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I 'm Tired Of Trying But I Hate Being Alone

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    Always The 5th Wheel

    I don't necessarily care about being single anymore, but I'm tired of being excluded, or feeling awkward or out of place. I'm in my late 30s and just about all my friends are dating, in relationships or otherwise coupled. I understand that I don't belong at couples events, so...
    MyPinkAlbatross MyPinkAlbatross 36-40, M Nov 6, 2013

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    Tired Of Being The Friend No One Seems To Want...Smh???

    I'm just at the point where I cut off friendships that I had with ppl that I thought deeply cared about me & reason being its cuz I was tired of always seeking them & constantly initiating getting together with them. Each x-friends' situation varies in the reason behind why I...
    smartino81 smartino81 31-35, F Oct 24, 2013

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    I moved to Texas 12 years ago, and rarely have I spent the holidays alone. I have traveled to see family or been with friends but I still feel alone or like I am crashing someone...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Dec 7

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    This is the worst for me. That's when I think of every horrible thing I've been trying to forget my whole life. I love when people can make me forget about these horrible things.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Dec 16

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    I don't care how much you'd say you want to left alone I'd rather be with someone than alone by far
    Chewbacca47 Chewbacca47 16-17, M Dec 9

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    I am so sorry about this, but I feeling very alone and sad right now. If anyone is online and sees this please help me. I don't want to go something I will regret. I am sorry.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I'm so bored of being bored because being bored is boring. -,- Can someone please talk to me *puppy face*
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    It isnt that I have bad thoughts, its just that I think about to much when im alone. And start worrying about meaningless things.
    Disqualify Disqualify 16-17, M Dec 18

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    Wish I had someone to cuddle me and give me a cold wash cloth. Never thought I'd say it but I miss my mum. Probly busy drinking somewhere.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    How do you run away from the things that are in your head?
    miseriae316 miseriae316 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    The first time since I was 19. Oh well...that's life
    Josh1978 Josh1978 36-40, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Is it bad that I'm like not even excited for Christmas? Family communication really isn't my thing so..
    ForeverKittenn ForeverKittenn 13-15, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    "I wish I had a twin!", "If I pinch you will your twin feel it?", and "I like you better than your twin." All of those things have been asked/told to me in the past week alone...
    sarahjohnsony sarahjohnsony 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I have my own children and I hate being a step mom! I know that doesn't sound right, but that's the way I feel. I met my partner about over a year ago. We've had a rough...
    Jeshayna Jeshayna 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 13

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    I hate being ignored but I also like being alone sometimes . I think we all hate being ignored but like alone time also
    Runawaywithme123 Runawaywithme123 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 15

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    So being alone is something I love yet hate? I like to be alone because it'll leave me to my own thoughts, but the silent kills as well where my overthinking just jumps in. So...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I really hate being a stepmom...which knowing me you would find so hard to believe. Due to having endometriosis and losing the only baby I ever conceived to a miscarriage caused by...
    Maylissa Maylissa 41-45 2 Responses Dec 15

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    I hate him. I'm in pain. I hate being rejected. I hate being told I'm not good enough. I hate being taken advantage of. I hate him. I hate feeling this way, like my head is about...
    classicslove classicslove 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 2

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    I have a pretty demanding job, young child and a partner who barely comes near me despite the effort I make. When I'm alone I feel so much better like the stress just vanishes and...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I hate being poor... I hate it when I have to save my money for my next week allowance... I hate it when we don't have any television or dvd...I hate it when we have no money to...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    The only thing to me that is worst than the actual loneliness itself is the scary thought that eventually overtime I'll finally get comfortable with the idea of being alone...
    SweetcakesJr SweetcakesJr 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 11

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    My husband decided two years ago to get back into law enforcement after being out of it for many years. He wasn't a cop when I married him. I fully supported his decision to go...
    tulippilut tulippilut 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I had lived a very tough life. We are poor. I encountered bullying, discrimination, have been mocked and my father hates me. He even denied that I am his daughter and he seldom...
    kiendy123 kiendy123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8

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    Like all of you I hate being a stepmom. My husband and I have been together for 4 years and have two children together. He also has a daughter who is 12 with a woman he only dated...
    LisaC617 LisaC617 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's nice when I'm left to my thoughts. I feel like they swirl around me like butterflies. I touch them, feel them, understand them, and then I'm at peace. Sometimes they are a...
    alric alric 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I absolutely hate being lied to. I was seeing this boy and he told a really severe lie. We'll we were seeing each other for a bit. We decided to take things to the next step. I...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    As much as I hate being single, it's better than being used and getting hurt.
    Frankiehw Frankiehw 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I Being Alone Well, I guess he'll make it official tomorrow. Hubby went berserk because he broke into my laptop and found an email I had sent to an ex boyfriend I ran into here...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    I like my little bubble I made, where all my favorite things are and I like being alone with them for a long time before eventually socializing
    emilylightning16 emilylightning16 22-25, F Dec 8

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    I was molested and raped and ever since I hate being touched especially by men... I don't know why things like this happens but I wish it didn't.... know one ever cared enough to...
    cattie1283 cattie1283 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'm terrified of being alone, but the worst part is that I know I deserve to be =/
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    I do hate being ditched.. I hate the fact that I still do care for the person who ditched me for no reason.. hell yeah, I want to stop caring but not able to :/
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18

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    I used to be so insecure about myself that I was so devastated when my friends start ignoring me. Three months later , I'm okay now with being alone. I've learnt to be tough, to...
    Amaze16 Amaze16 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Today I went on a walk by myself. It may not seem much to some people, but it's a big deal for me. My dad was visiting my stepmom's family with her, my boyfriend was busy (see...
    LolaSparks LolaSparks 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I hate being ugly smh why do i gotta look like this
    miz0217 miz0217 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 1

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    if i know a person well i hate being ignored especially when they just suddenly stop responding for no apparent reason!
    romell romell 41-45, M Dec 2

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    For some reason, I hate being called Dude or Bro. It makes me want to ***** slap someone.
    RyderSebastian RyderSebastian 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I absolutely HATE being ignored. it's so irritating! Why?! it just ruins my entire mood. Your supposed to be my best friend but when im talking to you, you wanna look the other way...
    BluntShokz21 BluntShokz21 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 17

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    Moved to a new country 5 months ago for a job with a few others. All of them left me and I'm still here because i don't know what I want to or can do next, but I'm scared of being...
    Woosah Woosah 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Hello Readers Out There, There was a time i used to feel depressed while trying to live up to the expectations of ppl....now i m completely done....i don't try to impress ppl as it...
    Andrieke Andrieke 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 13

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    I can go on for days about how much I dislike fake people, but I'm the worst of them all. I have to fake smiles, happiness, the "how are you doing?" questions. Truth be told, I...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So, I am a 31 year old man, and seem to carry the baggage of a dozen people. Recently, it has become a huge issue and have become so isolated that I have decided that this might be...
    balexan balexan 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I hate you I hate me I hate what u were gonna do I hate the fact u told me u were going on a date with a girl whole I was dating you
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover 16-17, F Nov 29

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    In this world there are those who is trying to drag you down and those who already did but still trying to take every single thing left of you. You might tell me 'What do you know...
    FloatingWithHope FloatingWithHope 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I have made friends on here but im alone still.. Made fun of at school.. An only one 'friend' who tells me she will stand up for me and stay with me but ends up ditching me...
    Sourr Sourr 16-17, F Dec 15

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