I 'm Over 45, Have No Friends, And Feel So Alone

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    Being Alone In An Alien Nation

    I sometimes stop to think and analyze how I arrived where I am today.... Some people who hear my story think I am so strong, so brave....  Some people look at the experiences I had in life and my career and they think I am so successful.  Some think I am so smart, and...
    aliennation aliennation
    46-50, F
    May 25, 2010

    45

    I thought I never feel this way and or no friends.. I am looking for friends to have fun withor share some laughter together or when their husband go deer hunting us girls can have a slumber party and act like teens again
    sunsure sunsure
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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