I Make No Sense When I Speak Freely

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    Eh?

    eohgihglhwt9otfgujpfojeiogrjhgikrfhiothrl;wej[rtu9eroptgrieghiurth'gopewhfsdklgbr4t89y4tguihtgo;tujhfgiotguryhkeghtu490uyitgh;ghoiayheptouawtiayhao;wtgyhtgawyh I am like that sometimes
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 25, 2013
    MickeyRager MickeyRager
    26-30, M
    Feb 27, 2014

    I find it hard to speak my mind freely,

    face to face, I find that I need time to process my thoughts before I put them into sentences. Sometimes it's good but at the same time when I'm having a conversation I feel as though I'm stupid for not putting a sentence together, on paper or via technology I feel like the...
    spiritorchid9 spiritorchid9
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 26, 2014

    Free Association

    Rambling babies eating dead dog livers on top of a windmill with fish sauce. Pot smoking journalists reporting on the next brand of cereal. Cocaine addicts raking the lawns of overpaid cops. Pope burgers. Eat a **** bro, **** yeah, I'm high on drugs. What am I talking about yo? I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 13, 2013

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