I May Act Like I Am Not Sad When I Really Am Sad

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    I Am Sad Right Now

    I've been doing this for way too long and it's going to stop, today.I'm SAD damn it!!I'm so ******* sad I can barely stand it sometimes, but I always try to act like I'm not.  My girl can see right through my little act though and she tries her best to cheer me up, but sometimes...
    ItsLikeThatMan ItsLikeThatMan
    31-35, M
    Oct 5, 2011

    Burn-out based Depression In An "activator"

    I have burned out. I am only 20 and I am completely burned out. All I want to do is sit in my room, cry, sleep, wake up, cry some more, sleep again, wakeup, eat, and then cry. --and maybe watch copious amounts of television so I don't have to think. hmmmm....I sound an awful lot...
    09healed08 09healed08
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 14, 2011

    Nobody Understands

    At school or at my house i put a happy face on when all i want to do is crawl in a corner and cry or laugh and tell people i am fine when i want to die or crawl under a rock and never come back up from it, many peole cant see this they all think i am just some one who doesn't...
    archfiend21 archfiend21
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Jun 20, 2011


    **** happens.....nuff said
    EdieQuinnz EdieQuinnz
    31-35, F
    3 Responses May 27, 2011

    I'm A Loser

    "Although I laugh and I act like a clown, beneath this mask I am wearing a frown.....I'm a loser...and I'm not what I appear to be."  (I'm a Loser //   Lennon-McCartney 1965)I can relate to those lyrics all too well....
    deleted deleted
    May 18, 2011


    Inside I'm sad.. always sad.. and lonely.. but no one sees that because I keep it well hidden... most of the time. A lot of the time when I go to speak to my family and friends I automatically make myself look okay... I dunno whether my smiles genuine or not anymore.. I don't...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2010

    My Friend Ricky Can Always Tell Somehow...

    I always try to go to school with a smile on my face, saying Hi to everyone, laughing and talking without letting my stress and emotions getting in the way. But my one friend, Ricky, can always tell when I'm upset... Even when I fool everyone else.. he always knows when...
    sasukesnumber1fan sasukesnumber1fan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 31, 2010

    My mask

    If I don't want to show you I'm sad then no matter the pain, I'll hold it within me and never make you feel that there is something wrong with me or that I'm sad. But this is only for outsiders who have no place in my heart, Not to the ones who mean a lot to me.
    bluie19 bluie19
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 13, 2011

    In Fact...

    ...I should win a ******* Oscar for my performance. Every. Single. Day.
    Tuva Tuva
    31-35, M
    Jun 21, 2011

    I Cant Forgive And Forget

    all my life has been hell, i know others have had worst of but i have had some misery. for 8 years of my childhood i was beaten, hated, raped all by my dads now ex. because of her i am an outcast, i put on a brave face and smile but deep down i am hurting like hell and it tares...
    highlandwolf highlandwolf
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 8, 2012


    This isn't normal behaviour?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 27, 2011
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