I 'm Not Sure What I'm Feeling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 166 People

    But It's There Somewhere...

    it's so strange. and yes, I know it's not the first time I'm writing about this , and when it really comes down to it, will be no different from the others. but its another one of those times when this little part of my life that I have controlled so it won’t consume me, starts...
    jazzME jazzME
    26-30, F
    Sep 18, 2011

    got the mood for some musing tonight.

    I've got on-off feelings for a guy I've gotten intimate with previously. recently I'm afraid to get too emotionally close because some days I just want to be alone and texting is a chore, but he texts all the time and I don't want to make him feel like it's a one-way effort...
    thequietexplosion thequietexplosion
    18-21, F
    Sep 7, 2015

    Some days I'm sure I know,

    other days I have no idea. I change my mind like the wind. I'm happy in his arms but I'm distracted. He's everything I could want in a man except he's not always the one I want. I love him with the depth we've created by existing through time and experience together. Some days I...
    DisappearIntoSilence DisappearIntoSilence
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 12, 2015

    Why can't I shake this feeling of impending

    doom. It's making me push people away, build a wall and sabotage my relationship? I wish I'm the upbeat, positive, perky (or pesky) social butterfly like some people are....but then again, nothing will get done if not for people like me. Argh!
    WynterSolstice WynterSolstice
    41-45, F
    Oct 25, 2015


    Sometimes,I don't know,Just how I feel,Can't explain it,The way it is,Whatever it is,I don't know.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 14, 2012

    & I'm not sure what you're thinking either.

    Sometimes, I look at you and I can see so much love behind your eyes and so much spirit in your voice; sometimes I get nothing. You are, to me, so beautiful. You are truly incredible. Although sometimes you really confuse me. I find it weird how you can tell me how much you love...
    smurfinaround smurfinaround
    18-21, F
    Jun 5, 2014

    I don't know why I have these feelings

    for my sons father , I'm married and I love my husband, I would like to make love to my sons father and I want to kiss him. I want to cuddle with him. I miss him so much. I want him to come over tommorow while my son is in school and my daughter is being watched by my mil. I...
    nyteacher2005 nyteacher2005
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 28, 2015

    I grew up in a military family.

    My father was an officer in the US Army and knew how to lead solders, but children... not so much. My mother is a loving woman, but she is not very emotional, not one to share or ask about how you feel. I grew up feeling like I couldn't expose my inner thoughts and feelings...
    LookingForSoMuchMore LookingForSoMuchMore
    56-60, M
    May 20, 2014
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