I Made a Fool of Myself In Matters of the Heart

My story is probably not uncommon: five years ago, I fell, hard, for someone who looked a lot like they were falling for me too. there was massive chemistry, and he went out of his way to spend tons of time with me - still does. But...

AND SINCE I CAN'T CHANGE A THING I WON'T REGRET ANY OF IT. IT ALL WORKED OUT FOR MY BENEFIT. MY CAPACITY TO LOVE EVEN FRIGHTENS ME... MY LOVE CAN BLOSSOM IN THE DRIEST AND MOST INHOSPITABLE OF CLIMATES... SOON MY HEART WILL BASK IN A...

I've been such a fool---and that foolishness drove me to do the craziest things i have done before, but after that really rough storm, i became a better, wiser, stronger person. Foolishness can also teach us something, and i'm glad it...

You know that quote from Marilyn Monroe? If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best... I think this applies really well to the guys I've been with.

Or at least that's the only way I know how to see it, I've...

how was i to know that this was just a silly little game to you?
all the time i felt you gave your heart i thought that i would do the same for you.
tell the truth i should have seen it coming from a mile away.
when the words...

Years ago, I had an affair.
I won't say it was my proudest moment but I don't apologize for it either.   If people choose to judge me, so be it.
Yes, I made a huge fool of myself.    I fell for all the classic lines.    I...

I thought I was cool about relationships. I didn't think about it too much but damn, I fell for him. Now I'm all messed up. 

I look back at life and think of all th things that humans do while learning to stand on their own two feet.  One thing that we all have in common is that we have allowed ourselves to be fools when dealing with matters of the heart...

Sometimes , you hope it wouldn't be just like that . You're hoping more , happiness , for yourself .
Then , you realize you've to bring yourself up to face the bitter reality and live with it .

You hurt yourself by giving excuses , to...

I am guilty... I had time and time again trusted guys too quickly and thought they were being honest with me, like I am with them. But, had to find out the hard way who they truly were. So, I was a fool, giving them love and ...

I got close to someone. I mean really close to. Someone who I confided in a Lot of things. Someone who I had let into my real life, givin her my house number, my address and everything. Someone who I let close to me, and in the end, I...

I hate when people see me react to my emotions. I do whatever i can to act like i don't care. My family saw that i ccared about my sister when i was trying to help he when she got caught shop lifting.. I just hate that..