I 'm Sorry But I Just Can't Explain Myself

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    pretending to be the most strong,

    happiest person is the most easiest and yet the hardest experience of my life
    Rachxox Rachxox
    22-25, F
    Mar 5, 2015

    When I try to explain things to someone in

    casual manner I'm not able to do it according to my expectation. But when I formally explain same thing to some unknown then I'm able to do so in a very good manner.And I don't like giving reason for my actions to anyone. Does something happens with anyone of you ?
    Icantexplain Icantexplain
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    I Just Can't Explain Myself

    I just can't explain myself,What was I thinkin'?Messin' up like that,Can't believe it,That was me,I'm so sorry,All I wanna do,Make it up to you,Please,I promise,From now on,I'll behave.
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 6, 2012

    every step towards goal is time wasted same

    as 5 seconds ago.......make due in the now all else fades or soon shell pass
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 31, 2015

    i dont know . it just make me

    so sad. i dont kniw why I am here. why??? . I cant live in this life . i cant force my self to do something that i dont like . so what should I do ? i have no choice. i dont know what to do , almost everyday feeling depress. and dont know where to go . and dont know what happend...
    barbish barbish
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2015

    I have tried to explain myself

    and why I do the things I do so many times but I just can't. I'll never be able to give people (or myself) a nice clear explanation that can't be misinterpreted.  Why do you need an explanation so badly anyway? Can't anyone just accept that this is how I am? I understand why...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2013

    I know it's gonna hurt

    so bad in the end... But I don't a strength to say because I don't want to hurt you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 25, 2014

    and again .... the feeling "unwanted" come

    again to me . I dont know why. but its very annoy me . you there but like dont exist . and no one respect me . and I just like wind that blow so fast. oke i know i'm nothing . im stupid . but please god , give me someone that can make me like a queen. can make me feel like I am...
    barbish barbish
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2015

    This isn't my first account here.

    I just...I don't know I can't cope with all the stuff going on in my old account. I suffer of emotional distress more often than not, and since I've been going through some hard emotional times I decided to make a very singular account - A typical one I mean. That if you...
    Ic3Queen Ic3Queen
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 13, 2015

    I spent so long hoping someone would explain me

    to myself, but of course, no one came. It's impossible. We are our own definitions, if that makes any sense. Ever in flux..
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Dec 30, 2014

    kenapa sih aku susah banget ngerasain yang

    namanya BAHAGIA ? kenapa sih aku susah banget nerima diri aku sendiri ? bukannya gak bersyukur . tapi sulit untuk di jelaskan . apa cuma aku satu satu nya org yang ngerasa kaya gini??? aku ngerasa kalo tempat aku tu bukan disini . aku ngerasa klo ini tu bukan aku . kapan...
    barbish barbish
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 18, 2015

    I watch my own life come

    and go as I breathe.
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    1 Response May 12, 2014

    How do I explain something

    that I can’t even understand myself? Deep down inside me where no one can see I feel blue , all alone relentlessly trying to fix up a heart that’s becoming unsewn. The worst thing about being sad is you don’t know what makes you happy anymore. I know what I say can hurt...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Mar 5, 2015

    have you ever feel "empty"?

    .. just empty. i dont know how to explain but wherever you go, you just feel like there's something missing in you. like there's something you didnt finish yet. you just walk with no purpose. and see yourself in the mirror and think "what am I doing ?" . or you just breathe...
    barbish barbish
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 13, 2015

    Have lil crush on my sis friend yeah Shes cute

    and sexy I know she cant date me yeah Just want some play time if you know wat i mean
    Dpot Dpot
    22-25, M
    Jul 23, 2014

    I'm sorry I'm tired..

    I don't want to explain my acts..Either you know me so good that you don't need explanation...or you don't matter to me that much.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    I don't know why I do the things I do,

    but it happens. I don't mean to hurt anyone in anyway especially the ones I love.
    moonshine97 moonshine97
    18-21, F
    Jul 21, 2015

    To the tormented soul,

    tampered one, awaiting to reach me. Know how hard it is..... Enigmatic! Dogmatic! or psycho-phobic! Nothing but before I behold you hard that you get dissolved in my soul...why did not you spare time to meet in person...Oh dear one.
    Elitevenkat8kashyap Elitevenkat8kashyap
    41-45, M
    Aug 10, 2014

    I don't know, it's like.

    .. Like... Like I... Maybe it's... Ugh forget it, I can't explain.
    idontknow993 idontknow993
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 30, 2013

    if I don't say the words.

    it doesn't mean that they are not there. I just want them to land with you the way that I intend for them to. I am sorry that I often say them like two weeks later. I had a small space to say them just right. I wanted to move you in ways that you never had been or will. that...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Aug 28, 2015

    There is this one guy i have been chatting to a

    lot from EP, he knows exactly who he is. He has been an amazing support over the past few days and I love chatting to him. I just want to talk to him all the time. I never thought it was that simple to start getting feelings for someone you've never met and when i don't talk to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    Explain Myself

    I can if I want to, I choose not to explain myself fully at the moment.  I'll save the rest when the perfect time comes or when I'm ready doing so.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Apr 17, 2011
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