spending time with family over seas I haven't seen in 7-10 years.
I have been quite.. They are so happy, july people, having laughs and sharing life, while i've been sitting there not sure and wondering why?
Why do they do what they do, isn't a waste of time? What does it mean...
wonder this. The only reason I can think of why this matters to me (I am not having to go to a job interview of anything, thankfully), is very simple indeed: do they see the person I strive to be....if I could only know that what is said they see is really truth and completely...
as some really ugly idiot who is just different from everyone.
But I don't how they really see me. Maybe they see me as some really nice guy, but maybe they see me in the same way I'm thinking they see me (the ugly idiot)...
school. I'm not one of those people that has friends in every clique either. In some classes in super quiet and shy but if I know someone in a different class I open up and am very talkative. I literally everyday I change my style being country style one day, gothic the next...
my parents always complaining about my look, my outfit, etc. They're so annoying . Some people judge me with the way how I look n dressed. But it's okay, I'm not straight, I'm a bisex, n for me sometimes girls are more attractive than boys. N I like sports, such as a dangerous...
EP is a godsend!
What would i do without EP?
This is one of the few places where you can talk about literally anything and everything and people on here actually take the trouble to read every line.which is nice...:P I dont know how many people read my stuff , but EP gave me a...
I was nice wid her and then I asked her a question "how did you find me?? usually girls dont text me here... so I wonder how u texted me" .... these were my exact words... The very next thing I knew ws that she blocked me... I jus asked her that to know how she found my id and...
as long as I can remember, I’ve always been an outsider. Almost all the girls and most of the guys everywhere I’ve been, have always hated me for some unknown reason - but that has suddenly changed.
The thing is, that I don’t know how or why. Because if I have to be...
that not anyone can understand;
Her mind is a dictionary of sadness and heartache,
And her heart is a poetry book for the hopeless.
She is the prettiest song,
The perfect sonnet,
The most meaningful haiku,
And the longest novel.
It takes a while to read her
Seconds to love her...
There are times when I really don't like who I am.
Once in a while, I encounter individuals who tell me how special I am... I believe them for a while but then when I'm left to my own thoughts, I start deconstructing what they say - that voice in my head, insisting on telling...
maybe it's part of what drives my submissive nature, maybe it's because I'm insecure or maybe it's because I just care what people think. In day to day life, I'm fairly quiet until I know people, when I feel confident, I become the life and soul of the party although there are...
when others on EP seem to take what I wrote opposite from what I intended...like when I agree or offer support only to be attacked.
I am Feministman, consistently so, and no matter what I say, a few think I am trolling! I need one of those T-shirts that says "This is what a...
Not because I worry what they think of me, but because I show different people different facets of myself.
Do I appear as simple as I portray myself to be?
I hide the full force of my personality... Because people here don't seem to know how to handle me. Only a select few...
hooligan. I have multiple tattoos in so called "tacky" places. I sag my dickies, I like my clothes loose. I get really excited when people see more then all that, and treat me like a normal person. I think those are some of the most beautiful people that walk the earth. I feel...
I think that it is pretty normal to wonder how others see you... I think the only time it really becomes a problem is when you are obsessed with how you appear to others. I have been a total outcast my whole life and I get stared at where ever I go. My brother told me that it was...
I don't much give a click how most people see me. I know who I am (mostly...I'm still working on it...but that's part of life). My friends, my real, true, best friends, are probably the ones who know me the best because I share how I feel and who I am. Even more so these days...
I mean don't get me wrong I think I'm attractive but it's interesting to see how others see you . It's like your so used to how to look you don't even realize how beautiful you are . And it's not even just about the beauty on the outside . I'm talking about inner beauty
I used to be really afraid of what people thought of me. Then I realized two important things.
The first- it's not as important what others think of me as what I think of myself- so I'd better take responsibility for myself and be who I want to be!
The second- I am not...
others perceive me. Do I look like the same person, that I see in the mirror, to them? Am I as funny as I think I am? What I would give to be someone else for a day, just so I can see myself for the first time.
and see me, like do they see me in a good or bad way, what's the first thing that pops into their head when they see me, I find it very interesting, I wish I could see me from someone els's perspective :)
distant? Not in a creepy or stalker way just see them and think she's pretty, or she has a cute butt, I like the way she smiles, or even oh my she has a huge nose. Maybe you think I'd like to befriend that person and be a part of her world. Possibly she looks conceited and your...
you like 90% of the time at home if you ever choose me as your boyfriend? I'll even wear the cowboy hat for ya.Look, I'll always give you a ton of room and stay WAY over here in email world and you know my goal is to keep you very safe and happy. I would NEVER want to burn any...
and wear a Rolex doesn't mean I'm a pompous *******....I'm 100% the opposite!! I enjoy nice things (and love to share) I came from almost nothing, and busted my *** for what I have! Finally enjoying life at 40!!
if i didn't give you everything you want? Would you love me if i didn't say id want to love you? Would you think Im beautiful if you saw the real me? If it wasn't just the parts i knew you wanted to see? if you saw every ugly, dirty piece of who i am? Would i still be special to...
There are images you will have of me.
But I'm French and I believe in Liberty, equality and fraternity.
I like being human. I am spiritual. I'm carnal.
I tread quietly in the shadows and run happy in the sunlight.