I 'm Trying to Not Fall Apart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 385 People

    I hate you with a vengeance right now.

    So much hatred it's eating away at me inside. I love you, but **** I hate you too. You're full of ****, you never stand by anything - if it's for another you're right there with them, handing it out on a platter - for us? Ha! Effort, what's that I hear you ask? It's foreign to...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2015
    kimberlykhaos kimberlykhaos
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 1, 2014

    Just got scolded for not responding to my step

    mom when she told me "You can put the dishes away."...I rinsed AND put the dishes away..I never respond when she says something anyway, I mean I do but little things like "you can put the dishes away" or "thank you" or whatever else. It's not surprising to me, she argues with...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear
    18-21, F
    Sep 24, 2014

    so my life right now seems hard.

    I work full time, school part time, and help care for my boyfriend's 90 year old Mother who has Damentia. Tonight, I miss my life. I have not had a steady boyfriend in years and now I feel like I have to share him with a woman that's more important than me. her house went to...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2016


     I am trying so hard to keep it all together, but over and over I am failing, and I am falling apart...I am sorry i'm not strong enough...  I'm suppose to be the strong one, I am suppose to keep it all together, but as you can...
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    1 Response Nov 13, 2010

    My mom takes every opportunity to make snide

    remarks about my weight. I'm 5 4' 170 lbs and size 10 in jeans but she constantly makes sure I know that I'm fat. I'm a recovering anorexic, I've been recovering for a year now and I thought I was over it but I just suppressed it. So all these thoughts still plague my mind and...
    colorfulbrainmatter colorfulbrainmatter
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2016

    I Am Trying Not to Fall Apart...

    I am trying to keep it all together, and not fall apart, right now that is kinda on the hard side, since I am going through a lot of things right now. There is a lot going on in my life, and I am trying to deal with it all, but it is very hard sometimes. Most of the time, I...
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    2 Responses May 24, 2009

    Single Parent To Two Teenagers, I Can't Do It Anymore

    I am just so tired all the time. I don't have family because I spoke out about sexual abuse. I married a man who's just like my father, and now my 13 year old daughter wants to see him again after she decided not to see him anymore two years ago. I've had one year without any...
    Melly2538 Melly2538
    1 Response Oct 21, 2013


    You led me into believing that you love me. When I finally fell for you, you already found someone new. Now I’m having a hard time letting my feelings go cause I loved you without letting you know.
    coldontheinside coldontheinside
    Jul 13, 2013

    What does it feel like

    if you're trying so hard but you know it killing you and breaking you so much but you dont wanna give up and let go? Hurts right? Im trying so hard to be that so called "perfect" daughter mom wanted me to be and im so tired of doing tpit that she reprimands me all day giving me...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 18, 2014

    Sometimes, I would like to understand

    why I am so sensitive. It's like a disease that affects my decisions in life towards things and people at the same time. But I also would like to accept that part of me because it is who I am. Ever since, I was usually too nice to everybody just to get along because I don't like...
    bubblygiggly bubblygiggly
    31-35, F
    Dec 17, 2013
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    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    hey all ! ... this is important

    and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i expected people will help me out from my heart broken stage and yes to maximum extend people helped, thanks a lot... then i began...
    heartless2 heartless2
    26-30, M
    Jul 22, 2014

    Unexpected Turns

    Life is full of unexpected and certainly unwanted twists and turns. You asked me how I was doing?How could I answer that to a stranger who was once my friend.You have changed.I expecting you wouldn't? Isn't that funny. I have been waiting for you since a decade,thinking of you...
    coldontheinside coldontheinside
    Jul 19, 2013

    Thin Ice

    emptiness reigns one more night froth with temptations to run flee or fight peace so hard to come by stand by things will go wrong, songs unsung sick of words wanting arms holding me sing to me the things we wish to say giving up, cheering in don't expect don't protect, i'll get...
    Girlonwire Girlonwire
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2011

    Too Much

    I'm trying hard. No success. Spent the last 10 years of my life hanging on to a lost cause. He loved me. I can remember it so clearly. Even now, when we don't feel romantic love towards each other, we are still best friends. Can't imagine life without him...or with him. We are...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun
    36-40, F
    Mar 21, 2012

    Im Tryin To Be Strong

    im tryin so hard not to let my thouts become overwhelmin, sometimes i just wan2 start cuttin again just to feel something, i keep gting into these stupid moods wher im annoyed or unhappy yet i honestly dont knw why., im lookin for new work and i gues imma trying to find myself...
    emovamp emovamp
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2010

    If I...

    If I say anything today, let anything go, I feel as if it will all fall down and into those little pieces that get fractured to extent they never fit back in the right way again. So I am trying to sit as still as possible, affect nothing, try nothing, even tears, they...
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    1 Response May 17, 2009
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