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    Saddest story in 4 words I love you but.

    .. "...but he chose her" "Please let me go" "You are not enough" "I can't love you" "We should stop this" "Forget about me, us" "Let's just be friends" "My heart is tired" "We wasted our time" "...but you promised me" "Do I matter anymore?" "I never loved you" "Thought you were...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2015

    Isn't it strange how our perception of

    attraction changes? In our twenties it focuses on physicality; raging hormones, passion and lust. By our thirties we have matured somewhat and it is less about physical attraction and more about mutual interests, goals and aspirations. By our forties we have some life experience...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 20, 2015

    I'd love to be one of those people

    who can say "I'm not a victim I'm a ******* survivor and thriver!" But the truth is, I'm not. I was a victim. It hurt and I didn't know to tell anyone because I thought it was normal. I felt so helpless. I still do. I wish I was never born or at least born earlier so I could...
    Qwerkyqwerty Qwerkyqwerty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2014

    Free-falling with no way to stop,

    I twist and tumble through the sky. The ground hurtles towards me and I close my eyes as if to protect myself from the inevitable impact. It never comes. I continue to fall, endlessly and aimlessly, wishing for a way to stop but never finding what I need to slow me down. I fall...
    Saintlysinner Saintlysinner
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2014

    When I feel that frustrations are starting to

    sink in, I get out of the situation before I get myself drowned. --- I want to always have a positive outlook, but sometimes no matter how we try to believe, reality catches up and we break down. That's why from time to time, it's be nice to allow yourself to become vulnerable...
    itcheru itcheru
    26-30, F
    Jul 1, 2015

    I read in a book once

    that 'love is not supposed to hurt'. I stood by that quote for a long, long time. Yet of all the experiences I've had in my life of all types of love, the one thing for sure is if its real love, it bloody well hurts. Because its raw true emotion. If you feel nothing, it isn't...
    foreverWantingMore foreverWantingMore
    31-35, F
    Jun 14, 2014

    Flowing thoughts thoughtful chatter mindless

    ramble heartfelt expressions mindful omissions words tumbling fingertips fumbling senseless feelings needed healings letting it flow freeing my soul clearing my head not caring what's said a needed fresh start purging my heart cleansing my soul releasing a broken girl and...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    Inside The Life And Mind

    Well, as many of you might have guessed by now..., I'm busier than ever. Not as happy as I'd like to be. But hey..., if one cannot be happy, he may as well be busy. There's so much I'd like to say. So much I think people fail to realize about me. So many things have happened and...
    TheHiker TheHiker
    41-45, M
    7 Responses Sep 14, 2013

    It's Funny...

    how you don't plan to make huge life altering statements but they just come out. It's happened twice this week with my girls. The first was in the car on the way to an event I bought tickets to for us to see. We were all in a good mood. (which is truly rare) Then all of sudden...
    soulrunher soulrunher
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Sep 15, 2013

    all my life i believed im an extrovert always

    being the life of the party. just recently when i started to realize that the moment being all alone really gave me the peace and joy ive always long for.
    glowingember glowingember
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 29, 2015

    I just miss talking to someone dear over the

    phone in the night. Gender is not important. I feel this because I feel just too lonely. As a teenager and until 25 I was never left alone. Now I am 31 with no relationship since 27. I do not miss any person. I only miss love and care.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 9, 2015

    I may have become dark cold

    and mysterious. I have learned in this moment to grab ahold of my demons swirl them around let them simmer and become a part of me. I've familiarized myself with the way they taste, the way they scream. we've become extraordinarily good friends. I know what the demons need to...
    HearMyEscape HearMyEscape
    36-40, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2015

    Everyone has their own story,

    so just pls observe. If you happened to be that person's friend and ended up liking him/her, consider it a bliss.
    Jaisz Jaisz
    22-25, F
    May 10, 2015

    Be a light in the dark

    and chase the shadows away, Bring forth the hope of a fresh new day. Face up to your fears, Leave them behind, Scare all the bad thoughts, Out of your mind. Cradle your hopefulness, Nurture your compassion. Kindness and caring, Don't go out of fashion. The darkness consumes...
    Saintlysinner Saintlysinner
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2015

    As a lay here in my cold bed,

    alone.. I begin to ponder. I'm missing the spooning, the intimacy, the conversations of telling someone you trust wholeheartedly the details that happen in your everyday life.. I miss the hey you.. Have you eaten yet, and the concern and affection from another person. I long for...
    kiMiiLe kiMiiLe
    26-30, F
    Oct 12, 2015

    I miss you.... All these months

    and I still think of you time to time. This place hasn't been the same for me since you left. I know it sounds crazy but it feels empty without you. I miss our conversations....the way you could make me laugh no matter what else was going on. I miss your smart-*** humor and...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    Behind every smile, there's

    that mind that carries a thousand thoughts you can't even imagine one is capable of. So, be kind in every way. - I write for what I feel, and also you can visit my blog if you want ishewrites.weebly.com
    Jaisz Jaisz
    22-25, F
    Sep 26, 2015

    by: Rob Paquin Early morning,

    Spring time fog Reddened sun strikes my eye slowly I feel the day beginning the remembrances of my yesterdays lay their responsibilities upon me chains I've forged through meticulous purpose avoid them I cannot Many facets of the everyday call to me demanding attentions...
    TheHiker TheHiker
    41-45, M
    Mar 23, 2014

    To write the words down

    as my thoughts flow is the freedom of my soul.
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2015

    I joined the site with a bit of curiosity at

    first, nothing more in my mind... not any other intention, and soon got to realize people tried to friend me on different reasons... usernames do say lots about people, avatars too... I use my real name here in my user and fantasy avatars which I think are sensual without being...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 20, 2015

    Yesterday night, i was in a class.

    I should be one of the students, sitting down and focusing on the white lines the chalk of my old math teacher was drawing on the dark green board. Instead, I was there, out of my body, out of reality. The teacher would continue talking about limits that lead to infinity...
    sparkydream sparkydream
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

    Relationships of love?

    Bull crap! Does anyone even know love or it is just a freaking hormonal change and chemical reactions!! Love to me was selfless, unconditional? But people out there are either jerks or live in constant fear and push ppl away. To hell with being pushed away inspite of being nice...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 25, 2015

    Night, dark and cold.

    . A city, new and old.. Sitting on the edge of the terrace, and i dont feel alone, a kind of indescribable peacefulness since a few weeks now, it creeps into me at the randomest moments, how did i reach here, who/what brought me here, where am i to go, nothing of it matters...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 16, 2015

    lying in bed,he is wearied by his own weakness.

    he felt too much and the mind just couldn't figure out how to slow down. he's been told to trust people, he's been told it's ok to lean on people, certain people. but at the end, he found out the same disappointment awaits him. not again, again a fool? how he wished he could...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    4 Responses May 31, 2015

    In the end, we're all just people.

    People trying to make their way down the long and winding road of life. A road with twists, turns, and a good many Forks In The Road. There are defeats and victories in all our live's histories. Joy and pain..., gladness and sorrow..., triumph and tragedy. Tests and...
    TheHiker TheHiker
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Jun 6, 2014

    Edge of Forever by: Rob Paquin Wisps of

    emotional attachment, like tendrils of a creeping vine, surround me. Ever so slightly they touch my inner being, and take root. Into my soul they burrow and exponentially diffuse in search of my heart. A place so frosted that the only thing that can exist there is ice. A...
    TheHiker TheHiker
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    Out Of It...

    I have been out of it lately. I have so many different things going on in my life...I'm desperately trying to wrap my head around them...analyze them and pick them apart. I am really getting tired of doing this. Honestly, most of the bullshit is beyond my control...what will...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws
    36-40, F
    May 3, 2013

    It's always good to write down your thoughts on

    a piece of paper. You feel relieved and it feels good to let it out. Its another way to vent, its an escape.
    SweetHeartxxo SweetHeartxxo
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2015

    Ok does anyone else start to write a story with

    a vague idea but having no clue wtf it is going and then your subconscious pops up and says we are throwin this in there - htf you gunna deal with that b1tch???? Then you are left emotionally reeling going fked if I know - I didn't even know that crap was there to begin with wtf...
    evienneOwnedByMasterBlaise evienneOwnedByMasterBlaise
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    My shivers are not from the crisp breeze.

    The way you make my fingers tingle and fear for departure. Let us linger like a stutter upon the rippled. embed passion, not fear. Dazzle me with your insecurities. Peak over the crease of faults. Listen to my silence. Cradle my scars, bandage my bruises. Sweeten the wounds with...
    PixieStixs PixieStixs
    22-25, F
    Jun 2, 2015

    The first time I wrote my full name without

    anybody's help on a clean white page in my composition notebook, I felt if I wanted to I could write anything... Letters becoming words, words gathering meaning, becoming thoughts outside my head, becoming sentences letting me tell others how I think...how I feel...how I AM...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    Sep 28, 2015

    Sometimes you break down

    and really think, why are you in your place right now? Before doing/concluding anything, think and reflect why you decided it in the first place and with that bit of hope for believing that it's still worth, STAND BY IT cause with that bit of worth? It will soon enough grow and...
    Jaisz Jaisz
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2014

    No one can assure you her feelings will remain

    the same tomorrow.. Not even herself.. And not even you.. Didn't anyone tell you,that everything in yr sight are mortals? Even everything that lies in her chest.. Love her deeply, intensely but never attached entire you to any mortal.. Never attached yrself completely.. Secure...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i
    70+, M
    2 Responses Apr 18, 2015

    You know what guys' prob is?

    They're focus on the present, that they're not planning anymore for the future. And you know what girls' prob is? They're soo focused on the future, that they tend to forget the present.
    Jaisz Jaisz
    22-25, F
    May 26, 2015

    A friend just brought to my attention

    that I've been on EP a year already. Wow, time has flown so fast and so much has happened in that year. I came across EP as I was doing some research to help a friend whose daughter was having some issues with her gender and is considering a sex change operation. I created an...
    Diablessse Diablessse
    51-55, F
    7 Responses Jun 24, 2014

    Earlier I watched one of my favorite episodes

    of 'Big Bang Theory'. I won't go over the entire plot; but the biggest point was Sheldon had Amy watch 'Raiders of the Lost Ark' (as it was a 'perfect' movie). However after the movie, Amy pointed out (much to the dismay of all the male leads who attempted to debunk it) that...
    RisenFromAshes RisenFromAshes
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Feb 18, 2015

    Realising What'S Been Going On

    So I've been a little.. uh.. shall we say, off, lately. Having mood swings like hell, mainly centred around the 'bad' setting. A couple of things contributed, but I've realised one - the most obvious one that's been staring me in the face - and, now that I've stopped and given it...
    KnightyKnight KnightyKnight
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Jun 3, 2013

    He was my high-school sweetheart.

    the sugar to my bitter coffee and the butter to my pancakes. He made my high school a very sweet memory. He was the sauce to my plain pizza crust and the icing to my cupcake. He was the one who brought happiness when I was in my darkest. He became my eyes when I couldn't see...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer
    18-21, F
    Sep 6, 2015
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    Sep 13, 2015

    An interesting experience.

    Sometimes you just want to blow off steam, sometimes you want to paint a vivid picture of your fantasy using your god given imagination. Other times you have something in your heart that you can't help but share, in hopes that another human being will read those words and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 23, 2015

    Having low expectations feels better

    than being disappointed. Personally it feels good when you're always pleasantly surprised that someone did something beyond what you expected.
    0penbook 0penbook
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 9, 2015

    Powerless

    Feelings and emotions are flowing and ebbing through me right now, but I don't think they're mine.  I'm intuitive and feel so connected with my EP friends that I can feel what they're going through....and I'm feeling their pain and loneliness. I wish there was something I could...
    roughNready roughNready
    51-55, F
    4 Responses Apr 27, 2013

    I just got over a huge wave of nausea,

    which was more of a staggering realization of something oh so blatantly obvious. I've realized I've created my own hell. There's no one to blame, but myself. I want to blame circumstances, the past, or just blame other people for why things are the way they are.. truth be told...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 19, 2014
    Saintlysinner Saintlysinner
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 27, 2015

    A Conversation With Mr. Congress

    Um..., Hello..., Congress..., My name is Rob Paquin. Yeah, the guy that keeps making watchlists by adding "I love Bombs, and I love Allah" to all my emails. Well, I'm writing to you today to inform you that I am once again BROKE before Tuesday night. I know...
    TheHiker TheHiker
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Sep 26, 2013

    The Garden Of Dreams.....

    I entered the garden, Expecting to see beautiful red rose buds, White lilies, chrysanthemums; chirping little love birds To know, to discover, to understand their world.. But had I known… All that was waiting for me was The strong thorns of the red roses, The sting of the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 1, 2013

    I do this a lot when I write

    for my essays, I do make a outline, but when I start to write the essay I tend to write my thoughts as I type. One thing I do want to change is repetition. I repeat my words and the ideas and just suck at writing.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 15, 2015

    People that play games,

    amuse themselves at your expense are a waste of your time.
    Treasure7 Treasure7
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 19

    Why? Why are you always in my thoughts haunting

    me? I wish I could be by your side but I can't and it kills me inside. It kills me that I have to live this fake life to make sure people don't know how I actually feel.
    Shaider83 Shaider83
    31-35, M
    Jun 5, 2014

    I really wish people would stop applying me to

    male or female, I'm whatever I feel on whatever day. I'm genderfluid and just because I have a biological sex doesn't always mean I fully am. I guess in a typical society way to them I would be to me however, I am some days female and I'm not other days. Weather or not you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    My mind gets in the way of life.

    I'm constantly playing out a story line in my head, I think of it when watching TV, in college, traveling...everywhere. it stops me being able to concentrate therefore I've started to write it down as a story. it hasn't helped, it's still stuck in my head but now I just look...
    RachelLowes98 RachelLowes98
    18-21, F
    Jan 22

    Laying on a old wooden bed A woman who's heart

    fell shallow Uh yeah, old but good ones I've got nothing against life Memories, God knows I lived a good one Gotta get up and make it worth while I'm never one to leave anything behind I know you forgot, we use to share a common mindset 90 years later, ain't nothing left to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 28

    I wrote this whole paragraph of a response

    and it said error. I'm so annoyed.
    Rhea03811 Rhea03811
    13-15, F
    Sep 16, 2015

    I'm feeling so alone now,

    and my thoughts are making their presence known on this late night. It seems they always find a way to keep me company when I need a little more than a just a smile or two. It's as if they're made of memories and tokens of affection that keep me awake at night. It's not a bad...
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Jul 24, 2014
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