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I Made a Really Bad Choice

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    Drugs

    I should have never experimented with the hard stuff man. I got hooked on a lot of stuff, never needles and not crack or heroin, but meth and cocaine plus prescription pills and alcohol, which is worse in my humble opinion. I have often wondered what my life would have been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2, 2011

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    I Was Terribly Mislead

    I have made a couple of postings regarding issues with my oldest daughter and in trying to help her I have ended up homeless.  The whole thing about my sharing a house with her and my grandchildren was a farce. A bald faced lie!  She NEVER intended that we live under...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 2 Responses Mar 14, 2007

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    Where Do I Go From Here

    About a month ago, I sent a photo to someone. It was meant to be private and my stepdad got the picture. My heart was crushed and my spirit is broken. He talked to be about this and he was not angry but he wants to help me. I feel like an idiot because I was taking a pill that...
    beautywithin20 beautywithin20 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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    I always fall in love with men who don't fall in love with me. I guess this means that they aren't right for me, even though seem like my perfect match at the time. But I can't...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F Jan 1

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    I feel like I make bad choices on purpose just to punish myself. I put myself in situations that I know will make me miserable. It's like I'm my own slave, being punished for not...
    BoundlessPancake BoundlessPancake 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I do stupid things that fck up good things really bad A few examples: - when a girl who's afraid to love gave me a chance ~I said some stupid things and now she's gone...
    FrazilSilver FrazilSilver 18-21, M Jan 20

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    I'm absolutely at my limit. I'm sick of knowing that no one understands me or what I go through because I know I'm experiencing more intense and severe anxiety than anyone out...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I really don't think it ever occurred to me that things could get this bad, but they are :( Things are really horribly bad! I really can't cope anymore, and I wish anyone could...
    Soligem Soligem 18-21 Jan 16

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    I never even had particularly bad nightmares as a kid, but since about the start of 2014 I had semi regular, really vivid, very frightening nightmares. I wa led to believe they...
    cokeainbliss cokeainbliss 18-21, F Jan 16

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    My horse is my life honestly. If I had never have gotten her I don't know where my life would be at this point.
    jackdragon22399 jackdragon22399 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    He wanted to cuddle and watch Triumph of the Will.
    liveit0ut liveit0ut 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    They have started up again. They get worse and I just want that part of the past gone
    saint0928 saint0928 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I can't sleep, every time I close my eyes I get nightmares. Why do I keep getting nightmares about me dying from suicide, and starvation. The dreams get so detailed that its scary...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I've had a dream where it was normal randomness at first but then things took a turn for the worse, there was a supernatural darkness eclipsing my house so my family got Into a car...
    BlossomTheMeganium BlossomTheMeganium 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Had a nightmare again! Oh god that was scary!!! :(
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Well this sucks, almost cut off 2 of my fingers...hope the can sew me back together lol, it's not funny but what can you do but laugh! Fml lol
    paulstin paulstin 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have come to realise that it is so much easier emotionally to lose a friend to death than it is to ego. I used to have a few select people that I was extremely close to, people...
    Mermaiden333 Mermaiden333 46-50, F Jan 6

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    I had a really bad trip about 2 weeks ago. I've done weed before a couple of times and the last 2 times I got pretty panicky (I suffer from anxiety quite often though) and I told...
    jastaylor11 jastaylor11 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    Yeah, at 14 I thought I knew everything. I thought that abortion was murder because Google told me it was. I didn't research or decide for myself with the help of science, I jumped...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 2

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    The Death of My Godfather This happened a number of years ago but it feels just as painful now as it did at the time when i got the bad news about my godfather's death.He was not...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M Jan 2

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    over things they cant control. ive seen and heard so many teens and younger feel down about themselves for things beyond their control or be made feel bad about things beyond their...
    thehelpfulone thehelpfulone 26-30, M Jan 2

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    I once went to P.F. Chang's for supper with a group of friends. I had a really good time there, until I had driven well away from the restaurant. That's when I realized I forgot to...
    nightpatroller78 nightpatroller78 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    I WANT something bad to happen to me. Something really ****** up. Why? Almost all of the great people in the world have had something ****** up happen in their life and it sparks...
    herewegothen herewegothen 18-21, M Jan 17

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    I heard that my ex's cat (nibbles) at the vet was accidentally adopted and my ex can't have her back anymore. I feel so bad...Really bad... (haven't been talking to my ex for a...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I lost my virginity in the back of a jeep with my boyfriend that I've only been with for like 2weeks. It was really rushed and I was pushed into doing it. It hurt really bad and he...
    sinthiiaa sinthiiaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I'm really bad when it comes to express my own feelings to someone, I can listen to everybody but I'm just afraid to speak. Like right now I don't know what else to write. This is...
    MysticPrince MysticPrince 22-25, M Jan 2

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    I sit weird for a 13 year old to want to have sex really badly?
    Lollipop948 Lollipop948 13-15, M 5 Responses Jan 9

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    I had a really bad day and I feel like giving up, sometimes I don't see a point in me being alive
    relapsing14 relapsing14 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    After today I'm going stop ************, it's a really bad habit I need to get rid of.
    Jairbear Jairbear 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I never knew depression till my son died, depression sucks really bad. I feel for those who battle depression.
    bayowolf2 bayowolf2 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want to put with heart of mine away behind a prison wall and lock it away....it makes me feel and do such foolish things....it makes me try and please everyone and make "them...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    The uncle I suspect of raping me died this Monday... And memories started to haunt me again. All the things I keep inside... Most of them are about my grandmother. He used to live...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If these CPCs are really are Christian, then why lie? I don't get it. The bible doesn't say anything about abortions. But there something that it does say and that is Thou Shalt...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 20

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    It just hurts so much knowing that there are people out there who are so low that they have nothing better to do than make a person feel bad because they believe in abortion...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Anthonick826k7ka4 Anthonick826k7ka4 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    Leave it alone. No changes need to be made. Abortions should always stay legal. And it should always be the woman's choice. And she should always have the final say in it. The only...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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    Deceptive CPC's (Part One) There are 4,000 CPC's (Crises Pregnancy Centers) compared to actual abortion clinics which is somewhere around 800. So there is a good chance of a woman...
    ultraterrestrial ultraterrestrial 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I will try to explain my position. I would earnestly like to see Abortion Rates fall but I do not believe that Governmental law can Prevent abortion by way of prohibition against...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Hi Folks, I am a young cross dresser, More on me is on my profile... So am still not gutsy to go out and get a blouse stitched for myself. Although I look pretty convincing as a...
    laaquila laaquila 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    It's kind of a strange situation, that probably requires a whole lot more back story than I'm willing to give it. Consequently, this will probably be a bit short, a bit rambling...
    LostInCode LostInCode 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I feel for the good ones when they lose. before writing anything here first I dont want to wound anybody reading my story as it may hurt them but what is good people in general...
    psycruler psycruler 31-35, M a week ago

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    I am an anxious person when it comes to relationships, whether they are familial, romantic or platonic. The closer I am to somebody, the more I fear of making mistakes. In the past...
    crystalhaze crystalhaze 18-21, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Okay... so my cousin invited me to a party that she is having at her place. I didn't say no, but I didn't say yes either. I already feel guilty for not visiting the first time she...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F Jan 8

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    I live in the uk and I wish if someone could tell me why I get served roughly by people at shops I'm Asian looking and it is obvious that I look like a foreigner and I get assumed...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Bob Duggan is an devoted sportsperson and has been all his life. He matured in San Jose and attended St. Francis Senior high school in Mountain View where he played basketball...