina97x xMina97x 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If I'm not sure if someone is really in the mind meld and I say something anyone else might think I'm stupid about I usually wait a while until they run their mouth off. People...
    givuparedy givuparedy 56-60, M 18 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    when I shut down I sometimes do it to the point where no one can reach me at all. I can't even communicate, not even if I want to. the most I've ever been able to do is send icons...
    liberosis liberosis 41-45, F 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My life is a living hell. You make mistakes and you pay for them, possibly with your life. My boyfriend and I are on the brink of being homeless because my father was absolutely...
    tanya6k tanya6k 22-25 Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    "The Joker" - Steve Miller Band Some people call me the space cowboy, yeah Some call me the gangster of love Some people call me Maurice 'Cause I speak of the pompitous of love...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 Responses Apr 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    How do I know I have OCD?- I don't know if I have OCD, I might just be weird, but ever since I was in first grade I have always done weird things. For example, back in 1st grade...
    JaimeJackson JaimeJackson 18-21 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    "Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? Well that's how I feel right now. I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile." "When...
    cherishuforever cherishuforever 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I used to want to have a baby when I was younger (well,in the future,of course),but realized some of my reasons for wanting one weren't so good.I've done a lot of changing and now...
    SparklyRain SparklyRain 18-21, F Mar 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    What? Pfffffft nooooo. I'm sure everyone thinks I'm perfectly normal. What Mac? Your legs on fire? You're imaginary just imagine some water or something. Anywaaaaaaay
    epicmonk3ydude epicmonk3ydude 18-21, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm looking for a mature, sexual, exclusive, FAITHFUL relationship. Do those even exist anymore???
    bluebutterfly13 bluebutterfly13 36-40, F Apr 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i'm just following my ego.. not sure i like where it will take me!
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 12

    Your Response

    Cancel
    People tell me I'm beautiful.. I'm not sure if I believe them, I'm me, nothing special or out of this world.
    BlueWings454 BlueWings454 18-21, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello I'm here to tell something more about me to be honest, I do not even know where to start, was still very young when I started to be shy, do not know why I have no reason to...
    ferrer95 ferrer95 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi, I know it's really strange but I thought that after I get married ( I'm not getting married yet, I'm not allowed to date and don't really want to until I am out of college...
    musicgirl102 musicgirl102 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sometimes I try my best to be happy as I can when I'm at school I can sometimes feel like my life is about to end but sometimes every ounce a week or somehow everyday I can be...
    vivienhuang13 vivienhuang13 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've been with my bf for almost six months now. I had so much fun with him even when we were not yet in a relationship but just after a month of being in a relationship he was...
    everpink everpink 26-30, F Apr 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I overheard my gran talking to someone on the phone. She told him that I was too dumb to notice changes around the house. Now, I don't have a social life, namely b/c my friends...
    nicolynn nicolynn 18-21, F Apr 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It began when I was as young as 7 years old. Heartbreak and loss. Each time I trusted somebody, they eventually left. And everytime it happened, it felt as though they took a...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I need advise or reassurement): I'm pretty sure I've found the one I want to marry everything's perfect except what bothers me the most is that he's had sex before. I love him...
    vaashapenin vaashapenin 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I Have been with my girlfriend for about 6 months now and she has a little girl from her previous relationship. The little girls dad is in jail and has been there for the past 2...
    jboy1967 jboy1967 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate dreams sometimes, the ones that seem real... It's become foggy as the day has progressed but it involved me bumping in to my ex at a friends party and him being extremely...
    Shortie82 Shortie82 31-35, F Mar 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Put a job in your hands. "One of the central tenets of the Western worldview is that one should always be engaged in some kind of outward task. Thus, the Westerner structures his...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F Apr 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm not sure if it's because I've loved and lost... the fact I had and now don't... or the fact because I've reached the unreachable and have been found completely useless and...
    armyguyclaude armyguyclaude 26-30, M Apr 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm really nice to others and even help others with their problems. I spend my time on EP to to help others make them feel special and some I become their big brother or little...
    GuardianWarrior245 GuardianWarrior245 18-21, M Apr 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    one time when I was in 6 or 7 grade there were two girls sitting on the city bus in the wayyyyy back. They were pretty but I'm not sure if they were older than me. I think they...
    addictedtoashx3 addictedtoashx3 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Good GOD things seem complicated lately. So many people, so many lies! So MUCH! Having trouble sleeping. Having trouble working. Having trouble telling dream from reality. I'm on...
    Sknowflake Sknowflake 70+, F Mar 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi everybody! I´m feeling curious ;)
    straightwarm straightwarm 46-50, F 5 Responses Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm over here depressed as hell and she's too busy playing video games to even notice..
    XxSaintsEyesxX XxSaintsEyesxX 16-17, M 4 Responses Mar 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Fine ignore me!!I'm gonna be fine.
    narysa narysa 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Like it girls? I'm Sooo horny!
    HorniGirli HorniGirli 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's easier then telling people "no, I'm just tired" all day
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm fat lul and extremely cynical
    queenoffaggotry queenoffaggotry 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I used to be extremely skinny. Like under 100 pounds. Then when I studied abroad in Africa (weird I know) I chubbed up a little. The next year in Spain (and other places in Europe...
    BBBritPlease BBBritPlease 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am far from perfect I've hurt people I never imagined I'd ever hurt. I struggle to forgive myself sometimes but after 2.5 years I'm I'm slowly getting there. In that time I've...
    Findingteesh Findingteesh 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    When I shut down, I'm not myself at all. It's more of a deep dark void that takes over my body. I have no emotion what so ever and if you talk to me I will not respond, I just sit...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I don't know if I am weird in a world full of normal people or if I'm normal in a world full of weird people... This is exactly why I don't like labels
    EmotionaLila EmotionaLila 13-15, F 28 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    He told me he can't love someone because he have to go to USA and we'll be apart.( I'm stay in Thailand and The center of the United States is 13 hours behind the center of...
    preawsm preawsm 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 20

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Although I'm broken heart but I am not crazy. LOL
    preawsm preawsm 16-17, F Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    faking a smile everyday. it sucks so bad and I don't think anyone understand how I'm actually feeling inside
    dizzydreamerrr dizzydreamerrr 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i,m sick of men and i want to have a lesbian friend 45 or older that lives in Taylor Mi or somewhere close to that must be able to meet up talk and maybe more ,white only so if you...
    seekingalady68 seekingalady68 41-45, F Mar 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm very excited! After 5 years in a happy and healthy relationship he finally proposed. I never thought that love that started at the age of 16 will grow and still be faithful...
    SecretsNeverHidden SecretsNeverHidden 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm a cashier at Wal-mart (newbie) and it was my first day to do it alone. I'm more used to digital design work. Not standing around and dealing with money.
    eunhaelee eunhaelee 26-30, F Apr 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's amazing I'm in this maze with you I just can't crack your code One day you screaming you love me loud! The next day you're so cold.. One day you're here, one day you're there...
    Cheeks2014 Cheeks2014 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 6

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I want a girl to watch me but i'm very shy....idk
    Jmassey003 Jmassey003 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 9