I 'm Not Without Fault

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    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 15, 2015

    currently I'm just roaming near my boundary.

    .. I think the boundaries we hold r strong the more we fight with it..the more it gets stronger.. Today I stoped fighting it and I realised that I have gone blank and most of my awareness is gone ..and I'm not grounded ..thoughts rushing hear and there as if there was disaster...
    icankik icankik
    26-30, M
    Sep 22, 2015

    i was born with disabilities my mother told me

    she never wanted me and should have aborted me i agreed with her because she broke my heart
    burnner burnner
    61-65, M
    1 Response Oct 25, 2015

    So this is I fell into an abusive relationship.

    I guess we can start when I was 7. My biological mother abandoned me so I have spent my whole life trying to find the love my own mother couldn't show me. As a kid I grew up thinking "if my own mother couldn't love me, who could?" As a teenager I realized my mother had issues...
    DragonFaye DragonFaye
    36-40, F
    May 7, 2015

    There have been some backs

    that I've stabbed, some feelings I've kicked/ Promises I went back on; harsh words I spewed with glue, to make them stick/ People that I looked down on; ditched, and ran out on/ Put on a show and clowned on; judged with a grudge and frowned on/ Lies that I've told and stories I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 29, 2015

    Yeah, I'm not perfect

    but fuuuuuuuq you dude.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 14, 2015

    A desperate soul in each one of us Lingers

    and desire Drift passed the thought of what if Inches closer to the longing Giving in is only a thought But so close you could touch it The one on the left say yes But he has gotten you in to so much trouble before ... Should I say yes ... No more
    MrFantasy44 MrFantasy44
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 1, 2016
    tapenga tapenga
    22-25, F
    Apr 17, 2016

    I feel like a horrible friend

    after my best friend and I got into an argument. To the point, I no longer care about our friendship like I once did. The argument we had was faults of both of ours, but knowing each other so well we are both blaming the other ones as an endless cause and effect circle. We...
    trecerenee trecerenee
    26-30, F
    Mar 25, 2016

    When I talk to people,

    I feel like they hold me to a higher standard than most of their friends...when I give advice or my opinion, people forget that I make mistakes or even speak from experience
    positivevibes23 positivevibes23
    36-40, M
    Jul 30, 2015

    Just stumbled upon this I know I'm to blame

    in many of my failed relationships. However, why is it so hard to leave now. Why is it killing me your with him, why is it killing me to know you love him more then me. I know it's my fault, I hurt you, I cheated on you not physically or emotionally but I did talk to other girls...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 18, 2015

    Yes, I have faults, maybe more

    than I know. How about you? Okay, I thought so; but maybe if we put those aside, we could be really amazing friends. So this is my attitude with faults, both mine and yours.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 12, 2015

    My husband has an anger problem.

    I'm really passive and soft. But little things will turn him into this mean raging man. The rest of the time he's super affectionate. Often inappropriately so in public. If I don't feel super kissy because I'm tired or stressed from school or busy working on something, he can...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 2, 2015
    olfishbones olfishbones
    36-40, M
    1 Response May 20, 2015

    I hate when people say "you'll be fine"

    when I'm really falling apart.
    DJSoundHoff DJSoundHoff
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 21, 2015

    too true, it's taught me I'm better off single,

    since every man I've been with can't accept all parts of me.
    sweetangel20 sweetangel20
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2015

    Honestly, I have done a lot of good things,

    and been a rather decent person. I like everyone else have flaws. I am lazier now. A lot of my problems stem from relationships of every variety. I have a temper, and my communication needs to be worked on. I think I am doing well, but the truth is I am vein. I often can not see...
    TellyLuv TellyLuv
    26-30, F
    Jan 28, 2016

    Hi Guys. I'm New in this group.

    I want to admit something. I've smoked Weed when I was 15. and now I'm ashamed of that.
    IceAlpha IceAlpha
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Jul 19, 2015

    I shouldn't let things bother me,

    such as the possibility that I'm not satisfactory on a physical level. But it really gets my goat. Past experiences maybe? Sure. Why don't I change what I don't like? Well it's on another level, like plastic surgery crap. I work out a bit and eat pretty well, I'm fine with my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2014

    It's not even 8pm and I'm

    so weak and tired. I restricted my eating today. I never do this. I always give myself exactly what I want and can be quite gluttonous. I was going to jog, but I'm too weak to move. What changed in my brain that just decided no to food today? So weird. I mean, I am adamantly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 29, 2015

    Nobody perfect! Agreed

    but this autocorrect Siri 3itch will be the death of me ! I'm going to have it out with her lmao ... I'm done being a victim of her torment. Yes my thick fingers are to blame and lack of Proof reading ... But I refuse to point that out !! I'd like to fine the one who introduced...
    MrFantasy44 MrFantasy44
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2016

    I'm not an *******. People are just pissed at me

    because I can see through their bullshit...
    CindersAndSmokes CindersAndSmokes
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 28, 2015

    I do have faults, BUT,

    I am trying hard to work on them so they won't effect my life in the future.
    1niceguy4u 1niceguy4u
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Oct 15, 2015

    I feel guilty about things I shouldn't

    even feel guilty, so I honestly wonder why the people who hurt me the most and cause me to feel this way don't feel guilty just a bit. Perhaps it's just not in them. I'm told I'm not strong enough and I'm to emotional; I feel to much. But for all I feel and all my emotions I...
    GypsyySoul GypsyySoul
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 28, 2014

    This is my story.... I am not without faults,

    If I was I'd be sitting beside The Lord our God as we speak... I am a 55 year old mother, I have two living children, one son who was killed in a car accident and I've had 7 miscarriages to my name.. ... I was married for 35 years to a man who could look at nothing else but my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    12 Responses Aug 17, 2015

    I am absolutely perfect I have no fault's I'm

    clumsy. Times I can't keep my mouth shut when see people doing wrong. I tend to joke when things are to serous.
    Eleni1982 Eleni1982
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2015

    hugely egocentric, inability to filter

    potential insults from my vocabulary, eat too much, flirt too much, work too much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    I still hold on to a love

    that was not mine to begin with, but I can't let it go. Always on my mind. The touch, feel, the smell, and taste that brings me to my knees.
    TheBayouGirl TheBayouGirl
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2014

    I have many faults. However just

    once in my life I'd love to hear (after I get treated like **** or someone is mean) "I'm sorry you didn't deserve that" Heck is settle for "I'm sorry I was wrong" Or even better yet "I'm sorry" But it always feels like I have to say sorry all the time. Even when I have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 22, 2015

    yeah guess what its 2:45am in the morning

    and i am still drinking Sting energy booster and thinking why i am so alone.... mean is there no boday for me out there...
    legendsahil legendsahil
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    I know my faults and have strived to correct

    them. Life may deal us some ****** things but having the ability to rise above them is what makes humanity great!
    JustALoneFox JustALoneFox
    31-35, M
    1 Response Mar 7, 2016

    Iv done something really stupid.

    Got a copy of housemates room key for 1 reason-their shower is much more powerful than the other showers. She knows Iv a key now and I'm so afraid landlord will kick me out. Feck sake please help. Feel like a terrible person
    seymourbutts9025 seymourbutts9025
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    I'm not without fault

    but its usually based on the fact that I trust people too much. Its an incurable fault, I believe that others should trust and believe as I do. My innocence has been subject of conversation as well as debate, I rarely see or feel evil. I believe friendship can be friendship and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 27, 2015

    I'm told I drink too much.

    I probably do. Or do I?...What's too much?
    exrunner exrunner
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Jul 24, 2015

    obviously.. as you can see I overly enjoy

    stating the obvious repeatedly... :D awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww my cat's are so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D: (i'm obviously a nut.. consider yourself informed (warned)
    PastelLime PastelLime
    31-35
    Sep 29, 2015

    I battle EVERY SINGLE DAY,

    to do the right thing. To bury my desires. They always flare up. They fight like hell to come out! I'm losing, I can feel myself losing.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 21, 2016

    Sometimes I think having friends is just way to

    much work. I'd rather be alone.
    catlady25612 catlady25612
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Nov 12, 2015

    I wish everyone could accept this.

    For once in my life I have learned that what a person has experienced in life can cause them to preform habits that can become a fault. I did not say this was right or justified. I am merely defining the cause thinking it should be more easier for others to understand . This is...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    I'm sorry for everything.

    I am selfish, reckless and erratic. I made mistakes and I want to quit everything that burns me. Drugs, partying, you know all that. I am started to balance again but I feel like I hurt everyone so I may have to be isolated again. I really want to change, it's just very...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 25, 2015

    I've missed the mark in somethings in life.

    I believe we all have come up short here and there but I think that's part of what makes us who we are to a degree. We learn from our failings and hopefully become a little better person.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 22, 2016

    I make mistakes, act thoughtlessly,

    forget things I should remember. Sometimes I do things out of selfish reasons but through it all I never mean to hurt people. If I have done it has been through thoughtlessness not spite or hate. Having traveled a lot and met so many people in my time from different cultures...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 2, 2015

    Some days suck. They just do.

    Yesterday was one of those days. And I just needed to bag all of my plans for the night and watch bad tv and smoke. Not even enough to enthusiasm to drink...that's how bad of a day it was. Nothing more to say really...I could write 6 more paragraphs about the details but the...
    lilimartelini lilimartelini
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2016

    I have this painful feeling inside

    and I can't remove it; it think it's slowly killing me. It's my fault, I didn't want to get hurt, or seem weak, so I hid my pain. I thought that if I didn't care, I wouldn't feel the pain anymore and so I hid it and shoved it so deep within my thoughts that not even my...
    ayooevryn ayooevryn
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2016

    You can tell a lot about a person just by

    looking at them, and with me all you have to do is look into my eyes and look at my smile and look at my arms. You can tell a lot about me just by doing that. You have to look closer at people. You have to look at people longer, harder than most do. Because if you look deep into...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2016

    I must admit I'm not without fault.

    I'm not perfect. No one is perfect and never will be.
    Gambler715 Gambler715
    51-55, M
    Dec 11, 2015
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