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I 'm Tired Of Trying But I Hate Being Alone

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    Always The 5th Wheel

    I don't necessarily care about being single anymore, but I'm tired of being excluded, or feeling awkward or out of place. I'm in my late 30s and just about all my friends are dating, in relationships or otherwise coupled. I understand that I don't belong at couples events, so...
    MyPinkAlbatross MyPinkAlbatross 36-40, M Nov 6, 2013

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    I feel like I can't take it anymore,

    I'm always so caring for him and making sure he's well making sure he has everything he needs first before I take care of myself. I found I have type 2 diabetes today and I broke down on the way home hoping to get comfort from him the only person I care for but nothing he didn't...
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery 18-21, F Jan 14

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    Tired Of Being The Friend No One Seems To Want...Smh???

    I'm just at the point where I cut off friendships that I had with ppl that I thought deeply cared about me & reason being its cuz I was tired of always seeking them & constantly initiating getting together with them. Each x-friends' situation varies in the reason behind why I...
    smartino81 smartino81 31-35, F Oct 24, 2013

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    I really hate dishonesty of any kind. Mostly the sneaky insidious kind that comes from self deception, and the inability too many people have to be self introspective. It makes...
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    I need some advice.. or patience or something. So, if you read my other stories, you'll see everything I'm dealing with. But in short, my bf and his ex share a mutual agreement...
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    The biggest liar I've ever met was actually my previous boyfriend. The funny thing about it is that he would always go on and on and on about how he hated liars and being lied to...
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    I am an introvert and like being alone but miss the idea of being in a relationship. I've just never been successful with them and have for the last 5 years or so been single and...
    Anontymous30 Anontymous30 31-35, F 19 hrs ago

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    i hate being used i am tired of hiding. i hate it when people lie to you to gain something. why do people including people i have met less than a week want something from me...
    SubaruDoo44 SubaruDoo44 31-35, M 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    It's hard for me to be alone,i need support and attention lol and just to feel im a worthwhile person I need validation,apparently constantly.Don't feel like going into it now but...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My husband works all the time. We had an agreement that he would be home on the weekends to spend time with his family. Now he tells me he isnt coming home this weekend. Im tired...
    momof3grls2015 momof3grls2015 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't understand why people feel that you have to love their children. I feel as though he should be content with the fact that I accept that he has a daughter. The fact that I...
    Jaymarie1008 Jaymarie1008 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I love being alone in my own room but I hate I when no one texts me back and the thoughts get to me and then I start getting scared and try to silence the voices or I just blow up...
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i feel like people with anxiety/depression are left without a rope in terms of working society. It debilitates me in a way that i never knew the full scope of until now. Every job...
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Until I left for college when I was 17, I had this weird tendency to look out the window of my bedroom at the market by the street near our house, to see if the stores were closed...
    IndraD IndraD 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Some days i feel like i've just given up, i have no ways of meeting people and no friends where i live. Its maddening, i have to be stoned 24/7 just to block out the feeling of...
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    what upsets me is some people lie then they admit they lied then they say they hate being lied to. what is that called?
    myame1 myame1 46-50, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    UPDATE: I'm trying so hard right now to stay in my room and not have to go to war!!! I'm just sick to my stomach! OK I tried to talk to my husband while the kids were gone, but...
    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    The fake people never bother to read about you, and lairs just don't care. I have added lines to let people know who I am and that I am really seeking and trying to find my long...
    manofintegrity manofintegrity 56-60, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I hate being judged by people about my grandma and when I try to put a sentence together sometimes I get treated as a kid when People don't let me explain things when trying to...
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M a week ago

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    Being alone doesn't necessarily mean being lonely. I love to spend time away from others to focus on myself. I love to discover parts of myself I never knew existed. Be kind to...
    BrokenEternally BrokenEternally 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't preferably like being alone, but I can function with it. I like cuddling because it soothes all the dark thoughts in my head and I can be at peace.
    deleted deleted 26-30 a week ago

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    It's been about a week seen I've decided this is not the life I planned for myself or my children. I decided to write down my long toxic relationship from beginning to the all most...
    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Is it really so bad to be scared of being alone when you know that your most scary side comes out when you are? I don't want to hurt, so I don't give myself that chance. Most of...
    LoneSouls LoneSouls 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I hate being a step mom. I made two different cakes for the family birthday on Sunday, took her to dinner and dessert last night for her birthday and today on her actual birthday...
    frecks6 frecks6 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    hate being sick been sick for 4 days now so cranky just want to get better
    Rebecca1402 Rebecca1402 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    being alone and experiencing loneliness are very different. I try to not get them confused. having the touch of a loved one on your shoulder is very pleasing. as is opening your...
    hashbrown20 hashbrown20 18-21, F Jan 27

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    Hate is such a strong word and I dislike it very much!! But under the circumstances I'm starting to have just those kind of thoughts. I've been with MH off and on for 21 long years...
    jennymike28 jennymike28 36-40, F Jan 26

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    Plain n' simple. I'm not the pretty girl at school at all, every time I'm friends with or sit next to the pretty girl of course all the time the boys give them the attention. Fml...
    Summer147648 Summer147648 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Today I made the courageous decision to come out to my best friend. With trembling fingers, I sent that fated text to her; waiting for her reply with two sweaty palms. She did, and...
    Songsofheart Songsofheart 22-25 1 Response Jan 26

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    I think I just need to get a few things off my chest.. I've posted something on here before in more elaborate detail about my boyfriend and his son.. Basically. we've been together...
    krazykristen krazykristen 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I hate being sick, but then again who doesn't.
    QueenVen QueenVen 16-17, F Jan 24

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    My whole life I've always had a decent amount of friends and I've always been very sociable and easygoing when it comes to gatherings. I'm used to having enough friends to keep me...
    TornWanderer TornWanderer 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    I ******* hate being lied to. I can usually tell when someone's lying to me. I ******* know this person is lying to me, could tell from when they told me. I've also got 100% proof...
    xcheyennexsmithx xcheyennexsmithx 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    God I hate being dragged to a wedding I don't want to go to! One of the many pitfalls of marriage... Being dragged to places against your will!
    Benster5 Benster5 36-40 Jan 23

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    I hate being **** I'm hot I take everything off I'm cold I put everything back on. Then I try a bath to cool down or get hotter . My body so used to anabiotic's that they don't...
    Snowflake107 Snowflake107 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 22

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    About 5/6 years ago I moved to Bournemouth in the uk to start a new life and to get away from my unsupportive and hateful mother who refused to allow me to live with her in the...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    (Sorry if this text has any misspelling, English is not my first language.) Well, I can bet someone on this site ever felt or experienced something like this. I hate my family...
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    I have come to the conclusion that the women in this country hate me. I have no idea what I did to deserve such intense hatred, but it's a fact they hate. Your sympathy is not...
    EngSkier EngSkier 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 20

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