I Made a Fool of Myself In Matters of the Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 430 People

    I have the inability to share my feelings

    regularly. Then today I did, tried to explain myself so that my friends can understand me and my mood disorders better. Just made things worse and I feel like my previous no feel no talk policy is best. I feel like such a fool.
    mellowwwave mellowwwave
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2014

    Now that it's over, I see

    that I myself bear a part of the blame, but not in its entirety. Fools, really, both of us, a train ride that was destined to finally jump the rails at some point and never get back on track. I'm done grieving over you, and I am done with the bitterness and jealousy and hurt. I...
    BluesKing BluesKing
    51-55, M
    Oct 18, 2014

    It Was All Part of the Learning Process

    I look back at life and think of all th things that humans do while learning to stand on their own two feet.  One thing that we all have in common is that we have allowed ourselves to be fools when dealing with matters of the heart.  I don't think anyone can honestly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2008

    I denied my best friend a relationship

    because of his religion, and we hadn't talked in two weeks. Today I asked to talk to him so I could apologize. We talked and he said he wants nothing to do with me. Any advice?
    madeleine4 madeleine4
    13-15, F
    Jan 27

    The more you say the less I will believe .

    Your words are absolutely of no value. No matter how good you might be in putting those beautiful words together I won't listen you again. But moreover I am angry with myself for giving you that right to hurt me so bad, telling my weakest point so u could kick me there...
    Dezeena Dezeena
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 28, 2014

    Emotions

    I hate when people see me react to my emotions. I do whatever i can to act like i don't care. My family saw that i ccared about my sister when i was trying to help he when she got caught shop lifting.. I just hate that..
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Mar 21, 2010

    ...and Just Kept Right On Doing It...

    My story is probably not uncommon: five years ago, I fell, hard, for someone who looked a lot like they were falling for me too. there was massive chemistry, and he went out of his way to spend tons of time with me - still does. But, before anything could get further than...
    safarigirltoomuchinlove safarigirltoomuchinlove
    36-40
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2010

    More Than Once

    I am guilty... I had time and time again trusted guys too quickly and thought they were being honest with me, like I am with them. But, had to find out the hard way who they truly were. So, I was a fool, giving them love and understanding that they didn't deserve.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 24, 2008
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 20, 2015

    U & Me forever this way www.

    nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few others share their love stories with their friends, while some leave them as sweet memories for themselves within their hearts and few...
    evan003 evan003
    22-25, F
    Jul 20, 2015

    I Was....

    I got close to someone. I mean really close to. Someone who I confided in a Lot of things. Someone who I had let into my real life, givin her my house number, my address and everything. Someone who I let close to me, and in the end, I just got stabbed in the heart, and the back...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 19, 2010

    im just recently got married you know this june

    2015, me and my wife we both got a new job so we have not that much time to get cozy but we got 3 days. before marriage she has informed me about she would like to go for her sisters due at usa , yes i agreed that time. after few days of marriage the day came , shes(my wife...
    rushabhy2k rushabhy2k
    36-40, M
    Sep 7, 2015

    And I Have Learned From It

    I've been such a fool---and that foolishness drove me to do the craziest things i have done before, but after that really rough storm, i became a better, wiser, stronger person. Foolishness can also teach us something, and i'm glad it did to me. I'm a smart girl, and I know I...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 1, 2009

    Am I Asking For Too Much?

    You know that quote from Marilyn Monroe? If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best... I think this applies really well to the guys I've been with. Or at least that's the only way I know how to see it, I've been an emotional wreck I know that, but I...
    imustbecrazy imustbecrazy
    18-21
    Jan 29, 2010

    Affairs Of The Heart & Other Foolishness

    Years ago, I had an affair. I won't say it was my proudest moment but I don't apologize for it either.   If people choose to judge me, so be it. Yes, I made a huge fool of myself.    I fell for all the classic lines.    I ignored all the warning signs.   I chose to...
    SeriouslySappy SeriouslySappy
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Mar 21, 2011

    Baby I'm a Fool Who Thinks It's Cool...

     how was i to know that this was just a silly little game to you? all the time i felt you gave your heart i thought that i would do the same for you. tell the truth i should have seen it coming from a mile away. when the words you say are baby i'm a fool who thinks it's...
    obewan obewan
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

    And no Matter how I tried,

    I was made an Esau. Even though I cleared a day to be there when I was told the next opportunity was (Frankly, I blew it the first time).. Every door got slammed. But God... But God! Now, looks like the day I cleared for her, but got dissed anyway? I now get to do volunteer work...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 19, 2015
    amymayoral01 amymayoral01
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Jul 20, 2015

    I am so stupid for not seeing this earlier.

    lost the best relationship I could have had. she said that I was being a baby. didn't get it tell today. it pushes her away when I wine. and when I request space to speak. it comes down to. I have do not have the space for what happened, but I am grateful for for the trust...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld
    36-40, M
    Aug 22, 2015

    Lots

    More than once...  It happens, I'm over it and moved on. Untill next time that is...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2009

    Pretty sure i did that this morning!

    !! Shame!!! Gut feeling must be just food poisoning.... Lol still feeling it the fog is clouding my thoughts
    URSTILLTHEONLYONE URSTILLTHEONLYONE
    41-45, M
    1 Response Aug 6, 2014

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