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I 'm Not Sure If I'm Awake Or Dreaming

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    writing the piece: 29 Aug 2008 22:58 - Is there something there. This part of me has now become a full blown epic journey, It began 2 days ago, when I initially while at work the strangest feeling, it wasn't a bad feeling, somewhat pleasant, washed over me, I haven't been...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M Sep 12

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    My dreams are so real,

    that when I wake up it is hard to distinguish between my dream and when I'm awake.
    cantuski cantuski 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Looking in her eyes as she says I love you I

    see a calm that cannot be explained, I see the truth in them. I feel the warmth from the fire burning inside her. I see the passion from the tremble on her lips, such beautiful lips. Her hair seems to be moving by its own intent, as if she is emitting her own static...
    goodmooddude goodmooddude 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 14

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    To Love

    ...............You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly, but all you can think about it is the times when they made you smile. I love you because you bring out the best in me, and holding on to that thought, I sincerely believe that just by being with you...
    Mags40 Mags40 41-45, F Nov 19, 2013

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