I 'm the Girl Who Holds It All In and Regrets It All Later

Saw this on a group I just joined and it stuck with me. What have you been holding in? What regrets do you have? Share your story. 632 People

    hey all ! ... this is important

    and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i expected people will help me out from my heart broken stage and yes to maximum extend people helped, thanks a lot... then i began...
    heartless2 heartless2
    22-25, M
    Jul 22, 2014

    Have you ever felt so special to someone?

    Treated like a princess? Someone will do everything just to make you happy? Be their world and let you feel how much they love you?I met this girl in Paris, we were a tourist and we just met in a coffee shop. We spend our time talking there for an hour and since we both have...
    AngelsBroughtMeHere AngelsBroughtMeHere
    22-25, F
    Jan 2, 2015

    I held in it in when I got worried about his

    drinking. I held it in when I was worried about us. I held it in when I felt like I was falling apart, and when I knew we were falling apart. I held it in when the pain of losing him was more than I could stand. I could say that it all turned out the way it was supposed to...
    cedricsmom cedricsmom
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2015

    No Longer Wish To Regret

    Do you know when does the most awesome feeling comes by?The time when you tell someone how much you loved them and how much they mean to your life keeping aside all your ego.And when they feel the same about you and reciprocate all your feelings with the excitement of a little...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 5, 2012

    Just Like That.

    When I was a kid I was always very agressive and assertive at the same time. My childhood was robbed from me 'cause of a lot of family chizz. I always had to be grown up. Naturally I've always been atleast a year or two more mature than my actual age e.g When I was three I acted...
    Enola1Adams Enola1Adams
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 10, 2013

    Working on dinner and I can feel the pressure

    building hope I make it through dinner
    puddlesmine puddlesmine
    22-25
    1 Response Nov 30, 2013

    It Makes Me Depressed

    I hold it all in and then later i snap. It happens when tjings dont go my way n i get in trouble. I get so mad i remember all the bad times and made me mad, abonded, pissed me off, n how i hate them and want them dead then i want to die. Sometimes it leads to unfaithful suicide...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2009

    I Hate My Mom

    it started in freaking 2nd grade she begin the physical abuse.It moved on from there telling me she tried to get rid of me when i came along.She kept on with the mental abuse with the physical.Im fourteen and she just yesterday after fourteen years of the silent torture told me...
    kittyface22702 kittyface22702
    13-15, F
    Sep 18, 2012

    I want to feel again.

    I've held so much back, I don't know who I've become. I want to freely speak my mind and share my emotions without wondering what others will think or say or whether I'm giving too much away. I want to cry like I used to and not fear that it's a sign of weakness. I just want...
    sandycares sandycares
    18-21, F
    Feb 19, 2014

    I Haven't Learned How to Let It Go.....

    Honestly don't know if I'll ever be able to. I ate my way through most of middle school & all of high school. I was 335lbs at my heaviest. Food was my best friend. Food helped me hide everything, stuff it all down inside. I do regret it now. I'm down to 301.8lbs, & still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 26, 2009

    Me to a T

    I am a pretty emotional person especailly being a pisces. I tend to have feelings for guys i'm seeing quickly, i feel i notice special things about everyone that make them who they are and I love those things about people. But unfortunatly i am also the girl that seems to get...
    luckyliz luckyliz
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 7, 2009

    Regretting ...

    I am one of those people that suck in all my feelings and emotions when everything is falling apart around me, for those people that need me. I become their rock and take the lead because i feel like they need me to ... Taking on all the responsibilities. I hold it all together...
    deadinsideout deadinsideout
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2013

    Use to be a happy person all the time

    and now I just don't know who I am
    BlueMoonx BlueMoonx
    18-21, F
    May 30, 2015

    yup its true for me..

    ..i always hide what i feel about a particular situation...i hide the immense flow of emotions running inside me..its mostly a tough task to do..to show the opposite than u feel.....
    sincerehuman sincerehuman
    26-30, F
    Oct 29, 2014

    ...

    The mind is a powerful thing.. It's amazing our ability to build ourselves up and tear ourselves down with one single thought... We determine everything good, bad, ugly, it's up to us.. I believe that I am thee most negative person on the planet nine times out of ten but I know...
    stellalune stellalune
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 28, 2013

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